hmm... it really feels different to be using my laptop on the desk.
feels.... professional...lol wat crap.
at least i dun feel like at work. that's the most impt thing! but it feels gd.

was out ytd noon wif jo and kenny for k lunch.
hmm... was down wif flu so wasn't really singin much.
the lunch has changed since duno when.
and i only know of it ytd. wat sua ku man!
hahaha... u gotta understand the fact that the last time i hit k lunch was 2 yrs back.
otherwise, was all the v expensive hours.
and i din know they dun let u swipe ur card when ur bill is under 50 bucks.
wat is that... -_-"

anyway, was out walking ard and i finally bought the laptop cool pad!
it's for my lappy to sit on it wif 2 fans underneath cooling it.
i'm so freaking worried that my lappy will go chao ta or even be smoking...
due to the heat it produces esp when i'm playing sims 2.
it goes on for hours... and it really gets v heated up!
but now i'm alrite wif it... and that cool pad (according to the box it's called cool pad)
is transparent piece of plastic... and that guy was saying it's arcyllic. so no fear...
i tot it might melt... haha...and it produces blue light when u on it... jus like my mouse.
so now my table is v blue..... together wif my room phone which is also blue!

anyway, enugh of that... i also spent a deal at nike.
i bout a top! i tot it was beautiful despite the fact that it's pretty translucent.
well i guess my sats are pretty much a spending spree for me.
was down at st james ytd again. oh it was damn packed ytd.
i duno why... but not too bad still...... = )

tml's back to work again..... and it's gonna be a 5 full week.
where's the next PH gonna be????????????

it's friday~
time passess super fast tis wk.
in fact....
it's just the holidays that made the wk look so short.

hmmm...
nothing much.
jus here to blabber some nonsense.....

New skin for the new year?

I kinda like this though.
at this moment...

CNY is jus like 10 hours plus away.
but i'm really not at least bothered.
no shopping for CNY.
i did shop alot. but all are meant for other purposes...

tot i should jus drop by and blog a bit.
sorry for abandoning my blog for 2 wks!
alrite, was as usual, down to st james on sat nites.
it'll still be the same tonite. irregardless if it's CNY.
to me, it's jus "who cares?"

well, i miss aunty loh suddenly since yesterday.
i duno why. but no plans to go back (yet).
i'm still enjoying my sats out...

looks like it's gonna rain again...
bad weather...

was duper busy the whole of last wk.
OT was throughout the wk in fact.
Mon - 930
Tues - 10pm
Wed - 10.30
Thurs - 10.30

imagine... and every nite slp at 1.30.

went for a jog on monday still!

damn shag... and Fri was the big move out.

caught up wif xp, er, ke, jen and fen wif her boy on Fri nite.
gd to catch up... although i din talk much it's still gd to see them.
went for lunch wif bro on sat.
bought 2 pairs of shoes from U.R.S. (pissed wif the one at Tiong Bahru Plaza)
slacked at home till nite.

st james again at 11.
sad thing
ytd's crowd wasn't as great as last wk.
was a little boring though.
left at 3 plus... hit tamp mcdonalds for a drink
hit the sack at 830 am. gdness.
woke up at 1530... hahaha...
still feeling slpy though...

tml's a new war at a new zone...
oh did i mention i kinda love my new office?

Tired.
but can't slp anymore.

St James last nite...
been a long while since i last club.
at least i was havin better fun than the last spot at devils.
energizer is back!
hahaha...
from floor to table top and back to floor again...
the place was damn pack and squeezy.

club till 4 (they close at 4! so early ?!?)
and went for a drink (tea la... no more alcohol)
reached home at 6... and did something stupid accidentally again
i deleted all my inbox messages!!!!!
#%%@^@
wat crap load! i guess i was dead beat then.
coz i slpt at 6 on fri nite too...

arise and shine at 12... can't slp anymore... no idea why.
and now there's no water coz someone's reparing pipes.
finally... sighz...

Dreading tml's arrival coz it's the week that we're shifting office!
and there's tonnes which i've yet to do.
wanted to get back office ytd. but slpin at 6 doesn't help at all...


Looking forward to next wkend though~

well, if u've been readin my blog for the past 2 days
u'll know that there's some childish kids running around
trying to destroy my reputation once again.

watever, i know who never grows up in the end...
i've decided to be generous...
not to be bothered.
jus get rid of those stupid nonsense this particular kid has done.

no brainer for using the same ip.
think i'm stupid?
think again.

you know who you are.

Shaggggggggged...
despite the emotional drain,
i'm still trying very hard to pick myself up.

jus back half an hour ago from a jog.
went joggin wif my bro.
first time he offered to pick me up from office to send me home.
then we went for dinner together.
and finally for a jog...
not v flattering though... only 1.6 km.
will go again probably Thurs or Fri.
anybody wana join me?
pls gimme a call.
I hope i have companion though.

need to help myself fight all those may it be sweet or bad memories
throw them all away.
help me get past this stage... till the day,
when i recall those days for the past 2 yrs...
the won't be any pain... probably just the sweet memories will remain?
I hope so... like how i manage to get over the past 3...
I hope...

my life's been wrecked.

Thanks to the shameless couple.

Past week was jus so hard to get by.
So is now.
Betrayal and cheating is enough.
Yet making up lies to cover for himself, destroying my reputation,
protecting her seems to be wat he wants.

Seeing her on his FS4459M yesterday bypassin my area.
Still denying the fact.
Yes I know.
We're over. Please grow up and stop being such a coward.
not admitting to it when being asked.

I HATE THEM. TAY CHONG SIONG. the once my everything.
who took away my everything. the one who seek my trust. which now turns into...
betrayal. YVONNE GOH KAI XIN. the bitch who kept lying.
HATE.

I've been like the living dead.
I can't slp everynite.
I have to make myself drop dead tired.
finding ppl to talk to over the phone.
the min i hang up, wide awake again.
the pain... is overwhelming.
Even if i do slp, every short while i wake up.
It's mentally torturing.
I tried... i failed.
I lost.
I duno wat can i do to make myself feel better.

Sincere thanks and appreciation to all friends who talked to me.
Esp XP. the number of hours you spent
has really touched me.
Wenbin too. Thanks for talkin to me wee hours into the nite.
despite feelin tired. Thanks for enlightening me.
Thanks effendi, both kelvins.
Thanks jojo, for helpin me seek the numbers.
I'm still in pain.

I still need ppl to talk to.
yet i can't bring myself to call anyone else.
please my dear friends,
I need friends to be by my side at tis veri moment.
please help me...

jus when i tot u were being heartless.

one freaking truth came out.

u weren't heartless. u were and still IS COLD BLOODED.

Fuck u for using my phone to call her.

Fuck u for saying those to her USING MY PHONE.

FUCK U YVONNE GOH KAI XIN. wan to know her?

go to takopachi look for YVONNE.

wat can i say...

speechless.

i'm having one of the worst new yr's eve and new yr itself...

i've to pick myself up from wat u just left.

selfish. i see.

how u hurt me. 2 yrs.

i'm jus plain dumb and stupid.

I tried to slash. but i admit. i dun have sufficient courage.

maybe for now. maybe not.

how heartless can u be. wat u said. simply jus doesnt seems to be.

tearing for 1 and half days.

bad fall. pain. shattered. lose my will. lose my mind.

insane.

tat's wat u've given to me.

thanks. wif love.

Oooo well, long time no update.
Busy la. as usual.

work work work.
damn tiring and stressful till i fell sick last wk.
was catching the korean drama Goong aka Princess Hours for the past weeks.
So caught up with the show till now.
Am still listening to the OST. or rather... bought the OST.

Well, X'mas round the corner!
Merry X'mas in advance everyone!!!!

time for some pics...

more of fluffy to be exact...

firstly... may i present fluffy acting fierce...



coming up next... fluffy WITHOUT EARS!!!!



still more to come.... fluffy acting babyish....



Lastly... best pic of fluffy ever since she entered into my family....


before i go...

a glimpse of me... in my new specs... wif a my shuai ge... LOL

Had a v enjoyable bday the day b4.
Although din go anywhere...
but shopping whole day is really...
SHIOK!

started with fri,
xp and i went for steamboat at parkway.
i must say it's really nice.
highly recommendable 4 stars out of 5.
anyone wana go there makan?
loook for me ok.

then the bday prezzies note: prezzieS
not prezzie. she gave me really touched me.
thanks my dearest friend.
really love the pendant.
and of coz the dinner.

bday itself, went shopping...
bought the v3i gold... and the gold bluetooth.
bargained for a free hp pouch using my bday as excuse.
hahahaha...
got myself a memory card as well.
then bought a top and a jacket too!
finally, made a pair of new glasses!!!!!!! love it.
haha... will post it next time.

my grandmother, (paternal) passed away on 26 Nov.
well, we are totally not close to her.
thus... i'm kinda nonchalent about it.
i still miss my ah ma (maternal) alot though...

Am waiting for the D&G pouch and gold earpiece to be launch in SG
duno wat to get for me for x'mas?
get the hint. drop by motorola service centre then.
hahaha...

Change a new blog skin...
coz the previous one got complaint
probs browsing it.

Hope tis is better...
do giv ur feedback.
Thanks!

I'm still on the lookout for V3i Gold...

I really want that D&G V3I.

REALLY CLASSIC.

PRETTY...

Work...
is jus soooooo BUSY.
simply never ending!
my tasks jus piles up everyday.
but i'm really glad
that my collegues and my assistant manager
have been v tolerating.
Esp my assistant manager.
they are all v fun ppl in fact.
My da shi jie and er shi jie
both always teach me whenever i approach them.
also, the lovely Lydia from one of our contacting agencies.

Anywayz, brought fluffy to the vet ytd.
she's healthy. and she's 5! not 7!
yeah!!!
and we bought fluffy a new polka dot bed!
looks pretty cute n retro.
Lazy to load here la...
jus go to my friendster to see(if u like)

alrights. got to go now...
need to rest... tml is yet another day for war....

Updates!
Din blog for about a week.

Started work.
am still fine and happy with my job.
still able to cope coz the person i'm takin over
is still here...
and tat marks her official last day today.
20/10/2006.

Good thing i manage to pick up some stuff from her
and that my collegues are nice ppl.
The person i'm taking over is DORIS.
She's really a v lovable woman.
she dun really look her age (younger)
and she's really fun to be with!
her constant laughing and silly jokes
together with her animation acts jus make her
such a great collegue.
I actually felt lost today
coz i know from monday onwards,
life w/o her is gonna be hellish for me.
coz i'm taking over ALL of her work.

anyway, tat's about it.
BIG THANKS once again to DORIS.
Well wishes to you.
Oh, i do enjoy today's dinner with both you and susan.
and Thanks to Jessie for taking me to lunch at swensens.
really nice collegues i've got.
i hope my 1 yr with SGH recruitment office
would be a wonderful one...

p/s: my new tagboard is up. Guess tag-board.com is gone... =(

starting work next week.
kinda nervous.
have to undergo medical check up first.

x( coz of tat
i have to go through serveral blood test
from a normal one to a more detailed one
coz i have low haemoglobin counts.
anaemic? maybe.
bad experience with the polyclinic.

almost fainted this morning
coz they can't located my vein
and the doc kept pushin' the needle ard.
it hurts and the loss of blood jus make me giddy.

brrr.......

Updates!

life is pretty much the same.

work, fluffy, him and home.
more working days now
coz of the shortage of manpower
someone's down wif chixpox.
and someone's goin for a tour yet AGAIN
sighz.
5/6 days work for me every wk.
shiok huh.

btw, i went for another job interview today.
and it's a success.
and i'll be joining SGH in less than a mnths time.
it's like 2 wks from now.
everyone's thinkin of NURSE when i mention SGH
pls la... SGH also got HR department rite.

Ha-ha-ha.
wish me luck
coz they kept emphasizing on the level of stress there...
i better keep my fingers cross...