jus finished my last bottle of vodka. still feeling moody. juz switched off all lights in the house. i'm goin to watch vcd. pirates of the carribean. i watched the movie. watchin the vcd again. if u ask me y? i will answer u.. i duno. juz upset. and bored.

aiyeh.. i seriously duno wat's wrong wif the tagboard. anybody gd in this kind enugh to help me out? i can't read html leh.... how? i tried. but doesnt work... the tagboard does comes out. but can't input name... i duno y... help...

Anywayz... today's a Bad day.. juz like lasT nite. coz i almost bleW everything up. almost... almost couldn't make it anymore... but... it's ok now.. i suppose. hope after tml nite... everything will be back to normal. i reaLly wish so... i'm feELin bad.. so bAd. duno how much i Cried... eyes feel so Dry.. coz of those tears...

yeah... today's last day of work. gona miss sum ppl.. i mean.. bee lan, jasmine, soh khoon... definitely yvonne.. she's so nice. and i received quite a no. of thank you gifts. i gave out 8. got... 6 in return. haven open them up yet. laTer.. surprised gift from soh khoon... really surprised. wat's more, it's the biggest among all. i'll definitely miss rachael. who's tat? the beauty in the office. she's prEtty. i'm not pervert. ppl like to look at nice and beautiful things rite? she's no thing. but she's beautiful. supposed to go collect blue tooth after work. but.. was on the phone wif da. trying to sort ourselves out... duno if things turn better or not... pray hard...

i'm sO hungry now. New year eve. stuck at home. moodless. simply bluE. haven eaTen any meal... only things i ate was... a piece of paNdan caKe. from lily.. coz today last day. so she gave like everybody one? then 2 pcs of andes. one in office, one at home. and 1 hacks candy. tat's all..... HungRy, lonely and sAd...

it's miserable... when you love sumone too much. Everything he/she does mEans soooOo much too you tat it prIcks ur heARt and u fEEl the ShaRp Pinch... each piNcH is so shaRp tat tears staRts to gaTher round ur eYes...

hav you eVer love sumone so much that u come to a point and wonDer should u let the person go? you feeL that u are not worthy of him/her... he/she's wAy too good for you.. and u shld let the person go out and fInd a Better parTner? tis Is the way i'm feELing... i fEEl lousY. tERribLe... DepResSed... i neEd to let ALL of them out. but i duno hOw... drops of teARs flow dOwn... leaving me fEeling helpleSs... i feeL like.... i FEeL like gIving up... even though it hurts...

I'm lost aGaIn.... once agaIn... lost in my v oWN wOrld... in total daRKness.. gOne Are those haPpy days... i Love him tOO mucH... i'm so afraId Tat i won't be able to brIng him haPpiness... sOmeone... pls... tell me wat to do.... i dun waNa hurT him...

OUCH! the bones in my butt hUrts Like hELL... went cycling with dada... and i haven bEen cycling for ages... now the butt hUrts... eVen when i'm stANding! aND... the thighs cERtaInly aRe WObBy.. hahaha. haven bEen exercising... we went cycling at bout 4+ cycled to pUngGol PaRk... then he DeCIdEd to go visit his graNdma... so We Cycled to sErangOOn norTh... had dinner there then cycLEd back to sEngKaNg.... wEnt comPaSs point wif dada and his mum... theY weRe doin suM neW year shOppIng... then aFter tat.. wE cyCle back to my hoMe... haha..... PaIN PAIN..... help... hahahahaa..... but i haD LoADs Of fUn... fOr surE. : )

baCk to the taGbOarD....... i reALLy duno wAt's wrOng.. and... i'm tIRed now... wun Be tRying... not aT leaSt until.. maYbe... new year eve Or new yeaR... coz.. i'll be WOrkin for the neXt 3 days.... ANd YES.... My laSt 3 days.... wOohoo~! hahahaa... then can Slp AND slp.... hahaa.... yEAh.. i'm bEcoming A pIG.... btw, neXt sEM time tabLe wiLL be Out on 30th Dec... aFter 2.... wOnder How's it goin to bE Like...

dada: sMuackz! hehe... thanks for todAy.... i reaLly enjoyed myself... take care of ur butt okie? hehehe..... poor us.. got painful butts already... hehe... miss ya loads..
dearies: school's gona sTaRt sOon... most Prob we wun be in sAme claSs eXcePt for apel.. gonna misS those times we HAd... take care yeah.. meanwhile, eNjoy the last weEK to the FuLLesT yeaH?!? see Ya sWeEties sooN...

juz changed my skin... nice.. hehe.... but sumthing wrong wif the tag board. trying to save it.. hahaa.... bear wif it ok?!? hahaha.... i love the song... nice nice........

	Love-a-Lot Bear You love to take care of others and people love being around you because you make them feel appreciated. You are very sweet and soft-spoken. You are also a romantic and consider yourself an excellent matchmaker, so you tend to be a bit nosy. But everyone still considers you the sweetest person they know.
Take the Which Care Bear Are You? Quiz!

Hehehehe.. i din blog last nite agaIn. oPps.. haaha... actually.. kinda tired... tat's y.
Went to wOrk.. and left early at 5.30. wEnt jLn Kayu meET dada then we wEnt jOo chiAt. NOw, i got An eLephaNt size rigHt Ankle.... and i'm not goiN AnyWhere wif it untiL i reMovE the bAndage tonigHt. nothing's wrOng.. i never faLl down.. it's the paIn in the boNe... from the incident few montHs baCk... Mama.. you know rite..
tHen... so tired.. haaha.... i'm GeTting LAzier! SHIT MAN.... i nEEd to clean my other bed rOom.. coz i was Sick for the paSt Wk.. and i haven really BEen leaving my things in pLACe.. and they're Lying around my Bed... sOoo. i neEd to CLeaR them... befOre i can't see my bed. haha... but suMhOw... i'Ve got zeRo motivAtion to do sO!!!!!!!!!! hElp help.. get That laZineSs ouT!!!!!!! i waNA do things... i dun waNA sit and slp... tat's wat i've bEen doin since i waS sick.. mAN.... i haTe tis... aNd i'm gRowIn fAttER Coz of tis...... arghZ.......

YoOOohoooooo!!!!!!! MeRrY chRiStmAS!!!!!!!!

WeLl well.. i haven been bloggin rite?! i have broke my record.... wAhaha... okok..
it's christMaS alreAdy.... let me see.. i haVen blog for .. 3 daYS! HEhehe..... wat was i up to..?

basically..... the last post... was on sunday nite. i blogged at 12.59am tat's why you see it posted on monday. ok... here goes the 3 day long post :

monday... wOke up and laZe around.... hahaa... then dada keep urging me to go sEe doctor.. so i went... i went to sEe the doctor.. and guess wat. doctor was staRing at my phone.... wahahaha... insTead of asking about my condition, he waS asking about my phone.. wAt a dOc! haaha... after tat i weNt home.. haD lunch. and sLpt after medicAtion... wOke up aT 4 plus aFter reCeVing a msg from JerMaine Askin me tO go down hSsband... i sTood up... fEELin eXtremely dizzy.. it fELt horRible.. i rather not taKe the medicine. so i went to preparE and went back to Band... din Play.. waTch the baNd... coz i was stiLL dRugGed. reached Home aT 11+ TOo tired to do anything... heaDed straight to bed. oh yeah.. tat nite, Ah boy leFt my house...
tuesday... rise and shine FOr work... went to work... coughing and coughing.. and i sERiously loOk paLe. haha... but daDA came down and meT me for lunchie... hehe.. so nice... aFter lunch it's back to wOrk again.. theN afTer wOrk i wEnt down to HSs again.. i practised... HeLl.. i haven touch tUba for 1 yr ++ and boy.. it waS heavy... haaha.. long Time no CaRry.. muscles all Becum Fats.. hahaha... aFter PraCtice, went home StRaigHt aNd baCk to BeD agaIn. hahaha.... reALLy v v tired.
WednEsday.. tat's yesterday.. chirsTmaS eVe. wEnt To wOrk as usuaL.... but.... aT 12+.. oFfice had A chrisTMas Lunch... buFfet caTering from MagiC WoK. ehhe.. not tOO bad.. then had gift exchange.. then lucKy dRaw.. i won a waTch... eh.. i hav no idea wat wAtch la.. not v ex. of coz.. haha.. they bought a lOt.. then work endEd aT 3. DAda came and find me... then wE went OrcHaRd... walk around... TooK picture of the FeRrari tat's displaYed there.. COoL! from OrcharD we Walked to P.S.. we went to lOOk fOr Mama~ HEhehe.... surPrised TO see me? hehehhehe..... then aFter tat we went to riVer valley.. on our way outside p.s, i saw sumbody... from out Sch.. haha. nobody la.. no big deal either.. juz surprised only.. haha okok..
then walked round clarke quay before heading to da vincI For dinner.. hee... almost got ourselves lost.. coz could'nt find the place. thanks HuifERn.. food was gReat.. eXcept for the.... aheM.. saLaD.. hahaha.. then aFter tat... dada taught me how to play pool.. haha.. i stiLl duNo la. then we go Home.. coz my pooR daDa got dutY Today...
so.... it's chrisTmaS TOdaY! and i'm home.. blogging. neEd to clean up the house. now tat Ah boy's gone, it's time for me To clear up the house more.. since it wun be messed up by him aNymore... well. i juz tOOk sum medicine.. and i'm feELin sLpy.. think i better go taKe A naP FIrst.. bye!

SICK..... i'm SicK. from the throat... to a reALLy bad CougH... plus tat churning StomAch. wat's HaPPeNing to me?????
TMl MC... not goin to wOrk le. i dun wan to keEP coughing in front of the pC... then PooR Jasmine wiLL haV TonneS of things to do... coz BeE lan on Leave. die.... sorRy....
AnywAy... i'm sorta.. haPpy today... haD a v LoOoNg day.. wOke Up eaRLy Morning at 8+ had a bad dreAm. not goin to tOk bout it. ThEn went over to dADa's PlaCe...
supposE to go See shifu.. but reaCh there shifu not in. SO we waLked aLl the way from that plaCe to noVenA..... wAh.... quitE faR Leh....
then take bus to aMk mAKaN....then daDa go help his MuM... i went to compass point.. suppoSE to do x'Mas shoPping for the office gift xchange... end up buying fouR tops for MysELf. HAha... then wEnt hoMe... tok to daD... ask him how to go hArrison rD. NeEd to go colleCt bLue TOOth... aFter tat wE went NoVena.. the furniture shop to SeE the bed i like aNd sofas....
then walk round the PasAR maLAM...... my DaD bought me a top and sum botTOms to be worN aT Home LA. haaha... after tat i hAd dinner then hE send me home while he go pick muM up. Soon my bro caMe... and dada caMe tOO..... haha.... he came to aCc. me... he went home aT 11++ and misSed his Last bus agaIn... so i ran all the way... back to the sAMe spot...where sumting memorable happened there 1 mnth plus bACk. haha.. ok.. then he waLK home Again.. sorRy dear.... if my stomach din aCt up.. u wldn't hav missed ur bus....
now online blogging, chatting wif jo... and dada. but he's NoWhere near the Keyboard coz he never Reply me...... guess he wEnt eat. hE toLD me he waS hungRy. while.. all i wished for is... to slp... and see doc tml..... *smiLez*

Hehehehe.... i finally bought my beloved X70! hehe.... gona Explore it SOon... then hopefully can fall aslp. i'm gona Be sick. my throAt's sore... i bought 3 hERbaL jellys... haha.. fAsTer cure the Heat! it's kilLing me. oh yeah... i got a new no. but i haven decide to use which no. so..... wait for my news! hehee...... bye Bye... wan go eXplore alreaDy!

wah.... i'm goin to faLL sick sOOn.... coz i'm GEttin "heaty" aLready. if i stiLL dun tAKe cAre... i sure sIck... super tired.. wana slp Soon... y i blog so LAte???? coz juz now daDa come Find Me!! Even thougH he gOt duty tml.... so swt... hehehe...... ok before ppl complain i V MusHy... i Stop first... wahahaha.....
aNywayz.. tml i'm goin to buy X70.... hopEfuLLY stock hasn't Run out.. GOna siGn A New LiNE... coz u know y la.... dun wANa gET disturbEd... hEhe.... So... if i msg u teLL u i got new no. means i got new Phone.. if i nevEr, means... no phone... ok?!? hehhe.. pray hard for me Ah..... hahaha..........
nite.z..z.z

i'm still fasinated by LOTR... it waS GREAT... i wouLdn't mind waTching aGaIn.... but i'm goNA waIt for the fuLL sEt of exTeNded Version of the DVDS to be out....... Hehehehe..... i LuuRRrVeeeeee the stORy... and i certaInly enjoy staring aT LegoLas..... wahAhaa....
aNd then..... i StiLL caN't finD X70!!!!!!!!!!!! ARgHz....... i wan tat phone..... i dun care.... :P hehe...... slpy head me...... laTer mop fLoor alreaDy mus slp.... tml fRI~~~ wKend alreaDy... can slp!!!!!!!!! bYE bYE

oh.... i forgot..........

I AM WATCHING THE RETURN OF THE KING TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!

i wan X70!!!! i WAN X70!!!! i cALled m1 tis noon to cHeCK... sTiLL no StOck and wat's worse is tat they dunO when's the neXt Batch cuming!! wTf? I WAN X70! i dun cARE!!! hahha... ya i sound like a spoilT BRat here.... but i dun giv a daMN! ahaha.. i wan my X70!
okok... eNough of that.... weLl i went for my basic theorY todAy... wif dada! hehee.. so sWt of him... he aCtuaLLy wanteD to taKe HaLf day off then cum teach me... but he din manage to geT it.. so i haD to wOrk tiLL 6.. if not i aLso haLf daY.. hahaha... weLl.... waT can i say.... basic theory... paper's ..... ok? i tink so... let's wait and sEe...hehe.... i'm so tired.. din slp wELl last nite... dada... u know whY.... u owE me!!!!! hehe..... i'm goin to hunt for X70! and.... anybody who knows where can i Get it pls let me know! tHanks a ziLLion...... i wan X70....... hahaaa......
christine: haha... thanks for bringing the xTra Batt... but i dun neEd aLreADY! from now on.... i'm going to bring chaRger to my officE eVERYdaY! hahaaha......
zhEN: aIya..... where got musHy.... hahaha.... ok la... how aRe u????? any beTTEr?
na: i MisS u~~~~~~ hehee.... try to cAtch more beauty sLp yeah..... i'm a paNda alreaDy... dun eNd up like me!
nise: 7 days more! yeaH~ hahaha.....
not ForGetting mamA: mama!!!!!!!!!! dun saY my blog only got dada la... also haV u alL ma....... hehee..... how aRe U........ haven sEen u SO lOng..... misS u wOrx... din reaLyl chaT wif u online aLSo... our Timings aRe now So difF... hope to see u soON.....

ah....... tireD....... pain.... here pain there pain.. hahaha.... arm still hurts a little. lot more better.... today's a long day....... deaRest daDa!!!!! oh.. i love u so much... hehe... thanks for cuming by so early! realLY haPPy to see u.... sorry for bein so Angry in the nOOn.... u shld know y already by now.. i'd explain and apologised so many times.... and boy.. u're so nice! heehee.. u made me laugh so much jus now tru the phone! dun trY to speaK like tat!!!!! it jus cracks me up... hehehe....... anywaY... one damn thing happened todaY..... my phone DIED on mE. f*cK! haha... i Hate tat! esP at tat hr when things where so heateD uP! but now it's ok! hehe... happy again.. then.... another thing..... i waS stuck in the building! daMN!!! haaha...... shldn't hav left office so laTe... stupid Me~ haha.....
meT christine and justin for dInner aT SaKaE... nice nice....... so full.... goin to sLp sOon... sumbody say i no sLp AH~~~~~ hahahha......bye~~~

yum Yum! unagi tasTe Great... hahaa.... my parents came home from suntec. my dad wEnT there to gEt the NeW Phone... nice nice... hahaa..... then mum bought unaGi hoMe.... hehe..
hMm... it's nite time AlreAdy... greAt tat time Passes by faSt... if not i'll be So saD.... coz missing sumbody is so hard to get by... well.... counting down to the last day of wORk.. 12 days... excluding sundays and public hOLidays... yOhoo... hahaa... Great.. but sch's Gona sTaRt sOOn.... and..... not forgettIn, money's ROlling in tOO!!!! haha.... and fLowing out SOOn aLso.... but a X70 cumin in defiNately make it wOrThwhile... yes... i'm maD over tat phone juz like hOW i likE 8310 in the PaSt..
cAn't reaLLY wait to gET my pay.... i wan the Phone BadLy.... haha.... and.. i misS dada badly tOO... hope to See him sOon.....

everytime i close my eyes when u're not wif me, i dare not open them again. Becoz i know i wun see u... which brings sorrows and tears to my eyes. i miss u too much to do anything. i'm totally speechless. all that i ever think of now is just you...
I MISS YOU

yeah yeah....... i din blog last nite. hahha. too tired.. sorry. bAsically, work's the same. haha...then afTEr work, went oveR to meeT cHriStine then we went.... walk walk. she wAn see Shoe... in the eNd, no buy... haha... bought a hp for her mum instead..... and i wana ask my dad to get it TOo..... hahha... soon aFter that i went to meEt dada at amk. supposed to gO see my graNdma wif him but we dEcidEd not to coz a bit TOo late.. and my arm was hurting.... Y pain? coz i fell down in the morNin... while bathing... daMn.... i sliPpeD after see the Stupid cOckrOach. i swEar if i eVer sEe it AgaIn, i'm goin to bE the LAst Person he'll Be SeeiN. my leFt aRM hurts even now. daMn daMn. hope i'm ok.. coz immediately after i fEll, i feLt giddy and waNted to vOmit..... but i DID NOT knock my HeaD! or at least i dun reMember knocking my heaD....
wEll back to where we weRe... so after acc him eAt dinner, we toOk the Bus HOme and he went home After sEnding me home. it wAs aLReady 11 + then... aFter tat i weNt out.... wif chrisTine and beth mum... HAppy birtHdaY~~~ haha.. sorRy ... ur bdaY gift was to waIt for me and help me find aH boy. tat sTupid dog ran out laSt nite... i'm now cRoss wif him and my sis in laW. ANGRY ANGRY. Forget it.
Then tOday..... wEnt out wif dada.... suppOse to go orchaRd... but not EnuGh time. coz he nEEd to go back caMp by 6.30 and then.... he only met me at 2++... so we went Bugis.. : ) then now, i'm home..... i jus hearD the stupid dog ran in from the kitChen. i bEt...... he did sumting therE again. DAMN. and i'm feELin sLpy now. hope maYbe laTer can go out...wan go clubbin agaIn... but must control myself not to gO... coz neEd to saVe moneY for my X70. haHa....yeS... it's mine... i'm proclaiming it... i'm goin to buy it sOON...... HEhehe.. hMM... canot tok to my dada untiL monday. coz he's goin to sum other camp then canot bring phone.. so sad... gona miss him a lot...
ah... goin to reSt... bye bye... keep u updaTed SOon.. hehe...

heLLo Hello... i'm kinda spEechleSs.. duno wat to blog.. coz work's the saMe.... then nothing much haPpening..... tat's y..... nothing much to sAy...
today's a rainy day... rain and rain and rain..... aRh... i got umbrella.. but my pants still wet... coz of the big wInd... and the big pudDle of wATER!!!!!! argHz..... stupid.. but it was on my way home.. so nvM.... haha.. if it was morning on my way to work, i Swear i be fReeZing to deaTh in the office...... it's sO cold!!!
yeah..... the wK's ending.... hahaha..... i'm like hoping for it to end so sOon... y? coz workin is tirIng..... not Enough slp ALl the time..... so sLpy.... only can stone in the ofFice.. canOt slp there..... hahaha... aiyah..... duno wat to sAy...
nvm... prAy for me sat can go orchard yeaH? heehee.. goin to waTch tV alreAdy.. after tat mop floor then slp.... bye bloggy~

aIyeh..... stupid bloggEr... aLwaYs got prob. See la.. i forgOt wat i wan to blog yesTerday..... Ahahhaha..... i onLy REmeMber.... my shoE sTrap caMe Off durin wOrk... then i had to waLk V Slow After work to buy neW sHoe.... haaha.. anything after tat? nothing mucH lor... life nowadaYs, wif work, leaVes v littLE time FOr me to spare for mySelf.
today...... wAT about tOday...... hmm..... leT me think.... oh wELl yeah... haha... i waS givEn a new taSk today... updAting of e-mails and contAct numbErs... and there's thousands of them....hahaha... one whole stack.... for Today only.. and there's more To come... mus finIsh by next wK.. so in the end, i juz sAt in fRont of the pc and kEy in all information.. no Games today... toO much things to do.. but aT leaSt a lot more better than nothing To Do... and worK ended at 5.30 today.. y so eaRLy? coz OCBC dinner and dancE tonite... faRni... hAving d&D on wKdaY nite.. ?!? stupid rite. haahaa.. then after tat i weNt to meet dada wif siao lin.. coz she also staY SengKAng.. she Acc me go waLk ROund firsT coz i'm tOo early.
Met up wIf dada then go sEe bEd.... hahaha.... never seE aNything at courts leh... then we wEnt to nOveNa.... i mean the furniture sHOp.... at hougaNg Plaza.... wah.. aLreaDy saW 2 tat we like... Oppz.. i mean i like... hahha.. we got the SamE Taste LA. goin to buy SOon.. v soon. then save MoneY for x70... Heheehehe...... gona log oFf sOon... so tired.... sTiLL neEd to mop fLoor..... oh Yeah.. i last ting.... i'm returnin ah boy to my bro...

blogGer faRked itself up laSt nite.... so i din manage To Blog.... hAhaha... wEll yesTerdaY waS A BoRIng Day for me. onlY nite tiME wAs thE bEsT...... hEhee...
Well, i dun haVe Anything to eAt for DinNer as usuaL.. so my deAresT dada came Down from wOrk and BougHt me dinneR..... how swEet and thoughtful of him... HEhe... but i tink i gOt him intO trOuble... coz he WeNt home aT 11+... got nagGed by hiS muM... sorRy daDa... dun sAy u dun reMembEr aNything. i know u dO... sorRy!!!!
tOday's WorK waS... not TOo much..... but bEtter than fridAy.. at least most of thE time i waS doin sumting. coz i tOk my time to dO it SlowLy... haha... then took traIn home Wif siao lin. oPps sorRy girl, speLt ur name wrOngly thE other time. dAda's havin Ot todAy. duno waT time wiLL he Be out... hopefuLLy soon... coz he's so tired... and now, there's this one thing i wana saY!
I sweAR i WAN taT X70!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the brand new phone by paNasonic. Love At firsT siGht when i Saw it in Jay's MTV for nI ting dE daO... but tat PhOne is sO dAMn eX! $788 wif 2 yRs plaN!!! ReTaIL prIce $988... WOw...... if i use My Pay to buy, then i canot buy my bEd.... Yes. i'm buying a Queen sIze Bed. the One my Bro lefT bEhind is FauLtly... also, i dun hav money for my driving Praticals.. mus saVe agAin..... AIyEh.... hoW hOW??? haahha.... i dun cARe..... i WAN tat PHONE~!!!!!!!!!!!

my back is awfuLLY itChy... it's red.. Haha... coz juz now no mood.... finisHed up the vodka at one go..... aiyeh.... haahaa.... now suffEring from the aFter effeCts. help help! hahaahaha...... i know.. u're gona Say serve u rite.. but Hey... i neEd to overcome this probLem! the doc taught me how to.. tat is to drink more Each daY! hAHahaha...
and u can't stop me from drinking wat i like. :P if i dun drink and overcome tis problem, neXt time i might get intO trouble! wat i mean? ok... u see.. now, i can't drink much coz of the rashes... so i can tAKe too much alcohol or i'll geT drunk. aNd if i dun tRain up, i might get dRunk in a pub in the neaR future.... and i cERtainly DUN WAN tat... not only bcoz of sAfety, also bCoz.... one wiLL look totaLLy aWfuL when dRuNk.... haahaa... simple aS tat... : )
ANd... i seriously neEd to haV fREnz who club....! i dun wan ppl to cum up to Me aNd teLL me they tOO old. u'll only bE old when u keEP Saying Tat.... rite? AgE aGE faSter.. giv troubLe to ursELf....
tat's all ... bit the tired. neEd go fasTer mop floOr then slp........ hehe.. bye!

i jus finish 1 bottle of vodka lime, and the itch is cuming... no Mood. wan gO clubbing!!!!!!!!!!!!! anybody?????
today, dada cum find me. we rot a little at home first then we go tM. fiNally took picture. Now me sUper sian.bLastin my mp3 again... Now Playin 6th gate. Later duNo do wat. dada busy at his mum stALl.... haiz... haiz.....
clubbing anyone?????

HEll... i'm ExhausTed... wAs in the clubBinG mOOd earlier... but thEn stiLL no CompaNioN As usual... Now FeELin PrETty vExeD bY sOmE things..... juz wondering how loNg do wE hAv to giv in... when wiLL takeRS eVeR be saTisfieD? GiVers aRe tired...... rite?
enouGh of tat.. dun wan SOund like suM pRobleMaTic idiot thougH i am one... hahaha... tOday..... Work wAs..... daMN sIaNZ agaIn.. excePt tat the Few hrs after LucNh went by PrEtty fast... then... i changEd seat.. got this bLoodY seat by the dOor.. no PrivaCy.. aLong the AisLe... tis new SeAt sux like hELl... all bcoz ppl frOm top floor moviNg down.. so all temp staFfs hav to change to aNother corner Of the ofFIce. But one Gd thing... the Pc at the tablE, aLthough... not Gd.. but it HAs gAMES!! haha... quitE a feW too! GreAt...
well.... i'm not reALlly into the Bloggin moOd rIte now.. maYbe eYes closing or wat-so-eVer... jus wan to blog one thing... i meT up daDa today aGaIn! it waSn't planned. He was goin to Meet his Fren, the same fren i meT on sun, Lawson, at HougANg maLl... and i was goin there To aS wELl.. to buy top. so.... we DeCidEd to meEt up for A while lor... hahaa... sORry dada...hehe... i waS jus kiddin saying u were bisexuaL.... hehe... u know it urSelf rite.... :x haha... ok.. i dun wan to blog already.... v tired... bye

oh yeah.... nise went for tour aLready.. misS ya deaRie... tAke care and enjoy urSelf!

LalaLAa...... hahaaha...... tEn pluS a bit Le.... goin to moP fLOor~ Haha.... i do this EveRyday... mus finiSh eVeRything by 10.45 then caLl dada.... haha.. tired. fEelin v tired. duno y toDAy xtReMeLy tiRed. FeLt so sLpy the Whole daY! And... teLl u sUmting..... i Skived liKE maD todAy... hahaha. Y? coz the SupervisOrS wanTed us to go tEst sum pcs. then aLl of thEm can't lOg on to the SYstEM. so Ended up, i sit There... stARe at the Pc.. waLk round... sIt down... toK a bit... then aFter that i wEnt bacK to WorK.. hahaha... coz i tot i couldn't FinIsh my woRk.. but who knows, i finish EveRytiNg!!! and for the nexT hr beFoRe i knoCk ofF, i WaS practicaLLy doin NothiNG! Hahaha...
coZ .. i'm excited.. At 4+, i waS already in the goin hoME mooD. coz i met dAda aFter wOrK.... hehehe... we had dInner togETher.. then nothing much la.. tok tok... all thaT la... then he wEnt HoMe at bout 9. i wAtched tV untiL now... sO goin to mOp the fLooR... bEfore that, i'm goin to tok bout the SupervisOrs! as PrOmisED~ hehe...
ok... in the cRedit CaRd department, there are ActuaLLY quitE a few suPervisOrs.. then, i'm undER... sharon i think... i duno la... there's alsO yvOnne, prisCillA, sok KhoOn. these arE the Few i KnOw... yVonne is a friendly mother-to-be.. v frIendly and she juz Reminds me of my Bio TeACher, mRs VivIaN tAn. i MisS her...haha... tokin to yvonne givs u the WaRmth fEelin.. haha... reaLLY!! then... there's priSciLLa, the one whom i rEported to when i Went for woRk... i din tok to her MucH. onLY the First day. she's like thOse high claSs ladies... hmm... nice bOdy.. AHaha.. oppz! i'm nOt perVErt! hehehe... not ToO bAd dResS sEnse... goes wif her Body.. veri ComplementinG...
then... there's sOk KhOon... a 'look-like-v-busy' lady.. haha... she's like aLways rushing heRe and there.. then she's frieNdly. hahaa..... the Above superVisOrs aRe the angeLs in the OfFice.. cuMin up neXt, is The DEvIL..........wAhaHAhaha.........
ShaRon.. the deviL..... she gives u NO reSt. once she notice tat u've got nothing to do, she aSk u to cum over .... and maKe sure u got Sumting To DO. And...... she's the onLY One aMong aLl who knows me who doEsn't know my naME! How FrEAking daMn irRitAtiN is taT? Dun change my nAMe. It doesn't sounds niCe in caNtoneSe. Weili. it's weili not wAIli! fReAK~! Ahaha..... HeaRd from xiaOling... she doesn't aLlow u to do ur own things even u've finish ur things. shE wANs u to bE alwaYs doin Sumtin... EeeWW... i cERtainly DislikE her To the corE......
and laSt but not LeAst, sumting i got to know TOday... adeline, xiaoling, phylis and i Are aLL Temp Staff.. and oUr laSt dAy is 31st DeC.. aLl together.... gueSs.. aFter tat, jamine and beE lan aRe reaLLy goin to Be.... v v busy.... loads of things to do.. coz... all ur HelpERs aRe aLready gone by then........
tat's aLl.... i bettEr get goin to moP the FLoor! hahha..... bye!

hee... i'm happy... coz i maNagE to find reaLLy long lost friends from primaRy sch in frIendstER! haha... miss them a lot esp those from membinA, p1-P4...hehe...
yeah.. i promise to say sumting bout collegues rite..... eh.. dun wOrry.. not gossips la... hehe.... well.... there are really veri nice and friendly ppl there........ eg. xiaoling, jaSmine, bee Lan and Adeline...
xiAO ling looks like huifEn.. duno y. she juz reMinds me of Her.... hahha then jaSmine, A veri patient laDy... she taugHt me how to do c.o.a... i hAd a hard time learning... and she's alwaYs praIsing me...wahaha... then.... bee lan.. v nice lady alsO... at firsT i tot she got sum prOb wif me coz she always gimme sum sorTa 'dirty look'. ahaha.. but then, i wAs soOoO wRoNg! she's v nice to me aS wELL! haha.. tot me to do quitE a number of things.. wiLLing to teAch me also... hahaha... laSt but not least, aDeline... v frIendly girL who sits besIdes me... but then.. u always tok to urSelf! tat freak me out the most... haha.. alwaYs heAR u counting those paper work.... : )
tat's for today.. tml i'm goin to touch on sum other ppl.. like... supervisors.. hAhaa.. (can u sensE the deviL??) hahaha.. okok.. tat's all... i'm prEttY tired.. neEd to mop floor as usUaL.. then slp.... hahha... tml's another daY of woRk...... !

wat is happening? is it my I.E or..... the blogger? i have no clue~ can't reaD any blogs... sumtimes even my own! i'm not goin to blog much... coz.. i tink i'm bit sick... tat's y after mopping floor, i'm goin to slp... if not tml canot go wOrk...
today's woRK was.... ok.. neXt post i tink i wana tok a bit bout my collegues.. haaha... tis post... i'm goin to say......
WOrKin in an environment that provides u wif a pc is greAt.... but if they do not provide inteRnet connection and they dEleTed ALL those gaMes..... it suX!!!!!!! ahahaha... suddenly i miss working aT grEendot.. coz i can cYber loaf there..... wahahha... stiLL can mSN..... haha... can suRf wEb.. play spidEr solitaire.. now.. canot.... haiz~~~~~ nvm.. i bought sum sweets and chocolate to the Office... hahaha...
okok.... tat's it.. goin off.. faSter mop faster slp..... : ) nite bloGgy.. nite dearies~ miss all of ya~~~~~~

i jus finish moppin floor.. Hahha.. tired. havin a headache now.. duno y. maYbe coz.. not eNugh slp. actually had it in the noon while working. but it went away. Now it's bAck. haha...
yesTerday, dada played M.I.A wif me agaIN... hmm... couldn't reaLly say so... coz i know where exactly he was and could expect wat he was doin. He wAS slping aT Home. Wahaha... as usuaL.. slp. haha.. but i din really bother to wake him up. coz i kneW he waS tired. imaGine u can slp while walkin... how tired is tat? i din do my usual 'at-least-30-missed calls' or 'mus-try-to-hit-99' stuff. heehee... tink it was less then 10. anyway, tis slpy head called me tis morning... he was worried tat i'll be late for work. but i woke up way before he called me.
so nice of him for explaining... but u can saVe tat my dear. haha.. i kneW it long ago that u went to meet ur LovER! (mR zhou GOng). it was really nice to hear tat u actually wanted to meEt me out last nite but u doze off... it doesn't matter tat u fell aslp. the thought maTTers most. but.... dun do it agaIn~ heehehe....
anyWAy, i tOOk a cab to work today.. coz i was goin to be late... then... work waS so great.. y? i was skiving all the waY~ ahahha.. till bout 3 + 4 in the noon. how cum? coz i haven get my password to log on to the system. tat's y canot do all the data update and all that CrediT CArd thingy. all i did was... simple stuff like... foldin letters... stamp letters.. photocopy documents.. all tat! haha.. aIyEh.. how i wish that password never cums.. wahaha.. dReam on yeah..
aFter work i went to buy sum stuff... like tissue papeR, shampoo aLl tat... do my own shoppin.. and... bought alcohol... on my own leGally for the first time from ntuc.. wAhahaha... and the auntie din ask to sEe my Ic... farni.. or do i looK old? haha.. i dun care.. it's late anyway.. i'm gona call dada.. and then get to slp sooN.. tml's another daY of wOrk... and i dun wan to waSte money taKe cab agaIn! hehe.. bYe bloggy. nite!

hehehe... so happy... smilE! haha... leT's start wif all the happy event first. I've Been attaChed for 4 wks.. and it's goin 1 month tml. and for the PasT four wEeks, today is when i spEnt the moSt hours wif dADa... 6 hrs + a bit StRaigHT! wAh.. so long... compared to eVery other time. So... what did we do todaY? hehe.. well i met him at 7.30 in the MoRNing... yES morning. ahaha.. where wE go? to this place, i duno the ExaCt place.. but it's round faRrer mrT aREa. We went for Tui nA.. my old wound for my Ankle and his AChes at his back together wif one of his Army fren. Then aFter tat we weNt to Eat... After eating, actuaLly he's supposE to sEnd me home. buT no... hehe.. we walked back to fArRer mRt... and DeCidE to walk aLL the way to BugiS! yES.... bUgIs! HEhehe...
we ACtuaLly tot of tAKin neO caRd pictures.. but then... siLLy daDa waS so tired.. he'd been faLlin asLEep whilst waLkinG! so when wE reaChed there, we Went to thE arcAde. the purpose was to waKe him up tru sum gAmes... but who knows, we stayed there for 1 whoLe hR! wE din haV time to go tat pictures... coz dada nEed to go help out his mum. So, we went to taKe traIn togEther... i'm suppoSE to go home viA straight buses at AmK mRt. but then, hehehe... i Acc him take bus which by doin so, i haVe to changE busEs... BUT... who knows, wE both fELl aslp in the bus And We ovER-shot! hahaha.... endEd up aT RivervalE maLl.. hahaha.. so we cRoSs over and taKe the bus aGaIn... then, i acc him taKe bus to his 'work place' at jLn KaYu...
hehehe... then he 'reported' for work while i jus did nothing... until he gAv me A BAg of OtAhs... WAh... 16 of them! (dada's family busineSs is otah caTering) hahahaha... sooN aFter tat i went home coz i neEd to Bring those otaHs hOme beFore they turN cold... hehehe.... so here i am.. home sWt home... nice otahs... hehee...
Now cum to the not so Gd thing... tat is.... bOth dada And I ARe goin to be pandaS!!! ahahahaha......... how cum? coz dAda din slp for the whole nite LaSt nitE! duno wat's he doin la...haha.... tat's explains y he's so tired. haha... and we met up eaRLy morning at 7.30. remeMber? hehehe as for me... i slpt at 3 last nite and wOke up at 6! ahahahaha....... tat's y i'm so tireD tOo......haahaha.... wE're 2 paNdAs! haahha... so tonite, i'm gona slp V eaRLy. coz tml neEd to wOrk. daDa also neEd to slp earLy tonite... coz need to go camp.... hehehehe...... bye bloggy!!

yeAh.... i remember wat i wanted to blog! ahahaa..... aFter thinking for so lOng... ok... it's simply tat.... i dun tink i can go for hair colouring! no colours to my hair anymore.. at least until aFter a imporTant date in April neXt yr. waT is it?
i'm in for a band concert! yeah... my sEc sch band concErt. hahaha... QiN said it was Sir who told her to Ask me... and who aSk me to hav to idiotic juniors who aRe so WAng en fu yi who dun call their alumni... stilL mus wait for other section's junior to ask. Zhen diu LiAn. duno where all my teachings go to... haIZ! and since i'm in for the concert, i hav to go back to practise and there goes my colour hair! ahahahaha.... coz my stupid sch has got such stupid rules tat alumnis cuminG back are not to haV colour Hair. lAME! also... it's not gD to haV colour hair in the ConcErt. i mean... i dun wan to bE so outstandin in the band... everybody wil notice... esP the principal.. hahha..then i'll get into sum trOuble or worse, i canot play for the Concert.
sPeakin of which, i haVe already lost touch wif my tubA for sOooO long! i'm so Worried tat i canot play as wEll aS b4. i dun mean i play v well in the paSt.. i mean... the standad... will faLl... hahaha... which means, i HAV to go baCk for morE practices. but then, i'm working! die.. canot make it for wKdays practices.. and if i were to go back for nite practices after work, wun i be daMn freaKin tireD? aHahha... but.. sumhow, i reaLly miss my band life a lot... maybe it's worth it. since the concert is gona to be held at VCH..... one of the veri Few places i wan to perform in. if it's esplanade, i tell u, i'm gona quit my job and practice sia! AHahha.... too bad.. haha.. not up to staNdard to play there la... hahahaha... tat's ALL! hehhe... bye and nite bloggY!

haPpy birtHday to mama~! hehehee..... hope u stay so prettY forever ah.. hahaa..... aLso.. not Forgetting to taKe caRe of urSelf.. eSp tat stomaCh of urs.

hehee..... ok now... i'm so boreD! i Feel like goin clubbing tonite.. but then... saMe prOblem.. not company. haiz... anyway, jus now while while i was watchin the VcD hafway, dada came!!! aHahaa... aT leaSt my last hope weren't bAshed... : ) hehe.... but he only acc me for a while.. coz he nEed to go home..... then go hospital to visit his gRandfather... so aGain, i'm back to my bored sElf... hahahaha.. so bOring! and.... i'm quitE IrRitateD! coz i know i've got sumting i wan to blog.... but i Can't reMember! WTF... argHz.....

did i say most prob? yes i dId... mosT pRob. and tat's It. sO unLucky. HAIZ~ i'm aT home AT this hour... and i gueSs u know y. CoZ daDA OT A-G-A-I-N! waT The heLL?!? i mean... for threE Long WKs he's been Havin OT... Is it tHat the camp has OnLy Got him? OR waT? Why alWaYs hIm? lEaVing me alL bOreD. complaIning heRe. DaMn. Thank gDneSs i hav a bloggy to comPLain TO... i dun think ANyone would Be sO FrEe to lisTen to All my cRaP. dARn it.
theN waT can i do Now? juz Hope Lor.... hOpe AgaIN. tAt's the Only thing i can do! Hope tat his OT not so late.... then at LeaSt can meEt up. not goin to OrchaRd is bEtter than Not beIng Able to meET up riTE. FreaKing daMn aNNoying cum irritating 'Boss' he hav. sCrEw u.... hAIz~ nOw mus go loOk for things to do ALreaDy... go paCk my Room... bought quitE a few things theSe few days.. mus put them aLL in pLAce.... if not my roOm will becum a Mess aGaIn.. then laTer GO waTch JAy Mtv LOr.. waT elsE? aHahahaha........

yooHooO~ i'm home! ahhah.. so dRained.. both physically and mentaLLy. wOke up at 5+ tis morning. y so earLy? coz dada called me... haha... y he waKe up so eaRLy? coz hE had A niteMaRe! aHhahaa.... Oppz~ :x hehehe... so in the end i chaT wif him all the way till 6.35 then i went to geT ready to meEt christine. reAched raffles plaCe at duno wat time... then wE headed to BK for breaKfast. aFter tat i went up to christine's offIce to get sum time sheeT before i report to Work at OCBC centEr. and i dun LikE the Lifts there!!! hahahha
iT waS so embarassing for mE! coz i duno how the lifts there wORk! u see, i had to go to level 40. so i went To Look for the lift that caTers to the level. then the Lift came, i stepped in, Press 40, the Lift doesn't worK! i came out thinkin the lift was faulty. so i waited for the other one. gueSs wat, soon, a guy came, and boaRded the lift tat i got out of! how on earth did he do tat? i was soOooo PaiseH~ (='-'=) then the next lift came, i followed a guy in. he PrEssed 47 and it was ok.. i tried pressing 40 again and again, but it doesn't worK! i waS so paisEh... i followed him up to level 47. aHahha..then he told me to get back to the lift in order to go down to level 40. hOW Stupid can tat be?!
then, when i finally reached the place, i was told to go to level 25. and guess wat, i had to walk to the other side of the building to taKe the other lift to level 5 and change lift to go leVel 25! sO troublesome!! but one commendable thing is tat... the life wOrks reaLLy fast... not reaLLy. it's Very. not very. eXTreMely! AHaahaha... finally, i reaChed the credit card department... haha... and guess wat, i had to learn so maNY thingS!!! aH! help!! ahahha.. it was tough. so many steps to reMember. how the systems worK... all that! screw it maN! i was almost fallin aslp!! and guess wat, the person who taught me was from tP! i had a hard time memorising all the steps to update information. aLL that sup carD... AH! y u credit CaRd holdERs mus be so mA fAn? giv us such a hARd time... esp for newbies like me! ahahaha... duno how many of my brain cells died Man... anyway, work ended at 6+ a bit for me. and then after tat, i wEnt to meEt chrisTine... she wan me Acc her go bugiS to collect Her PS 2...
we went there and on our wAy walkin to burlington square, she sAid sumting... AHahaa... Let's go OG walk walk see See... and guess wat? it's is walk walk sEe see for her... but not For ME! ahahaaha... i bought 2 pillows, 1 top from dorothy Perkins and 2 skirTs, goin a v Low price... haahaa.. wAt a haRvest... hahaha.. then after tat then we go coLleCt her PS 2 and tOOk a cab hOMe... Ahh... finaLY home.... but stiLL canot rest yet.. still got to mop the fLOOr........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aH Boy.... i'm dying because of u aH....... hahaa..... maYbe i shld learn from WeiqiANg--- shagg...... Ahaha.. tat's all lah... my fingers are sO tireD as WEll.. kept makin typo eRrors... hahha....... byE~

aiyA.. i'm so tireD and blur... tat i forgot something!
wAt is it? cOunting dowN LOr! wahahahaha........
2 daYs to maMA's bIrthdaY~~~~~ HEehehehe.e........
bYe bYe! Goin to Slp le.. V laTe.... neEd to waKe up at 6.15 tml... hahaa...

haLo bloggy! heehe....... came back home aLReady. where i go? i went to... Simei to meeT my sIs in laW for meaL of the day... guess wat i ate? Yeah yeah... SaKae AgaIn! wahahahaha..... she had the craving for it.. so.. juz went wif her lor... hahaa.. been eating sushi for 2 days alreaDy... i'm v sure i wun eat again tml... coz tml i'm gona StaRt work. aFtEr eating, we Went waLk around aT PeT sAfari.. i SaW tis stupid Luo Han fish.. aHaha... it's so fierCe.. hahaa.. i beT it tot it could bite me.. but tOO bad. u're in A fisH TaNk! Ahahaha... afTer Tat wE went to taMpines maLL... waLk waLk.. look for my Bag. The Moment i reacheD TM, i had no iDea waT haPPened tO me.. i waS fEeLin giddy.. I tot i waS goin to FaInt.. haha.. but luckily i Didn't... we jus carried on waLkin round... then wEnt to MetRO... i bought the Br@ sEt... Ahahaha.. then wEnt to Buy bag.. soon aFter tat we went Home.. coz we're both tIred...
but i din go Home StRaight... hehe.. i went to meEt daDa... for.. a while onLy ... tiLL bout 10.10 then i wEnt homE coz he nEeds to go back camp. then now, i'm bloGgin and calling DaDa..... tis siLLy Boy, was on the Phone wif me 10 mins ago. and guess wat? he Fell aslp agaIn..... and i couldn't WaKe him up wif all the yELling.. hahaha... so i hung up.. hAhah. then now.. hopin to waKe him up tru calLin him... hAhaa... dun care.... juz keEP caLlin until i wana go to slp... haIz!
gOttO go oFfline sOon.. stILL neEd to cleaN up the mesS by Ah boy! Who's Ah boy? aHaha... boy boy Lor.. who's boy boy then? boy boy is baBY La! aHahaha...... haIz haiz.. hahaha... after cleaning up i shaLl go slp... coz tml neEd to waKe up eaRLy! stiLL haven waTch my jay vcd yet! haahaa.. dunO when will i bE frEe to dO so man... haahha... maYbe.. saturday morning or Sunday... i guesS so~ hehhehe bye blogGy....

aIyeH~~~ haVen waTch my jay vcd yet! hahaa..... hopefulLy can waTch tml. hehee...... yeah. i'm goin to work! sTarting from fRIday. hopefully.... it's not so tough... and hopeFuLLy i dun haV to weaR formal all the while.. hehee. so haPpy bout it. but tml need to go buy bAg. sumting not tOO formal... and not Too casuaL.. can bring to office. the bag i got for presentation toO big Le laH! Ahaahaah...... yeAh.... jus now tok to dada... he told me most prob sat no OT... yeaH! how i reaLLy wish sO... i reaLLy wan go orchaRd. we're supposed to go together... and i've been waiting for it for 2 wks... nearly 3... hahahaha..... really got to pray hard tat he doesn't get OT. hehe. i'm bit of... in the Crazy mode.. duno y... jus hyper.. i din drink the energy cola leh... btw, it's called pepsi X. y? has it got the X faCtor? hAHaha i duno... i dun caRe also! hahaaha.... but the can does.... haahha......... i think i better stop blogGin before i go maD~~~~ haaha... counting down..... 3 days to mama's birthdaY~~ heehee

i came back home half an hr Ago... where did i go? hehehe.... went to meEt Christine who acc me to SsDc to booK my theory tEst daTe. Ok~ my bAsic TheorY test is on the 16/12. : ) wIsh Me luck ok? hEhehehe.... After taT, we weNt to biShan for lunch. Beth mum who's suppose to meEt us couldn't Make it... haIz! too bad... anyway, wE haD lunch At sAkaE... thanks for ur tReAt! it was sOooO fiLLing... hahaha... there goes my diet pLAn... aFter that wE walk round junction 8 for a while. I finaLLY bought the Jay music VidEo + EP~~ so hAPpy... haven waTcH yEt... maybe later : )

Oh. how can i forget bout tis?!

haPPY 18th birthday huifEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehee........

and now, left wif 4 days to mama's birthdaY~~~~~~~~ ehehehehe

okok... cuming in to blog before i go to slp. planning for an early nite. coz i dun wan to miss dada's call agaIN! Ahaahaha.. still fEelin baD bout it.. haha. tml i shld be goin Out~! hopefully. if nothing goes wrong. i'm goin to SSDC to book theory test date... call me kiasu or wat... but i'm jus so excited bout learning driving ok... hehehe.... really can't wait. hehe... wAs happily on the phone wif dada juz now... haha.. he was singing to his own tune... and changing lyrics of songs.. to wat? i'm not goNa TeLL u.... :P hahahaha... so happy... so mus blog down. then... so idiotically (if there's such word) the BaStArd IcQ me! aRgHZ! forGot to ignore him.... spoil my mooD. hahha... anyway, he's aLready on my ignore list now. Hahaha.... wun get to hear from him! hmm.. maybe i shld change my hp no. Go get a new line. so tat he wiLL neVer ever find me. lesT he calls my house. then again, i'll do sum silly acting... wAhahaha... y am i so eVil? coz i haTe him. I dun eVer wan to hear from him aGain. Not eVen a singLe bit. He doesn't deserve my care n conCern. y? long story. i can tell u if u ask me. but not v nice to say. ok! forGet bout him... i'm goin to slp soon..... nite Bloggy... nite jojo! hehe..... nite.... to eVeryone.... nite... my dear dada! (who's already meetin his lover Mr zhou gong) ahahaaha.......... bye!!!!

haI~~~ HAhahaa....... yellin my head oFf... i'm not squabbling wif anyone.. i'm tokin to my dad... ahahaha. yes.. we tok like tat at home.. Yelling at eaCh other... Ahahahaha... We're sorta discussing bout sum business stuffy. my mum wans to rent a shop and do her own busineSs.. i haV no objeCtions... but then they Hav to plan Properly! the only thing tat worRies me is tat their lack of knowLeDge on those equipments... i mean those Computers and stuff. i also hav no clues on those.. tat's y.. i'm WorRied for them. who wans to own a busIness that's makin LosSes rite?! anyway, enough of yElLin.. haha.. i told my dad to keEp quite.. haaa.. v bad.. i know.. but tat's how things work at home. How my Parents and i communicate... like frenz? but there's still sumting lacking... sum bonds. nVm the thing la.. hahaa

wEll, i woKe up at 8+ and was feeLin blue in the morning. y? coz i sAw a missed call in my Hp. By deAR Dada... took a look aT the time, it was at 7+? man.... y on eaRth can i sLp so soundlY? i hAv no idea! and how did the phOne maNage to go undER my pilLow? daMn. but lucky, i got oVer it Soon.. coz i know he wun mind... coz i Slpt at 3+ last nite... i came onLine... did nothing.. HAhha.. chat wif sum Ppl.. like.. na*dearie, Pig head, thomas, stEfan... the usual chaTters... so boring man! AHhaa... nvm .. half the day's gone... Boring Birthday i have. yEsterday was bEtter.... hahaha... feel like goin out.. but duno Where to and who to go wif.. no one... hahahaha........

I've got sumting to DO~~~~~~~~ hahaa.......tat is... to GO register for theOrY test aSAp!!!!!!!!!!! Anyone wans to acc. me ????? i reAlly wan to get my licEnse u know... haahaaa......... pls pls .... let me know... asAP.. haahaa......

Okie! i'm here to blog. shaRe sum comments on this new drink i jus tried.
it's called the energy colA... proudly brought to u by PePsi.
wat's the taste? sWeet. hmm.. got a farni colour.. reddish. but i tink it taste better then PePsi blue. coz pepsi blue only tastes great when it's chilled. while this new drink, taste the same. whether is it chilled or not.... or to me at least.
one Bad thing bout this drink is tat... it contains waY tOO much gaS! keEPs me Burping.. haha.. bad for health? i duno. but i reaLly wonder y they call it energy cola. i dun feel energetic... ahaha.. maybe they shld rename it.. gas coLa.. haha.. ok la.. it's not tat bad la. maybe u can try it out for urself. but for me, i still prefer.. pepsi twist. pePsi, wif a kiss of lemon. Y? simply becos.... there's lemon..... u know it. i Love lemons..... waHahaha.......

happy birthday to me...... hahahaha.... sing to mySelf.... hahaa.... laMe.. i know.. but... nobodY celebraTing for mE!!!! haha... but i'm haPpy to receive all the b daY msGes.... excEPt for those from thAT BaStarD.... haaahaa... Aiye..... u're daMn FrEAKin irRitating! dun cALL me Anymore! i hATE u. hahaa.....

anyway, i'm quite happy today. y? coz dada tooK off to surprise me! plan failEd... but i'm ok.. haha.. the siLly boy took off and never tell me. i waS out when he was At my dooR step... haha..too bad deaR... better Luck neXt time. but time was welL spent.... hehe.. enjoyed those fEw hRs.... hehe.. of coz la! hahaha... but pooR dada got duty tml. and PoOR me.... not goin aNywhere tml! ahaha.... who wana Ask me out? haa.. feeL fRee to caLL me yeaH?!

now Left wif 1 day to huifen's birthday and 5 days to mama's birthdaY!!!!!!

sumBody out there..... help me!!! ahah.. i duno y on eaRth the song doesn't cum out! help! sumbody kind enough to teach me the right way? pls???!

Oh Yeah..... HaPPy 19th birthday to hUirOng~

left wif one Day.. to my birthdaY~! hahaha... and 2 days to huifen's and 6 daYs to mama's birthdaY~~~~!

i love... reading blogs....... i love... doin short quizzes..... tat shld explain y, i went to do quizzes again! and agaIN, a link from na* deaRest blog... wahaha..


You are the one who holds back your feelings from
others and yourself. You dont want to show
people your weak u dont want sympathy. Your
strong but maybe... you should show ur
feelings, just alittle*


The type of pain ur eyes behold
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anyway, the above results....... are so v tRue.. hahaha...

Hmmm.... i want to dO sumting about My haIr!!!!!!!!
Anybody out There WanA giv me Sum sUGGesTions? heheee..
Shld I...

1. Juz tRim it?
2. Dye it?
3. rebond it?
4. dye + hiGhligHt it + trim it?
5. Jus Let it bE?

sumbOdy pls tELL me? hehehee.. hahaha... and where shaLL i go for it?

A) KimagE? (More Ex La.. but Got 50% off!)
B) A saLon i been to (not Bad aT haIr colOuring) at VeeRasAMy rD? (chEaper)

HEhee. i ChaNged my Skin~~~!! hahaha.... hmm.. jus tat the stupid BanneR is there.. Ahaha.. but luckilY, it doesN't reaLly aFfect the moon there... hahaha.. it's supposE to be like tat (slightly cut off). hahaahaa... i cHaNged my song ALso... to Jay's Gui Ji... duno if u guys can hear.. neEd fEedbacks pls... hehe.. thanks a triLLion first.. hehee..... nice??? AHaha..

tOday i woke up did nothing much agaIn... haha.. dada caLled me at 8+. He nO nEed to rePorT to camp but he need To rePorT to muM... hahaa... he's at his mum's sTall helping out. Hmm.. maybe neXt time when i go for PraTa, i shld go Check tat place out.. hehe. After waKing up, i watcheD Tv.. then i Online and decide for a chAnge in my blog. and ta - da~~~~~ here it is! hehehee......... * Grinz *

aH!! i misS cOunting down for SaT!! i'm LaTe... TOt i'll be in tIme.. Ahaa.. tOo Bad. anywayz... waT i did TOday.... wAs so daMn freAkin borIng.. ahaha.. excePt for the 2 hrs where dada came oVeR to acC me... ahaaa... wOke up did nothing.. aHa... for the whole day untiL bout 5 when i wenT tO bathe. coz neeD to go mEet huifeN. she's cELebraTing her b day tOday.. aHha.. farni rite... i haven ceLeBrate mine, she's AlreaDy ceLebratiNg hers... ok back to Where We Were... baThe halfway dada call me say he'll be cumin OvEr. my GdNeSs~~ AHaha... i HAd to bAthe v quickly~ haha.. cOz i neEd to blow Dry My hair... haha.. After tat dada came oveR.. He tOld me hE neEd To reACh home by 6.30 and gueSs wat?!? he acc. Me to City hall to meEt Huifen And It wAs 8++! hAha... wEnt to meEt up wif huifen, xchaNged our PreSents.. (not X'mas! birthDay PReSents~) then HeaDed to Boat quay. No.. Dun get it wrong. We din go there To cLub though i'd Love to .. haha.. wE went To a Jazz Pub. hahaa... i alMost fELL aslp theRE!!!! ahaha... sorry to say, i WaS ReaLLY BorED~~~~~ haha... went home at 11+ then calLed dada. coz tis naughty Boy, who's SuppOse to msg me when he reacheD home, neVer do sO... and gueSs Wat?!? He's Not HOME~~~ Ahaha... He was Way at rEdhiLL when i CaLL him.. OMG. i wAs so daMn shocK... hahaha.... this boy leFt his waTch aT my Place.. haaa... duno When wiLL i eVer get to Pass it back to him.. reaChed home, aSk dad to buy suMtin for me to eat.. AHa.. y? coz i haVen Eat anything for the whole daY!!!! and i din Get Gastric.. Veri Puzzling.. aHaaa.. and now, i'm bacK bloggIng... Ahahaha.. tat's All for today...

-continue to countdown-

1 day to huirong's birthday
2 days to mY birthday
3 daYs to HuifEn's birThday
7 days to mama's birthday

-ahahahaha- stiLL mad -

haahaahahaha................... i checked my results.......
yeah!!!!!!!!!!! duN NeEd to Countdown for ResuLts aLreadY........ HEhehehehee.......
i pAss~~~~~~~~~~~~~ yeaH~~~ PaSs ALL~~~~~~~ yEaH~~~~~~ AHahAHAhaha......... hAppy..... v V haPPY... hahaha....... din reALly expeCt to paSs b.A. AHahha..... but i StiLL pAsS!!!!! HEheheheehee.............

arHz... Haha.. nise called me jus now.. tOld me eXaMs reSults Out ALReaD. AHahaha.. She got hERs via Sms. I din Apply for it. sO i duno.. haaha.... Well, i went online to check, still dun hav... Maybe mus wait tiLl tml? HAhaha... neRVous... i Dun care Wat Grades i Get. i juz Wan to PaSs everything can already.... help help help...haahha.... eSp for B.A and Econs.... pray for me Ah.. haHAhaha.

~continue to countdown~

1 day to Result (dIe.. )
3 days to huirong's birthday
4 dAys to my Birthday
5 dAys to huIfen's Birthday
9 days to mama's Birthday

~ hahaha... maD .... ~

My Colour Profile:

You have little interest in your financial investments. You are not driven by material wealth and prefer to see where destiny takes you.

Preferring a more casual appearance, you are more comfortable in jeans and a t-shirt than in a suit. You don't like over dressing for any occasion, although you never look scruffy.

You have a lot to say and love talking to your friends, always staying in close contact wherever you go. You are outgoing, fun and have people are drawn to you.

You are a very practical person. It's more important to you that the things you own are useful, rather than nice to look at.

You are very sociable! You are the center of attention and have great stories to tell. But this often prevents from establishing deep relationships.

You are very strong-willed, even bordering on stubborn. You like to take care of yourself before helping others, although you will never let people down.

haha... a little tESt i took from the link at na*'s bloG.. hehe... True or not? u teLL me LA.. i duno.. haha.. but quitE la.. hoR? hehehehe.......

H-A-P-P-Y! Hehee....... i sPell hAPPY!!!! hehehhe..... y? hEe.. coz my DearesT dAda who plaYed M.I.A wif me lasT nite CAme to suRprIse ME!!!!!!!! OMG... Hehe.... i tot he sAid he'll be meEtin me LaTer.. but wHo knoWs, hE's outSidE my dOOr?! I'm so haPpy... coz out of his Busy aRmy days time slot, he ManaGe to SquEezE some Time to tRavel aLL the Way from his camp to my HousE~~~~ hehe.. tat should eXplain y i lOvE u SoOooOo MuCh... hEhe... ToO bad he gOtTa Rush BaCk tO camp also... and he got OT tonite... for this whole Week AGain... but i'm reALLy So haPpy to sEe him :D hehehe. hopEfuLLy he'll bE freE to caLl me LaTer... hehehe.... dada, i love u! hehee...

*counting down*
2 days to results
4 days to huirong's birthday
5 days to my birthday
6 days to huifen's birthday
10 days to mama's birthday

*aHAhahAHa* Mad *

aiya!~ pEk chEK. Ahahaha... duno hOw arh. T610 or GD88? T610 or GD88? Sumone pls tELl mE..... hAhaaha... if T610 reCeption really no GOod then GD88? iF GD88 reaLly toO bIg then T610? aRgHZ! haahhaa...... hEaDache. sumore my DeaR dadA playin M.I.A wif Me agAIn~~~~~~~ aiyO.... so fAn nAO. haiz.... pEk cheK... ahahz.. and that sentosa outing plan.. ain't doin v well Either... haiz... *haiz*

Aiyo... my stomach BurSting aLreadY!!! Ate so MucH... aHha... mum bough home A Packet of WoNtOn aNd one poPiah... hAaha.. so fiLLing. i tink the vEndOr sEllin the wonton add aloT of MSG in Her soUp... i finisH it.. and Now i keEp Drinking watER! hahaa.... i'm FiLLEd Wif watER ah... die.. hahha... i'm like goin to finisH half the botTle of 1.5 litreS of waTer sOOn... Ahaha... bloaTed. v bloAted.
Aiya... tiLL now stiLL noBody wan to celebraTe my birthday.. so siaN... haaahaa... hopefULLY got ppl Who's FrEe la... anyWay, jus now Dada called me... ahaaa.... so SuRPriSe to receIve his call. why? coz he's bEen realLy busy laTely. OT and OT aNd OT nothing but OT. Leavin me Bored. Ahahaha... leSs calls... less meEtings. Tat's Y.. i'm so surPrisEd. HAhaha... He was so surPrised in thE morning when he misSed Call me. y? coz he only let it Ring For Like 2 sEcs and i wOke up and RetuRn his cALl. Haha. he din ExpeCt me To call back. juz wan to leT me know he's in camp. But Too bad, i super light slper nowadaYs. Esp when i heaR my hp ring... haha... hehe... OMG!!!!! LorD of the RiNgs is cuming SooN!!!!!!!!!!!! yEAH!!!! 17/12 if i'm not wROng. juz heard From radio... I die Die ALso mus cAtch tAt shoW... Can't WaIt for it... hehe..
anyone want to wAtch HiddEn track wIf me?????????????

i juz ReALisEd sumtin! i haven Ate riCe for quitE sumtime! Hahha.. it was only until jus now when my Parents bought unAgi don home. HAaa.. aCtuaLly i shld avoid rice. coz it's stARchy. hmm... i din finiSh the rice. ate hAlf. finiSh up the unaGi though... hAha.. those who know me shld know i like unaGi! hahahha.... duno y still can feel the hunGer. ARhz.. maybe i sTaRve for tOO long... hope i dun Get gasTric like ThE other nite. Hmmm... nothing to do now. thinkin bout my birthday. Duno wat to do. how to celebrate. who want to ceLeBraTe wif me? haiz... haha. AnYone goT ideAs and wan to ceLebraTe wif me plZ cALl me or Drop me A mesSage..... haaha.. if not.. maybe i'll staY home.. and go buy sum voDka and CelebrAte on my own... Oh yEah... eXaMs resuLts will be out oN 22nd. aIya... wAt A daTe. juz 3 dayS b4 my BirthdAy. Hopefully not a spoilER. but i gueSs it'll be... Ahahaha.... And GueSs wat?! I juZ got My hP biLL... the BoMb has ArrivED!! aRghz... There Goes my sAVings... it's $173!!!!!!!! i'm gona die... HAhaha... but luckily, date due's on 3rD. so i can sTill spend a litTle before i pay. juz neEd to contRol my Spending.... haiZ.....

lalala... Haha... i'm bOred. stay home todAy also... nothing much to do. DownloadinG songs. FOund The song i wanTed - blue. no, it's not by Blue. neither is it the i'M blue dA Ba dEe. HAhha.. it's another sOng. : ) waNted this SOng for quite sum time and neVer maNaGer to get the TiltLe until tOday. Now stilL downloaDing sonGs. so sianz rite.. nothing to do one. Hahahaha.... nothing to eat at hOme ALso. neVermind la. i'm not hungRy. thank Gdness sitTing in frOnt of PC, downloading sOngs maKes time flies. If not i'll bE Dead... Hahaaha... okok... tis post v borIng i know. coz i'm fEElin Bored aLso ma. hahha.. bye Bye firsT. b4 whoever reads tis faLLs aslp!! WaHAhaa.....

haLO bLoGgy. I never blog in the nooN hOr.... haha... today, was also doin nothing much. FinISh waTchin my Vcd ALready... no COmmeNts oN the SHow.. juz taT It's PrEtTy eXaGgeRAtinG. hahaha... aFTEr tat... i caMe onlIne.. realIse i got nothing to do.. then i wEnt tO irOn my cloThEs... haha. aFteR tat... did nothing much lor.. surF a site... sum ppl cAll it lame.. sum think it's cool.. for me, i think i did it out Of BoRedEM... hahaha..... www.sfogs.com.sg yEsh.. the site on all Ghostly stuff... haha... nothing To do MA! SO borIng... haiz!!! hahha... now Also got nothing to do.. Msn dada. NeVer RePly. ShlD be stiLL takin his Own swt Time Bathing.. aS usUaL. Ahahaha.. WeI, faSTer cum ouT!!!!!! Haha... anyWAyz... it's A borIn dAy afTer all... tAt's It..haha... hopE tml wiLl be bEttER...

i jus came bacK homie from meeTing dada. Hmm... felt better after meeting him. Haven sEen him for fEw days and it felt like thousaNd YrS... wAhaha.. i know i'm exaggeraTing.. but din see him for so LOng, makes me feEl insecuRE. i know i Shldn't be. but it's Hard. eSp when he's always At caMp... and ThaT blOOdy cAMpsite aLwAys gOt no reCePtion. NoT forGettin Dada, whO's AlwaYs playiN M.I.A wif me.... aRgHz... tat shld Explain hoW the insecurItY cums abouT, even tHougH i'm PrEttY sure about his fEeLings... Well, girLs ARe often more Sensative... paRanoid? MaYbe... hmm... he's juz so tired when i MeT him. can TeLl from his Eyes... poOr thing. leT him go slp... and i shaLl also slp eaRly tonite tOo... esp waKin up so eaRLy toDay and havin laTe nites for the PasT fEw days....... nite blogGy.

tODay... MuM wOke Me up AT 6! aRghz!!!! so tIred... hAh.. i laZe till 6.45 then i gOt up. yEsh... i wEnt Kusu lsland Wif muM. AHaha.. she did IncReAse the BrIbE to 50 bucKs. But I swEar i din gO there for The MoneY.... COz muM SOund sO Sad wHEn i sAid I dun Wana gO... u know.. i haTe it. Haha.. i dun like it When eaRLy in the MorNing, sumonE cuMz and Sit By Ur bed aNd staRt sounDIn to sAd... hahaha..... so i juz WeNt fOr her SaKe. it WaS blooDy daMn BoriN tHere. THank Gdness My BrO weNt tOo... AT Least gOt suMbodY to acc Me. Though my bRO n i din tOk mucH, at Least... i knoW i'm not AlOne... haha.... sTupid bRo n I maDe sum siLLy jokEs here and There. watCh thoSE tOrtisE There... HOw they 'Play' wif their FoOd... AfTer we came back to mainLand, bro sEnd muM to wOrk and Send me home... ahha.. i waS So tired i fELL aLsp in the caR... pOOr Bro. tIreD aLso canoT slp. AHaha.... coz dRivers neED to concEntRAtE! reaChed home and did nothing AgaIn. wAtChEd vCd... and..... now... blogGing... waItIn for dada to gET back to me... haiz.z. poOr thing. sUnday aLso neEd go baCk CAmp..... sIghz.... hahaha..... okok..... tat's all for now... if any updaTeS laTer..... i'll be Back... if not..... tOO baD! haahAa... bye!

ah.... i'm ok ALready. HEe. waTever's botherin me gonE... hope it wun cum Back... maKe Me FeEL sO bAd. WaHahaa...... haiz.. today so boring. went no wHere. Did nothing. hahaha...... watch VCd.. hafway feLt superSian.. HAaha.... caMe online... do nothing. haaha.... wasted time only. aiyo!!!! i hate life like TAt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha....
PoOr dada OT till so Late. KEep teLLin me he So tired. wAt to do? today he suAy. kEpt KenA tELlin ofF by his 'boss' ... now he go bathe....then bAthe So long... like take fOreveR.. wAhaa... dunO when will he finIsH bAthing!! saVE waTER La!!!!!!! WaTer is preCious...... WAHAhhaaha....... bye ByE bLoggy.... nite nite.

dOwn.... tat's how i FeEL. Hmm... dun aSk me y. I also duno. SuMtin's misSIn... duno wAt's tat. CAn't be fOod Ba... ahaha... sumting's botheRin me AgAin. Aiya.... y is it SO... QuitE Windy ah... lOokin out.. sEems like it's goin to raIn and i'm lisTening to davId tao's Song... wat's tat song ah... the onE JAy saNg at hIs tAiwAn COncErt..... Oh YA. zhaO Zhi Ji. hahha... ah.. sPeAk of Rain... It jus RAin!!! Ahaha... so fast. haiz... daDa stiLL in CAmp... dunO when WiLL he Be FrEe to caLL me... hMmmz... dun think can catcH xun zhAO zhou JiE LuN (hiDDeN tracK) tOday. sIanz... not cleaNin up todAy. resT. Tml... mum Wan mE go kuSU IsLand wIf Her.... ArgHz.. no.. i dun wan to GO.... She TrieD to brIbE me. wAhaha. My MuM is cLeVer. she knoW i'm Broke. sO trY to brIbE me wif 40 BucKs. AHhaa... laStest ofFer. yesterdaY was 30 bucKS. wOndER if i dElay untIl tMl wiLL it Be 50 buCks? waHAahaaha........ haIz.. Later nEEd to irOn cLothes...... One sTaCk of 'eM. haIz!!!!! IndEPeNdeNt does haV it's PrOs And COns... HAaha... so does eVerything...

haIz... so bored. late aT this hour, i've got nothing to do. hunGRy and bOrEd. Dada's oNLine doin his aRmy things. aIya... so bored. noThing to Do... tokin wif mum. discuSsin bout wat's for BreaKfasT tml. Ahaa... hard to buy things for me to eaT. cOz i'm on DieT. Haha.. no StaRchy food, no OiLy foOd, nothing tat's fiLLing... blah bLAh.. haha... troubLesome mE. yESh... vAIn pOt. :P hehee.... Juz now i din drink my wang Zai MiLk. coz i met dada then aftEr tat weNt CoMpass point to do sum Fund transFer at 11+. wEIrd hRs. Thanks to eR and gaNg. was tOO hungRy then so i went 7-11 and bout the JeLLy in miLk tea dRink. sTiLL hungry. but i wun EaT. haha. i'm goin to keEP mysElf busy... wif wat.. i duno... jo wEnt To dreaM lAnd aLreaDy. Dada stiLL busy wif his Things. hmm....... maYbe, i'll juz play sPidEr.. wAHaha.... borIng i know. wat tO dO?! haha..... ok..... Gd nite bloggY. Bye Bye *SupER bRoKe*

Hot Hot hot.... hahaha.... i'm sweaTing like mad.. haha... blaMe it on tat stupid FaN! died last nite. ah... and the "gd" weaThEr... Rain sO heaviLy, maKe me close windOws. no wind no VentilaTion. waRHz.... noW Sun cum out aLreaDy... sTiLL no Wind. ARHZ.. CAn't stAnd such weaTher. I'll melt sOon. finiSh cleanin my Current bEdrm. yeAH~! now Left wif the LivIng Room and hopeFuLLy one day, when adreNaline puMps, i'll clean the KitChen aS wELl... HAha... if u're Wonderin y m i doin so, sImply beCause of thESe reAsons:

1. My house ReaLLy in A MeSS~~~~~!!! I can't sTand it...
2. I'm sTaying at home to sAve moneY for my bills!!! miniMiZe SpEnding...
3. I'm on a diEt, Eating Little, and worKin out Doin HousEhold Chores, helps Me not to feel hungEr... so eaT Less, wOrK more! Hope i'll jus shEdd Sum poundS... Ahaha..

Simple as tAT! Haha... i'm not goin to continue cleaning the living RooM today. LeaVe it to sum other day. either tml or mon. coz of the WKend... hehe... I'm goin out sOon... whERe to? noWhere. Ahaha.. Juz to hougANg mall to pay my bills and Back home. not goin to buy dinner. I've plan to drink tat cAn of Wang Zai milk in the FriDge as dinnER. Think i'm CraZy? yes i am... Ahaha...aFter paYing biLLs, i'll be leFt with nothing AgAIn. GotTa saVe as HaRd aS PosSibLe for the neXt batch Of biLLs... and hopefuLLY hav the abilitY to sPend on things i wanA spEnd on agaIn....

Wat i reALLy wan:

1. GraB tat Ye Hui Mei VCD ASAP!
2. Go WaTch Xun zhao Zhou JiE LuN!!!
3. Buy eARrIng. ( I thRew Mine awAy)
4. gEt A new hAndPhonE! T610.
5. Get aNother sEt of Br@ wif IrOn on iMprInts.
6. BuY at LeaSt one More of Those Long sLeEve Top.
7. GeT MysElf a BotTOm... ANything tat'll look nice on Me... WAhaha....
8. Oh yEah! i aLmost Forgot... A NeW faN aSAP~!!!!!!
9. A nice litTLe TV in My CurRent BeDrOOm TOgetHer wif a DvD playER. WAHahaa....
10. HopefULLy a neW desKtop Or LaPtop... ThE one I'm usin now loOks like it's dYing..
11. My PerFuME!!!!!! ArMaNi whiTE... 100 Ml... hehehe.

ok.. tat's all for the MoMent.. it'll juz keEP goin On if i KEeP thinkIn.. HAHaha... I'M so GreEDy....... wAhaa..... okok... i BLog A Lot aLReaDy.. Tata!

ah.... din bLog last nite agaIn.. hehe.. Sum sTupid things HaPpened yesterday eveNing. ArGHz fReak u. I dun care waT u wan tO say. can't beLieVe u Say u know me wEll eNough and Yet u dun trust me. arGHz. i Giv up on u aLreADy. I was aLways thEre to help u when u look for me but then u neVer Bother to undersTaNd... alwaYs wana say this and tAt. Fu*k u! PisSed wif u.
Thanks Dada for cheEring Me up. I know u TrieD ur best but it's hard u see... havin a fREn for 6 yrs and StilL can treat u like tat.... HAiz....
AnyWay, After i bloggeD yesterday, i went to cLean up my roOms AgaIn. wahaha.... finaLLy tiDied up my previous rOOm. the cuRrent one aLmosT there ALready. sOon will be the LIvIn Room... haIz.. y??? y does my mum Likes to mess up the house so MucH.... aRGhz... culPrits no. 1. CulpRit nO. 2 is nonE other ThaN sTupid bABY!! U're Gettin On MY nervES... Tat explaIns y i've beEn yeLlin aT u, eVen though u dun undErstaNd. WAHAhaha... laSt nite wEnt to meEt dada at bout 10+ neaR 11. wAs so HaPpy to receivE his cAll. thought tat he wasn't goin tO boOk out coz of his OT. aLways givin me SuRpRises... haha... reaChed home at neaR 12. tok on the phone wif him until 3+ 4 then he fInaLLy say he wan to slp... waHaha.. aCtually he's bEen slpin tru the conversation... but so stubOrn. aSk him go slp dun wan go Slp. haha...
todAy dada goin to CmPb... where jusTin koR is.. hehe... duno if they'll bump intO eaCh other Or not... and hopeFuLLy DAda call me SOon.... i'm RotTin at home... haha... chaTtin wif mama. LaTer need to go paY bill... then duno wan to contInue cleanin toDay or TaKe A bReak... sEe How lah... hehehee....... bye bYE~~~~~~~

seriously, i've never really felt swtneSs like tis b4. Times wiF The aRsehole was bitTer And BitTer.. there wasn't any wat u call the 'honeYmoon' PeRiOd. onCE i BoARded tat sampaN, there waSn't aNy smooth saIlin CruisE... TIde was rouGh.. Haha... aLwaYs ROcking by... and hoping tat i wun faLL intO the SeA... NeVer wld i exPect to bOard this boat that Brings aBout haPpineSs and joy intO my dulL and BorIng worLd. eVerything is Swt. sumtImes i jus find my Self simling aT air... wAhaha.... gOner.. nut case alreAdy. anywAy, i juz wana thank God for leTting me mEet him. LiFe's neVer the saMe as BeFore......... WAhaha....... *BeaMing wIf jOy*

dAda: i miss u.. gotta take care. Hope to See u Soon...

AHHhhH!!!! this post for dAda.... : Dada!! u aRe so nauGHtY!!!! surPrise me....... :P hehehe.... maKe Me waIt waIt waIt..... :P hehehe...... it's 10 aLreaDY! u neEd to go baCk camp aLReady.. taKe Care ok?! misS ya loaDs.......

hiYa. i'm back... wah.. cleaned my bedrOom today. half cleaned.. continuE tMl. lucky my SeconD BedrM nothing much to cLeaN.. wAaha.. if not i'll die cleanin.... Hmmm.......... wEdnesdAy nite so BorIn... no shOw to waTCh... sO sianZ....... Ah...... hELp... dying of borEdEm... Dada still in camp.... duno OT untiL waT time.. faster finisH.... call me... hahaha..... die.. he say OT for this whOle WK..... tat means........ tml and fRi also BOrin.... haha..... unLess got niCE tV sHow La.... hopeFuLLY ba...... wAhahaa.... then hopefuLly saT and suN OT not sO laTe... if not v boRing Ah..... i wAna GO cLubBin..... Wahahaha...... so Long no daNce aLReaDy.. my toes aRE itching..... wAhahaha... budEn agAin, no monEY... CLub WAt.......... faSter sEttLe my bill then can go.... YEaH~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!! neEd to paY 96++ by 15. then my last month pac net biLL as wEll... now waItin for this Month's hp bill.... hope it's not more than 150... but i guess.. unLikely ba.. coz..... oversEas calls Are exPeNsive!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh.. so paisEhx! haha.. din blog last nite. not intEntionally one La... hahaa........ ArgHz.. yesTerday never clean up my rOoms.... today suddenly wanA clean up my whole HousE.... HAa... i'll die sneEzing firsT if i do it.. hAhaha... got a sensative nose wat.. too bad... Ahaha.... well.. yesterday... y never blog ah.. coz.. after i reaChed home from meeting dada i log online... check mails.. send my resume to my frenz..... Plz.z..z help me look for temp joB Ah... I'm officially bRoke.. if this goes on, i canot CeLebRaTe my bdae leh... neED to eat gRaSs AlreaDy. ahaha... well... log on haLfway dada called me at bout 12+...oh YeaH.... welcome baCk to singAPore PiG HeAD! haha.. hope u had Fun. was Tokin to daDA... for duno how long b4 i decided to log off coz i'm wasting eLectricity. HAha.. havin my pc on in the living rM and then tokin in my bEdroom. tOk aLl the way till 5+ hahaha.... so tIRed... actualLY, not reALLy tokin la.. haha.. was listening to each other slping. WAhaha... i KepT waKin him up.... :P not me.. i wanted him to go slp but he refusE to do so... haha.. only until 5+ then he decide to slp... haha... aFter hang up i went Straight to sLp...

wOke up this morning then lAZe round. came onLine for a while.. before dada Called me. and yes... i was simply listenin to him slping... and birds chirping Away in his camp... wahaha.. called me ask me to listen to him slpin... hAha... poor thing.. so tIred... then got to do OT for this whole Wk...... haiZz... miss ya loads...... hAhaa.. now, i'm goin to stAy online but i'm not goin to touCh my Pc. leave it on.. leave my mp3 on... go look for things to eat.. then start cleaning up....... wAhahaha.......... mama.. ur songs left wif a few....... try to complete for u soon........ *taTa*

hallo.. gd afternoon..... i woke up today at 7+ i guesS? after receiving dada's smses. b4 i could reply, he called me. SoO faSt.. haha.. maybe i slow yeah? coz slpy ma. stiLl slping u know... hehe. anyway, chat for a while before i went back to slp agaIn... woke up at 12+ then... found nothing home to eAt. HAha.. i'm stARvin aGaIn. nVm. used to it. came oNline and chat wif nise reGardin the SEntosa outing. then decide to staRt a time-consuming task. Tat is to help mama d/l her sOngS! i promise here alreaDy.. haha.. so now, i downloadin her songs... hopefully can d/l as many as possible today then tml i can go clean up my beDrOomS. yes.. both.. haha... poor dada fell down. haIz..... duno how cum... saD Sad.....
mama: miss u.. hehe
dada: take care ok... miss ya.......

i juS got home from meeting dada... hehe... so haPPy... hehe... duno y i blog also. maYbe jus to say... daDA, i love u. hehehehehe........... :P bye bye.

oh Yeah... i misSed out sumting... peEPs, dun ask me go sHoppIn... hAha.. i'm bRoKE. i sPent a lot!!! and my hp bill for last month of 96++ wasn't settled. so is my inteRnet bill and not forGetting the cumin hp biLL!! it's gona Be ex due to all the Overseas calls back. and all those global sMs.. haha.. deAD~~~~~~~ no money to sPend aLreaDY....... hahahaahaa

yOHOooo!!!!!!!!! i'm baCk!! Actually, i was Back last nite. but too tireD to blog. ahaha... where shall i Begin???? so maNy things to say. dun wan make the entry too long either. But i'm hell load of a blogGer! hELp. Hahaha... cut the long sTOry shOrt la. set off from golden mile at bout 7. reaChed genting at bout 2+. Yeah. the caBle car. SO fun! haha... looks a little sCaRy La. the tot of the cable car stoppin and droppin was reaLLy bothering me. haha. anyway, we checked in to firsT world hotEl. hAha... A hotel that leFt me a "Gd" impressioN. wahahaa. the ToilET wAS soooo BiG..... even Singapore's swimming pool toilet is biggEr than it. waHahaa. wat's wOrse?! it's not one cubical, there's 2 of it. one for bathing and the other for ur regulaR busineSses.. wahahaha. how bad can tat be?!? Soon after check it we went out. hAd pizza and Went to snoW woRLd! wAH.. the plaCe is DaMn frEeZin Cold! haha. my fingers werE nuMb. it's a beautiful plaCe except tat it's a littLE small. Ahaha. then afTer tat we went walk round and sat down at coffee bean for a dRink. went back to take a rest before headin to the 'most happenning' discO. WAHahaha. It was Latino nite. CAn't blame that. those music certainly make me sLpy. haha. firsT time ever in my life visitin a disco and fallin aslp inside. Haha.. hopefully nobody sEes it. went back at bout 1+. bathe and surPrised xp wif 2 small pieces of cake for her bdaY. HAha. so funny. and i swear i wasn't the maStERmind!!! Everything wasn't plaNneD. except for the Cake and me sneAkin in. HAha. yEap yEAP. staYed up till 4? i was so slpy i feLL aLsp. keke and er was discussin bout next daY's dinner?! we haVen't even decide wat to haV for breaKfast n u guys are Already aT dinneR. WAhaha... woke up at 7+ in the morning. Dada... so early msg me. wahaha. i was half aslp when i replied his msgs. slpt till 11 when xp came into our rOom. no choice hav to wAKe up. Wahaa. we went up to the fooD courT and had breaKfaSt. wah then chilli theRE eXtreMe shioK! nicE! hahaha. went to theMe PaRK aFter tat. WAh...... spaCe Shoot is deFinitely a ride not to be MisSed. u know the kind tat u sit on it and they take u vertically up into the sky to duno how many metres or km? wAhaha. then drop u down in a fEw seconds! HAha. Cool rite?! yeaP yeaP. also corkscReW... the rolLercoaSter. it ain't tat sCaRy. nice in FAct. haha. and we took both rides twice. HAha. went bought a few things then and headed back to hotel. put down our things and went for a tummy bloaTing dinnER. wahaha. aFter tat went shoppin... no money LA! haha. then heaD back to hotel. was suppose to sTay up thru the nite but who knows, er feel aslp and soon all of us fell aslp! woke up at 4+ then went back to bathe and pack bag.went back to xp's rm and snacKed and waTch tv. after all tat, we fEll aSlp agaIn! hahaa... woke up at 7+ or 8+ when dada Msg me. HAaha... but i continued to slp aFter replying him, till bout 10.15 when we all woke up and decided tat we haV to get reaDy to check out. after tat we went for breaKfaSt and did sum shoppin agAin before we heaDed back to take caBle cAr. and Cable caR trip back is much more scarieR then goin up. Hahaha.. but's it fun. boaRded the bus at 3+ and reacheD Singapore at 10++. went to meeT dada after tat and went home at 12+ a bit. did all i need to do and went to slp. Haha.. woke up at 10+ 11 and hEre i aM!!!!!! bacK hOme....... : )

haLO!!!! Gd morning?! Yeah. morning soon. I'm now at xp's house together wif keke and er. haha... we 4 slpy heads ain't slpinG! hungRY and tired but canot slp. gOna Set off soon... sO excited. hahaha... can't really believe that tis is happening. anyway, i juz blog my v last entry before i sEt off. Bye Bye to singApore. waHahaa. I'm mad. Take good care of urselves dearies... Oh yEAh, thanks for those sMses... and... i certainly enjoyed tis noon's class outing at orChaRd... And i really like tat top v mucH!!!! HEhe... dada say when i come back and when he book out, we're goin to see tat top togEther. wAhahaha. i miss him so muCh. Oppps. .. sorrY la.. wAhahaha....

Dada: when u're reading this, i'm already at genting. Take care of urself yeah. Thanks for acc. me jus now coz i really wan to see u. hehe. i love u! gonna be missing u a lot even though it's jus 3days. It's like only after parTing for 5 mins i'm alreaDy missing u. :P baBy not shy to say... waHahaha... and dada, u promise me sumting last nite. when u read this entry, u shld know wat to do ba... hehe... miss ya and love ya!

ok.. i deleted my previous entry. dun ask me wat was it. i'm ok now. missing dada as usual. goin to genting tml. gonna miss mama. din say bye bye to her in the noon. i'm gonna miss all my dearies... nise, na, zhen and of coz mama, take care ok. i know it's gona be only for few days but i'll miss u all. coz u guys are such lovin' ppl... tat's all.. bloggy. i wun be blogging after tonite till i come home. bYe bye.

Dada: cHeEr up ok! Baby is here. Miss u n love u...

bloggY! I'm so happy....... WAHAhahAaha.. y? i tink u know rite. i'm back home from meeting dAda.... walk round hougAng mall only la. nothing much lor. yeaH!! finally got dada's photo... hehe... hOpe dada can bOok out tml. Acc me b4 i leave... tat's aLL! i jus blog to say: i misS dada!!!

I'm back home! so eaRly rite. Yes. woke up eaRly morning at 6.30... drAgged my feet to wash up and get ready for sch. HAha.. 7am, blur dada call me. hE forgot that i'll call him on my way out and he tot i was stiLl slping. hehe. Anyway, i left home at 7.30. misSed called dada. but never call back until i was on TPE. tOk to him for a while then he hung up. Saw an accidEnt.. Eh.. poor motorcyclist. his head was bleEdIng... hmm.. dun wan tink bout it. if not laTer get nitemaRe. WAHahaha. anyway, reached sch at 8.15 ba. look for at sit and study. Mama was at Biz PaRk. i din go loOk for her. studY till Zhen and nise ReAched then DaDa called. thanks Dada for ur lucK. hehe. i gueSs it wOrks! went for CSA paPer and it wAs.... faR from difficuLt but not so easy La. haa. dun wan to bE so confident. IF not surE diSapPointEd. i aimeD to finIsh the Paper by 10.30. wAhaa.. gd thing i finisH b4 tat. chEck tru a littLe then i went Off... went out of sch, called daDA. Hehe... blur BLur daDa. suRpriSe to heaR me finisH paPEr so earLy. hehe... anyway, went home and once i stEpped in, nise called me. hehehe... Sorry deaRie! din know that u din see me LeFt. HEhe... din msg u to tell u tat i weNt home.. sorRy~ oh YEah.... tml laSt paPer. finaLLy! Yeah... ceLeBratE gd timeS... wahaha. anyway, i'm goin to meeT daDa lATer...... hee..... i'm so haPpy.
HAppy. sha la la la. it's so nicE to be haPpy Sha la la la. Everybody should be HaPpy!

oh yeah.. i missed out sumthing. It's bout my trip. I'm leaving early moring 6.45 on 7th and will be baCk... on the 9th at laTe nite... 11++.. sigHz. canot See DAda.....

hEhehehe... quite... fine. studied econs last nite till 1+. v tired. Went to slp. dada nv msg me. seT my alarM at 7. wAnted to study. tOO tired, slpt a little longer till Dada msg me at 7.30. of cOz i wOke up la.... startEd to study till dada called me. chat until 9+ then i went back sTudy. leFt home at 11 and reAched sch at 1145. dAda called me AGain...hehe... thanks dada for ur encouragEMent. met up wif zhen, mama and nise and studied for a while b4 i complained i was hungRy... waHahaa.. i woke up at 730 and neVer eat anything ok. :P while eaTing haFway, daDa call me agAIn.... hehe.. so haPpy. :P mama, nise and zhen gang up n "bully" me. WAhahaa... ok la.. juz kiddIng Rite.. went for econs paper. aH.. i also dun wan to meNtion la. PaSs can alreaDY. God bleSs Me Ba~! afTer Paper, went down to chinAtown to mEet xp, keke and Er. YEaH~~ i'm goin to Genting on 7!!! fASt rite. i know. hAvEn get enugh slp yet. WaHahaha... but sad thing. goiN to misS daDA a lot. anyway, DaDa prOmise to meeT me sooN before i leAve. hAppy... can't wait. ok.. tat's bout it lor.. dun wan tok too mucH alreaDy. got v limited time online. nEed to study CsA laTer. hAIz~! Bye bloggY.

missing sumbody can be painful...... Haiz..... haha. poor dada so late still at camp. ArGhz.. sumtimes i jus hate to hav ns guys as... u know.... but guys after ns are more matured la... hopefully?! oPpsie.. this bloggy suppose to be bout me rite. and now there's gona be sumone else! yes dada... waHAhaha... i'm mad. maybe it's because i'm missing dada too much...... wAhAHahaaHAaha....... *siaOz*

ah.... wat a sigh of relief. No not for B.A. it was for the disagreement btwn xp n i. settleD. Thanks Pig Head for ur concern... well hope everything will be fine. oh yeah, i din blog last nite. SOrry bloggy. Was busy wif sum stuff. and i missed dada so much last nite. also wasn't in the rite mood. WAs super upset. never mind, it's ovER. and dada msg me! hehe... finally... coz i waited for so long. and tat kept me up coz i missed dada too much to go slp. hehe. woke up tis morning at 6.30... duno wat time when i was preparing myself, dada msg me. hehe.. so nice of u. left home at 7+ and reached sch at 8+ haha.. + means i duno the exact time La. :P anyway, B.A paper.. eh.. no point mentioning. I wasn't really prepared anyway. but i hope for a borderline paSs lor... Or else i got to go back for sub paper, which i dun wan to. After paper, and makan, together wif nise, mama, zhen and gal gal ling, we went to the library. suppose to study... but i can't! shit rite. Ah... i missed dada too much. gd thing dada called me. cheered me up a little. thanks dada! only tok for a while only coz dada in camp. but after tat xp msg me... it was bout the disagReement till juz now we had a tok over the line and settled everything. haRz.... coolz... relaxed... gotta study for econs later... bYe~~!
dada: baby miss u.........

bloggy.. i'm feelin quite sucky now. had a small little disagreement wif xp. hope it's alright. anyway, i went to meet jeff jus now. nothing much lor... we jus tok bit.... until he was called back to camp. poor boy. din even slp enough hav to go back camp. Cheer up ok? hehe. i can't study. SHIT. the tot of havin a paper tml is botherin me but the problem is that i dun feel anything. How bad can tat be???!?! die lor. i really dun wan to fail. i dun wan to take the sub paper. God bless me ba. haha... so hungry. haiz.. i jus blog to let out how i felt. and it's definitely better now. jus tat i miss ah thai a lot.... hmm... when will u call me.......? of coz i miss my dearies.... : )

i'm back~ i jus did sumtin. haha. msn blocked that jerk so tat he will never ever msg me. ok, i know i'm slow. shld hav done so earlier. Anyway tat's not important. let's tok about wat happen jus now. As i was saying, i din know shld i go meet jeff or not. In the end at bout 6+ he told me he was busy. got sumting on. and beth called me ask me go town wif her. So i went wif beth. i msg him and told him tat i went orchard. he never reply. nvm. so beth n i walk round town till 8+ 9 or so, her frenz called. ask her to go centro. not a short while after tat, he called me. then we decided to meet at orchard. while beth went on her own, i met up wif him. we walk walk till p.s then we decided to head home. took the train till hougaNg. then he acc. me walk but i was reluctant to go home so early. it was 10+ only! so we sat down and tok. he was telling me lots of things... i'm not goin to say it here.... :P tok till 11++ then i acc him to the bus stop. but laTEr did we know, he misSEd the last bus! pooR thing. hav to walk home. lucky he staY sengkang only... haha. ok, u might start to wonder wat's so great bout all this... but all tat happened plus wat he told me is confusing me. I'm already at a loss in the first place. After all this, it's makin things wOrse! sEriously, i dun wan to hurt anybody. so... i'm still confused. duno.. tat's bout it bloggy. tat's all for today... bye bye...

hello bloggy. So sorry i missed u out last nite. I mean the usual late nite blogging before i slp. i wanted to come back to blog but then i was on the line. well, last nite i spent duno how many goondu hours toking on the phone... HAa... ever since that jerk, i never tok for so long. i was tokin to jeff rite.. and tis idiot juz wun wan to hang up~ i was tired but not slpy though. but i need to clean up the house as usual! end up i had to clean up the house at 4+ haha... stupid. Sorry stefan.. haha. told u i'll bbl but end up u went to slp b4 i came back. anyway, tat's bout it lor. tok till 5+ before he was willing to slp. aH.... finally yeah. but i din slp for long. i woke up at 12. tat means... i haven really slpt enough! haha... as compared to other late nitez where i slpt at 3 ++ and wakin u at 1+ 2.... so now, i'm blogging and thinkin wondering shld i go meet him or not. he keep askin me to go meet him leh... but thinkin bout mon's B.A paper... i duno whether i shld or not... haha... ok la.. that's about it then... i'll be back later to updat u bloggy.... bYe............

haLLoweeN!!! i Love it. but too bad. canot celebrate coz exams on monday! freakin hell. hahaha... i trIed to slp early last nite but din manaGe to. was tossin n turning around till three plus b4 i fell asleep thinkin of .... haha. anyway, i found out who called me last nite. it was jeff. idiot u. msg me so earlY... 7 plus only. woke me up. disturb my slp. haha anyway i still continue to slp tru ur disturbance. Till my alarm went off. ArGHz... had to wake up. well, my eyes was so red when i was puting on the contact lensEs! and for tis, i was late... haha.. but i wasn't tat late. reached sch at bout 5 mins past 12. only saw nise. haha.. anyway we (mama, nise & i) did wat we're suppose to do.. till nise left at 3.20? duno. haha. din see the time. after a while ric came. then studied a little before we all started to slack. mama n i fell asleep on the couch while ric was playing game. woke up by mama's msg then we proceed to tamp for dinner. walk walk around first then saw the really nice b*a at Isetan. haha... we went for dinner first at pasta mania while ric went to parkway. hmm... had a filling dinner then we go walk walk again. haha.. mam bought her sandals first then we went back to see and try out the b*a. nice nice! haha.. i really like it. wonder if mama like it as well... then we both saw a v v nice top at mango! tried it but din buy. din look gd on me. toO fat. haha... but mama really like tat top. then i went to try on another top. the pink one din look nice. but the brown one cERtainly did! haha... so i grab tat! Cool rite? then after tat go home. HAha.. while waiting for the bus, mama called me. she said she was wavin at me but i din wave back. make her look like sum mad woman. Haha. Well... sorry mama. i can't see u. i'm so short tat the fencing block everything! hahaha... anyway, waited for quite sumtime b4 the bus came. tis bloody fu*kin idiot was squeezin his way up. HeLLo uncle, u're not the only one who wan to board the bus lor. dun be so selfish. and do u know wat is call gentleman? u jus make me feel like u are sum bloody ti go pek. BastaRd u. if not for him, tonite's journey home wld be much better. anyway, reached home at near 10. shit. only watch v little of the tv. too bad. came online, chat wif pig head, stefan, mama, and few more. Xp still haven confirm wif me the date tat we're settin off for genting... anyway, i've got a lot of msgs~ i'd better log off first~! bYe bloggy.

bloggy... i'm back. hmm... tonite, i've got no inspirations. Y? coz i got frustrated. By this person who called me. i duno who. i was bathing. called back din answer. msg also never reply. I'm waiting for a call u see. sumbody promise to call ma. tat's y. then, was super irritated by BaBY~ i swear if i could, i'll sQuEEze u. when on eaRth will u stop messing up the house?! it's easy for u. Super damn tiring for me. Hav to clean up everyday! mop the floor everynite. If u're not goin to learn, dun blame me. u know i hav a limit. u sure know wat will happen when i get angry. anyway, i'm fine now. had a small little chat over icq wif stefan, a long lost friend from church. nice guy. talent in music. sumting tat i love. HAha... envy u... pianist sia. i wan learn piano also canot. well, i'm missing sumbody again... i'm not goin to mention naMes... hehe... tml goin back sch to study~ wif nise, mama and gal gal ling~ WaHahahaaha.... oh yeah... had a chat wif kevin over msn juz now... haha.. tis guy is... i duno wat to say. but cheer up duDe. hehe... he's goin back sch to study tml also. but i tink wif his own grp of frenz? no idea... anyway, i tink i better log off and try to slp early. if not tml i can't wake up. coz i've been waking up past noon for the pasT few days... haha... bye Bloggy. gd nitez~!

yEAh. i'm blogging! blogger was down in the noon. hmm... i'm online doin nothing again. listening to 91.3. When will they play the songs i LIke? Mus i wait till 11? pls play A.S.A.P. HAhha... anyone got any nice dance tracks to intrO me? Been looking for sOngs to download. Heard sumtin i like but duno the song title. hAha. Anyway, today nobody was at home again... so.. i decidEd to oRdER PIzzA Hut! Haha.. FaTtening yeah. Die. if this goes on, i'll put on weigHt. it's gona be shittY lor... Tried the baked rice... i still prefer swenseNs fish bake riCe. WAhaHAhaha.... crappy me. anyway, i realised tat i shld not blog so early. Y? coz i only get the feelins at nite. Then will i staRt tokin to bloggy... sO.. maybe... Be Back LaTER~

ok. I'm plannin to slp early tonight. Or at least earlier than yesterday alrite. wat's up wif me at this hour? nothing much. listening to the same song. yu jian. haha... from where? u know. aNyway, jus feel like blogging lor. bloggy... u know... i'm suppose to tell mama a story. but up till now, i haven told her. today, poor mama not feeling well. ok. i shall make a wish upon a star. Sumting which i haven done so for a long long time. I wish mama will be ok. She's a great person. Will she be my confident? i duno. well maybe. hopefully. i wish she'll hav all the happiness in the world. wish tat she'll be healthy, loads of great luck be wif her. ok.. b4 all my other dearies start gettin envious, i shall also make wishes for all of 'em. Nise: wish tat u'll be happy forever wif ur baby yeah... also all tat luck u need. Na: reAlly wish tat u'll get well ok... wish u happineSs also. :) Zhen: wish u stay happy n lovely dovey wif ur darling and wish u can fulfill ur 3 lifetime wishes Soon! haha... of coz... wish EVERYonE HaPpineSS! tat's the most important thingy in life. Sumting tat i seems to be lacking of. juz feel like saying sumting bout myself: u see me up online so often. up late at nite. i always can't seems to get to slp. I'm always missing sumbody. A person who simply needs to have a talk over the phone before slping? i guess so... I hav no idea. ALways up doing nothing but jus keep thinkin and thinkin. thnkin bout my life, ppl tat i've met. Blessed be the ones who're gd to me. selfish thought? i duno. Recently, i grown to hate sumone. I din hate him in the first place. WAs plain dislike at first. But now, it's hatered. I hATe him to the core. I hate him for leaving scars on me. physically and mentally. I HATE HIM for turning my world upside down. the used to be happy go lucky little laDy has gone into sum form of transformation after knowing him. Let me tell u this: I'm so much Happier without u. I was stupid to accept u in the first place. I was dumb to bear wif u for so long. I'm sure my life is much more better. Anyway, STOP callin me or msging me. It jus disgust me u bastard. gEt off my back. U suck trillion times to the cOre. haha. felt so gd to let it out here. It's not enough. anyway, i tink i better log off soon. the more time i spend online, the lesser hours i get to slp. Well gd nite bloggy, nite to dearies, pig head n edwin. Take CAre peEPs. misS ya BadLy...

oh pizza hut oh pizza hut kentucky fried chicken n the pizZa hut... wahahaha.. juz heard tis song ma. so i'm singing it lor. daMn bored lor. for the whole of today. duno how many hours i've wasted and am still wasting. doin nothing. hAven study anything yet. OK! i know i know. i WILL go study. but not now. I PROmisE. jus Let me slack sumore la. HAven slacked tis much for quite sumtime alreaDy. hAha. perhaps i slaCked too much. nothing much to say today also lor... waiting for my que juz to download one song. duno who the hell is taking up 2 hrs plus... make me wait for so long. leT me d/l firsT ma. i V fasT one. Now waiting and chatting wif dennis. A v nice person. wEird and funny though. yesterday was happy bout his patch. Today happy bout his breakup. i've got no comments for u lor. U wiN. Haha... and u. Jeff or jeFFery... i duno lA. Trying to confuse me. Close shave for u. ALmost make me anGry. haha... dun eVer try to do it again. if u piss me off... tat's it. do i sound ScaRy? haha.. maybe... cheErs frenz. u guys know i'm ok when i'm fine rite. i dun get anGry can alreADy. hahha............... i goin Mad already bloggy. go seek medication. ByE~

oh... i juz woke up not long ago. But duno y am i still feeling slpy. hAha. nobOdy home As usUal. Had A funny dReam LAst nite. Dreamt bout me quArreLLing wif my mum ovER sum Religious Stuff. u see, my mum wans me to pray to watever... but i wanA stAy as A FrEe thinKer. i GueSs tat's wat probAbly tRiggEred The dReam. HAiz.. anyway, as usuaL again, there's nothing for me to muNch on for the DaY! Hahaa... duno wat la. no BreaKfaSt, Lunch, diNner. wOke up so siaN... duno y... FirsT thing cum to mind was... hmm... no point mentioning. hAiz... so bOring. maybe i'll come back laTer Ba. nOw... rEALly got nothing to do lor. Bye blOgGy.

i'm not slpin yet. Feelin blue. super BluE. not those teary kind. Jus tat sumtin's Weighing me down. It's inside. sitting on my heart. Feels kinda heavy. duno when will i ever lift it up. neEd some help to i guess. Wat am i doin now? listening to yu jian from kevin's blog. A v meaningful song to me. Part of it also bcoz it's the theme for turn left turn right. A movie that meant sumting. A movie that i'll never forget. Yu Jian's a nice song. A song tat sumbody took notice of when visiting my webbie. Li simply loves this song. Li listens to this song EVERYDAY. EVERYNIGHT. can't slp without listening. Guess the only time or rather day when i completely stop listening to this song is when... i GIve up everything. Whatever i'm waiting for. Li Hates to wait for so long. But Li can't bear to giv up yet. Li seen so many boats around. sum are waiting for her. but Li is jus a stuborn girl. Stuborn or silly. i duno. Li INSIST on havin the boat she want. The boat she like. She'll rather wait though she feels that she doesn't wan to wait anymore. dear li. WAt is happenin to u. U're v lost. Sumbody once said tat sadness that can't bring about tears is when the heart is crying. Is li's heart crying? or is it torn apart? Li herself doesn't know. All Li knows is tat she's messed up. She duno wat she wans anymore. She's no longer happy. No more contentment from waiting and seeing boats from afar. So many boats out there... when will ever li find the right one????

haiz... super... sad plus sian. hmm... today went paYa lebAr to study... ate tat shou GOng mian... Too bad... StandaRd dropped. not as nice as before. then rain~ wtF! pooR mama n i hav to Walk all the way in the Rain to Singapore Post CentER's coffee BeAn. then we like so funny... wAlk in and out. up and down, sit outSide, sit insIde. Sit Here, Sit there... haha.. until we got a biGger TaBle. sTudy till duno wat time, Ric came n join us... haiz... study study study.. then mama got Bit bOred.. so do i... i gav mama my phone then she staRted callin... haha.. PiG HeAD~ hahaha... wondER how happy pig head is... haha..tok sum nonSense.then called Edwin... WAh.. cleVer bro. can rEcognise my voice... poor thing ah. no job sTay home do nothing. haha... anyWAy... aFter callin him, end up i hAv to meet him. so we ContinuEd stuDying for sumtime before i caLLed it quitS. I'm too tIrEd... anyway, i also losT my conCentRAtion alreAdy. so aFter tat, ric n mama went parkway. i suppose. then i went to meet edWin at hougang point. then go paSar maLam at my house here. SOrry bro. din know tis PasAR maLam so BorIng... sOrry.... wAsted ur Trip here. make u So sian. Juz like how i FeeL now. then aFter tat he wEnt off le.. GueSs he too bored. sO i called sTanley. Y? coz i reMember him sAyin if i GOt nothing to Eat, mus call him. Haha.. i haven had dinner ma. so i caLLed him. WALked all the way to hougaNg GrEen to meet him then hav dinner. Too troubLed. no aPpetite to Eat. left half the Rice to staNley. haha... aFter tat he aCc. me walk home while he Went to TaT PASar maLam. i dIn wan to Go wif him coz i was there juz now. So tis is How i End up HOme. super sianz..z fEEl like Havin a vodKa..... how i wish i can call xp ask her out. But canot la. she Sure wun meet me. Coz she wAn me to Study... gueSs tonite Is GOna to Be DAmn FuckEd up...