Sunday, January 28, 2007

looks like it's gonna rain again...
bad weather...

was duper busy the whole of last wk.
OT was throughout the wk in fact.
Mon - 930
Tues - 10pm
Wed - 10.30
Thurs - 10.30

imagine... and every nite slp at 1.30.

went for a jog on monday still!

damn shag... and Fri was the big move out.

caught up wif xp, er, ke, jen and fen wif her boy on Fri nite.
gd to catch up... although i din talk much it's still gd to see them.
went for lunch wif bro on sat.
bought 2 pairs of shoes from U.R.S. (pissed wif the one at Tiong Bahru Plaza)
slacked at home till nite.

st james again at 11.
sad thing
ytd's crowd wasn't as great as last wk.
was a little boring though.
left at 3 plus... hit tamp mcdonalds for a drink
hit the sack at 830 am. gdness.
woke up at 1530... hahaha...
still feeling slpy though...

tml's a new war at a new zone...
oh did i mention i kinda love my new office?

Sunday, January 21, 2007

Tired.
but can't slp anymore.

St James last nite...
been a long while since i last club.
at least i was havin better fun than the last spot at devils.
energizer is back!
hahaha...
from floor to table top and back to floor again...
the place was damn pack and squeezy.

club till 4 (they close at 4! so early ?!?)
and went for a drink (tea la... no more alcohol)
reached home at 6... and did something stupid accidentally again
i deleted all my inbox messages!!!!!
#%%@^@
wat crap load! i guess i was dead beat then.
coz i slpt at 6 on fri nite too...

arise and shine at 12... can't slp anymore... no idea why.
and now there's no water coz someone's reparing pipes.
finally... sighz...

Dreading tml's arrival coz it's the week that we're shifting office!
and there's tonnes which i've yet to do.
wanted to get back office ytd. but slpin at 6 doesn't help at all...


Looking forward to next wkend though~

Saturday, January 20, 2007

well, if u've been readin my blog for the past 2 days
u'll know that there's some childish kids running around
trying to destroy my reputation once again.

watever, i know who never grows up in the end...
i've decided to be generous...
not to be bothered.
jus get rid of those stupid nonsense this particular kid has done.

no brainer for using the same ip.
think i'm stupid?
think again.

you know who you are.

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Shaggggggggged...
despite the emotional drain,
i'm still trying very hard to pick myself up.

jus back half an hour ago from a jog.
went joggin wif my bro.
first time he offered to pick me up from office to send me home.
then we went for dinner together.
and finally for a jog...
not v flattering though... only 1.6 km.
will go again probably Thurs or Fri.
anybody wana join me?
pls gimme a call.
I hope i have companion though.

need to help myself fight all those may it be sweet or bad memories
throw them all away.
help me get past this stage... till the day,
when i recall those days for the past 2 yrs...
the won't be any pain... probably just the sweet memories will remain?
I hope so... like how i manage to get over the past 3...
I hope...

Sunday, January 07, 2007

my life's been wrecked.

Thanks to the shameless couple.

Past week was jus so hard to get by.
So is now.
Betrayal and cheating is enough.
Yet making up lies to cover for himself, destroying my reputation,
protecting her seems to be wat he wants.

Seeing her on his FS4459M yesterday bypassin my area.
Still denying the fact.
Yes I know.
We're over. Please grow up and stop being such a coward.
not admitting to it when being asked.

I HATE THEM. TAY CHONG SIONG. the once my everything.
who took away my everything. the one who seek my trust. which now turns into...
betrayal. YVONNE GOH KAI XIN. the bitch who kept lying.
HATE.

I've been like the living dead.
I can't slp everynite.
I have to make myself drop dead tired.
finding ppl to talk to over the phone.
the min i hang up, wide awake again.
the pain... is overwhelming.
Even if i do slp, every short while i wake up.
It's mentally torturing.
I tried... i failed.
I lost.
I duno wat can i do to make myself feel better.

Sincere thanks and appreciation to all friends who talked to me.
Esp XP. the number of hours you spent
has really touched me.
Wenbin too. Thanks for talkin to me wee hours into the nite.
despite feelin tired. Thanks for enlightening me.
Thanks effendi, both kelvins.
Thanks jojo, for helpin me seek the numbers.
I'm still in pain.

I still need ppl to talk to.
yet i can't bring myself to call anyone else.
please my dear friends,
I need friends to be by my side at tis veri moment.
please help me...

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

jus when i tot u were being heartless.

one freaking truth came out.

u weren't heartless. u were and still IS COLD BLOODED.

Fuck u for using my phone to call her.

Fuck u for saying those to her USING MY PHONE.

FUCK U YVONNE GOH KAI XIN. wan to know her?

go to takopachi look for YVONNE.

Monday, January 01, 2007

wat can i say...

speechless.

i'm having one of the worst new yr's eve and new yr itself...

i've to pick myself up from wat u just left.

selfish. i see.

how u hurt me. 2 yrs.

i'm jus plain dumb and stupid.

I tried to slash. but i admit. i dun have sufficient courage.

maybe for now. maybe not.

how heartless can u be. wat u said. simply jus doesnt seems to be.

tearing for 1 and half days.

bad fall. pain. shattered. lose my will. lose my mind.

insane.

tat's wat u've given to me.

thanks. wif love.