yours truely is extremely upset.
my grandma is rite now in hospital.
critical condition.
i'm now, feelin veri down.
she's the grandma who watch me grew up.
took care of me.
ever since i was a small.
the one who fetch me to sch.
the one who prepared meals for my family.
the one prepares milo for me in the morning and nite
without fail everyday.
the one who would hold a cane and run after my bro and i.
the one and only grandma.
when i heard the news from my tearing mum,
i was dumbfounded.
i jus can't help but end up in tears again and again.
i regret not visiting her yesterday.
i really do.
if there's anything i can do,
even to give up everything,
i will.
jus for my grandma.
*extremely upset*
Friday, October 29, 2004
Thursday, October 28, 2004
Monday, October 25, 2004
today is monday.
yesterday was sunday.
had few hours chat.
received two songs.
I've Been In Love Before by Cutting Crew
Was It Nothing At All by Michael Damiem
think most ppl wun know of such songs.
nice, classic sentimental songs.
veri soothing to be played at nite.
i'll be keeping these songs.
for sometime i guess.
it does mean something.
something i can miss.
yesterday was sunday.
had few hours chat.
received two songs.
I've Been In Love Before by Cutting Crew
Was It Nothing At All by Michael Damiem
think most ppl wun know of such songs.
nice, classic sentimental songs.
veri soothing to be played at nite.
i'll be keeping these songs.
for sometime i guess.
it does mean something.
something i can miss.
Saturday, October 23, 2004
wat's about today?
went for a haircut wif mama
where?
PS, kimage.
how was it?
alrite with me.
somehow, mama got a ...
chicken head? sorry mama.
hehe. he really granted ur wish.
tweety bird.
after that went to work.
saw nisey!
so happy. though we din talk
but am happy.
after work,
walked from bugis all the way
to selegie.
in the rain.
u got that right. in the rain.
with kelvin.
ok, there's a total of 4 kelvins.
this kelvin is from my workplace.
took bus with him and got home.
still wet.
there's nothing much to do.
and shit.
i jus remembered.
i forgot to wash my top.
damn it.
and... i miss again.
yes. as usual.
there's no one to talk to
throughout the whole nite.
i guess, i can only...
sleep.
gd nite.
went for a haircut wif mama
where?
PS, kimage.
how was it?
alrite with me.
somehow, mama got a ...
chicken head? sorry mama.
hehe. he really granted ur wish.
tweety bird.
after that went to work.
saw nisey!
so happy. though we din talk
but am happy.
after work,
walked from bugis all the way
to selegie.
in the rain.
u got that right. in the rain.
with kelvin.
ok, there's a total of 4 kelvins.
this kelvin is from my workplace.
took bus with him and got home.
still wet.
there's nothing much to do.
and shit.
i jus remembered.
i forgot to wash my top.
damn it.
and... i miss again.
yes. as usual.
there's no one to talk to
throughout the whole nite.
i guess, i can only...
sleep.
gd nite.
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
last post was on a sat nite.
sunday. totally not my day.
every other thing i did had faults.
woke up, went cooking.
kept scalding myself.
forgot to iron uniform till last min.
extreme heavy rain on my way to work.
tot i couldn't walk over, drop off and took a cab.
ended up, rain stopped almost like immediately after i board the cab.
reached work place. started work.
2 girls kept callin me aunty.
dropped the mayonnise.
ended work early. but left late.
the guy forgot to key in mon's sales.
never keep key.
so had to wait for him.
on my way home, felt so hungry.
the only good thing i guess, was that my parents were back.
monday. woke up and went to meet ade, shan, jean and mama.
went to eat mcdonalds.
back to sch for the shiseido workshop together wif wen.
after workshop went for dinner and then to ade's place for mahjong.
played for 3 hrs.
won some money. quite exciting.
after mahjong, went 85 eat.
ate hao jian and sting ray.
got home from ade's place with thanks to chun rong's vehicle.
tml, which is actually a few hours later.
gotta work at 5.
still pending whether shld meet nisey for lunchie.
alrite, i'll stop here.
getting busy now.
sunday. totally not my day.
every other thing i did had faults.
woke up, went cooking.
kept scalding myself.
forgot to iron uniform till last min.
extreme heavy rain on my way to work.
tot i couldn't walk over, drop off and took a cab.
ended up, rain stopped almost like immediately after i board the cab.
reached work place. started work.
2 girls kept callin me aunty.
dropped the mayonnise.
ended work early. but left late.
the guy forgot to key in mon's sales.
never keep key.
so had to wait for him.
on my way home, felt so hungry.
the only good thing i guess, was that my parents were back.
monday. woke up and went to meet ade, shan, jean and mama.
went to eat mcdonalds.
back to sch for the shiseido workshop together wif wen.
after workshop went for dinner and then to ade's place for mahjong.
played for 3 hrs.
won some money. quite exciting.
after mahjong, went 85 eat.
ate hao jian and sting ray.
got home from ade's place with thanks to chun rong's vehicle.
tml, which is actually a few hours later.
gotta work at 5.
still pending whether shld meet nisey for lunchie.
alrite, i'll stop here.
getting busy now.
Sunday, October 17, 2004
it's an extremely boring nite.
being home alone doesn't help a single bit.
and it's on a nite like this,
so quiet and so still,
i realize, i do miss...
miss so much.
missing some ppl.
missing some things.
missing every other thing.
seriously need to put myself to slp.
got to work tml. but can't get to slp.
the music doesn't seems to have anymore effect on me.
perhaps, there's the consequence for being a loner too much.
being home alone doesn't help a single bit.
and it's on a nite like this,
so quiet and so still,
i realize, i do miss...
miss so much.
missing some ppl.
missing some things.
missing every other thing.
seriously need to put myself to slp.
got to work tml. but can't get to slp.
the music doesn't seems to have anymore effect on me.
perhaps, there's the consequence for being a loner too much.
Saturday, October 16, 2004
was so tired yesterday.
went running ard orchard wif nisey, who wans to get her baby a burberry's wallet.
met up wif her at ard 2 at orchard and went to eat at lucky plaza.
start our gift hunt at near 3.
first was to search for boxes. the sales girl wanted to 'con' nisey to buy 3m long of ribbion.
then we walked to and fro, from paragon to taka and to isetan.
almost late for work.
one min difference. lucky to be on time.
felt bad for leaving nisey alone to continue hunting.
good thing, she got the wallet soon enough at dfs.
work was alrite, though a little tired.
crowd wasn't small either.
damn those friven fair ppl. shouting and shouting.
so noisey.
back home, watched tv till 2+ in the morning.
din finish the show. coz too tired.
woke up at 12 today. sorta shock.
coz, i tot it was a sun. damn me.
so bored now. better find something to do.
tried to find new skins. nothing appeal to me though.
shall try again some other day.
went running ard orchard wif nisey, who wans to get her baby a burberry's wallet.
met up wif her at ard 2 at orchard and went to eat at lucky plaza.
start our gift hunt at near 3.
first was to search for boxes. the sales girl wanted to 'con' nisey to buy 3m long of ribbion.
then we walked to and fro, from paragon to taka and to isetan.
almost late for work.
one min difference. lucky to be on time.
felt bad for leaving nisey alone to continue hunting.
good thing, she got the wallet soon enough at dfs.
work was alrite, though a little tired.
crowd wasn't small either.
damn those friven fair ppl. shouting and shouting.
so noisey.
back home, watched tv till 2+ in the morning.
din finish the show. coz too tired.
woke up at 12 today. sorta shock.
coz, i tot it was a sun. damn me.
so bored now. better find something to do.
tried to find new skins. nothing appeal to me though.
shall try again some other day.
Thursday, October 14, 2004
Hell yeah, i was M.I.A yesterday. came online at ard 1 and then went missing for the whole of yesterday and am only back online today. cHeez..
actually, i was lying on bed still living in my lala land at 12 +. damn, coz i slpt at 5 am! alrite, i was hell bored on tues nite. that i wen on a chatting spree. was chatting wif this guy for ard 5 hrs straight. talked about everything under the sun. from pets to life and even to bones. huh.... i din know... i've got so much to type. ahaha...
anywayz, wed morning. 13/10. my bro's 24th birthday! happy birthday kor. poor thing. very few ppl actually wished him. jus like me huh. ahaha.. at least tat was for my birthday last year. alrite, i went K box with the takopachi ppl at pavilion. wow. ahaha.. anderson called me at 12 plus.. near one . damn i was so slpy i tot i din really wanted to wake up. but i still went. erm.. very much fun then i expected. forget bout the names i mentioned, coz some mistaken identity. but somehow... the unwelcome feelin did took place but everything was great. even kel's ex was nice and so frenly. i ended up singing more then i expected of myself. so.. who says... i dun sing apart from myself? aHaaha... now i missing ktv sessions. damn. ahaha...
so, i left early at bout 6 to meet my bro and sis in law, to celebrate my bro's b day. gave them both a treat at ponderosa. yummy yum yum! that staff jason there, seems to be veri happy serving us. took away my fork promising to return it to me but din. and kept refillin my ice tea! i tink i was bloated wif tea man. but hell, everything was cool. after that, was walking round TM. and then my bro bought a cake. from Q bread. Tiramisu. went to his house cut cake and stayed there till dawn.
the cake wasn't exactly veri yummy. but i definately thing angel likes it a lot more than we do. and angel loves my pockey! jus like clifford. Damn! everytime i eat pockey i always have to give away... maybe next time if i wana indulge in pockey, i shall do it at home. well, stayed there and chatted with my sis in law about all those creepy stuff about my hse. yes. my hse, the place where i am at now all alone, by myself. ahaha.. till i myself got freaked out... wasn't that bad. chatted till 6 plus, then my bro woke up and went to camp and i stayed for like a little while more before heading home.
i was obviously dead beat. reached home, i put my clothes to wash and went to hit the bed at 9. set alarm at ten to hang my clothes before heading back to bed again. and thanks to kelvin for waking me up at 5+...... i'm still slpy alrite. and.... kelvin, u're an absoulte idiot for making empty promises. damn u. idiot.
actually, i was lying on bed still living in my lala land at 12 +. damn, coz i slpt at 5 am! alrite, i was hell bored on tues nite. that i wen on a chatting spree. was chatting wif this guy for ard 5 hrs straight. talked about everything under the sun. from pets to life and even to bones. huh.... i din know... i've got so much to type. ahaha...
anywayz, wed morning. 13/10. my bro's 24th birthday! happy birthday kor. poor thing. very few ppl actually wished him. jus like me huh. ahaha.. at least tat was for my birthday last year. alrite, i went K box with the takopachi ppl at pavilion. wow. ahaha.. anderson called me at 12 plus.. near one . damn i was so slpy i tot i din really wanted to wake up. but i still went. erm.. very much fun then i expected. forget bout the names i mentioned, coz some mistaken identity. but somehow... the unwelcome feelin did took place but everything was great. even kel's ex was nice and so frenly. i ended up singing more then i expected of myself. so.. who says... i dun sing apart from myself? aHaaha... now i missing ktv sessions. damn. ahaha...
so, i left early at bout 6 to meet my bro and sis in law, to celebrate my bro's b day. gave them both a treat at ponderosa. yummy yum yum! that staff jason there, seems to be veri happy serving us. took away my fork promising to return it to me but din. and kept refillin my ice tea! i tink i was bloated wif tea man. but hell, everything was cool. after that, was walking round TM. and then my bro bought a cake. from Q bread. Tiramisu. went to his house cut cake and stayed there till dawn.
the cake wasn't exactly veri yummy. but i definately thing angel likes it a lot more than we do. and angel loves my pockey! jus like clifford. Damn! everytime i eat pockey i always have to give away... maybe next time if i wana indulge in pockey, i shall do it at home. well, stayed there and chatted with my sis in law about all those creepy stuff about my hse. yes. my hse, the place where i am at now all alone, by myself. ahaha.. till i myself got freaked out... wasn't that bad. chatted till 6 plus, then my bro woke up and went to camp and i stayed for like a little while more before heading home.
i was obviously dead beat. reached home, i put my clothes to wash and went to hit the bed at 9. set alarm at ten to hang my clothes before heading back to bed again. and thanks to kelvin for waking me up at 5+...... i'm still slpy alrite. and.... kelvin, u're an absoulte idiot for making empty promises. damn u. idiot.
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
hmm..... back from work. today, saw a lot of TP ppl @ bugis. hahaa... and now then i know that the corochan girl is also from TP. engine sch. saw one of my ex psyhco classmate. jap classmate and some other peeps.
anderson ask me go ktv tml. hmmm... duno whether shld go or not. anywayz, i forgot to take down aunty's no. then how am i suppose to contact them huh... maybe... jus see if they call or not lor. ahaha.. i also feel weird to go if kelvin and chui yi were to go... erm... so work stories. shan't say anything here.
feel like goin out to play.. play as in enjoy myself... ahem... hehe... and i miss driving. argh.... damn.... too bad i duno how to ride a bike. if not i can go roundin already. coz my dad's lousy bike is parkin at the car park, untouch for duno how many days already. lousy, but still can ride ma... if i know.. then can ride to work.. ahah... i'm crapping already. coz.... i wana plaY!!!!!!!!!!
ah.... i wan go out and play.. play play play... . .. .. .
anderson ask me go ktv tml. hmmm... duno whether shld go or not. anywayz, i forgot to take down aunty's no. then how am i suppose to contact them huh... maybe... jus see if they call or not lor. ahaha.. i also feel weird to go if kelvin and chui yi were to go... erm... so work stories. shan't say anything here.
feel like goin out to play.. play as in enjoy myself... ahem... hehe... and i miss driving. argh.... damn.... too bad i duno how to ride a bike. if not i can go roundin already. coz my dad's lousy bike is parkin at the car park, untouch for duno how many days already. lousy, but still can ride ma... if i know.. then can ride to work.. ahah... i'm crapping already. coz.... i wana plaY!!!!!!!!!!
ah.... i wan go out and play.. play play play... . .. .. .
Monday, October 11, 2004
Yeah... Exams over!!! ERm... abit slow huh... last paper was on sat and it's already monday now...
Sat, after paper..... went to eat with mama. then after that went home. At nite went to watch movie!! White Chicks. Ahaha... damn Freaking funny. had nachos... Yummy. satisfied now... ahaha.. but i miss cinneleisure's corn! AHahaha...
then sunday.. hmm... work. then after work met up wif mama! went to somerset.... the open carpark... eat... ERm... oyster, sting ray and... clams... 'lala'... not too bad... i like the lime juice there! ahaah.. then after that took cab home with mama to pasir ris then back home. Damn on the way home caught in the traffic junction due to an accident. and that damn traffic police was so idiotic! he kept letting the other junction's car pass.... while i waited for so lonG!!! and the meter was jumpin and jumping. Pissed.
end up reach home. short of 10 cents for the cab fare. so paiseh. all that stupid traffic police fault! today... woke up at 10+ by edwin. sO early msg me.... but i continue to slp la... ahaa.. so in the end, he called me i also never answer..... ahaha.. now, washing clothes. hmm.... tml will be working.... hehehe.....
Sat, after paper..... went to eat with mama. then after that went home. At nite went to watch movie!! White Chicks. Ahaha... damn Freaking funny. had nachos... Yummy. satisfied now... ahaha.. but i miss cinneleisure's corn! AHahaha...
then sunday.. hmm... work. then after work met up wif mama! went to somerset.... the open carpark... eat... ERm... oyster, sting ray and... clams... 'lala'... not too bad... i like the lime juice there! ahaah.. then after that took cab home with mama to pasir ris then back home. Damn on the way home caught in the traffic junction due to an accident. and that damn traffic police was so idiotic! he kept letting the other junction's car pass.... while i waited for so lonG!!! and the meter was jumpin and jumping. Pissed.
end up reach home. short of 10 cents for the cab fare. so paiseh. all that stupid traffic police fault! today... woke up at 10+ by edwin. sO early msg me.... but i continue to slp la... ahaa.. so in the end, he called me i also never answer..... ahaha.. now, washing clothes. hmm.... tml will be working.... hehehe.....
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
I'm in the midst of studying HRM and Marketing... Not too sure if anything gets in... coz it's like... i know and yet... like i duno. Well, it's always the case.
Have this bad craving for sushi! damn... been some time since i last had it. And.... i wan nachos too!! i dun even remember when was the last time i had nachos. Mmmmm...... i miss those food. hahaaha. I'm having lotsa cravings. but yet i can't eat most coz i'm getting a bit more on the 'heaty' side now. so ..... i can only eat.... sushi?? ahahaha.....
Oh... my parents are flying again on fri. aH...tat's fast. 11 days. hmm... hopefully i can get to work more shifts then it wun bother me at all... alrite... i shall go do my stuff...... byez.
Have this bad craving for sushi! damn... been some time since i last had it. And.... i wan nachos too!! i dun even remember when was the last time i had nachos. Mmmmm...... i miss those food. hahaaha. I'm having lotsa cravings. but yet i can't eat most coz i'm getting a bit more on the 'heaty' side now. so ..... i can only eat.... sushi?? ahahaha.....
Oh... my parents are flying again on fri. aH...tat's fast. 11 days. hmm... hopefully i can get to work more shifts then it wun bother me at all... alrite... i shall go do my stuff...... byez.
Monday, October 04, 2004
Am i sick?? i duno. feel alittle as though i'm sick...... but not that bad... maybe.... jus starting to fall sick?
Or maybe... i slpt too long? i duno!!!! argh....
this wk's exam wk... down with biz finance. left with hrm and marketing.
wish me good luck. anywayz, my parents are flying off soon again! they're going bali on the 8th. then from there, they'll go jakarta... ah... i'm goin to be home alone again!! how i wished my marketing paper ended earlier. like maybe on thurs? too bad. the paper's on sat. if not i can go bali..... for some holidaying.
hopefully sat can go out.... watch movie, white chicks... and maybe... pool... so long never play. the guys wanted to chill out.... hmm... pretty.... rare huh..... ahaha... anywayz... i'm stopping here already.... see ya.
Or maybe... i slpt too long? i duno!!!! argh....
this wk's exam wk... down with biz finance. left with hrm and marketing.
wish me good luck. anywayz, my parents are flying off soon again! they're going bali on the 8th. then from there, they'll go jakarta... ah... i'm goin to be home alone again!! how i wished my marketing paper ended earlier. like maybe on thurs? too bad. the paper's on sat. if not i can go bali..... for some holidaying.
hopefully sat can go out.... watch movie, white chicks... and maybe... pool... so long never play. the guys wanted to chill out.... hmm... pretty.... rare huh..... ahaha... anywayz... i'm stopping here already.... see ya.
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