i'm tired.
from the early mornings.

long days
long hours.
too many things.
too little rest.
too little time.

been thinking way too much.
i tot i could jus get over and done wif it
but i failed.
i'm still thinking.
every single min, sec.
even rite b4 i slp.
and the very min i open my eyes.

this is shity.
i'm shit.
i'm dead.
it's brutal.
it's madness
it's jus not me.

I'm so slpy.
look at the time now...
it's only 11.30 am
and i'm in school already.

i shouldn't be having lessons now
but was ask to come for project.
however, things dun seems to be goin as said
or perhaps there was a mizcommunication
i hope for the latter.

i'm so sad. everyone got promoted
i mean the A staff
edmund, kelvin, jess and angie...
so now, i'm the only...
one and only A staff there.
when on earth will i get promotion???

gotta work later
have been working for 3 days straight
christmas, yesterday and today.
super tired.
and yet no promotion. but got bonus.
in fact, i rather get promotion.
watever.

tonight, reach home, must complete my peer teaching notes
on employment act and maternity leave
as well as trade union act.
pls... if u ever see me online doing nothing at nite,
plz... help me. bug me to go do my work.
i'm so tired recently that i can't seem to stay up too late
i feel giddy, headache, heavy eyelids... etc.

i'm dying.

before i start, let me jus say something
no doubt i dun celebrate it...
Merry Christmas

i was on this funny topic with desmond few days back
why are people so enthu about x'mas?
i mean,
it's a religious celebration.
and we've got everyone celebrating?
you dun see ppl getting excited over deepavali
and suggesting a countdown party for it
do u?
haha...
tat's jus the way the world goes round.

anywayz, i went to sch for a stupid tutorial
and went to visit my grandma after tat.
met my bro there and we went for brunch
at mcdonalds over at united square.
something funny happened.

the way my brother converse somthing.
it was hilarious.
over the neopet toy and the food.
it wun be funny if i type it out.
so maybe i'll got around telling it if u guys wana hear.

got home and... felt slpy.
somehow, din catch any wink yet.
still need to work on peer teaching notes.
and there's work tml... =

bothered.
i'm very bothered.

i'm walking ard at home aimlessly.
i know i have a thousand and one things waiting for me to do
and yet,
i duno where and how to start.
i have a thousand and one things on my mind now
and yet,
i duno what they are.

all i know is that...
i'm bothered.
very bothered.

i feel like a walking dead now.
my brain isn't functioning well
it jus doesn't feel rite.
feels heavy. very heavy.
it's not working.
i think it's going to stop functioning soon.
i'm a goner then.
dead.

i feel weird.
very weird.
very out of place.
and yet,
i'm at home.
what the hell is wrong with me?
somebody tell me please?

Wah Piangz.

in sch again
stupid lab.
saw nisey, na and zhen.
so nice to see the three of them together.

anywayz, i'm veri bored.
there's nothing much to do now.
feelin quite hungry.

coming to think of it,
i've got attachment again tml
and ive got work on thurs, sat and sun!

first time working on sat.
say goodbye to my christmas.
there's only christmas eve to celebrate.

i'm blabbering nonsense now.
anywayz, how's my new blog skin?
i like the gothic look.
actually i like gothic stuff.
juz that it might end up scaring away ppl.
you guys should check out the visual band
Malice Mizer.
too bad it's disbanded. but they are really cool.

tat's all. i'm talking trash now....

I feel like saying something.

but then again,
i duno wat to say.

*slap*

things often don't go the way u wan them to be

rite?

Sian!

in sch now.
super bored.

anywayz, wed was Ade's birthday.
went Music Underground
danced for few hrs i guess.
nothing much i can do there
the experience was much more diff this time round.
the ex-MU was more happening

then... yesterday, went sch for one bloody lecture
then after that went to meet mama for lunch before work
so, nothing much actually.

as for today... so as it is.
haven been slpin much.
always late nites and early mornings.
damn tired.
gd thing there's no work today.
so go home can slack and slp early.
tml can wake up late too!

hahaha.
but tml might be goin to woodlands.
no no. not meet desmond.
go library. the library there is freaking damn bloody BIG
hahahaha.
we'll see how...
damn sian now.
msn mama.. but as usual, she never reply me.

I'm so tired.

Yesterday after i visited my grandma
i went to desmond's place for the first time.
i'm in love with his room.
haha
jus like all his friends.

anywayz, we did some stuff
like look at pics of his frenz,
videos, and he sang KTV
showed me some interesting lightings
showed me his J rock visual bands stuff
which i think is SUPERLY COOL
and watched DVD,
hannibal.

then played X BOX for a while.
challenged Street Fighter and Dead or Alive 3
after which he played this camera game
which is sumthing like shutter the movie.
pretty interesting.

after that, felt damn hungry
and he went to cook some instant noodles
Yummy. when u're hungry, even instant noodles taste good.
then we watched some stupid chinese show on tv
till both dozed off.
woke up at slightly past 3 then went home
after all he's tired from his reservist.

slpt at 4 and bloody woke up at 7.
took a cab to sch and reach at 9
and got bloody pissed off.
my group was supposed to me at 1015
and i wasn't informed.
wat the hell
i was so angry.
till i see Ain
felt lot better after a while.

had a long day today.
damn tired.
tml is Ade's birthday.
and first day of attachment.
another long day.
hope i can rest well today.

i'm so excited.
coz...
i lost control of myself
and bought
7260!!!!!!

i bought... i bought
my beloved 7260!!!
finally.
haha.

effendi, went army today.
haiz.
desmond went for reservist today.
double haiz.
my parents flew off today.
triple haiz.

my parents flew off today, and guess wat?
i only got to know it today.
yes.
today.
then moment i woke up.
without them telling even.
jus saw the suitcases and the mess lying ard.
they like to create a mess outta the house before they fly
and when they come back.

desmond, my phone companion,
the best among all i know,
who could make conversations a hell out of a laughing stock,
went for a bloody 3 wks long reservist.
damn.
tat means, i wun get to hear from him tat much.
but, i've promised to call him.
so... hopefully it's not tat bad.
after all, i still hav sch and work to juggle wif.

last but not least, i'm gona get 7260 on sat i guess.
muahahahaha..
i can't wait any longer.
my 8850, is driving me nuts.
but it'll be kept in my cupboard for display i guess.

been a long time since i blogged.

let me think about last wk...

last posted was on sat, jay's concert.
sun, i went work.
mon, tues, nothing but work either.
but then, tues was mama's birhtday.

wed, went to sentosa wif mama!
wif ade, shan, jean as well.
all the five of us.
suntanned. soaked up in the sun. haha.
had fun.
after tat went to parkway wif ade, shan and jean
for dinner.
while mama went for celebration wif her colleuges i guess.

thurs, was a rest day for me.
but then, i went to visit my grandma and ended up not resting much.

fri, work again and sat, bumming at home.
i love bumming at home. haha.
of coz i did visit my grandma.
then sun, it's work again.

and today. first day of sch.
too many things.
attachment in sch.
it's free labour. not the real attachment or wat they call SIP.
it's jus doin hands on.
and...
went walkin ard tm wif mama.
missed .... the ... past.... 3 ....sems... alot.... alot.

*AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!*

i can still hear screams.
excited screams.
from thousands of ppl,
including myself!

hahaha.... i jus came back from....
Jay's Incomparable concert!!!!!
yes.
he's really incomparable!!!!!
the concert was 100% high till the very end!
even the guest singers were great.
and i watched jay from the 2nd row.
Million thanks to jeslyn from Jay Dimensions.
without her, i wun be able to get the tix.

The concert kick start wif Yi Fu Zi Ming
and jay was on the cross.
he jus look so damn freakin Cool!!!!!!!
i loved it man... and can see him so clearly when he stood at our side.
the stage's a four-faced stage btw.
still so happy and excited.
too bad, no more.
gotta wait.... for another 1 or 2 yrs.

Ah..... i jus love the concert.
and i recorded a small little part of him talking!
and it's quite clear!!!!
hahaha... so happy now...
think i might not be able to slp tonite.
and perhaps, tml i might get a muscle ache from my arm
due to the light stick shaking
and a super hoarse voice from all the screaming.

It was jus fantastic!
unforgettable and incomparable. haha.
the one, and only fantasy.
hahaha....
it's never enough...
ok, i'm starting to crap.
coz, i jus can't freakin explain the feelin i have now!
it's jus superb!

Happy Birthday to ME!!!!!!!!!

hahaha... it's my birthday.
so happy.
coz i celebrated it!

went to rush at sultan wif xp, ke, er, jen, kel (work)
so long no show my 'energizer power'
over charged already.
haahaa...
now my mine is full of shit...
i mean the song,
duno the title.
think it's tuo diao.
it goes something like tis:
tuo diao tuo diao, wai tao tuo diao, mian ju tuo diao.

hahaha... lame.
anywayz, went lau pa sat for 'supper'
hahaha... 10 10 10... damn funny
and.... i received a lovely bday gift.
a MP3 player.
thanks my dear frenz.
really love it.

and thanks to my bro for the wallet.

BIG thanks to my dearest mei, evelyn!
for remembering my bday.
love ya so much!

read chriss blog and came across something...

guy: "i dun wan to lose u"

girl: "but u dun wan to keep me either do u?"

this shit always happens.

and it always end in the same freaking fucking ending:

"we're jus friends"

from my personal experiences..
how true is that?
wat the fuck.
who cares.

...

speechless.
last nite can only be a memory.

last week too.

it's either, there's a change
or i hafta forget.

but still,
i believe u know wat's in my mind.
too bad.
always the wrong time.
u still know me better.

thanks for ur companion.
i still wish u all the best.

i'll not expect anything.
if it's really meant to be, it'll be.
hopefully i can put it off far back
into my mind.

anyway, gd luck for ur exams.

Happy Birthday Xiuping!

happy birthday my dear friend!
hope u enjoy urself today.
though everything was simple,
i tot i was fun.
glad tat you like the presents.
so fast, u're 19
soon, it'll be my turn.

anywayz, today is a stressful day
woke up at 10+
despite the fact tat i slpt late last nite.
mum told me tat grandma is goin for an op.
if it's a success, it's gd.
if it fails, prepare for the worse.
got down to the hospital asap.

reached there, she's alread in the op theatre.
waited for 5 long hrs.
finally news came.
now, she's still in the critical stage.
so, i'm still very worried.
saw her in pain but can't do anything
knew that she wans to say something
but she can't speak
i felt so sad.
my heart sank.
so lost.
really hope that she make it thru this stage.

slp at 5.
no. not d treatment.

went to meet kelvin (toyota) after work.
went 'la-kopi'.
then went to sengkang.
let me drove a short distance.

after a while, went punggol.
punggol marina. (the area)
a place, where there's nice scenary.
deserted place. secluded.
brought back some memories.
stayed there till 1 i guess.

reach home at 1.30.
online till duno wat time.
read magazine till 5+
before goin to slp.

got this disturbing ache on my gums.
tot it was due to 'heat'
but when brushin my teeth this morning,
got a shock.
it was the wisdom tooth...
growing out.
OUCH.

i've decided to get over and done with d treatment.
i dun wan it anymore.
got to overcome it.

needed it when i wasn't myself.
now, i wan to be back to myself.
no more.
no more d treatment.

wonder wat happens when u grow old?
wat will ur children say to u?
recently, i've witness horrifying acts and words from my relatives.
children of my grandma.
those words they say....
really makes me wonder why on earth,
are they still alive?
they shld be they one lying there.

still think that my grandma brought them up so hard...
utterly disappointed.

woke up this noon.

went to the hospital to visit my grandma.
relapse of amnemia again.
almost fainted in front of my grandma.

gd thing didn't.
left after a while
went to catch a movie wif kelvin (collegue)
caught the cellular.
not bad.

after tat had dinner
and got home
not a bad day.
except for the amnemia part of course.

got d treatment last nite.

went to slp at ard 1 i guess?
and d treatment at ard 3+
till 5 before i went back to dreamland.

woke up at 11.
went to the doc for a jab.
took a short nap in the noon b4 goin to visit my grandma.

now still feeling drowsy.
and feeling skin.
temp is slightly higher.
sniffing and coughing away.

i wonder is it the jab or i'm sick
and the drowsiness.
was it due to slp deprive or the jab?

yeah rite,
blame everything on that jab.
my arm does hurt a little.

overdose of d treatment last nite
now addicted to it.

from midnite till morning.
only slpt for like an hr or two.
went to work
felt like living zombie.

did not visit my grandma today.
tml mus do it.

yours truely is extremely upset.
my grandma is rite now in hospital.
critical condition.

i'm now, feelin veri down.
she's the grandma who watch me grew up.
took care of me.
ever since i was a small.
the one who fetch me to sch.
the one who prepared meals for my family.
the one prepares milo for me in the morning and nite
without fail everyday.
the one who would hold a cane and run after my bro and i.
the one and only grandma.

when i heard the news from my tearing mum,
i was dumbfounded.
i jus can't help but end up in tears again and again.
i regret not visiting her yesterday.
i really do.

if there's anything i can do,
even to give up everything,
i will.
jus for my grandma.

*extremely upset*

Douglas O gets the 'daphne treatment'

i need 'D' treatment as well.

ARghz.

i've only got 3 words.

Not Myself Lately.

i need d treatment.

geddit? yeah. d treatment.

today is monday.
yesterday was sunday.

had few hours chat.
received two songs.

I've Been In Love Before by Cutting Crew
Was It Nothing At All by Michael Damiem

think most ppl wun know of such songs.
nice, classic sentimental songs.
veri soothing to be played at nite.

i'll be keeping these songs.
for sometime i guess.
it does mean something.

something i can miss.

wat's about today?
went for a haircut wif mama
where?
PS, kimage.
how was it?
alrite with me.
somehow, mama got a ...
chicken head? sorry mama.
hehe. he really granted ur wish.
tweety bird.

after that went to work.
saw nisey!
so happy. though we din talk
but am happy.

after work,
walked from bugis all the way
to selegie.
in the rain.
u got that right. in the rain.
with kelvin.
ok, there's a total of 4 kelvins.
this kelvin is from my workplace.
took bus with him and got home.
still wet.

there's nothing much to do.
and shit.
i jus remembered.
i forgot to wash my top.
damn it.
and... i miss again.
yes. as usual.
there's no one to talk to
throughout the whole nite.
i guess, i can only...
sleep.

gd nite.

last post was on a sat nite.

sunday. totally not my day.
every other thing i did had faults.
woke up, went cooking.
kept scalding myself.
forgot to iron uniform till last min.
extreme heavy rain on my way to work.
tot i couldn't walk over, drop off and took a cab.
ended up, rain stopped almost like immediately after i board the cab.

reached work place. started work.
2 girls kept callin me aunty.
dropped the mayonnise.
ended work early. but left late.
the guy forgot to key in mon's sales.
never keep key.
so had to wait for him.
on my way home, felt so hungry.

the only good thing i guess, was that my parents were back.

monday. woke up and went to meet ade, shan, jean and mama.
went to eat mcdonalds.
back to sch for the shiseido workshop together wif wen.
after workshop went for dinner and then to ade's place for mahjong.
played for 3 hrs.
won some money. quite exciting.
after mahjong, went 85 eat.
ate hao jian and sting ray.
got home from ade's place with thanks to chun rong's vehicle.

tml, which is actually a few hours later.
gotta work at 5.
still pending whether shld meet nisey for lunchie.
alrite, i'll stop here.
getting busy now.

it's an extremely boring nite.
being home alone doesn't help a single bit.
and it's on a nite like this,
so quiet and so still,
i realize, i do miss...
miss so much.

missing some ppl.
missing some things.
missing every other thing.

seriously need to put myself to slp.
got to work tml. but can't get to slp.
the music doesn't seems to have anymore effect on me.
perhaps, there's the consequence for being a loner too much.

was so tired yesterday.

went running ard orchard wif nisey, who wans to get her baby a burberry's wallet.
met up wif her at ard 2 at orchard and went to eat at lucky plaza.
start our gift hunt at near 3.

first was to search for boxes. the sales girl wanted to 'con' nisey to buy 3m long of ribbion.
then we walked to and fro, from paragon to taka and to isetan.
almost late for work.
one min difference. lucky to be on time.
felt bad for leaving nisey alone to continue hunting.
good thing, she got the wallet soon enough at dfs.

work was alrite, though a little tired.
crowd wasn't small either.
damn those friven fair ppl. shouting and shouting.
so noisey.

back home, watched tv till 2+ in the morning.
din finish the show. coz too tired.
woke up at 12 today. sorta shock.
coz, i tot it was a sun. damn me.

so bored now. better find something to do.
tried to find new skins. nothing appeal to me though.
shall try again some other day.

Hell yeah, i was M.I.A yesterday. came online at ard 1 and then went missing for the whole of yesterday and am only back online today. cHeez..

actually, i was lying on bed still living in my lala land at 12 +. damn, coz i slpt at 5 am! alrite, i was hell bored on tues nite. that i wen on a chatting spree. was chatting wif this guy for ard 5 hrs straight. talked about everything under the sun. from pets to life and even to bones. huh.... i din know... i've got so much to type. ahaha...

anywayz, wed morning. 13/10. my bro's 24th birthday! happy birthday kor. poor thing. very few ppl actually wished him. jus like me huh. ahaha.. at least tat was for my birthday last year. alrite, i went K box with the takopachi ppl at pavilion. wow. ahaha.. anderson called me at 12 plus.. near one . damn i was so slpy i tot i din really wanted to wake up. but i still went. erm.. very much fun then i expected. forget bout the names i mentioned, coz some mistaken identity. but somehow... the unwelcome feelin did took place but everything was great. even kel's ex was nice and so frenly. i ended up singing more then i expected of myself. so.. who says... i dun sing apart from myself? aHaaha... now i missing ktv sessions. damn. ahaha...

so, i left early at bout 6 to meet my bro and sis in law, to celebrate my bro's b day. gave them both a treat at ponderosa. yummy yum yum! that staff jason there, seems to be veri happy serving us. took away my fork promising to return it to me but din. and kept refillin my ice tea! i tink i was bloated wif tea man. but hell, everything was cool. after that, was walking round TM. and then my bro bought a cake. from Q bread. Tiramisu. went to his house cut cake and stayed there till dawn.

the cake wasn't exactly veri yummy. but i definately thing angel likes it a lot more than we do. and angel loves my pockey! jus like clifford. Damn! everytime i eat pockey i always have to give away... maybe next time if i wana indulge in pockey, i shall do it at home. well, stayed there and chatted with my sis in law about all those creepy stuff about my hse. yes. my hse, the place where i am at now all alone, by myself. ahaha.. till i myself got freaked out... wasn't that bad. chatted till 6 plus, then my bro woke up and went to camp and i stayed for like a little while more before heading home.

i was obviously dead beat. reached home, i put my clothes to wash and went to hit the bed at 9. set alarm at ten to hang my clothes before heading back to bed again. and thanks to kelvin for waking me up at 5+...... i'm still slpy alrite. and.... kelvin, u're an absoulte idiot for making empty promises. damn u. idiot.

hmm..... back from work. today, saw a lot of TP ppl @ bugis. hahaa... and now then i know that the corochan girl is also from TP. engine sch. saw one of my ex psyhco classmate. jap classmate and some other peeps.

anderson ask me go ktv tml. hmmm... duno whether shld go or not. anywayz, i forgot to take down aunty's no. then how am i suppose to contact them huh... maybe... jus see if they call or not lor. ahaha.. i also feel weird to go if kelvin and chui yi were to go... erm... so work stories. shan't say anything here.

feel like goin out to play.. play as in enjoy myself... ahem... hehe... and i miss driving. argh.... damn.... too bad i duno how to ride a bike. if not i can go roundin already. coz my dad's lousy bike is parkin at the car park, untouch for duno how many days already. lousy, but still can ride ma... if i know.. then can ride to work.. ahah... i'm crapping already. coz.... i wana plaY!!!!!!!!!!

ah.... i wan go out and play.. play play play... . .. .. .

Yeah... Exams over!!! ERm... abit slow huh... last paper was on sat and it's already monday now...

Sat, after paper..... went to eat with mama. then after that went home. At nite went to watch movie!! White Chicks. Ahaha... damn Freaking funny. had nachos... Yummy. satisfied now... ahaha.. but i miss cinneleisure's corn! AHahaha...

then sunday.. hmm... work. then after work met up wif mama! went to somerset.... the open carpark... eat... ERm... oyster, sting ray and... clams... 'lala'... not too bad... i like the lime juice there! ahaah.. then after that took cab home with mama to pasir ris then back home. Damn on the way home caught in the traffic junction due to an accident. and that damn traffic police was so idiotic! he kept letting the other junction's car pass.... while i waited for so lonG!!! and the meter was jumpin and jumping. Pissed.

end up reach home. short of 10 cents for the cab fare. so paiseh. all that stupid traffic police fault! today... woke up at 10+ by edwin. sO early msg me.... but i continue to slp la... ahaa.. so in the end, he called me i also never answer..... ahaha.. now, washing clothes. hmm.... tml will be working.... hehehe.....

I'm in the midst of studying HRM and Marketing... Not too sure if anything gets in... coz it's like... i know and yet... like i duno. Well, it's always the case.

Have this bad craving for sushi! damn... been some time since i last had it. And.... i wan nachos too!! i dun even remember when was the last time i had nachos. Mmmmm...... i miss those food. hahaaha. I'm having lotsa cravings. but yet i can't eat most coz i'm getting a bit more on the 'heaty' side now. so ..... i can only eat.... sushi?? ahahaha.....

Oh... my parents are flying again on fri. aH...tat's fast. 11 days. hmm... hopefully i can get to work more shifts then it wun bother me at all... alrite... i shall go do my stuff...... byez.

Am i sick?? i duno. feel alittle as though i'm sick...... but not that bad... maybe.... jus starting to fall sick?

Or maybe... i slpt too long? i duno!!!! argh....

this wk's exam wk... down with biz finance. left with hrm and marketing.

wish me good luck. anywayz, my parents are flying off soon again! they're going bali on the 8th. then from there, they'll go jakarta... ah... i'm goin to be home alone again!! how i wished my marketing paper ended earlier. like maybe on thurs? too bad. the paper's on sat. if not i can go bali..... for some holidaying.

hopefully sat can go out.... watch movie, white chicks... and maybe... pool... so long never play. the guys wanted to chill out.... hmm... pretty.... rare huh..... ahaha... anywayz... i'm stopping here already.... see ya.

back.. back home from Aranda. Oedo Food's bbq. there's a lot of ppl! from takopachi, tori-Q... from all different outlets.... and big boss and his pretty wife and their two sons... all japanese. ahaha.... boss like suzuki sensei.... smiling all the way.

anywayz, din eat much there. also... got to see the true self of certain aunties there. but nevertheless, it's still quite a nice event. Oh... did i mention the cake?

no doubt i din eat. but it's so... cute! even boss himself says kawaii. ahahaha.... it's from angie the choice wif the takopachi octopus on it.... really cute. Too bad i din take any picture of it....

damn. i haven really started studying. tml.... goin to study. must. study finance. and marketing . ah.... duno go where study also. anywayz... i shall end here.......

you know..... i really wished i have a car..... right now. At this veri moment... why?? Then i dun have to waste money on this thing - C-A-B. CAB..... Damn. On the veri contary, i dun wan to pressurize my mum!!!

i tink i've grown up somehow. Now, i value my family more than anything else. The old me only thinks about having fun... how they dun care for me..... but... now i know.... my family means the MOST to me. more than anything else. Esp my mum. That's why, i dun wan to push her too hard. Let her take some time for buying the car...

today, went out to eat... wif ade, shan, wen and jean. met at bedok interchange. supposed to go jln kayu for prata. but then the late queens.... wen and jean..... came so late so tot we change to simpang bedok for prata. not too bad. the prata quite nice... and the milo dinosaur as well! ahaha...

after that went to 85 for dessert... with compliments to jean's darling for sending us there. after that, we went to wen's place for mahjong. Ah.... no luck. Lost 4.90! damn..... guess wat... the big winner is JEAN!!!!! ahhaha... she's really lucky tonite. it's jus so not my nite.....

played till 1.15... then shared a cab home.... ah..... tat's all for today. tml shall make myself start studying alread.... nitez.

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been a wk plus since i last update... my parents are back in SG. safe and sound. GREAT.

was pretty busy the past wk. every other day is project rushing. HRM and jap. finally cleared on wed. Was very upset over the HRM project. Felt so damn unfair. i dun wana talk about details here.

Finally sch term's over. next week, study week... then exams. well... i dun really wan to tink about it too yet..... ahaha.

Tml got NE talk. this week very poor. so tml after NE talk go home eat in.. try to save as much as possible....

wOke up dAmn earLy today to send my parents off.....

reaLly miss my mum... Mummy.... i love u............

AWww...... ahaha... anywayz...... how i wished i had gone to rent a car ytd.. so tis morning we wouldn't hafta waste so much $$$ on cab fare.

sEems like no one notice wat was striked out in my human desires column..... but nvm... i believe soon it will be noticed.... hEHe...

Check out what i strike out in my *human desire* column... hehe....

Thanks to all those who wished me luck...

New headlines: Bombing in Jakarta...

Extremely disturbing to me. Saw the pic of the little girl who was injured badly by the bomb. Very sad... Very worried as well. My mum's goin there in less than a week's time. How i wish... yeah. wish. that she doesn't have to go.

I really don't understand why on earth are there terrorists?? what on earth do they want? what's the point of bombing around and harming people, taking away innocent lives? Don't they have a family as well?Look at the small girl... she's so young... but she's wounded... really very sad...

When will all these bombings and terrorism acts ever stop?? i really can't put it off my mind... My mum's going Jakarta soon... next month too... Bali as well....

*uPsEt*

wEll.... almost a week passed by...

Very busy week indeed. LAst sunday i went to my uncle's house then after that went window shop for laptop at courts. saw this laptop tat i really like... hope i can have it soon.... aHaha... then pillion on my brO's hexagon..... so nice..... always prefer his bike to my dad's... after tat went to work...

Monday... well, skipped Jap tutorial to do marketing wif mama.... do until 7.... waH sEi... do until so tired. then tues, finalized the psycho report then do marketing wif the whole grp.... until duno wat time again. ahaha... wed, early morning wake up... do psycho presentation.... skipped b fin. again.... went makan then after tat go home, rush HRM.....

thurs... yesterday, met earlier in sch and do hrm peer teaching then after tat faster go home coz got drivin... then after driving go pack dinner home... almost got gastric... then relax a little....

Today, woke up, finalized marketing report, print alread, go sch submit then go bugis meet mama for lunchie then go work...... work work work..... today, customer flow daMn.... bloody.... higH!!!! Q first time i see so long..... until the end of cold storage almost goin to the escalator....

work like mad..... ah.. so tired..... now..... still must type out the Hrm.... relations aCt.... haiz..... tml still mus wake up early coz got jap and psycho test........ Darn.....

i brought my mum to glass house fish & co today for early b day celebration.... bought the t shirt and the hp pouch. aHaha..

after tat went to work. today work sucks. the customers sucks. everyting jus sucks.

i'm so tired. slpy. tml... gotta do hrm.. industrial relations. after tat got driving. come back, do again. then at nite go out.... first time goin zouk.... like sua ku like tat. haiz. zhen shi de...

sunday morning gotta go uncle house. then after tat go work. monday, sch... after sch still got project. tues, no sch but got project... then i got work. wed, long day. no need say. thurs, sch. after tat got driving. fri, work. sat, test. sun work.... damn busy.

jus watched tv... am still watching. saw the part where andrew seow told joanne peh that it'll rain in less then 5 mins. reminded me of someone.... haiz.....

i left my bloody zip disk in sch. damn it.

Jus decide to come in and blog some things that are definately worth mentioning... why? coz they are happy events... though i seem a little non chalent on the outsied.. somehow, duno how, a little hard to express it physically right now.

Well, yesterday, i got a msg from jay's fan club member, informing me about jay's upcoming concert in nov. She's got front seat tix. so i ordered a pair from her. I'm so happy about it... coz the concert is on 27/11. make it a post birthday celebration and my own birthday gift from myself! Ahaha... though tix at 155.. and i've got Jojo!!! joanne!!!! to join me to sing-a-long in the concert..... ah.. so excited... memories of Jay's previous concert are flashing back.... ahaha... now i sound like those fanatic fan club peeps....

Next piece of gd news, i've got a new... brand new.... digi cam. it's not a perfect digi cam considering it's functions... but.... i mean... owning a digi cam was only a thought that flashed through my mind... wasn't even in my wishlist! it's Olympus.. Papa says the lens are great. from German.... but... doesn't really matter... ahaha... i'm jus overwhelmed.....

Finally, on my mid term results.... despite the fact that i din do well for HRM paper... only a C grade, i was DAMN surprise to get an A! A! A! for BIZ FINANCE!!!!! ahahaha.... pretty big news to me... coz i'm not a very maths person...... and i got an A!??!? wAh... great man... and i got a B for marketing... seems like.... not too bad huh... this sem.... ? hopefully!

Seems like things are not too bad after all...... if i continue to work hard. ahaha.... but somehow, something's still missing... nvm that now... coz i'm slpy and tired... wana slp soon... but after i finish charging the cam's batt.... hehe.....

Today... is a long day... as usual. but... it became.... shorter...... when...... mama and i skipped finance lecture again!~!

Ahahahaha.... went to eat... walk around TM. mama bought a belt... i bought nothing. Hmm... actually, i dun feel like blogging.... but jus blog... duno why too... ahaha...

i'm so sianz...! bOth this and next week, i'll be like super busy! everyday is either project, work or driving. actually, work and driving are standard... twice and once a week respectively... all the rest belong to project...... AH......... after that still got another two more projects! sob... aHAha... TP is very fast..... wat to do...

later gotta type out my jap draft.. and tml goin to earlier to makan in the morning and.... then.... do psycho project.... haiz......

bEen some time since i last blogged... i wasn't 'hiding' or anything... jus that my internet connection was down for a few days? or a week... din know why also...

Anywayz, those days without internet was more than a little boring! i mean, it's so pointless for me to on the computer. i on it only to play dai dee with the pc. Gosh... that's bad right. Life without internet, was so disorganized... can't seem to do anything! Ahaha...

Was able to connect back online this morning. Great... yawnz. so slpy. but gotta do my Okinawa!! draft submission is tml.. die... ah.....

Full... very full.. jus had dinner.. ya.. fried noodles again. Finished washing up the dishes. Wat's next? do APEL... damn it. Ahaha.. i hate it.

Hmm... today went TM with mama.. walk round looking for Zhen'z prezzie.... and guess wat, both of us like the prezzie for ourselves as well! Ahaha... Saw so many things in the shop.... so nice.... the bags, shoe...... i like that shoe..... ahaa.... if i'm really rich, half the shop would be mine already.. aHaha....

took pictures with mama! stupid machine.. the pen spoil... canot write much... wasted.... anywayz, had fun today with mama... it's the last sem together already.... so sad... haiz. Tml.... is another long long day.. haiz...

haha.... i've been sighing alot.... hmm.... i'm a little lost for words now....

feeling very highly irritable now. duno why. Very FAN!!! goin to blow my top soon. chatting with some kinda LAMER. Tell me stupid things. ask stupid questions.... Fan shang jia fan...

luckily, i also chatting with pig head... coz chat with him no irritating... calm me down a little.. if not i tink i'm gonna turn tables with tat LAMER.

HAiz. somewhat, somehow, feeling empty again.. something's missing in my life... dun like this feeling... especially now, when i'm alone... i mean, at nite, u're alone, u feel like talking or something.. but there's no one.. nothing... and... very lonely.. loner.. BUT...

i sometimes like to go out alone.... well, pretty contradicting i know... but then again, this world is full of controversies....

Oh... so late alreaDy. Blog blog. Faster blog then go slp. aH.. canot slp yet! haven pack Bag! AH.. faster!!!

Ah... my arms and legs tired. Coz of working. sunday, the customer flow is like never stopping until nite!! alL the way. wah... i can't even do much then the next customer come in.... and then comes the whole customer flow....

today... is jus work.... and clothes washing again... which reminds me, i accidentally washed my name-tag and it's now being blown dried in my parents room... gotta retreive it later. it's like when nobody's home, you can jus leave anything anywhere... ahaha....

well, i'm still coughing... haiz.... so sianz. tml early in the morning must see bitch again. 9-11....! call it monday blues. i tink my whole project grp hate her man... well.. she's a bitch!!!! AHahaha.... i like the module, HRM... but i hate the tutor....! haiz. too bad!

alrite.. rest time! nite!

well, today... is yet another day.... woke up at 12+... wat did i do... ?

msg pig head to wish him luck then.. online do nothing..... make ah xing call me. Ahaha... so bad rite... ahah... then chat wif him for a while. after tat, very bored... so i started taking pics.. hahaha... only 3 i saved.. wan see ask me! AHahaha...

after tat went to the library at hougang mall to borrow book. then bought a pair of slippers. after that..... went home.. walked home, sipping bubble tea... ahaha... missed those days where i use to do that..... those were secondary school times.. reached home, did a little on laundry then bathed..... and cooked dinner....

yummy... aHha... my stir fried noodles forever so yummy....AHahaha... later got online project discussion at 1aM....... haiz........ bo bian ... alrite.... nothing much to blog..... ciAoz~

Well, i'm dead tired... very very tired. online now, chat with mama but she dao me again.... no reply. hAiz.... anywayx...

woke up at 10.30 this morning when i'm suppose to meet up with my project grp mates at 11. Die. confirm late.... so, msg mama.. postpone to 11.30... still late even though i took cab and wasted so much money. I'm on budget alrite. my parents left me some cash. not much.

reached sch at 11.40 then went to library to do project... after tat, went to meet nise and zhen at biz park... then we headed to bugis at 2+.. reached there... was raining... walked in the rain (AHa. I'm not goin to recover so soon already) to bugis junction. reached there, zhen say wana go home... poor thing come all the way then go home. so went to shop for prezzies wif nise. for a while only. coz i gotta work.

went to work with a headache.... cough and runny nose. Grr... but then, so many ppl 'visited' me today.. well, guess they jus happened to pass by?? haha... there was.. nisey wif her baby, ade and wei shan, jean and mama with her da bian, johnson! hey guys, really great to see u all ard.. i mean.... really happy. got me into a better mood too! thanks! love ya all.... :D

work and work.. headache. haiz. count money till my head wana drop.... work till 10.15. supposed to be 10. but edmund din punch card for me.. so i only managed to finish filling up the daily sales form at 10.15... so, there's OT pay? not sure..

took buses home... reached home 11.30 already... faster go freshen up a little then wash clothes until now.... so long? coz i got hand wash some... tat's why. so tired now... Ah xing called me while i was washin clothes. called back think he slpt already. no answer.... well, duno wat he wan....

so slpy alread. mama still haven reply me.... think..... forget it.. i'll jus book my driving lessons on based on my own schedule.... alrite.. shall stop here... Oh yeah, before i forget, pig head tml goin for his Tkwd tournament.... goOd luck to you.... si zhu tou! haha... jia you wor.... :D

My body failed me..... i'm sick.... down with flu... affecting my throat... haiz...

wat's worse, my parents jus left singapore yesterday. it's only the first day and i'm sick. wat have i been doin for the past few days.. ? let me recall...

can't really recall much... syptom showing that my memory's failing me... OLD. aHaha... yeah... remember yesterday's events best... Every wed supposed to be long and boring... but yesterday, i had pretty much fun... after jap lesson, skipped finance tutorial and went out to eat with ade, jean and mama... went nowhere far.. TM. Had ponderosa... yummy.. ahaa... walked round tampinese mall and century square... went to take neo prints. i tink all look quite nice.... except for one, the nasty one.... where i totally think i look like a PIG. Ahahaha...

walked till 4+ i tink... then ade went home... sometime after that, mama and i headed back to sch as jiewen was waiting for us to attend pyscho lecture together. aFter lecture, went back TM and met up wif jean and her fren. had dinner at kenny rogers... din eat much as we were all feeling quite full. after eating, walked somemore... then i saw someone... nvm. not important. went home after walking for a while more...

reached home, freshen up a little and did my finance tutorial... so sian... duno how to calculate DFL... stuck there.. then went to slp.... so tired already... and home alone with the rain and wind... din really help.

tOday... nothing much actually. went to school as usual. then...after school had my first driving lesson after i stopped for so long.... which is about 1 month+... still ok.... not veri good. but at least din stall the engine. now... at home, listening to Qi Li Xiang, jay's album... sOoooOo nice... haha.. and sniffing away....

tml, got project meeting and then after that meeting nisey to buy prezzies for 2 dearies.... that's not all.... i've got work tml .... ah... which reminds me.... after work, gotta do my own laundry! ahaha.... coz sunday also got work....

HAiz.... i duno wat to blog....... i know i gotta blog... but wat??

hmm... my parents are leaving me tml... alrite... fine. anyway, yeah, today i went bugis.. wif mama... she go work. i go buy jeans.. can't find any i like... so went giodarno.... bought 1 pair.

i'm pretty..... frustrated.. with my parents.... they're so irritating me.... noisy.... noisy... angry. dun understand why must they speak so loudly. . . and this damn freakin pc had been blinking ever since i on it till now.

Every now and then.. one blink or two... GRRRRR.........

hey guys!! i duno wat on earth happened to my blog! jus something horrible....

my template jus went blanko... BLANK..... and i gotta redo everything again.. same skin though. din have the time to go search for another one yet... so... those who're missing from my links.... please leave me a msg at my taggy.... and i'll link you up alrite?! Ppl like wEiqin!! yeah? thanks a lot.

it's back to school after a one wk break... in fact the one week break is like none... ahaha... back to konichiwa lessons.. arh.. the most dreadful lesson of my whole timetable this sem. anywayz, i really duno wat to blog... got PBL 2 already.... my topic is.... industrial relations... sounds so chimilogy!! hahaha...

ok.. shan't blog anymore.... been spending a lot of time on my blog due to my M.I.A template... tat's all for today... update again!

my feet's tired.... tired of standing... yeah yeah.. wOrk....

nothing much to blog... cept that i was working today and went to find mama and had early dinner alone.... and.... nothing else....

oh yeah... home alone soon.... 18/8/2004..... mum flying to indonesia again... dad.... duno when will he be joining.... hai....

halo everybody!!! ahahaha.... i'm tired. kinda slpy. goin to slp soon...

Set my alarm clock tis morning (fRi) at 9... woke up an hour later, 10! meeting my project grp at 11... haha.. daMn. faster prepare then left home. reached sch... discussed.... not much then went out 'gai gai' for jean's birthday present with mama and teh teh.

end up we (wei shan, jie wen, mama and i) shared a 100 bucks isetan voucher. went to eat after then and go home... reached home... duno y, time flew by like nobody's business. Blink blink, it's 6pm. went to prepare and set out to meet mama at pasir ris interchange. met up shan and ade as well, took bus to downtown east.

reached jean's chalet, talked, eat, played cards, help out here and there... had some fun, and met sum buay zi dong and kinda rude ppl... thou shall not talk bout it anymore. then went home at 12++ with mama...

so hungry now. ate one bao.. but still hungry. forget it... wana slp soon.. tml, i dun wana go out, coz i wan to do my sch work!!! i haven touch any yet!!!!! and i'm working on sunday... ah... nitey nite nite.....

AH..... *cRack cracK*.... my bones.... haha....

Well, i din blog for sunday, mon, and tues.... basically, the three days was.... boring.. sorta. i mean nothing much to talk about. so i decided not to blog.

So.... wednesday, went for b fin lecture in the morning, then after that went makan wif mama, jiewen and weishan.... felt so tired after eating, went to compass point to collect my cd... Jay's album! soOOooo.. nice.... :D

listened to the album twice before heading out to bedok to meet ade, shan, jean and mama for our nite cycling. Reached east coast park.... went to rent bikes... after that go makan.... ordered so much food, but not filling. why? coz the serving so small. then after that went to that mini amusement park... ade, shan, jean and mama took a ride that keeps spinning round and round,. while i jus watch... hahaha....

then after tat we played bumper cars... had so much fun! and those cars got no seat belt and brakes! haahaa.. after playing we head back to McCafe to 'chill out' while waiting for ah wen... had hot chocolate and brownie... i tell u... the brownie so nice!!!!! hahaa.... once ah wen reach, we got ready.... and set off....

cycled to ah wen's hse to get camera then proceed on to pasir ris. Din go changi due to some 'unforseen' circumstances.... wAHahaha... reached pasir ris, downtown east. there was nothing. absoultely nothing! ZERO entertainment.... WaH... sian! cycled back to tamp, 201 to eat... prata. and took a rest there. almost fell aslp! hahaha... then after tat we cycled back. on the way back, i duno why, i was feeling damn cold... bypass CGH, ade,shan,jean and mama went toilet while ah wen and i waited outside... then ah wen told me sumting bout her collision wif mama...

after tat, we cycled back straight to ECP. took some darn Rd.. i shall not talk about it... reached ECp, went to play pooL.... sUcks like HeLL... after tat, slack at McCafe again. till the guys came then they had breakfast and aftertat, we 'nap' at McCafe while waiting for the bicycle rental shop to open. Overall, the whole trip was alrite cept that i everbody fell down except for ade and me. jean fell once, mama once, ah wen, i tink once and she bump onto the power control unit thingy once and shan, poor thing! fell thrice... so suay. but luckily, not very serious...

Finally returned the bikes then went home... shared cab wif ade and teh teh... reached home at 10+. Went to bathe, after tat, doze off at 12+.... so fast! hahaha.... slpt till my alarm went off at 3.45. woke up at 4.15 and prepare to go work.

Work was still ok.... not much of a prob. found out tat one of the guy there actually also from TP.. Eng sch... anywayx, after work, go home lor... now feeling ok. jus pretty tired... and tml got to meet at 11...... and damn...

more than half of the holiday is GONE...... shit lor coz i haven do anything yet... those tutorials and my jap project. Grr.... i so dun wana go back school! Like who wants?? hahaha.....

Well, i went bugis today... alone. yes...

I bought the pants.. very long... but i like it very much! however, i dun see mama in the shop. Dun know why. After buying that pants, i went kinokuniya to search for books related to Okinawa. but dun have. they have Tokyo, Kyoto, Osaka.... no Okinawa. i found one very useful book on Japan and has lotsa details about every single spot in Japan. i can't possibly get the book on the whole of Japan.... i mean i know i will not be visiting Japan. besides, i jus need Okinawa.

So, i left the shop. then went down to takopachi. saw anderson... talk to the asst. manager then she ask me to go for 'training' on thurs nite... there's hope! then after that i went to Tekka Mall to find my mum for lunchie... then went down to Hss. Band having a performance at telok blangah. saw this taiwanese i suppose... singing.. she's a singer. but duno who. haha...

after that went find my mum and had dinner... so full now... had sting ray... so shiok.... :P

wAs trying to prolong the time to blog.... but end up.. really had nothing better to do... so end up back to blogger... haahaa...

okie.... i had my last paper todaY!!!! WeEeEe.... it's over! and i got into the course elective i wanted! HR and Tourism leisure... hehe... but then.... this means no more same class as mama next sem. so sad.

Anywayz, after paper, mama went to pluck eyebrow... and i tell u... the shop got this irritating door censor! It kept goin on... on its own!! so irritating.... then mama thought i was playing with it by walkin to and fro. The shop is so small.... where can i walk? besides, i was jus sitting down! Kinda freaky too.... hahaha.....

After that we went TM walk walk.... walk and walk and walk... hahaha... trying this and that out..... was basically walkin to and fro TM and CS... then finally we settle at fish and co for dinner..... wat a filling dinner! Sooooo bloated... and i bought the cute t shirt! hehe... but i really prefer the black one. anywayz, like wat mama said, those staff there were really friendly!

then we headed home. i was browsing tru my phone in the bus coz was extremely bored. And i came across a msg that i never ever did recall reading it... from a number 96999150. who on earth is tat?? and that msg was sent on last monday. 26th july. Who is tat?? msg back but no reply. really cracking my head.

chatted wif ah xing on msn jus now. so long no chat with him. glad he's found a job. a better job compared to the previous one. well well, now i'm doin my routine... sending songs to my dear papa... and chatting with him... Tml, i wan go bugis. I'll be goin alone. anyone wan join me? Gimme a call yeah... you're most welcome!

i'm in a daze.... half dazed. Perhaps.... it's due to me, slping too much. I slpt for..... Ahem... 14 hrs! Hahaha... *applause please*

Hahaha... Well, i was dead tired. And i'm now suffering from muscle aches! For the past 2 days, i've been working out so much that i climbed up and down, climbed 11 storeys flight of steps at one go, carrying heavy stuff here and there... walked on hot burning road officially gazed by the sun... yes, road... the black road that cars travel on... BARE-FOOTED...

Tat's why.. i'm so tired. i was so busy with those stuff for the past 2 days that i missed my job interview. now i can only hope that anderson calls me soon. if not, it means that i just lose a chance of working! so dazed now thatI can't even recall wat day is it today. my brain jus keeps telling me it's Wednesday... Hell.. it's Thursday! and i hav my last paper, Business Finance, tml. I better remember. if not, i'll be a piece of dead meat tml.

After watching tv, i tink i better start studying. Try to concentrate... cos those aches are really disturbing me. Coming to think of... my HRM paper.. Man... SUCKS! Only 2 topics came out?!!? Grrr..... forget it. i jus hope i pass now...

WeEEe!! i'm back! anybody miss me? Hahaha.... getting more thick skin huh?!? I'm wudi tired! i'm so physically strained till i'm drained. well, before i move on, first and foremost:

Happy Birthday Na*!!!!!

It's August 5th! Na* dearie's birthday... Happy birthday Na*. May your dreams come true...

WeeEE.. back to my story. Hahaha... i was away helping my mum "camping" i tink mama understand what i mean. So tired. only slpt for 3 hrs for 2 days. my eyes are half closed now. my brain's half dead. can't really remember and think of what to blog.

i think i shld do it after i wake up from a good sleep. so....... bye.... haahaa.....

i want to blog before i go study...

supposed to meet mama today in school to study marketing. but then we met up with her ben dan and went to eat fish and co. Yummy. haha...

After that went back to school to study. actually nothing much goes in. i also duno why. my brain is dead after all those nice food. kinda wasting time there. anywayz, went in for the test. i duno wat to say. jus hope can pass. as usual.

after the test, went to eat with mama, jiewen and gang. haha. discussing about our wkend and holiday. and discovered something new. some gossip stuff. not my type yeah?!? after dinner so lazy to take bus home. end up, mama and i shared a cab home.

tml is HRM. i hope can pass also. i wana do better... hope hope. i better go study...

Hi! it's me again! I jus did a sushi fortune telling at http://www.astprince.com/english/sushi/indexe.html

Go try... it's pretty accurate. it's taken from PiNg'z Blog...

here's my results:


Love - Salmon : high self-esteem, never take the active role even you like someone.
Money - Tamago : like buying your friends gifts.
Career - Salmon : you have a strong character, seldom show your emotions on your face.
Family - Yellow Tail : your mood swings easily, your demands keep changing, you feel annoyed about your family.
Wish - Salmon : wish to break through yourself.

Notice i like to eat salmon a lot huh?!? hahaha....

Good Morn-Noon! haha... fancy me waking up at such hours.... i've slpt long enough i guess...? from 2 to 11... 9 hours. the weather's jus perfect for slping you know.....

i din blog last nite... wat was i doin? let me recall... hmm... woke up at 11 watch tv... then... watch somemore tv.... Oppz.. i was slacking at home yesterday! haha.... until night time. wanted to study after bathing. but i fell aslp... (-_-")

Woke up at 8... dad's nowhere to be seen... but his Tv is on... caught the channel 8's new show. Very interesting. Dad was watching spawn... Wanted to off tv at 9 to study. But then new sunday time slot for channel 8 is so interesting! i mean.... i watched all the way till 10... in fact, i wanted to watch GTO as well.

But... i got self discipline one.. WAhaHahaha.... i turn of tv at 10 and went study... with my pc on. chatting and studying.... how helpful can it be.... ? hahaha... anywayz, i din chat for long. coz pig head went offline pretty fast.

Studied HRM and Marketing till 1++. pack my bag, cupboard... everything, finished at 2. so went to slp... haahaa... it started to rain when i doze off... but i'm too tired to bother....

Having Marketing test later at 6. Wish myself some luck. Tml is HRM. that one need even more luck! hahaha.... bYe~

jus reached home not long ago...

slpt at around 3+ near 4 last nite... woke up.... 12 hrs later! haha... was 3.30 when i woke up. mama's gona say: wo tao yan ni for this... coz i can slp for so long. i also duno why i can slp for so long. Perhaps, i would have slpt longer if my mum din come in...

So i woke up.. then ate my brunch? watever... at bout 4... practically slacking around the house the whole day! wanted to go bugis... look for mama... haahaa... go try tat pants... but then very lazy to go... some more go alone.... so.... stuck at home.

Was so hungry at 10+... ate some biscuits... but then still very hungry all the way till 11+. Then, sumting, pretty amazing happened... i was so hungry, i went online, put my MSN nick saying: Very hungry!! Anyone wana go out makan?? nobody reply me... but my phone rang. hahaha.... it was kelvin... toyota kelvin. haahaa.... then hint hint~ we met up... went jalan kayu for prata! Coincidence? Yeah... really! it's like.. i'm so hungry, looking for somebody to go out with, then he called.

reached there... so many people. should have tot of... but hunger overtook me.. haha... waited for very long.... then finally the drinks came... pls read carefully. DRINKS~! not PRATA. and my milo was diluted. they took so long to serve the DRINKS?!?!?! i told kelvin tat their drinks was flown in from india... haahaa... that's why so it took so long and was diluted. lucky the food came soon after the drinks were served. if not, i would have fainted at jalan kayu. Hahahaha....

am feeling pretty full now... guess i'm gona slp late tonite... but tml must wake up at 11... coz i wana watch tv. hehe.... well, so bored suddenly. it's a saturday nite... i wana go out and have fun... but no money.... :X

well, tat's all.. i tink i better stop my rubbish.... and find other things to do.... bye!

ok..... it's getting late.... after blogging, i shall go slp...

went to loyang point wif my beloved mama to study... together with mama's ben dan, felix. studied for a few hours... felt sense of achievement for absorbing so much... after studying, we went home... but...

reached home at 6+ watch tv hafway, went online, mama ask if i wana go out.... felt like.. coz it's such a boring friday nite.... so agreed... so, went to P.S to meet her and felix. Met up at 8+, guess it's near 9. Then we walked over to Orchard. Went Cinneleisure to buy movie tix. and saw Mr and Mrs Wu - Mr Allan Wu and wife, Li-lin. hahaha...

after buying tix, we went to taka for dinner... and then back to cinne for pool... 2 games in an hour... call it... looooooooong game..... hahaha. played till 11+ then we went to catch our movie, House of Flying Daggers. Am i rite? mama?? i also not sure of the movie title... anywayz, it was a pretty lame show... as in, the storyline was pretty bad. If you wanna go in and laugh at it... go and catch it. It's pretty funny at some parts.

Show ended at 1++ then we went home. Mama took a cab on her own, while felix and i shared a cab. so.... jus reached home not long... and faster come blog... coz yesterday's post was not published due to some stupid error. well, tat's all for tonight..... nitey~

So happpy today.... and so tired now...

Went to Bugis after school with mama, nise and zhen. Supposed to go with mama only... but then during B fin tutorial, nisey msg mama, asking if we wanna go Bugis.... such a coincidence!!!! wEeEEe.... mama and i were so happy.... haha...

Reach there, first thing we did was take picture outside Sim Lim sq. dun ask me why, coz i also duno! but, we were taking photos ever since we left sch... hahaha.... after that, we walked to bugis street..... walked there... din really see anything interesting.... did we? i duno~ but i dun see any bag that fancy me...

So we head down to parco... walked here walked there.... took neo prints! haahaa... that lame machine... then after that.... walked some more, went shoe trying! haahaa... kept walking ard and trying shoes... went to mama's shop... saw this pants... pants rite?? i kinda like... but then very long! i very short lor.. haha... wanted to try.... maybe next time yeah? hehe..... then after that jus kept walking.... kinda tiring on the legs... then mama says she's tired... as usual.....! hehehe...

After sometime, we went down to espirit, and i bought the bag after some consideration... then we went for dinner at mos burger... then mama went to work... nise, zhen and i wanted to go toilet... so we went up.... but end up.. doin really funny stuff... trying on all those funny looking specs frames and sunglasses.... you know, those wif super huge frames.... hahaha... then took pics of them and went to show mama... and we saw this very nice bag! a small sling bag... went to toilet after tat... and went back to the little miss match shop to buy the small bag!

heHehe.... spent quite alot... bought 2 bags in one day. after which, i rush down to papilio for free hair treatment... so packed! i mean the place... so many customers... they are soooooo busy! haha.. anywayz, i got my hair done in bout 45 mins.. and went back to bugis to buy so munchies.... hehehe... saw anderson at takopachi...... then.. hint hint.... i might be working there once more~~~ haaahaa.... hopefully yeah~

i'm so tired.. my eye's closing soon... anywayz, i had fun today!!! such a pity tat G5's not complete.... na* not around..... if not... it'll be more fun... maybe during the one week break, we shall do that again.....!!!

WeEeEEe...... burp! i'm so full. yeah... i JUST ate my dinner. "Ban Mian"... so full now after drinking that soup.

Had such a long day.... as usual. every wednesday is a long day. yeah... after sch at 7, went to hougang central again... to buy "ban mian"... reach home at 8++ near 9... makan.. jus finish...... OOppx.. hehe.... then i remembered...... i forgot to go to the lab today!!!!!!! hope i remember tml.

i'm so slpy and tired. but then canot slp. must do b fin. suppose to do it during the 3 hours break. but then today got special guest.. haahaa... end up not really in the mood to study. jus sorta entertained by mama and felix.... the conversation kinda funny.

Alrite.... tml, i'm goin to bugis wif mama!!!! yeah.... go see bag. coz i wan to buy school bag. then after that go to the salon... wEeEeEe.... then friday got HR revision lecture.....

something came across my mind the past week... i dun remember wat triggered me to that.. but all i remembered was, something like reminding myself not to take my friends for granted... so... if i took any of you for granted, so sorry yeah... ^_^V

mama: so happy of coz to have you around this sem~ 3 sems.. not easy... been through lots. nah.. it's no torture ... coz i'm used to it~~ hahaha.... kidding yeah... heehee... like so attached together now... it's gonna be pretty hard next sem i tink... anyway, mama, you're so slpy nowadays!! you like practically can slp anywhere.... pls try to catch slp earlier alrite? try not to slp so late ok... take care... miss ya.. and... of coz... see ya tml!

dearies: WeeeEeEe... we got.... G5! so cute... haha.. miss you gals~ miss the fun days we had! take care yeah.. c ya around in sch...

i want to go to the lab!!! the school lab!!! i hate blackboard! it keeps making me sign in.... now i dun even know whether i've submitted my quizzes or not! Stupid system. Why can't they just let us do it at VBUS? i've got to sign in so many times..... my fingers are now so tired of typing my matric number!!!!

Enough of blackboard. went to school for a very short tutorial session... haha... then after that went to country mana for lunch with mama... finally got to use that treat voucher. Been holding on to it since last year. after that went walking around... cause i wana buy a new school bag... saw this nice bag at espirit... but then.... the material like not very durable... as in, it can't hold heavy stuff... so.. i still haven decide... but it's nice.... hehe...

after walking around, we went back school to study... mama fell aslp there... haha.. while.. i read and read... till i got bored. hehe.. woke mama up then continue to study... saw nisey and na*!! yeah.... for a short while... but still feel gd each time we get to see each other.  after they left, we continued to study for a while more... then we went home...

took bus 8... drop sumwhere along the mrt track... then mama brought me to 'explore' tampines. hahaha.... anyway, got squeezed into the bus 27... mama should know wat i mean... then went hougang central to pack food home... feeling little tired.... gotta finish my last journal... yeah.. and.... tml finish up the quizzes.....

damn the stupid blackboard

Finally! over and done with PBL 1. Slept at 3 last nite to finish up the whole report. Woke up at 630 this morning... so tired. Anywayz, it's over! but then, still got another PBL... one marketing project, one psychology project... and one new big bomb i receive today... Jap project! DAmn!! suppose to do research on this place... called... Okinawa.. anybody knows where?

Well... you know... it's such a headache to have so many projects. Glad to see nise, na and zhen today... hehe... so happy to see them. went to compass point to pre-order cd and bought a pack of paper. i almost finished my pack last nite printing the report. Sooooo heavy... i was like so dumb rite.... should have bought the papers last... then walked around with that heavy plastic bag.

Was actually hoping to find some job... saw this notice at montip... went in and ask... guess wat.?!? they only need sumbody to work on sat only... i'm like... WAT? can eat grass lor... then continue looking. saw a notice at Anderson ice cream... walked nearer and it says: Staff Wanted. Preferably 40 yrs and above.

sigh.... still in vain. i jus continue hunting... i haven go to everyshop yet... when i have time, i'll jus walk round and .... who knows, i might jus get a job... huh.? hopefully rite... yeah.. hope.

How does it feel like to stay up late into the night waiting for something and end up getting none? i'm so angry!!!

You gave me your word to send me the report in one hour's time... and i got some stupid excuse! I've got to finish everything by today. So does mama... you told me last night that you're gona send me the report thru email by 10 am this morning. It's already 11+. WHERE ON EARTH IS THE REPORT? And everybody else had already gave us their part of the report and the notes... but you????

For goodness sake. everybody's waiting for you. Don't you have any sense of shame? When everybody has got everything in... and you're still delaying! Still got the cheek to tell me there's still tomorrow. HELLO?! the project is due early mon morning 9 am. It's all because of your there's still tomorrow... that's why we're still not completed.

You disappear during grp discussions. Act as though you're so great. But hey, i wan action. not words. You have tomorrow, doesn't mean i have tomorrow. You expect me to trust you and send you the whole compiled report? i'm very sorry. no way. you can't gain my trust. forever giving excuses for everything... and worse to worse, this is the grp's very first project to be due. We still got one more PBL and marketing project...

I really duno how on earth am i goin to continue to work with you... you're just making my blood boil. my dear papa says you've got major issues... i think... you've got GIGABYTE size issues!!! If you weren't our first sem classmate, i think i won't even want to accept you in the grp in the first place! May God bless me and mama...

Quite a long day... had test this morning. i dun wana talk bout it. Coz the more confident, the poorer i fair... haahaa. So i rather.... leave it to fate.

After test, did a little while for HRM discussion. I feel so screwed. I mean my group. So sick of it man... i mean the project is due on monday morning 9 AM... and bloody hell, we still haven finish! i can tell you... it seems like only 3 alive and working teammates.

Poor mama and i... we're like so 'ping ming' for this. 'Cause we've got NO choice. I'm really glad to have my dear mama around this sem. Most prob, the last sem...

Anyway, after that discussion, i went for TP band orientation. A pretty lame and boring one. Yeah they did have games... but it's like u're asking the ex-welfare who used to plan games to play those games? it's kinda sick for me! Haha.. it wasn't that bad la... still acceptable?

Only managed to play 2 songs. But i'm so damn glad! 'Cause TP band got Lord of the Rings: the two towers! wEEeEe... too bad they dun have fellowship of the ring. coz i really like the song, concerning hobbits. But having one is better then none....

Alrite, i jus went to sign up Who lives near you... and also, i was walking round hougang mall jus now and went into M.A.D shoes... coz they hiring ppl. took the application form, filled up. and realised, the pay was DAMN LOW. 4 bucks? NAH... i think i can get a better job. So, i'm still looking!!! i'm not going to accept that job... too little for survival. I'm gonna eat grass man~!

hahaha.... okok.. time to go. need to start on HR already. if not, canot finish, DIE.

Oh no..... i din go to the salon today!!!!!!

Was caught up... by my cousin! i'm happy 'cause i finally got to see him after sooooo long~
we went to grandma's place cause tml's our little cousin's birthday. He bought 2 cars for him and a cake.. while i bought one car... haha.. i'm poor rite.... hahaha.......

Anyway, my cousin... looks pretty smart.. but he the way he talks on the phone.... 100% typical Ah Beng lOR! hahaha...

did some catch up... but too bad we din get to see our little cousin cause he got school till 6.30... my cousin needs to get home by 8. He's on tagging...

all rite, i shan't stay here anymore... got to go... still haven touch my HRM.... die die.. haaha... and.... i duno how's my b fin... hope can make it....

Good noon... i'm so busy today. later i got to go to the salon, finish my my of the HRM report and last but not least, study for my b fin test tml...

was thinking through last nite... bout the past relationships.. remember sampan? wahaha... anyway, my past 2 relationships after sampan were cruises rite...

one was a, i would say.. second class cruise... i still remember then, i was so happy... but i was on that cruise for 6 months... and i found out that i wasn't the only one on cruise... before that there was already one..... then sum where in time, another one popped out.... so.... a cruise with 3 passengers is never going to work out...

so i jumped cruise... wahaha... met this second class cruise too... not bad... jus that he looks like a pirate ship. haha... but this 'priate ship' is nice... sumhow, not really my type of cruise... so i jumped back...

however, there are already 2 passengers on cruise... well that dumb cruise thought i was dumb. tried to lie to me saying there wasn't any other passengers. Think i have imaginary passengers? no way. so in the end, i jumped into the sea.

Swam hard... back to shore to a new jetty. Few ships pass by.. but then, i prefer life like this, right now. free and easy..... no more worries! hoorAy... haha... the cruise that wanted to con me... is still trying to pick me up back.. but then.... i will never board that cruise again. cause, one day, there might jus be another passenger popping out of no where...

hmm... interesting? i duno. i think so. perhaps not many will understand what the heck i'm talking about.... but nonetheless, i let my heart out... those memories will fade away... and i shall move on.... and one fine day, a better one will appear........

I'm feeling so agitated now!!!!! Everything seems so WRONG!!!!!!

ALL started when i felt giddy in the noon while doing HRM... the whole place was like spinning round and round... then i felt like throwing up.. felt a little better for a while.... then comes a super idiotic headache!!!!!

The world's spinning and there's headache.... i dun even know how i feel! and still felt like throwing up... after that went to biz park... wanted to eat.... but then.... couldn't really find the appetitie! Ate half an chicken pie.... threw away the crust part.... coz... I STILL FELT LIKE THROWING UP. and that amount of crust.... definately din't help.

Oh my gosh. Went for lecture.... with that darn headache... the lecture group was so F*cking noisy! it's just making me feel worse. after lecture.... went home. called my mum in the bus bout slighty pass 8. She said she's coming home soon. so i ask her to get dinner for me. BUT then now... i'm starving to death. fried some egg with luncheon meat... felt slightly better after eating. but my stomach's NOT feeling well! so is my head. GRR.....

I FEEL SO SICK. PISSED.

if my mum were to tell me tat she'll be home late... i would had bought dinner home... and now... i STILL FEEL LIKE THROWING UP, together with that headache... and that weird stomach that churns like nuts. I'm dying. Hopefully huh..

my parents are finally.. back..... i'm so tired.... had a super long day... guess it's worse for mama.... coz she's a little sick.... anyway... i wanted to blog... but i tink i wana tok to my mum..... so.... blog tml perhaps... cIaoz~

finally can get to blog. wanted to blog last nite at bout 1+.. but then i log on, my pc got hang..... wat a wonderful pc i've got...
 
I'm so pissed of with my pc...
 
i was typing out my finalized HRM notes... halfway... after adding A LOT of infomation... then my pc HANG..... HANG!!!!!! i'm like...... LoSt.. and stunned for a few seconds..... damn.... my notes~!!!
 
thank goodness after i restarted the comp, some of it was recovered..... some... gone with the wind la... what to expect... having some is better then none man..... but then, i still gotta retype the rest..... grrr...
 
My parents are coming back tonight.. erm.. shld be... midnite... actually, i kinda like to be left alone at home... esp at nite... counting out those times when the imagination run wild... i've managed to study better when there's no one at home... and at nite....
 
i'm gonna convince my dad to shift the big study table from my previous room to the room i'm sleeping in now... then.... try to convice my mum to get a new pc.. yes.. they should... or rather.... have to! coz this pc is gonna die on me soon... then, shift the new pc into my room...
 
then i'm goin to hav a tv in my room... yeah... mum says it's 29 inches... a bit too big huh.... ? and then..... i'm goin to shift the mini bar fridge into my room too!! haha... then my rOOm will be paradise..... cept that.... there's no toilet... if not..... i guess i'll be stuck in my room..
 
yeah..... dream on..... the tv's coming.... but i wan a new pc!!!!! anywayz, i've gotta stop here.. my half finish chicken rice is still waiting for me.. and i still got to take quizes and finish my psycho. journal......

aiyo.. how ah.. how.. so *fan*! how much notes am i suppose to prepare?? how come tat teh teh got 18 pages?? got so many meh..... like tat will die leh.. i thought only the more relevant points??? die lah....
 
sEe lah.. like so many things to do... even pig head ask me out for cycling i also canot go... wan to go also canot... haiz... can extend my sunday hours??? from 24 - 26?? i juz need additional 2... hahahha.....
 
*cross my fingers*

just tot of bloggin before i go to slp... feelin kinda tired... maybe 'cause of the fan tat kept blowing at me... you know... you start feeling slpy after sometime of constant blowing.
 
nite home alone has been accompanied by wat i call... classical music.. instrumental and some sorta choir singing...very nice... haha... quiet and relaxing. i woudln't say peaceful 'coz there's some intense moments in the music... you know... those music that relates to war...
 
why war? well... actually i've been downloading lord of the rings ost. so.. that explains the war part. i'm downloading all the three albums. haven quite complete it.. coz there's a lot! i mean three albums... each containing about 18-19 tracks. wanted to buy 'em actually... but very broke now.. my bills not totally settled... my source of vitamin M are all in indonesia! i'm living on a tight budget now... until they get back... you know... yeah... and i thought might as well buy the extended versions of the dvds... full set.. which is gonna cost me bout 200 bucks all together... not now anyway... sometime later... when i'm more financially stable..
 
Big thanks to 'papa'!!! thank you! love ya so much... nice and wonderful 'papa' i have... who volunteered to help me burn cds for my ost collection mentioned above... well, i've been looking around for ppl to help me... but all in vain you see... thanks again 'papa'! btw, i miss ya loads! haven seen you for sometime... speaking of which, i miss my friends! Effendi, Asri and gang... and esp. my darling 'sister'... Evelyn... ^_^v
 
haha... wonder wat's ^_^v??? it's a trademark... of my darling sister... anywayz, it's getting late.. i tink i better stop here.. coz i know i can continue non-stop coz... i'm quite in the mood to type and type... better save for tml's prepartion for the HRM notes...
 
Good night everybody. Good nite bloggy. Miss everyone... take care...
 
 

Oh.. something's happened to blogger again....... so many interesting stuff... but..... am too lazy and busy to check out.. hahaha. pretty contradicting yeah?
 
anywayz, my dad has left me home alone. He went to jakarta to meet my mom. so.... home alone again! i'm so used to it. doesn't really make much difference juz tat... the house gonna be dead quite.
 
I'm so bored. feel like exploring blogger and change skin.. but then.. come to think of the HRM research and all the other tutorials... arhx.. haven got much of a choice left you know....
 

it's a windy sat... my mum jus left for jakarta... business trip.

i've jus uploaded some pics from keke's birthday celebration last last fri...

Happy viewing...

jus can't wait for nite to come... coz of that 30 mins of simple life.... wAhahahz..

tot of changing skin. but feelin lazy.... ya.. haha... besides, haven really found the skin i wan... tot of putting LOtR.. but.... nevermind... next time.. perHaPsz. ^_^V

There's this new car...

Lancer + Evolution... so basically.. it's 2 in 1!!! both my Favs. MAN.. the New mitsubishi Evo-Lancer is so daMn cOOl... juz love it!

And.. there's these two phrases i like a lot... from the movie.. Lord Of The Rings... been watching it quite a few times... (Opps! :X) in fact, there were lotsa meaningful phrases.. but i really like these twO...

"All you have to decide, is what to do, with the time that is given to you." - Gandalf, LOTR...

"Even the smallest person can change the course of the future." -Galadriel, LOTR...

Journal... Quiz... projects... ahz... Psychology's workload's not very little... there's HR tut tml.. so... there's PBL learning... and i'm still not very sure who's really in my grp cePt for the three of us...

Marketing's project is starting to kill my cells.. i hate to tink bout products... grr... i haven started on my hiragana characters... wat's that? erm.. japanese... Grr... i can barely regconise the characters!

put aside the academic stuff... it's.. 5/7/2004 tml... wat date is it... some day that i'll fReak out thinking bout it. i've even got nitemares! OMG. tat's freaky. it's a day.. tat can make me fly up into the sky or even fall so low into hell...

IT'S MY TP TEST TML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

seriously.. i'm nervous.. scared if i'll fail... i've had 2 dreams bout it so far. scary ones. everytime i starting thinking about tml, the hearts beats faster and pumps faster... thud thud thud... hope tml i'll be fine.

thanks dad for believing in me.. i'll do my best.. of coz i wan my class 3!!! sweat sweat... anywayx, tml, my test is in the noon... please.. please..... DUN CALL ME!!! msg me or call me.. anytime before 12.30... haha.. i duno wat time will be my test till... so.. dun call me... oh yeah.. i'll be switching off my phone..... thanks .........

hey hey.. been few days... alritey........

seriously, i duno wat to blog... life's pretty much the same... Well, same idiot pestering me... wishful thinking part... let's not talk bout this. it's jus so irritating rite... haahaa..

Oh well, my dear cousin, guang, finally called me... not say finally... he did called me b4 but becoz of sum idiot, i had missed out his calls... and it was only till yesterday, then did i FINALLY... ah.. get to hear his voice after 1 year plus.. close to 2... that's my cousin...

then... wat else.... oh yeah.... i'm loving this show.. the simple life! haha..... starring paris hilton and nicole... duno wat.. haha.. it's damn funny seeing them havin farm stay. check it out... every sat nite at 10 on 5.. haha...

ok.... i know my blog post is like.... there's no linkage to any of either... but then.. hey.. it's my bloggIe.. and i jus .... wanna say watever i wan!!! haha... yeah.. pretty much for now... i'm little bored.. there's sch tml. 9am.. aRghx..

WAH....... i'm so very tired!!!!!! what a long day today. lessons in the morning till evening. and 6 hours straight!! very draining. but was kinda cool...

Went for pschology tutorial in the morning. din know anyone in the class. but had a quite cool tutor, standing in for dR. tay. Played Jenga, discussed a Lot... and.. show us some 'magic'.

then rushed for Jap lesson.. the classroom was kinda COol.. glass door. then the lecuturer is a Japanese... Sensei Suzuki... yeaP. tat's her name. i tot she was KiddIng.. anywayx, Jap class was like back to kindergarden, repeating words after the teacher... learning one to ten... one of the lessons that i paid lotsa attEntion to, up to date. i dun wana fail this CDS..... haha..

Anywayx after that, had business finance lecture. dun reaLLy know wat the heCk is goin on.. coz the lecture gRp was DaMN ROwDY. Sum idioTs from A&F. finally after lecture..... waS time fOr BRUNCH!!!! both mama and i were starving. wEnt menSa for Kway chaP.. then hang around school for psychology lecture at 6.

lecture was cool. Never did i feLt bored. coz the Lecturer was kinda COol tOo.. aNg Mo.. teach differently huh.. haha.. reaLly hope that every other lecture would be like tat. SKip that ball throwing and catching part though. i reaLly like the way he teaches... Keeps u wIde awake and alive. haha... leSson ended and FIrst sickening homeworK... JourNAL for Psychology! and gotta buy the expensive textboOk..

ANywayx, while walking outta Biz sCh, mama and i were discussing how we Missed those happy times during sEM 1. those days that we stayed late in sch for Projects, preparations for Presentation.. all the talking to air and wall... laughing around... imitating 'cutlet oneeeee'... rOle Play, clubbing together... Aww.... those were the days... reaLLy miss them...

Yeah... we were also praying hard that tml's APEL which is the first time, we are goin to meet our class for this sem... PLS... give us classmates like those in sEM 1... sEM 2 was bad enough.. haha.... really... i neeD fun.... !!!! rite Mama?? hiakz hIaKz...

LONG LONG LONG time since i last blog.... ok LAh....... one WeeK plus is considered long to be lahx........

yeAh. i wEnt M.I.A. definately hard to reaCh me. 'hiding'. watever you call it. well nothing much happened over the paSt week. eveR since band camp...

then only more exciting event was the band bbq held laSt fri nite at eaSt cOast... nothing much eIther.. wasn't reaLLy bBqin the fOOd.. or raTher i din reaLly staY ard the Pit. i was cycLing ard... got back the Pit and sat at tables near it.. not exactly the pit.. jus the surrounding tables.. played.. true and true.. haha... but both 'papa' and i were slping (i was half aslp cos i still know wat's goin on) while plaYing.. anywayx, it waS DAMN FREAKING COLD. then taLked a bit tiLL day breaK... and all that before goin home...

caught an hOur of slp before goin out again. went for the sec 4 class gathering. i was like a living Zombie. walking deaD. preTty mucH in a daze.. nothing exciting eIther. i only like Dinner... we Had dinner at V8 movies cafe. food wasn't exceptionaLly nice. but i like it coz...... i waS STARvING! tat was my only Food.. hahaha.. tat's about it...

sCh's goin to start soOn. and i'll be havin a busy sunday. i waNt to go watch Peixin. but can't coz i've prOmised 'papa' to go for the concert. then after tat i got to go for my mum's COmpany's aNnual D&D... ahx.. reLax more.. first..... as for the job thingy... we shall see about tat.. coz i've already check out the prices of the car i wanted.. ^_^v

i hAven beEn bloggin agaIn....... aIighTs.....

i was awaY on a 3 days 2 nitez... erm...... 'Trip'. hAha... waTever's the word, it shall not be mention here. I not Say eNjoy alot.. but.. Am haPPY with the results of the New Posts... :D

yEp.. My darLing MEi gOt a BIG post. HaPpy for Her beIng a MaJor. HOpe she's not Too Stress.. ^__^V

dIn catCh EnugH Slp fOr the 2 nites... Practically, no sLp for both nites. haha... slpt vEri vERI littLe.. so when baCk home on Sunday, i was deaD Beat.. SLpt like PIG.

PPl calLed.. and i dun eVen reMember aNswering their CalL! see hOw tireD i was... and i sLpt For more Than 12 Hrs on Sun Nite TiLL mon... was In a BLur staTe.. sLpt TOO much.

nothing mucH receNtLy.. juz.. been PlaNning.. on MoneY MatteRs.. stiLL veri bROke. aNd there's heLL LOaD of aCtivites this WeeK. 3 drivIng LessOns... where TO find $$? haha..... waT tO dO..

okaI.. nuGh sAId... i shaLL go do my stuff... taKe caRe PeEPS...
Love ya ALL...

alrite.. i know i haven been blogging for days.

dun really have much time to blog all details. basically... there's nothing much? except on tues nite met up wif prI sch frenz.. at J box... tat's bout it...

Well, i'm going to 'disappear' for few days. no computer. so no updates. my phone is still on... but u wun see me.. ;P

take care peeps. update when i'm back~ MUACKS~

Went to LOTR exhibition today. i duno wat to say. but jus kinda OverwheLmed? not tOo sure myself. WAnted to buy the ring. but then, see so many ppl buy, seems not that special anymore. but i like the 80 bucks one. haha..

anywayx, after tat went to play pool then go home. tomolo.. might be a long day.

not suppose to be online for long. nobody's stopping me. juz myself. in case i hav a long day tomolo. juz wana rest more. ^__^v

irritated as i am. haiz.

sat... went for band late coz i was tired. couldn't wake up in time. after band, went home. but went to buy LOTR on my way home. spent the rest of the day doin the game stuff. Stupid computer.

Today, went for navy open house. nothing much. not really in the mood.

i know.. i juz knew it. u've been reading my blog. nothing wrong with it. but y can't u jus say it instead of hinting? i hate it. stop pointing fingers at me. i've done nothing wrong. it's your decision. not mine. stop saying that i wanted things to end this way. why can't u jus admit it? why must you push the blame to me? nothing you've done is ever wrong. i'm always at fault. Even things that had got nothing to do with me, you'll jus find your way through to point your finger at me. this is nothing but shit.

for goodness sake, pls stop toturing me.

my last post on wed rite? i tink so.. i was mentioning bout.. goin to taMp to collect concert tix rite? my memory's failing me Lah..... oLd means old.. haahaa.. :X

weLl.. collected tix then went to my bRo's hse then went home at 10.. can't really remember wat i did... hahaha.. see, my memory is really failing Me! most prob is chat wif ah Xing.. till duno wat time also.. either 4+ or 6 lor.. hahaha.. usuaL time slots.

woke up at 11+ on thurs.. veri veRI tired.. haha.. wan to slp sumore but canot lahx.. went for band.. aNgry.. haha.. thou shaLL not mention whichever Idiot who Played rough wif Me.. and Box me! FUCK. The Bible certainly din taught u to be saDistic. u're MAD! BASTARD.

went to play PoOl after Band... till 9+ went home.. i wanted to play longer.. but then they waNted to waTch aMerican Idol.. reached home.. gOt supERb aNgry agAin after having a 45 mins 'conversation' wif him usIng MY HP! FREAK. then chat wif xing tiLl.. 4+ i tink.. then go Orh OrH kOonx.. haha...

wOke up at 11+ tis Morning. went for drivIng at 12. tIs stupid idiot drive EVO biG fUCK izzIt.. it's my right of way. IDIOT. drove back home, went hOugaNg mAll, bought SPeed up! the Cd... and my Brunch... too bad din bring out my Nets.. if not i'd bought my LOTR full set VCD.. haIx! haha.. nvm.. sum other day. tat's about it.. SPeed up! is really a long long album.. i played it for.. 2 hrs already! 2 cds for the price of one.. hEhe.. not baDz~!

monday, went for band... taught till i almost died of loss of blood through vomiting. What's with the kids nowadays? Screw that attitude of yours! If u're gd, i'll be gd and nice. If you anyhow whack, Sure of cos, i'll anyhow whack you also. DAMN!

after hours of toture teaching, went to clementi to meet daniel and asri for dinner and met up with effendi for pool. Played till 11+ then go home... talked on the phone with ah xing until... hmm.. guess 6? not too sure. before i slp...

Tues morning, received a call... went to tamp. Had seoul garden as brunch. then slack at my bro's house. tIll evening, went to look for my parents, had dinner and then bought hang ten tops again. haha.. think i can go work there... after that went home in my father's new bike.

reached home, watched tv for a while.. wanted to blog last nite. but then wasn't feeling rite.. felt a little sick.. so went to room to rest and chat wif ah xing again till 4+ then go slp...

woke up early this morning. he called. came over. i duno wat to do now. Loss. Confused. anywayx, i went for driving and it was raining cats and dogs! and i'm losing my patience wif that damn instructor who does nothing and blame me for everything when he did not teach me in the first place! he even said, he should do on your own.. wat's the point of engaging instructor in the first place? i paid you to teach me and yet... FUCK FUCK FUCK! i'm damn pissed. the new recruits, him and you! SCREW you earthlings!

reaChed home... felt extremely tired. but then later gotta go tamp to meet huifen to get the concert tix. wana get sum rest... but i've got darn loads of games to install. actually it's jus one game.. wif damn lots of expansion packs. haha.. i guess, my pc is gonna hang even more now....

i miss papa and jerm... i miss playing pool... :x and i miss staying happy. serious.

went to the airport to send papa and jerm off yesterday. feel happy for them goin perth... but missing them loads... went home after tat... was extremely bored. so did sumting veri stupid.

Took train from airport, when i got a straight bus home from there. could juz alight at tamp then take bus home which is also faster. but din. took train till clementi. bored. effendi dropped off at bugis, mai at tiong and me at clementi, while asri at choa chu kang.

reached clementi, took bus 147 home. slpt from bouna vista to chinatown. couldn't slp anymore no matter how hard i try. duno y. reached home, slack like nobody's business. extreme bored.

at 12+ ah xing called. chatted till 6+ am in the morning. then caught some slp. woke up many times. till bout 12+ when i finally decided to get up. watched tv till 1 and went back to room and cope myself there. doin nothing. till 4+ felt hungry.

dad went to buy dinner and had dinner. still feeling veri bored. and heavy. there's sumting i'm goin lift up... but then, i need loads of strength to... sumhow, i've over worked and am exhausted. Shall lift it up and never look back anymore.

ahx...... juz back not long ago from the gathering... anywayz, it was Beng sieW's birthday ytd.. coz past midnite, and jiEwen's birthday todaY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABES~

Tired.. very very tired.. neeD to catch loads of slp... hahaa....
met up wif terrington and swee giang at bukit MEraH interchaNge.. goTta forSaKe playing PoOl wif asri, effendi and papa.. coz they booked me First.. haha..

went to pasir panjaNg fOod centre to maKan.. met up Wif Tat khENg, kok hai, ErIc, Mei Ling, aLlaN... afTer Makan wEnt to Kim tiaN.. meEt more Ppl.. haha.. tiKo guAn, qIng yao, seNg wEe, Kok LeoNg, kok Qing, beng siew and yiXia.. wah.. waT a big grp... haha.. haNging ard kim tiAn.. like illegal gathering..

went home at 11+ near 12... veri tired.. tml must go airPort.. Coz... Papa and Jerm goin Perth.. waNa seE them Off.. misS theM!!! hehe...