haLLoweeN!!! i Love it. but too bad. canot celebrate coz exams on monday! freakin hell. hahaha... i trIed to slp early last nite but din manaGe to. was tossin n turning around till three plus b4 i fell asleep thinkin of .... haha. anyway, i found out who called me last nite. it was jeff. idiot u. msg me so earlY... 7 plus only. woke me up. disturb my slp. haha anyway i still continue to slp tru ur disturbance. Till my alarm went off. ArGHz... had to wake up. well, my eyes was so red when i was puting on the contact lensEs! and for tis, i was late... haha.. but i wasn't tat late. reached sch at bout 5 mins past 12. only saw nise. haha.. anyway we (mama, nise & i) did wat we're suppose to do.. till nise left at 3.20? duno. haha. din see the time. after a while ric came. then studied a little before we all started to slack. mama n i fell asleep on the couch while ric was playing game. woke up by mama's msg then we proceed to tamp for dinner. walk walk around first then saw the really nice b*a at Isetan. haha... we went for dinner first at pasta mania while ric went to parkway. hmm... had a filling dinner then we go walk walk again. haha.. mam bought her sandals first then we went back to see and try out the b*a. nice nice! haha.. i really like it. wonder if mama like it as well... then we both saw a v v nice top at mango! tried it but din buy. din look gd on me. toO fat. haha... but mama really like tat top. then i went to try on another top. the pink one din look nice. but the brown one cERtainly did! haha... so i grab tat! Cool rite? then after tat go home. HAha.. while waiting for the bus, mama called me. she said she was wavin at me but i din wave back. make her look like sum mad woman. Haha. Well... sorry mama. i can't see u. i'm so short tat the fencing block everything! hahaha... anyway, waited for quite sumtime b4 the bus came. tis bloody fu*kin idiot was squeezin his way up. HeLLo uncle, u're not the only one who wan to board the bus lor. dun be so selfish. and do u know wat is call gentleman? u jus make me feel like u are sum bloody ti go pek. BastaRd u. if not for him, tonite's journey home wld be much better. anyway, reached home at near 10. shit. only watch v little of the tv. too bad. came online, chat wif pig head, stefan, mama, and few more. Xp still haven confirm wif me the date tat we're settin off for genting... anyway, i've got a lot of msgs~ i'd better log off first~! bYe bloggy.

bloggy... i'm back. hmm... tonite, i've got no inspirations. Y? coz i got frustrated. By this person who called me. i duno who. i was bathing. called back din answer. msg also never reply. I'm waiting for a call u see. sumbody promise to call ma. tat's y. then, was super irritated by BaBY~ i swear if i could, i'll sQuEEze u. when on eaRth will u stop messing up the house?! it's easy for u. Super damn tiring for me. Hav to clean up everyday! mop the floor everynite. If u're not goin to learn, dun blame me. u know i hav a limit. u sure know wat will happen when i get angry. anyway, i'm fine now. had a small little chat over icq wif stefan, a long lost friend from church. nice guy. talent in music. sumting tat i love. HAha... envy u... pianist sia. i wan learn piano also canot. well, i'm missing sumbody again... i'm not goin to mention naMes... hehe... tml goin back sch to study~ wif nise, mama and gal gal ling~ WaHahahaaha.... oh yeah... had a chat wif kevin over msn juz now... haha.. tis guy is... i duno wat to say. but cheer up duDe. hehe... he's goin back sch to study tml also. but i tink wif his own grp of frenz? no idea... anyway, i tink i better log off and try to slp early. if not tml i can't wake up. coz i've been waking up past noon for the pasT few days... haha... bye Bloggy. gd nitez~!

yEAh. i'm blogging! blogger was down in the noon. hmm... i'm online doin nothing again. listening to 91.3. When will they play the songs i LIke? Mus i wait till 11? pls play A.S.A.P. HAhha... anyone got any nice dance tracks to intrO me? Been looking for sOngs to download. Heard sumtin i like but duno the song title. hAha. Anyway, today nobody was at home again... so.. i decidEd to oRdER PIzzA Hut! Haha.. FaTtening yeah. Die. if this goes on, i'll put on weigHt. it's gona be shittY lor... Tried the baked rice... i still prefer swenseNs fish bake riCe. WAhaHAhaha.... crappy me. anyway, i realised tat i shld not blog so early. Y? coz i only get the feelins at nite. Then will i staRt tokin to bloggy... sO.. maybe... Be Back LaTER~

ok. I'm plannin to slp early tonight. Or at least earlier than yesterday alrite. wat's up wif me at this hour? nothing much. listening to the same song. yu jian. haha... from where? u know. aNyway, jus feel like blogging lor. bloggy... u know... i'm suppose to tell mama a story. but up till now, i haven told her. today, poor mama not feeling well. ok. i shall make a wish upon a star. Sumting which i haven done so for a long long time. I wish mama will be ok. She's a great person. Will she be my confident? i duno. well maybe. hopefully. i wish she'll hav all the happiness in the world. wish tat she'll be healthy, loads of great luck be wif her. ok.. b4 all my other dearies start gettin envious, i shall also make wishes for all of 'em. Nise: wish tat u'll be happy forever wif ur baby yeah... also all tat luck u need. Na: reAlly wish tat u'll get well ok... wish u happineSs also. :) Zhen: wish u stay happy n lovely dovey wif ur darling and wish u can fulfill ur 3 lifetime wishes Soon! haha... of coz... wish EVERYonE HaPpineSS! tat's the most important thingy in life. Sumting tat i seems to be lacking of. juz feel like saying sumting bout myself: u see me up online so often. up late at nite. i always can't seems to get to slp. I'm always missing sumbody. A person who simply needs to have a talk over the phone before slping? i guess so... I hav no idea. ALways up doing nothing but jus keep thinkin and thinkin. thnkin bout my life, ppl tat i've met. Blessed be the ones who're gd to me. selfish thought? i duno. Recently, i grown to hate sumone. I din hate him in the first place. WAs plain dislike at first. But now, it's hatered. I hATe him to the core. I hate him for leaving scars on me. physically and mentally. I HATE HIM for turning my world upside down. the used to be happy go lucky little laDy has gone into sum form of transformation after knowing him. Let me tell u this: I'm so much Happier without u. I was stupid to accept u in the first place. I was dumb to bear wif u for so long. I'm sure my life is much more better. Anyway, STOP callin me or msging me. It jus disgust me u bastard. gEt off my back. U suck trillion times to the cOre. haha. felt so gd to let it out here. It's not enough. anyway, i tink i better log off soon. the more time i spend online, the lesser hours i get to slp. Well gd nite bloggy, nite to dearies, pig head n edwin. Take CAre peEPs. misS ya BadLy...

oh pizza hut oh pizza hut kentucky fried chicken n the pizZa hut... wahahaha.. juz heard tis song ma. so i'm singing it lor. daMn bored lor. for the whole of today. duno how many hours i've wasted and am still wasting. doin nothing. hAven study anything yet. OK! i know i know. i WILL go study. but not now. I PROmisE. jus Let me slack sumore la. HAven slacked tis much for quite sumtime alreaDy. hAha. perhaps i slaCked too much. nothing much to say today also lor... waiting for my que juz to download one song. duno who the hell is taking up 2 hrs plus... make me wait for so long. leT me d/l firsT ma. i V fasT one. Now waiting and chatting wif dennis. A v nice person. wEird and funny though. yesterday was happy bout his patch. Today happy bout his breakup. i've got no comments for u lor. U wiN. Haha... and u. Jeff or jeFFery... i duno lA. Trying to confuse me. Close shave for u. ALmost make me anGry. haha... dun eVer try to do it again. if u piss me off... tat's it. do i sound ScaRy? haha.. maybe... cheErs frenz. u guys know i'm ok when i'm fine rite. i dun get anGry can alreADy. hahha............... i goin Mad already bloggy. go seek medication. ByE~

oh... i juz woke up not long ago. But duno y am i still feeling slpy. hAha. nobOdy home As usUal. Had A funny dReam LAst nite. Dreamt bout me quArreLLing wif my mum ovER sum Religious Stuff. u see, my mum wans me to pray to watever... but i wanA stAy as A FrEe thinKer. i GueSs tat's wat probAbly tRiggEred The dReam. HAiz.. anyway, as usuaL again, there's nothing for me to muNch on for the DaY! Hahaa... duno wat la. no BreaKfaSt, Lunch, diNner. wOke up so siaN... duno y... FirsT thing cum to mind was... hmm... no point mentioning. hAiz... so bOring. maybe i'll come back laTer Ba. nOw... rEALly got nothing to do lor. Bye blOgGy.

i'm not slpin yet. Feelin blue. super BluE. not those teary kind. Jus tat sumtin's Weighing me down. It's inside. sitting on my heart. Feels kinda heavy. duno when will i ever lift it up. neEd some help to i guess. Wat am i doin now? listening to yu jian from kevin's blog. A v meaningful song to me. Part of it also bcoz it's the theme for turn left turn right. A movie that meant sumting. A movie that i'll never forget. Yu Jian's a nice song. A song tat sumbody took notice of when visiting my webbie. Li simply loves this song. Li listens to this song EVERYDAY. EVERYNIGHT. can't slp without listening. Guess the only time or rather day when i completely stop listening to this song is when... i GIve up everything. Whatever i'm waiting for. Li Hates to wait for so long. But Li can't bear to giv up yet. Li seen so many boats around. sum are waiting for her. but Li is jus a stuborn girl. Stuborn or silly. i duno. Li INSIST on havin the boat she want. The boat she like. She'll rather wait though she feels that she doesn't wan to wait anymore. dear li. WAt is happenin to u. U're v lost. Sumbody once said tat sadness that can't bring about tears is when the heart is crying. Is li's heart crying? or is it torn apart? Li herself doesn't know. All Li knows is tat she's messed up. She duno wat she wans anymore. She's no longer happy. No more contentment from waiting and seeing boats from afar. So many boats out there... when will ever li find the right one????

haiz... super... sad plus sian. hmm... today went paYa lebAr to study... ate tat shou GOng mian... Too bad... StandaRd dropped. not as nice as before. then rain~ wtF! pooR mama n i hav to Walk all the way in the Rain to Singapore Post CentER's coffee BeAn. then we like so funny... wAlk in and out. up and down, sit outSide, sit insIde. Sit Here, Sit there... haha.. until we got a biGger TaBle. sTudy till duno wat time, Ric came n join us... haiz... study study study.. then mama got Bit bOred.. so do i... i gav mama my phone then she staRted callin... haha.. PiG HeAD~ hahaha... wondER how happy pig head is... haha..tok sum nonSense.then called Edwin... WAh.. cleVer bro. can rEcognise my voice... poor thing ah. no job sTay home do nothing. haha... anyWAy... aFter callin him, end up i hAv to meet him. so we ContinuEd stuDying for sumtime before i caLLed it quitS. I'm too tIrEd... anyway, i also losT my conCentRAtion alreAdy. so aFter tat, ric n mama went parkway. i suppose. then i went to meet edWin at hougang point. then go paSar maLam at my house here. SOrry bro. din know tis PasAR maLam so BorIng... sOrry.... wAsted ur Trip here. make u So sian. Juz like how i FeeL now. then aFter tat he wEnt off le.. GueSs he too bored. sO i called sTanley. Y? coz i reMember him sAyin if i GOt nothing to Eat, mus call him. Haha.. i haven had dinner ma. so i caLLed him. WALked all the way to hougaNg GrEen to meet him then hav dinner. Too troubLed. no aPpetite to Eat. left half the Rice to staNley. haha... aFter tat he aCc. me walk home while he Went to TaT PASar maLam. i dIn wan to Go wif him coz i was there juz now. So tis is How i End up HOme. super sianz..z fEEl like Havin a vodKa..... how i wish i can call xp ask her out. But canot la. she Sure wun meet me. Coz she wAn me to Study... gueSs tonite Is GOna to Be DAmn FuckEd up...

Ah..... back from studying wif mama. haha... suppose to go paYa leBaR. but mama not feelin too Gd so we weNt loYang poinT. It's ok wif me anyway. I dun mind. Hmm.. maNage to finisH up OB and... Almost finish CSA. Left wif the last lecture. I browse tru onLy coz the mcdonaLd's closing. haha.. okie... i will sTudY on tat. Tml mama say we're goin tO paYa lebAR~ and.... i haV to touCh on Accounts... HATe it. No ChoiCE~ Haha... today's studying was ok.. except for sum irRitating moments..... the kid wif the BaLLON. haha... poOr mama... Keep smilin at the kid. but the Kid Jus kePt Lookin aWay~ hahaaha... The kid irrItated me ALot... haha... but din reALly get onTo my nervEs yet... hAha.... tat's a gd Thing La... Anyway.... today's so bOriNG~ nobodY called me.... sob sob.. no one SMs me... Sob more... hahaa.... think i'm gettin used to ppl caLLin me.. tat's y.... but i jus fEel like tOkin to sumbody! Be it nonsEnsE or serious BusIneSs... i Juz WAn to tok...... Too Bad..... haha....... anyway, i watched a bit of the westside sTory, ReaLise tat the Tony sUn in the show... HairStyle looked a bit like Edwin's... haha.. the colour and the wAy he tiE the Hair. Wat am i thinkIn? they are 2 diFF perSon anywaY... Hope Sumbody calls me sOon.... OH yeah.. for tis fEw days i'll be bloggin a lot lesS.. coz i'm alwaYs not hoMe... sTudying oK. So... SOrRY bloGgy. Will get back to u aFter eXaMs.... Bye........

Today... quite fruitful daY! haha.. went to study wif mama. I did touched on OB! haha.. i know i shld do Accounts la.. but not la.. let me finish tis first ok! hehe... We met in the noon... bout 2 ++ I was Late! SOrRY~ then we were deciding were To Go.. ended up in Escape buRgEr King. HAd a haRd time makin my oRdERs wif tat tOoPid guy... haha... Study study Study.. Till i get my anaemia Attack... haha... scaRe Mama.. SorRy.. but i can't help.. i aLso duno y suddenLy cum.. haha. End up i hav to stop studyin coz if i go On, i'll faInt. Edwin call.. ask me go PaSar MalaM wif him. Sorry bro.. was stuDying Lor. neXt time k?! hehe... AnywaY, i rEmemberEd Mr Tall's naME! his name is TeRrence. yeAH! haha.. but wat's the point? i lost ur number. haiz... Hope u call soon. Anyway, i jus got home not Long... i Went to flip tRu my F&N textbooK. I know i neeD more iROn... So... gd sOurCes of irOn are... rEd meAt, eGg Yolk n livEr. aLL like so fattenin and higH cholestrOl hor.... haha.. i hate livEr. haha.. SeE how lor... now thinkin shld i call edwin or not... nvm... mayBe caLl later la... haha.. bloggy, my Post v long Already... tat's All for todaY.. bye bye . niteZ. miss ya deaRies...

hello bloggy... i'm back. Taking a break from those accounts... Haven finish yet.. goin to.. hopefully. haha.. i made a new friend again~ hehe... well.. i nothing better to do then to make friends la... hmm..... i v tired from those writing... now chattin wif pig Head n sum borin ppl. Poor pig Head... sick. Go see doc la. Stop givin urself excuses! wat no time... lAzy say so la. haha... lAMe.... Today's a rainy day... Sat nite.. so Boring. Waiting for my new fren to call. Feel like dancing agAin... haha.. but canot. anyway, tml going to meet mama to study.. hOpefully i dun slp too late.. and end up waking up late... hehe... well bloggy, i got a sms. i gotta go~ Back to studies also.. byE.. niteZ

Gd aFternoon~! hehe... i jus wOke up. YES! nice timIng. i MissEd my show. Duno why so nice to slp exCept for sum uNwaNTed sMS... IdiOTic u know... Fancy u Of sendIn 3 sms of the the SaMe MsG to me. HAiz... duno wat to do leh... I know i neEd to study la. But i jus woke up... as usUal, nobody's Home... Only my BaBy n i. HAha.. no BreaKfasT.. or rather lunCh.... haha... hAiz.. my house Got nOthing!!! haha... maybe tat's a gd thing. I can skip lunch and hav diNneR! tat makes it one meaL per Day. BaCk tO those dIeting daYs where i eaT onLy one meal... haha... does this rEaLLy helps? maYbe... toGether wif the stREss huh... I think beFOre i lose suM wEight, i'm gOna lose my life firST... haha... Duno... let things take it's courSE la! CAn't be bothereD anymore... Hehehe.... miss ya~! bye...

Headache... i'm suffering from it again.. tis time... only the right side. My gosh... it's been here since i log off up till now, it's sTILL Here! Go AWay... u are affecting me! I can't sTudy wif a heaD like tat. I can't concentrate Either. ArghZ...... so tired today. haahaa. i din go anywhere. sTayed home, trying to stuDy... log on net bloggin n reAdin blogs. WAtch sum old VcDs... haha.. watch till i Fell aSleep! haha... Can't believe i'm tis tIred... but now i'm WiDe awaKe~! i need to talk... talk to sumone... but no one here... nvm... I guess... i'll jus stop here... and maybe cum back to bloG later... coz... I'm still thinking too much.....

arh..... still tired. haha... thanks to edwin hor. duno y u cum up say wan to tok but end up playing wif my pc. haha... well... actually nothing much la... aLl u did was play game, see photo and tryin to slp in the living rm. haha... But i'm kind la. let u slp on my bed. Din't slp well last nite. Was tokin a little nonsense wif him till 5++ haha.. he was still tellin me to go for breakfast at 6. but no... b4 6, both of us alreadY slping. Thanks for ur eh.. gdnite peck. haha... the bloody jerk also never giv me b4 haha.. woke up at... eh.. bout 11+ downstairs so noisy! the karung guni man LA~ laze around.. wait for him to wake up. wait till i fell asleep agaIN~ haha.. but was for about half hr only, i woke up again. i light sleeper wat. so his movements i know. haha. snaTch my blanket hor. so cOld. haha... finally at bout 12+ 1 sumbody called him and woke him up... laze round till bout 1+ ba.. then went home le. haha...
*mama*: dun think haywire wor... haha.. u woke up quite early today ah. i was still sleeping u know? hehe.....

WAh....... so tired... wan to slp. haha.. juz back home from fisHerman... was wif mama & ric. Then on came along xp, keke & des. but they left after they finish their drink. haha... mama start to behave as if she's drunk... but i know she's not la. haha.. I'm so slpy. Eyes wana close already~ but i can't! coz edwin's on his way here. YES. At tis hr. Bro, u dun wan slp i wan leh... I v slpy leh. haiz... canot slp ah... hahaha..... i waitin for him to cum up... so tired... bloggy, it's late. bye bye and GD niTeZ.

It's last day of sch already. No more lessons. Exams cumin. stress is wat i've got. sadness is wat fills my heart. Screwed up is wat i did. I dun tink i need to go on toking bout stress. The last 2 post was all about it. So does saDness. But tat ain't all. Tot of havin to spilt up wif Tb 002 next sem jus doesn't sound gd. I'm happy wif my class. my classmates. Though sumtimes they are irritating... but yeah they're hell load of fun ppl! I duno how am i goin to survive next sem. haha. I know i definately miss peeps like my dearies, ric & syam, kev & kel... aLmost ALL... Ppl who know me well enough will know tat it's hard for me to get along wif new friends. COz i'm shy. haha... i seriously am. wEll... today's comm skills presentation Sux to the COre....... hahaa... I screwEd up the whole thing. Sorry guys. I was like talking to the table. COmpared to OB presentation, tis is terrible... but thankfuly slessor was kind enough not to mark us D. Thanks to syam who make the presentation so lively and funny... Keep tat sense of humor yeah?! Well, bloggy, tat's all for now... bye bye. MuaKZ~!

hmm...dearest bloggy, tis little post is bout me... here it goes:
I'm starting to find myself getting more listless. Aimless. Life bcums a routine. and i think i'm becuming more cold... getting more heartless. I can jus literatelly walk off... seeing ppl in pain. I still care. only to those whom i think deserve. Others are simply bcuming a bore. I'm not myself anymore. I'm screwed... I can't see wat's ahead. it's blurred and dark. No lights. I'm jus bumping around. lOst all my goals and aims. nothing seems to really cheer me up. I feel dumb. Feel like an idiot. Feel so stupid. Everythinng's not rite. I I can go around telling ppl to cheer up and smile. (i mean it. u know i like ppl around me to be happy.) But i can never do it myself. I jus feel so out of place. I jus feel so fake. MY existence too...

Super deprEss. I tink i'm suffering from depression AGAIN. This ain't the first time. But it's first time tat i get so depress wif my studies. I never ever did so badly before... this time, i really stressed. totally drained out. I almost broke down today during accounts tutorial... It was tough. I hate it. ALl the headaches and gastrics from stress is killing me. How i wish it's sum cancer or watever so tat i dun hav to worry so much, get so stRess. Quitting is all i have in my mind. Giving up is all i wan to do. Give up on everything i'm dreaming of... quit watever i'm doin. Stop everything and go far far away. NEver cum back. I hate my life. IT sucks totally. It's not as if i never put in effort. It's not as if i never try. I did! but nothing came. ALL wasted. Quitting sch is the first thing tat come into my mind... If i only i could, i will. I've failed before... never once do i feel this bad... Sumtimes, i jus wish tat i could meet up wif sum accident or sumthing and lose my memory. So tat i can start life anew.... I'm dead. Real dead. and there's comm skills presentation tml. I duno how to do it like tat... pray tat the models will still be there... and hopefully... no tears tonite.....

home sweet home... Or maybe... cold house. y? coz nobody's home. My house is always empty. only my baby is home. Poor little baby... Haha.. u ain't any poor thing ok. ALwaYs mess up the house. U better stop it otherwise, I'm GoNa squEeze u... haha... as if u can read my bog. haha... Juz now... yeah. after log off, nise, *mama*, zhen, ric and i wen uLtra supplies to bind our notes... Then ric, *mama* n i headed to kenny Rogers for xtrEme eaRly dinnER. Haha... Reminds me of those days while i was workin in the suntEc outlet... Had a FilliNg dInner... Then walk round a bit... seE B*a. haha... Poor ric. oNLy if u weRe a GirL... After tat we decide to head home... Bus came prEtty fast for me, buden, There was a hEAvy Jam on the way towaRds TPE. the Jam was so heavy tat i litERatelly fell aslp!! Haha... Then *mama* called.... Poor Her n rIc... Still WaIting For bus! haha... like for duno how long... When i was reacHin home sooN, recEiveD a sms from *mama* sayin sHe was STILL waiting for buS! My gdneSs. Poor gal n rIc... haha... duno wAt time theY reach home... Now, i'm watchin hoLLand v. After tis, i'll be studying.... No more blogs for today le... sumBoDy say i blog a Lot Leh... hahaha..... juZ kidDin :P hehee.......
To all unhappy souls out there: Life is full of challenges and surprises. Whatever comes today or tomorrow always look on the bright side of it. Believe in yourself. CheerS~!

Good Afternoon. It's 1416 on a tuesday afternoon. Weather? not too sure. I'm inside the lab :P Once again, tis is weili blogging. HAha... hell load of nonsense from me! Enough of tat la. I'm bored ok. Bloggy... I'm bored. Bloggy, talk to me!!! Haha... my headache's back. It's killing me. I suspect tat i got a tumour inside. haahaa.. then i'll die soon. I wonder wat will happen if i die... will people remember me? hmm.. sumbody jus came into my mind. I dun remember his name. but i know him. I know where he stays, wat he does, how he looks etc... But y can't i remember his name? i feel so bad... HAa... All i remember is that his name was sumwhere at the back of my phone list and tat was way before i lost my handphone few months back. I tink i giv him a name la. Call him... mr tall! Coz he's a lot taller than i am. bout 180m? Okay.. i shall call u tis till i remember ur name. Hey mr tall, if sumhow, i duno how or anyhow, u're readin this, gimme a call k. I need to ask u sumting. Been thinking too muh lately. Bout how everything got started. How i got to know boatie or rather piG head... haha... how i got to know mr tall, bloody jerk sampan, and many others, and not forgetting my new fren edwin... then start to think bout those days wif tat jerk. Better dun tok & think bout him since i'm callin him a bloodY JerK~ Then start thinkin bout pig head... haha... How small can Singapore be~ neVer really know tat we've already met (in BMC). Haha... of coz xp was the limelight at tat time... Everybody knows here coz of her ta***os and her funny ethics. I only remembered u as the "cute" guy holdin the same pencil i hav. Haha.. how lame was tat... Nvm... Think i blog a bit too long huh.. thanks nise for reminding me... hahaha... i shall continue another day...

Wat is happening to me? Why am i like tat? I can feel a load on the left side of my brain. I'm serious. No kidding! Wat's goin on?? Seems like sumting is buggin me again! It's bothering me... eVer since i come back online. wat is it? I'll be crazy if tis carry on. One brain, one mind, havin a million things goin tru at one moment. I can't even think straight now. COuld it be the headache? I hope not so. COz exAms are round the COrNer! Dun Get me into trouBLe Plz. I really neeD a clue to figure out wat's in my brain. HELp~~!!! I know i got a lot of things waiting for me to do... But i can't do it in tis state of mind! HELp~~ I'm dYing.......

I'm Home. Having a v Bad headaChe now. Duno y. It's killing me. If this goes on, i can't study!! but the problem is that i hAV to studY!! Die dIe also mus! Shit ya know? The pain... well, changed my blogskin wif nisey's help. Thanks dEar. : ) The next time, i'm gona figure out how to input sound into my blog. Anyone knows how to? i Duno leh. can teaCh me? hehe... Anyway, sumtimes i really wonder is there anybody who read my blog... I enjoy reading blogs. But i wonder anybody like me enjoy reading as well? Haha... duNO... Well, i wan to and need to study. I can't study at home... the computer and the damn tv is freakin tempting... how?! i wan to go out and study... but nobody to go wif... haiz... Think i'm really having a hard time here... trying to stay alive happily... I juz wan to be a simple person, get fasinated by little things, easy to forgive n forget... But this world is sumhow too... chaotic... things are never as simple as i thought. Dumb idoit is me, Weili. May peace be wif u ... BuaIz.

Haiz~! Got to know my CSA coursework grade. Damn it. Got my fav alphabat AGAIN! Y??!??!!?! I know i luv tis alphabat... But i swear i dun wan it for my sch grades! Forget it la... I think i really got to wOrk v hard for my papers already. DiE die Die... DeadO aGaIn. HAha... I'm going crazy... Having CSA tutorial now. Doing the damn online quiz. Haiz... SO many.. duno when can finish. Suddenly so tired... haha.. bye bye bloggy. i go do quiz first. Back to u when i go home ok?! ArgHz.. Freak...

Jus finish Bathing bAbY... He StinkS mAN! hehe.... today ar... Not veri happy but at least not bored. Woke up in the noon bout 12? i think so.. i duno the actualy tima la. xp called. I was still havin swt dreams leh... Haha.. Anyway, we went out, to bugis. I wanted to get my sweater. but sad thing. Din manage to get the one i wanted. Coz the shop dun hav it anymore. Too late... Wanted to get the one nise got at top shop. but never.. hehe.. scared nise will killl me. Ahaa... So we proceed to Bugis Village. Din walk v long i already saw a nice sweater. Bought it. Haha.. dun wana wait anymore. Happy! got my sweater. Then we proceed on... walk around... then xp bought 2 t-shirts. while i got one. After tat we went to great world. Walk around... nothing to see. The shops inside so bOring! haha... So we decided to head to Tiong Bahru Plaza. Walk around sum more... then hav dinner at sakae. Wah... So full. Tummy bloated. Haha... After dinner go home... haha... quite a nice day la. smilEz~ finally went out on the last wkend for me to enjoy. CheErs~

Hello bloggy. Told u i'd be back. and i am! It's pretty obvious tat i never go out. If not, at this hr, i shld be happily dancing away. HAha. Thanks beth for putting my aeroplane. nvm la. dun blame u. Feel so fReakin bored lor. I must log off by certain time. and go study. Received a sms from yingsen who's planning for a 4E1 '01 class outing on the 8th. lucky after exams already. Can go. Hoping to see more of peeps like regina, mei qing, sharen? those who've gone M.I.A . Haha... miss u guys so much... I tink i'm mad. I seriously need to buy a cane. and whip my butt. haha. told myself not to sit in front of my comp for so long. but ended up as usual. juz bcoz i wanted to d/l some songs! i took so much effort jus to find one song. now still waiting for the que. meanwhile chatting wif my dearest *mama*. I realized sumthin. i never say gd nite to my blog b4. i shall do it today! I'm loggin off blogger. Gd nite bloggy. Wun be back till tml... I'm Mad Peeps..... hehe

Am i goin out? I duno. Beth called say she's bored. Wanted to go out. But never confirm. Tis is my last weekend to enjoy. After tat, i'll be mugging. Of coz i wish to go paradigm for one last time b4 exams. But i dun think so since beth din call n xp is waiting for des to call and chris gona stay home to eat crab. Seems like tonite's gona be boring. Congras boatie on ur phone's road to recovery. But it's yucky to hear sweat evaporatin inside ur phone. Plain disgusting ok. Perhaps from now onwards, i shall call u wols. Who ask u call me pig head. anyway, u suit tat better. Fancy u slping so early on a sat nite. haha... disgusting pig head. If i'm not goin out later, i'll be studying. i dun wana sit in front of my comp for hours again. Hey peeps, pls confirm wif me whether goin out or not leh. i feel so dumb to wait... but i think i'll wait for a while more... bYe blog. Be back later...

Peace. Tat's the word. It's wat i'm feeling rite now. haha. Mad. Finished my web. Sad to say, it's gona be a plain n boring website. But there's pictures at the gallery! Of coz pics wif compliments to nise, na n ric. Wat a sat... din slp well last nite. My freaking baby was barking. At wat? i hav no idea. I DUN WAN to know either. It's creepy ok. Imagine ur dog slpin in ur room, barking under ur bed furiously at nothing in the middle of the nite. It jus freak me out. Damn. Dun wan to think bout it. If not, i wun be slping in tat rm forever. Woke up today wif thanks to mum for closing the door so 'gently'. For gdness sake! How many times mus i tell u tat i'm a light slper?! Even if u're late for work doesn't mean u can do so... fOrget it. Step into the kitchen, realised tat there's no breakfast! nothing to eat except instant noodles n instant noodles... Tat's gona be my breakfast, lunch n dinner. Anybody out there kind enough to ask me out? For dinner at least? hahaha... hopefully. Think i shld log off soon. Been sittin here for the past 2 hrs doin my web. Now it's done, and i shall take my leave... BuaIz~

I'm back to blog. y? Screwed up my whole webbie. The damn pics jus wun come out jus exactly like wat happened to my project. Lousy. Gotta redo. Hopefully everything turns out well enough tml. No. I'm not gona do it today anymore. Been sittin in front of my comp for duno like how many freaking hours. My vision is gona get from bad to wOrse. Damn everything. Poor boatie's hp spoil. no more sms for the moment. Hope u get a new phone soon yeah? havin this v shitty feeling now. Y on earth m i feeling lost? aRghz... Fuck it man. I still can't get over it. duno waT the hell is wrong wif me these few days. Gona brain dead soon. *mama* where are u... ur parting words: restart my comp. brb. but u never come back. wait until my butt got smoke ya know? haha.. nonsense la... dun blame u for watever tat's holdin u up. I'm juz frEakin bored lor. Tat's y i'm like tat. Wan to go out... duno where the hell to go... Hell? maybe in the future. Forget it. Logging off soon... Bye PeePs...

yooHooooooooo........ is there anyone out there who can hear me? No no... not techno. Haha... juz bored n sian. Not feeling tOo gd today. fEel like curSing hEre... hahaa... dun mind hOr.. FucK it... actually, i'm speechless. I duno wat the hell happen... y am i thinkin in this freAKin way... I shld never feel and think like tat. But c'mon. can't help... Watever tat seems to be bothering me is accumulaTing. I know i'll go craZy soon. i'm already am. Damn fucking streSs Now. Econs coursework? Got my fav alphabet as the Grade. Wat the hell rite. I know it's my fav but i dun wan tat. I rather hav the alphabet tat i haTe. But no way. Wat's been done can nEver be undOne. man, my deadline is cumin soon. i'm really feelin it. hOw on earth can i ever do well in my studies? I dun think i can in this lifetime. next lifetime Perhaps. I jus fuckin duno how to study. Duno. Damn confused. Dun wan to tok bout it... piSsed....

Freako~ wat am i doin here at this hr? I shld be preparing for comm skills test tml. finished tat shitty outline and hellish econs tutorial... Tot i shld giv myself a 15 mins break. but wat the hell... end up takin up more than tat. Got carried away wif reading blogs. Damn it. feelin weird. Yes rite now at tis v moment. i hate it. I hate it when my frenz are upset. i hate it when happy peeps are unhaPpy. I HATE IT. I swear i do. i always do watever possible to cHeer them up. but it seems useless esp for today. no mood to study comm skills. Tot of it makes me sick. Tot of whatever tat's bothering my frenz piss me off even more. How i wish i can shoo those feeLings away. Chase those unhappy shit away.but no. Never can i. I'm only human. Sounds so sucky. Duno wat hellish language am i toking either. I better log off and hope tat everybody will be Happy tml. Pls go back to ur usual self peoPle... everyone. May all unhappiNeSs be driven away. It not... ScRew it... Life sux alot yeah.

sO sianz.... haha... read my blog first woRd sian... Sure v Sian one. wat am i tokin? Hope u underStand. hehe... well today not such a gd day... many things happen.. no point mentioning la.. throw away all unhappy memorIes. and keep the haPpy ones rITe?! yeah.. y am i so fReAkin sian? Thanks so SlessOR... COmm skiLLs sUx! hahaa... neeD to do wAtever shitTy outline... Wat's the point when we're gona hav presEntation and watevER we're gona say will be in the outline? WAste my time... haha... comm skills.. comm skills.... comm skills Sux!!! Exams comin soOn.. sO streSsfUl... duno whether can i makE it or not... B.A is alreaDy killiN me... sumore got Econs... I'll die Veri sOon... hahaa... Think i'll hav to sPend less time online and outside... Spend more time aT hOme on BooKs... i dun wana rEPEAt... and tml... there's FreAkin comm skiLLS tesT! better go stuDy... dUn waN see SleSsOr!!! hAha... buAI buAI... muaKz... dearies.. miz aLL of ya........

I'm home! Juz reached home... HEhe.. kinda tired, but happy. HAha... Got my hair cut! HEe... really like it... hehe.. cool... haha.... but, got to say bye to my straight hair. The length's making my hair wavy... Went Plaza Sing Kimage wif nise... (Nise: How? Like ur hair?) Man... Two hair stylist attended to me. One i think is the junior one. He washed and blow dry my hair... I think the senior hair stylist told him to take his time. And boy! hE did take a hell load of his own sweet time blowing my hair! I sat there until i almost feLL alseep... HAha... 1st time ever did i get sumone who needs such a LOng timE to blow dry my haIr... Ended up wif stiff necK! Haha... but doesn't really bother me anymore coz i'm V satisfied wif my haIr... HeHehEhe.... : D

Back! I'm back. from... erm.. bedok. HAha... went to ubi wif min, zhen n ric. Zhen n rIc had their advance theory today... Wish u guYs bEst of luck (bit TOo late though) hehe... anyway... suppose to go 85 to eat... but decided not to coz it'll be veri late. So end up eatin at bedok central... So full.. tummy gonna buRst... hahaha... Took a cab wif zhen. The drivEr's driving skiLL was so daMn 'gReat'. He was goin so fAst... tail gating and was braking aLL the time! Dear uncle, dun nid to drive so faSt... Our lives are in ur Hand for GdneSs saKe. HAha... Zhen ended up askin the uncle her theory test qns... haha... Well... so Funny. Leave me so excited bout driving... Can't wait for my birthday to Come~!

heLLo~! I'm in sch... haha.. using this super-duper laggy pc wif super-duper small fonts. Everything is small. Haha... What am i doin here? nothing much. Wasting time. sO i decide to blog. hahaha.... Tis stupid lab is so freeaking cold. We're frEezing~! There's Ob lecture at 12. and it's only 11 ++ now. So bOred... Sumthing's still buggin me. But wat the hell... I still can't figure out! This is damn irritating. Can't imagine i speak like tat... hahaha.... I'm goin to cut my hair tml... Hopefully the hair cut will turn out nice. I dun waNa a disaster... haha.. Like who want rite... bored till toking nonsense again. I think i better stop... haha... bYe for noW~~~

Hmm... so fast blog again huh?! Yeah. Coz i'm so happy. y? coz of my capability to edit my blog stuff... haha... Off goes the frustrations. YeaH! Happy... Sha la la la... It's so nice to be happy... Sha la la la... Everybody should be happy!! : ) Horrible me huh.. haha.. Told u i'm MaD...

ArGh.. monday's a bad day! Monday blues? No. I seriously dun think so. At least not for me. It's jus so not my day today... aha.. I fLuNk my excel test. So fed up! Seeing ppl cheating. I jus hate to see that... Sorry guys, dun really mean tat... but i'm super fed up. jus let me vent my frustrations here pls. Thanks. IF not i'll die... I'm gonna explode soon.. sumthing's buggin me since last nite. and tIll now, i haven really figured out wat the hell... Thanks to all those who care to ask.. nice to know ppl actually bothered... I'm Mad.. I think tis blog is seriously goin to be where i let my feelings show... haha... hopefully my dearest frenz wun be scare off by me... Let's pray hard... : ) Anyway, BIG thanks to nise for helpin out wif my blog skin. if not, tis Blog of mine woulD be the ugLiEst on the wOrld... haha.. Luv u peEps, all my dearies... min, na, nise, zhen and all out there...

It's night time so faSt! i hate sundays. COz the next day is monday! and there's sch on monday. There's gonna be excel test tml and i dun understand a shit on wat's goin on... i sPell D-E-A-D-O. Haha.. Spent the afternoon on econs... Din get anywhere far. Shld hav studied excel insTead... HAha.. dumb DUmb...

gd nOOn~! My very first blog entry... duno what to say. duno wat to type. Only know tat the weather's perfect for slping. If not for my dog's whining, probably i'd still be slping now... haha...