Tired. Extreme.
Din slp the whole of last nite.
Jus half and hour in the morning
before going to work.

It all started on Thurs afternoon...
MSN xp if wkend free to go collect my stuff from Tamp.
Ended up with a suggestion to meet up at nite.
With me driving her beau's car.
I was like: WAH SO DARING AH.

Met up with her at ard 2045 hrs.
Journey started...
First time driving after so many years...
wat's more, a Toyota Wish. SO Big and Long!
Was kinda scared. (have to admit)

We went to alexandra first, her coy. to put some stuff.
Loaded and set off to siglap...
Looking for 'The Cheesecake Cafe'
Yummylicious cheesecake they serve there.
Ambience pretty nice too. But we din eat there.
Packed 6 pcs. Went to Tamp.
Collected my things and went to meet her 'bro'
and ate the cheeeeeeeeeesecakeees.

Went for a carwash (yeah I'm still driving)
before heading back to hougang to meet another friend of her's.
Was alrdy ard 1 am.
Friend drove this time, to tamp, get cue sticks.
and head to sims drive.
the guys went off and i'm back to driving again.

Off to 'Dinner' next at 2 plus am?!?
Headed to the Hong Kong Cafe at East Coast Rd.
Then went Marina Bay for some arcade games.
till 4 plus am.

Back to hougang (still in driver seat)
and rot n stoned a lil' at Raymond's place
before they send me home...
and that's when i slpt 30 mins and went work.

FREAKING TIRED...
Buddy, if you're reading this...
Have to tell u:

Thank you for last nite. I enjoyed myself though there were hiccups here and there.
Sorry for scaring you a few times! Anyway, I'm home already. I guess u already ZzzZzz! Still ask me to call u when i reach home? 2 nites no slp? hahaha... i'll be awake... for now...
Sweet dreams. Call me at 3 am if u are awake! LOL.

Long long loooooooooooooong day today.
Initial plan was to get home early,
do laundry,
watch dvd again
then slp.

BUT... i din't! I had change in plan.
and I made 2 new friends from my neighbourhood.
Amanda and Erwin namely.

was working (using ebuddy secretly) and xchanged contacts wif Amanda
and without realising it, I'm meeting her!
Oh, Ms Koh Li Hoon (my colleague), a very nice Snr HRE
drop me off at AMK today.
Thank you!!!!!!! she's always so nice.
back to meeting Amanda...

Reached hougang, and met her and Erwin. surprise surprise.
Went for dinner and then new plan.
Go jog after that... WAH.
I like stopped joggin' for 1 mnth plus nearin' 2 mnths!
but i jus said okay. So met up wif Erwin first and jog to Amanda's place.
And joooogged somemore around her area.
till 11?
Been quite sometime since i last jog.
and it's really quite a vast difference from the usual i jog.
taking into account of 8 rounds and the dist from hougang green to her place.

they walked me home after tat.
so nice rite! haha.
jus got myself freshen up.
goin to slp soon...
tml's thursday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
one more day to Friday.

cheers! i love wkends. (coz i can ZzZzz)
and... clubbin anyone? lol...
oh i forgot. I got a wedding dinner to attend this sat.
haven got any clothes (appropriate?).
shopping b4 sat anyone???
hahaha...
let me know. = )

I'm fine.
perfectly fine.

Am feeling aches on my back.
Tired.
Going to slp soon.

After blogging the last entry,
Jerry came to pick me up for mcdonald's breakfast at AMK.
Went over to watch tv after tat.
Doze off at his place at ard 9 am?
Woke up at...
5.15 pm.
He sent me home at 6 i guess.

And am at home watching dvd.
catching some old drama serial.
Wind and Cloud.
can't really stop.
haha...

but feeling tired.
going to slp soon.
tomorrow's yet another day.

Jonathan Ang Gim Leong is dead.

If I feel blue would you be there for me
And whipser in my ear that's ok
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time
If I feel good would slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender loving care
Would you die for me
Would you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love, to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away

Would you be there to love, to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away
Would you be there

If I'm away would you still think of me
And wish that you could hold me now
Would you die for me
Would you run with me
All the way

Would you be there to love, to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
To kiss my pain away

Would you be there to love, to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away

Would be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
To kiss my pain away
Would you be be there
For me...

Mr Ang, would you be there ?

I need that NOT anymore.
I've woken up.

My mind is made up.
CLEAR.
I did not do him wrong. I don't see the need to be remorseful AT ALL.

If I feel blue would you be there for me
And whipser in my ear that's ok
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

If I feel good would slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender loving care
Would you die for me
Would you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love, to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away

Would you be there to love, to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away
Would you be there

If I'm away would you still think of me
And wish that you could hold me now
Would you die for me
Would you run with me
All the way

Would you be there to love, to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
To kiss my pain away

Would you be there to love, to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away

Would be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
To kiss my pain away

Would you be be there
For me...

Would you be there - Redwan Ali

A song that i've been replaying for the past 2 days.
A song that best describes wat i want to say to him.

I'm hurt once again.
Should I wait for him?
I'm lost yet once again.
Been waiting for my phone to ring.
The whole nite. It just didn't.
A promise made... broken... and now lost.
So is my heart.