Thursday, March 29, 2007

it's like....12 more hours and i'm flying.
checkin in the airport at 10.25am.

met mama yesterday for dinner.
it's like eeeonsss since i last saw her.
i still love and miss her.
She's my mama ok.
i'm sorry to keep her waiting.
and having her to shop wif me...

and today... work was hectic.
coz half the day i was administering offer letters at SGH.
then i'm left wif only 2nd half to clear my work and do up my handover list.
argh!!!!!!! going crazy then... and the recept. kept coming to ask me this n that...
almost gone crazy. sorry to let my dear ms may and ms yien wait for my handover list.
but everything's ok... i left out something in my list.
but i remember already. gonna tell ms yien tml.

and then again, sorry to xp and bf for makin u guys wait for me.
see, i've been making ppl wait for me.
i feel so bad!!!!!!! but i can't seem to tear myself away from work.
i dream of my work...... tat's the worst part.
i hope i dun dream of any during my holidays!

i'm goin away in 12 hours time....
i'm feelin excited. tired. worried (abt work AGAIN).
guess... it's wat they call...
Zhi Ye Bing.

Thursday, March 22, 2007

hmm... i tot i'll come in and talk a lil' bout work.
have i mention b4 that i work in the recruitment team in my company?
and i'm in the admin n ancillary team for recruitment.
apart from that there's the paramedical team and nursing team.
wat's wif all these teams?
basically we split the positions up for hiring.
so to speak, my team hires all positions that falls under
Admin & Ancillary
which is a huge group.

and something so much of coincidence is that...
there are 3 ppl (including myself) in the admin team...
they are, my A.M and my J.E not forgetting myself A.
AM = Assistant Manager
JE = Junior Executive
A = Assistant
and then? we all belong to the same family 5000 yrs ago.
and our initials are all about the same.

AM - > LML
JE - > LYL
myself - > LWL

geddit?!? So we always joked about creating the surname "LIM" empire.
anyway, my dearest AM popped the qns today.
my JE hinted me sometime back.
it's regarding my conversion.
she was telling me it's up to me whether i wan to renew or convert. -_-"
coz my job scope involes this for other staff...
wat an open ended choice.
i'm thinkin about it...

Sunday, March 18, 2007

I'm feeling kinda lost.
Guess it's the quietness at home.
Even though my parents are home, they are in their room.
and i'm in mine.
we live in our own rooms.
our own lives.
had lots of tots lately about my near future.
dun dare to think too far... yet. haha...

studies? car? job? career advancemnet? new friends? new environment?
got to know alot of ppl over the net ever since it ended in Jan.
over different networks. i've got to enjoy myself more too.
i've learnt to live for myself totally. and am now lovin' it.
and not to forget, seen many diff faces of friends around me.
the ones who were and will always be there.
those that were merely there to find out more...
i was sitting down goin tru some past memories. some still pricked me.
but i've decided to seal it all up. once and for all.
i'm never ever goin to let it affect me anymore.
i'm sorry, but i dun see the need to remember anything u've done even though they were really once so sweet. even though there were difficult times we've gone through. the tough times. the good times. how much tears i've shed for the past 2 yrs.
it's all goin to be sealed up.

it's not as if i've not gotten over it. trust me i have work hard to come to where i am today.
i may not have fully gotten over it but it shall be.
i'm happy where i am now. doin wat i love to do at my own timing.
i dun have to watch the clock.
i dun have to worry about anything else.
i'm myself. i'm happy.
and i'm so much more happier.
coz i'm goin on a holiday soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and yes. W/O u.

i'm not feelin sore. i'm jus pouring out my thoughts.
and i'm done with it.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Hot. Sweaty. Shagged. Flushed.
Tat's exactly how i'm feeling now!
not angry. not blushing.
then???

just back from jog...

I think i completed my 1.8km faster than the previous previous round.
(note: double previous! coz last round i only managed 1.5km due to pain from improper breathing)

i hope i'm gettting faster and not my clock getting slower.
if i'm really goin that fast... then i'm goin to add another 600m to the routine.
tat's gonna make it 2.4km a wk!
Wow... thinking of 8 times to and fro... really dun make me feel like jogging anymore.
Wahahahahaha... i think i shall stay on to 1.8km till the day comes...

i'm still trying to convince myself to jog 1.8km twice a week. (tat's 3.6km!)
it sounds more attractive than 2.4km at a go...
i'm like doin my 3Xs table here. (mathematics sux!)
hahaha... i'm jus working out to see if i can work out! (geddit?)

i seriously think that the jog has caused me to type rubbish here.
probably too high from it.
but coming to think of it again, i still dance for at least 2 hrs weekly (non stop)
so does it help? i think so...
but if i dun go st james does it means i work out less?
then do i have to balance by jogging another 1.8km?
or do i have to dance at home for 2hrs?
i've done it b4 few yrs back and a few times a wk in fact!
but then, there was no dog.

i wun do it wif fluffy staring at me...
i bet she must be wondering if i'm mad/wtf am i doin?!?!?
hahaha... and i dun like her stares too. make me feel so uncomfortable!
so how... must i offset?
dilemma now... stupid of me to get into a dilemma out of this issue...
i guess, i'll see how it goes.
i'm starting to feel slpy.
better go bathe to freshen up. still've got laundry to do!

and i really love the pair of boots Zuley wore that nite.......
I REALLY WANT IT........ really....

Sunday, March 11, 2007

jus reached home from boiler room!
first time so early.
hmm.. coz Mr Eugene need to go home
hope he ain't bored... he looked kinda.

but i had fun. today it's damn packed again!
and i told the 'hooded' guy i'll be back next week...
erm... duno if i can make it.
left her alone at there i hope she's not upset.
L: if u're reading this... i hope u're alrite? btw, i saw the 'hooded' guy at the entrance area! there got more space for him la. ahahaha.

starting to feel tired. i miss alia's cute dressing.
and i love zuley's white boots!!!!! it's so bloody damn nice!
i want it...... exactly the type i'm looking for.
shoe laces all the way up and a cute shiny heart shape!
if i see it, i'm gonna get it. and it's shoe like!

ah... tired... duno wat's gonna happen tml. i hope i will be slping at 3.
and it's monday coming again! sadded!

Monday, March 05, 2007

blog again...

had a v boring sat nite.
but a not too bad sunday!
started wif family going for lunch at Sakae.
wee... then lou hei there... din get enough salmon satisfaction though.

then brother drove me to hougang mall
to get the hi-fi that i've been eyeing for less than a week.
nice nice... love it. it's now sitting next to my laptop.
squarish.. so kinda cubic.

it rained when we got home...
cleaned up my side 'table' and the mini bar fridge.
really din tough it since he left.
he really made the poor fridge look disgusting lor
wat a freak.

din get to use pc today at all not until like 30 mins ago.
bro was hogging on it whole day doing his project.
anywayz, i'm still hoping to buy more beautiful tops!
and of coz, shorts.
i also wana go ikea! buy some stuff. i can't remove the mirror i stick on!
irritating... i wan to change it's location...

oh did i mention that i went to the dog gathering yesterday?
the most fun part of all is meeting up wif nise and her 6 cheeky poms!
haha... all so lovely.
but poor fluffy was so disturbed the whole day.
good thing she got warmed up a lil' wif nisey's poms...

it's going to be monday again...
another 6 working days this week..
hope everything will be smooth sailing this week.

oh yeah, i, for the 2nd time indirectly, caused ppl to strike 4D again!
this time is ms yien... hahaha...
i jus say buy 4D and she really bought and it's 3rd prize!
hmm... I never buy 4D so i guess, i only pass my luck to ppl ard...
hope so?!? better pass some to my mum.
she's complaining why do i always let others have the luck...
maybe it'll be her turn...
or maybe... i'm not her lucky child... haha...
maybes....

Saturday, March 03, 2007

i'm friggin bored!
not goin st james tonite... after like 6 consecutive sats...
it certainly feels BORING.

Friday, March 02, 2007

Been pretty lethargic lately at work.
no idea why...
seems like the workload is piling up again
or is it me? who has become inefficient?!?

feeling kinda guilty for not joggin this wk.
i missed out jogging last wk coz i was sick.
i dun really have a gd excuse now. apart from the weather.
and the OT?
I gotta make myself jog twice next week then.
MUST go TWICE. sighz.

feeling kinda bored rite now. nothing much to do.
don't know wat to do either! damn.
dun feel like playing games either.
tomorrow is the dfs doggie gathering... fluffy's going.
and my stupid bro has yet to tell me if he's gonna lend me his car
or if he's gonna send me there.
i've got a list of things that i wana buy.
i need a more shorts! more tops! more pretty tops!
more shoes! more boots! more bags! and not forgetting...
more MONEY!!!!!!!!! hahahaha... that's the most impt i guess.

Saw a player the other day at harvey norman. it's white.
very nice. Philips. and it cost 179.
a little ex for home mini hi fi... but the gd thing is that i can jus plug in my ipod.
i'm still considering...
and i'm hoping to go st james tml nite despite the fact that
i've been there for the past consecutive sats!
I miss... Alia and the Raw Energy~~ haha...

feeling kinda slpy. but dun really wana slp...
wat can i do...