ok..... it's getting late.... after blogging, i shall go slp...

went to loyang point wif my beloved mama to study... together with mama's ben dan, felix. studied for a few hours... felt sense of achievement for absorbing so much... after studying, we went home... but...

reached home at 6+ watch tv hafway, went online, mama ask if i wana go out.... felt like.. coz it's such a boring friday nite.... so agreed... so, went to P.S to meet her and felix. Met up at 8+, guess it's near 9. Then we walked over to Orchard. Went Cinneleisure to buy movie tix. and saw Mr and Mrs Wu - Mr Allan Wu and wife, Li-lin. hahaha...

after buying tix, we went to taka for dinner... and then back to cinne for pool... 2 games in an hour... call it... looooooooong game..... hahaha. played till 11+ then we went to catch our movie, House of Flying Daggers. Am i rite? mama?? i also not sure of the movie title... anywayz, it was a pretty lame show... as in, the storyline was pretty bad. If you wanna go in and laugh at it... go and catch it. It's pretty funny at some parts.

Show ended at 1++ then we went home. Mama took a cab on her own, while felix and i shared a cab. so.... jus reached home not long... and faster come blog... coz yesterday's post was not published due to some stupid error. well, tat's all for tonight..... nitey~

So happpy today.... and so tired now...

Went to Bugis after school with mama, nise and zhen. Supposed to go with mama only... but then during B fin tutorial, nisey msg mama, asking if we wanna go Bugis.... such a coincidence!!!! wEeEEe.... mama and i were so happy.... haha...

Reach there, first thing we did was take picture outside Sim Lim sq. dun ask me why, coz i also duno! but, we were taking photos ever since we left sch... hahaha.... after that, we walked to bugis street..... walked there... din really see anything interesting.... did we? i duno~ but i dun see any bag that fancy me...

So we head down to parco... walked here walked there.... took neo prints! haahaa... that lame machine... then after that.... walked some more, went shoe trying! haahaa... kept walking ard and trying shoes... went to mama's shop... saw this pants... pants rite?? i kinda like... but then very long! i very short lor.. haha... wanted to try.... maybe next time yeah? hehe..... then after that jus kept walking.... kinda tiring on the legs... then mama says she's tired... as usual.....! hehehe...

After sometime, we went down to espirit, and i bought the bag after some consideration... then we went for dinner at mos burger... then mama went to work... nise, zhen and i wanted to go toilet... so we went up.... but end up.. doin really funny stuff... trying on all those funny looking specs frames and sunglasses.... you know, those wif super huge frames.... hahaha... then took pics of them and went to show mama... and we saw this very nice bag! a small sling bag... went to toilet after tat... and went back to the little miss match shop to buy the small bag!

heHehe.... spent quite alot... bought 2 bags in one day. after which, i rush down to papilio for free hair treatment... so packed! i mean the place... so many customers... they are soooooo busy! haha.. anywayz, i got my hair done in bout 45 mins.. and went back to bugis to buy so munchies.... hehehe... saw anderson at takopachi...... then.. hint hint.... i might be working there once more~~~ haaahaa.... hopefully yeah~

i'm so tired.. my eye's closing soon... anywayz, i had fun today!!! such a pity tat G5's not complete.... na* not around..... if not... it'll be more fun... maybe during the one week break, we shall do that again.....!!!

WeEeEEe...... burp! i'm so full. yeah... i JUST ate my dinner. "Ban Mian"... so full now after drinking that soup.

Had such a long day.... as usual. every wednesday is a long day. yeah... after sch at 7, went to hougang central again... to buy "ban mian"... reach home at 8++ near 9... makan.. jus finish...... OOppx.. hehe.... then i remembered...... i forgot to go to the lab today!!!!!!! hope i remember tml.

i'm so slpy and tired. but then canot slp. must do b fin. suppose to do it during the 3 hours break. but then today got special guest.. haahaa... end up not really in the mood to study. jus sorta entertained by mama and felix.... the conversation kinda funny.

Alrite.... tml, i'm goin to bugis wif mama!!!! yeah.... go see bag. coz i wan to buy school bag. then after that go to the salon... wEeEeEe.... then friday got HR revision lecture.....

something came across my mind the past week... i dun remember wat triggered me to that.. but all i remembered was, something like reminding myself not to take my friends for granted... so... if i took any of you for granted, so sorry yeah... ^_^V

mama: so happy of coz to have you around this sem~ 3 sems.. not easy... been through lots. nah.. it's no torture ... coz i'm used to it~~ hahaha.... kidding yeah... heehee... like so attached together now... it's gonna be pretty hard next sem i tink... anyway, mama, you're so slpy nowadays!! you like practically can slp anywhere.... pls try to catch slp earlier alrite? try not to slp so late ok... take care... miss ya.. and... of coz... see ya tml!

dearies: WeeeEeEe... we got.... G5! so cute... haha.. miss you gals~ miss the fun days we had! take care yeah.. c ya around in sch...

i want to go to the lab!!! the school lab!!! i hate blackboard! it keeps making me sign in.... now i dun even know whether i've submitted my quizzes or not! Stupid system. Why can't they just let us do it at VBUS? i've got to sign in so many times..... my fingers are now so tired of typing my matric number!!!!

Enough of blackboard. went to school for a very short tutorial session... haha... then after that went to country mana for lunch with mama... finally got to use that treat voucher. Been holding on to it since last year. after that went walking around... cause i wana buy a new school bag... saw this nice bag at espirit... but then.... the material like not very durable... as in, it can't hold heavy stuff... so.. i still haven decide... but it's nice.... hehe...

after walking around, we went back school to study... mama fell aslp there... haha.. while.. i read and read... till i got bored. hehe.. woke mama up then continue to study... saw nisey and na*!! yeah.... for a short while... but still feel gd each time we get to see each other.  after they left, we continued to study for a while more... then we went home...

took bus 8... drop sumwhere along the mrt track... then mama brought me to 'explore' tampines. hahaha.... anyway, got squeezed into the bus 27... mama should know wat i mean... then went hougang central to pack food home... feeling little tired.... gotta finish my last journal... yeah.. and.... tml finish up the quizzes.....

damn the stupid blackboard

Finally! over and done with PBL 1. Slept at 3 last nite to finish up the whole report. Woke up at 630 this morning... so tired. Anywayz, it's over! but then, still got another PBL... one marketing project, one psychology project... and one new big bomb i receive today... Jap project! DAmn!! suppose to do research on this place... called... Okinawa.. anybody knows where?

Well... you know... it's such a headache to have so many projects. Glad to see nise, na and zhen today... hehe... so happy to see them. went to compass point to pre-order cd and bought a pack of paper. i almost finished my pack last nite printing the report. Sooooo heavy... i was like so dumb rite.... should have bought the papers last... then walked around with that heavy plastic bag.

Was actually hoping to find some job... saw this notice at montip... went in and ask... guess wat.?!? they only need sumbody to work on sat only... i'm like... WAT? can eat grass lor... then continue looking. saw a notice at Anderson ice cream... walked nearer and it says: Staff Wanted. Preferably 40 yrs and above.

sigh.... still in vain. i jus continue hunting... i haven go to everyshop yet... when i have time, i'll jus walk round and .... who knows, i might jus get a job... huh.? hopefully rite... yeah.. hope.

How does it feel like to stay up late into the night waiting for something and end up getting none? i'm so angry!!!

You gave me your word to send me the report in one hour's time... and i got some stupid excuse! I've got to finish everything by today. So does mama... you told me last night that you're gona send me the report thru email by 10 am this morning. It's already 11+. WHERE ON EARTH IS THE REPORT? And everybody else had already gave us their part of the report and the notes... but you????

For goodness sake. everybody's waiting for you. Don't you have any sense of shame? When everybody has got everything in... and you're still delaying! Still got the cheek to tell me there's still tomorrow. HELLO?! the project is due early mon morning 9 am. It's all because of your there's still tomorrow... that's why we're still not completed.

You disappear during grp discussions. Act as though you're so great. But hey, i wan action. not words. You have tomorrow, doesn't mean i have tomorrow. You expect me to trust you and send you the whole compiled report? i'm very sorry. no way. you can't gain my trust. forever giving excuses for everything... and worse to worse, this is the grp's very first project to be due. We still got one more PBL and marketing project...

I really duno how on earth am i goin to continue to work with you... you're just making my blood boil. my dear papa says you've got major issues... i think... you've got GIGABYTE size issues!!! If you weren't our first sem classmate, i think i won't even want to accept you in the grp in the first place! May God bless me and mama...

Quite a long day... had test this morning. i dun wana talk bout it. Coz the more confident, the poorer i fair... haahaa. So i rather.... leave it to fate.

After test, did a little while for HRM discussion. I feel so screwed. I mean my group. So sick of it man... i mean the project is due on monday morning 9 AM... and bloody hell, we still haven finish! i can tell you... it seems like only 3 alive and working teammates.

Poor mama and i... we're like so 'ping ming' for this. 'Cause we've got NO choice. I'm really glad to have my dear mama around this sem. Most prob, the last sem...

Anyway, after that discussion, i went for TP band orientation. A pretty lame and boring one. Yeah they did have games... but it's like u're asking the ex-welfare who used to plan games to play those games? it's kinda sick for me! Haha.. it wasn't that bad la... still acceptable?

Only managed to play 2 songs. But i'm so damn glad! 'Cause TP band got Lord of the Rings: the two towers! wEEeEe... too bad they dun have fellowship of the ring. coz i really like the song, concerning hobbits. But having one is better then none....

Alrite, i jus went to sign up Who lives near you... and also, i was walking round hougang mall jus now and went into M.A.D shoes... coz they hiring ppl. took the application form, filled up. and realised, the pay was DAMN LOW. 4 bucks? NAH... i think i can get a better job. So, i'm still looking!!! i'm not going to accept that job... too little for survival. I'm gonna eat grass man~!

hahaha.... okok.. time to go. need to start on HR already. if not, canot finish, DIE.

Oh no..... i din go to the salon today!!!!!!

Was caught up... by my cousin! i'm happy 'cause i finally got to see him after sooooo long~
we went to grandma's place cause tml's our little cousin's birthday. He bought 2 cars for him and a cake.. while i bought one car... haha.. i'm poor rite.... hahaha.......

Anyway, my cousin... looks pretty smart.. but he the way he talks on the phone.... 100% typical Ah Beng lOR! hahaha...

did some catch up... but too bad we din get to see our little cousin cause he got school till 6.30... my cousin needs to get home by 8. He's on tagging...

all rite, i shan't stay here anymore... got to go... still haven touch my HRM.... die die.. haaha... and.... i duno how's my b fin... hope can make it....

Good noon... i'm so busy today. later i got to go to the salon, finish my my of the HRM report and last but not least, study for my b fin test tml...

was thinking through last nite... bout the past relationships.. remember sampan? wahaha... anyway, my past 2 relationships after sampan were cruises rite...

one was a, i would say.. second class cruise... i still remember then, i was so happy... but i was on that cruise for 6 months... and i found out that i wasn't the only one on cruise... before that there was already one..... then sum where in time, another one popped out.... so.... a cruise with 3 passengers is never going to work out...

so i jumped cruise... wahaha... met this second class cruise too... not bad... jus that he looks like a pirate ship. haha... but this 'priate ship' is nice... sumhow, not really my type of cruise... so i jumped back...

however, there are already 2 passengers on cruise... well that dumb cruise thought i was dumb. tried to lie to me saying there wasn't any other passengers. Think i have imaginary passengers? no way. so in the end, i jumped into the sea.

Swam hard... back to shore to a new jetty. Few ships pass by.. but then, i prefer life like this, right now. free and easy..... no more worries! hoorAy... haha... the cruise that wanted to con me... is still trying to pick me up back.. but then.... i will never board that cruise again. cause, one day, there might jus be another passenger popping out of no where...

hmm... interesting? i duno. i think so. perhaps not many will understand what the heck i'm talking about.... but nonetheless, i let my heart out... those memories will fade away... and i shall move on.... and one fine day, a better one will appear........

I'm feeling so agitated now!!!!! Everything seems so WRONG!!!!!!

ALL started when i felt giddy in the noon while doing HRM... the whole place was like spinning round and round... then i felt like throwing up.. felt a little better for a while.... then comes a super idiotic headache!!!!!

The world's spinning and there's headache.... i dun even know how i feel! and still felt like throwing up... after that went to biz park... wanted to eat.... but then.... couldn't really find the appetitie! Ate half an chicken pie.... threw away the crust part.... coz... I STILL FELT LIKE THROWING UP. and that amount of crust.... definately din't help.

Oh my gosh. Went for lecture.... with that darn headache... the lecture group was so F*cking noisy! it's just making me feel worse. after lecture.... went home. called my mum in the bus bout slighty pass 8. She said she's coming home soon. so i ask her to get dinner for me. BUT then now... i'm starving to death. fried some egg with luncheon meat... felt slightly better after eating. but my stomach's NOT feeling well! so is my head. GRR.....

I FEEL SO SICK. PISSED.

if my mum were to tell me tat she'll be home late... i would had bought dinner home... and now... i STILL FEEL LIKE THROWING UP, together with that headache... and that weird stomach that churns like nuts. I'm dying. Hopefully huh..

my parents are finally.. back..... i'm so tired.... had a super long day... guess it's worse for mama.... coz she's a little sick.... anyway... i wanted to blog... but i tink i wana tok to my mum..... so.... blog tml perhaps... cIaoz~

finally can get to blog. wanted to blog last nite at bout 1+.. but then i log on, my pc got hang..... wat a wonderful pc i've got...
 
I'm so pissed of with my pc...
 
i was typing out my finalized HRM notes... halfway... after adding A LOT of infomation... then my pc HANG..... HANG!!!!!! i'm like...... LoSt.. and stunned for a few seconds..... damn.... my notes~!!!
 
thank goodness after i restarted the comp, some of it was recovered..... some... gone with the wind la... what to expect... having some is better then none man..... but then, i still gotta retype the rest..... grrr...
 
My parents are coming back tonight.. erm.. shld be... midnite... actually, i kinda like to be left alone at home... esp at nite... counting out those times when the imagination run wild... i've managed to study better when there's no one at home... and at nite....
 
i'm gonna convince my dad to shift the big study table from my previous room to the room i'm sleeping in now... then.... try to convice my mum to get a new pc.. yes.. they should... or rather.... have to! coz this pc is gonna die on me soon... then, shift the new pc into my room...
 
then i'm goin to hav a tv in my room... yeah... mum says it's 29 inches... a bit too big huh.... ? and then..... i'm goin to shift the mini bar fridge into my room too!! haha... then my rOOm will be paradise..... cept that.... there's no toilet... if not..... i guess i'll be stuck in my room..
 
yeah..... dream on..... the tv's coming.... but i wan a new pc!!!!! anywayz, i've gotta stop here.. my half finish chicken rice is still waiting for me.. and i still got to take quizes and finish my psycho. journal......

aiyo.. how ah.. how.. so *fan*! how much notes am i suppose to prepare?? how come tat teh teh got 18 pages?? got so many meh..... like tat will die leh.. i thought only the more relevant points??? die lah....
 
sEe lah.. like so many things to do... even pig head ask me out for cycling i also canot go... wan to go also canot... haiz... can extend my sunday hours??? from 24 - 26?? i juz need additional 2... hahahha.....
 
*cross my fingers*

just tot of bloggin before i go to slp... feelin kinda tired... maybe 'cause of the fan tat kept blowing at me... you know... you start feeling slpy after sometime of constant blowing.
 
nite home alone has been accompanied by wat i call... classical music.. instrumental and some sorta choir singing...very nice... haha... quiet and relaxing. i woudln't say peaceful 'coz there's some intense moments in the music... you know... those music that relates to war...
 
why war? well... actually i've been downloading lord of the rings ost. so.. that explains the war part. i'm downloading all the three albums. haven quite complete it.. coz there's a lot! i mean three albums... each containing about 18-19 tracks. wanted to buy 'em actually... but very broke now.. my bills not totally settled... my source of vitamin M are all in indonesia! i'm living on a tight budget now... until they get back... you know... yeah... and i thought might as well buy the extended versions of the dvds... full set.. which is gonna cost me bout 200 bucks all together... not now anyway... sometime later... when i'm more financially stable..
 
Big thanks to 'papa'!!! thank you! love ya so much... nice and wonderful 'papa' i have... who volunteered to help me burn cds for my ost collection mentioned above... well, i've been looking around for ppl to help me... but all in vain you see... thanks again 'papa'! btw, i miss ya loads! haven seen you for sometime... speaking of which, i miss my friends! Effendi, Asri and gang... and esp. my darling 'sister'... Evelyn... ^_^v
 
haha... wonder wat's ^_^v??? it's a trademark... of my darling sister... anywayz, it's getting late.. i tink i better stop here.. coz i know i can continue non-stop coz... i'm quite in the mood to type and type... better save for tml's prepartion for the HRM notes...
 
Good night everybody. Good nite bloggy. Miss everyone... take care...
 
 

Oh.. something's happened to blogger again....... so many interesting stuff... but..... am too lazy and busy to check out.. hahaha. pretty contradicting yeah?
 
anywayz, my dad has left me home alone. He went to jakarta to meet my mom. so.... home alone again! i'm so used to it. doesn't really make much difference juz tat... the house gonna be dead quite.
 
I'm so bored. feel like exploring blogger and change skin.. but then.. come to think of the HRM research and all the other tutorials... arhx.. haven got much of a choice left you know....
 

it's a windy sat... my mum jus left for jakarta... business trip.

i've jus uploaded some pics from keke's birthday celebration last last fri...

Happy viewing...

jus can't wait for nite to come... coz of that 30 mins of simple life.... wAhahahz..

tot of changing skin. but feelin lazy.... ya.. haha... besides, haven really found the skin i wan... tot of putting LOtR.. but.... nevermind... next time.. perHaPsz. ^_^V

There's this new car...

Lancer + Evolution... so basically.. it's 2 in 1!!! both my Favs. MAN.. the New mitsubishi Evo-Lancer is so daMn cOOl... juz love it!

And.. there's these two phrases i like a lot... from the movie.. Lord Of The Rings... been watching it quite a few times... (Opps! :X) in fact, there were lotsa meaningful phrases.. but i really like these twO...

"All you have to decide, is what to do, with the time that is given to you." - Gandalf, LOTR...

"Even the smallest person can change the course of the future." -Galadriel, LOTR...

Journal... Quiz... projects... ahz... Psychology's workload's not very little... there's HR tut tml.. so... there's PBL learning... and i'm still not very sure who's really in my grp cePt for the three of us...

Marketing's project is starting to kill my cells.. i hate to tink bout products... grr... i haven started on my hiragana characters... wat's that? erm.. japanese... Grr... i can barely regconise the characters!

put aside the academic stuff... it's.. 5/7/2004 tml... wat date is it... some day that i'll fReak out thinking bout it. i've even got nitemares! OMG. tat's freaky. it's a day.. tat can make me fly up into the sky or even fall so low into hell...

IT'S MY TP TEST TML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

seriously.. i'm nervous.. scared if i'll fail... i've had 2 dreams bout it so far. scary ones. everytime i starting thinking about tml, the hearts beats faster and pumps faster... thud thud thud... hope tml i'll be fine.

thanks dad for believing in me.. i'll do my best.. of coz i wan my class 3!!! sweat sweat... anywayx, tml, my test is in the noon... please.. please..... DUN CALL ME!!! msg me or call me.. anytime before 12.30... haha.. i duno wat time will be my test till... so.. dun call me... oh yeah.. i'll be switching off my phone..... thanks .........