watched ghost game yesterday.
dun quite catch the ending properly.
lots of qns...
anyway, it's quite scary.
ooo.. i missed the cheesy hotdog they sell at GV.
mmmmmmmm... yummy...

went for the selection test today.
the place is kinda ULU.
and the test lasted for 4 hours.
not easy. REALLY.
i duno if there's any chance...
there's like 20 other delegates.

and after the test, i was drenched...
thanks to the rain.
even though i waited till it subsided...
it din really help
coz MFA's really located in a secluded area.
esp via the public entrance
it was raining cats and dogs.
and damn cold... BRrrrrr...

hope i dun fall sick

Been receiving missed calls for the past few days.
and all from PRIVATE NO.
so irritated with it.

first was on sunday evening
then monday evening there was 2.
then when i complained,
it stop for two days.
and today, at 9.15 or so
i got 2 missed calls again.
once again,
PRIVATE NO!
ARGHHHHH who on earth is that?!
it's v irritating u know.

and another irritating incident
i dun understand why singaporeans
when given free air at 90% of the coffeeshop space
still wana fight with the 10% of polluted area of smokers!
it's not as if there's no place for them to sit
there are a few more seats!
and this aunty in green
a blk 401 hougang ave 10
24 hours coffeeshop, SAT AT THE SMOKING AREA
at around 1040 pm on 24-08-2006
when SHE IS NOT SMOKING. NEITHER HER PARTNER WAS.
this is so inconsiderate!
still complaining about smokers?
think again. damn these no brainers.
act high class only.

received a call this morning
asking me if i'm interested in a job
which i agreed to in the slpy mode.

after thinkin when i woke up...
i realised i regret.
LOL
i hope they dun call me again.

and i'm going for an assessment test
next week at Ministry of Foreign Affairs
for a position i applied for ytd.

we'll see how it goes than.
i better not say too much
or expect anything yet.

i wonder is it tat nobody tagged
or izzit that my tagboard can't be found...
ha-ha

maybe i should clarify...
the navigations are on the 'X' on the cyborg
tat is, the boy/man.
and the tagboard can be found
by click on the 'X' on the pants of the cyborg
which is also coincidentally
located at it's private area.
savvy?!

anyway, been having my bro ard the house for a few days.
he's back. wif us.
in the past, dinner was him, her and me.
nowadays, or rather, these 2 days,
dinner was him, monster and me.
and i do think my bro is a PIG
we had BRUNCH together in the noon time
and after tat while monster and i was watching a dvd
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (thanks to my bro huh.)
my bro went to slp.
he woke up at 6 plus
where monster and i were watchin tv and net surfing.
and asked: "Shall we go for dinner?"
i'm like...
WE JUS HAD A DAMN FILLING LUNCH!!!
and u slpt rite after that and wake up looking for dinner!!!
omg... he's a PIG.

yeah, the wake up, eat, slp, eat kinda routine.
anyway, we did went out for dinner.
my stomach's gonna burst...
and then he went out again...
my bro's a funny man still.
it's fun having him ard.

got to work tml. no news from the other jobs applied for yet.
and i did another application today.
still trying out...
wish me luck.

Tiring day today.
No idea why so.

Went for the interview.
i duno.
they sound more interested than I do.
LOL.
serious. but i'm still keepin my options open
for the other four i applied for.

We'll see how it goes...
gonna bathe now...
feelin sticky all over.
Eeewwww...

new blog skin DONE!
i think it looks great...
Comments are welcome!

interview at 2 tml...
Thanks xp for helping me print my resume!

Time for a new post!
and a new skin! (When i'm really bored)

this week was not as busy as usual...
but i had a lot to do as usual... = (

still it's his bike.
so many probs.
Big fight wif him tat nite.
2 nites.
but it's over.

i'm busying myself wif more job applications.
5 jobs applied on thurs.
and one got back ytd.
and interview on monday.

that's pretty much of life.
nothing else.

sighz.
i din make it.
well...
time for another one.

so frustrated wif myself.
not being able to think straight.
and only manage to sort out wat i should say
when i was on my way back.
wat am i doing.
stupid brain.

nothing to be glad about.
and i spent so much buying stuff
preparing myself
and bothering ppl ard me.
well...
i guess to cheer myself up
is to think of the lovely bag
and shoes i bought
and the way my monster looked at me
when i was ready to go for the interview...
and Na* dearie was in town today~~!!~
yippie! i love seeing her.
coz i really miss her.
mama, dun get jealous...
i miss u too. ok.

oooo... i got the interview tml.
i'm so stressed.
in fact, it's today.
like many hrs away...

and for tat,
i went shopping.
and i bought...
a pair of pants,
a pair of shoes...

and a new bag!

i love the shoes and the bag
the look kinda matching...
don't they?
hehehe...

and that reminds me
that i can't spend money anymore.
coz monster's bike is in the workshop (AGAIN)
piston jammed.
alot of money is v much needed.
sighz.

omg.
i'm so nervous
tensed up
scared.
stressed!
about tml's interview...

yawns...
tired. kinda long day today.
woke up and went for brunch.
then to tamp. to fixed up the headlights
of the bike. (troublesome)

then went to catch the movie...
stupid english name: dragon tiger gate.
it's long hu men
not much of comments
my monster said the storyline sucks.
i tot it was kinda PREDICTABLE.
i kinda forgot that i actually
watched the movie like 2 hrs later.
ha-ha-ha.

went walking ard marina sq
and suntec after that
before heading for dinner
and then home to do laundry.
and bike washing.
so tiring.

oh ya, bernie's bestie 'small girl'
called me today.
it was regarding the job that i'd applied for.
i got to go for the interview on friday.
and now i'm kinda stressed.
coz i'm thinkin of all the qns and
most imptantly,
my image. as they always say:
First Impression Counts
getting worried.
gonnna get some tips from Bernie
(u there?) ha-ha-ha.

i wanted to blog last nite
but i was too tired to.

anyway, went meeting up
wif my dear poly mates...
they are:

da jie: Jiewen
er jie: Jean
No. 3 : myself
si mei: Weishan
No. 5 : my MAMA
xiao mei : Adeline.

was fun seeing then again.
miss those school days.
and was quite demoralized
when they are all doin so well
as in schlin, working.
not like me.
arghz. no news from the job.
i duno wat to do.
life is getting aimless
i'm feelin so lousy.
sighz.
but i still love them all.

and it was Na's dearie birthday ytd!
i hope she got my sms.
anyway, happy belated my dear.
hope u have had a great time.

oh yeah, we caught the fireworks ytd.
i remember before that,
we were pretty reluctant to watch.
but then after seeing a little,
it's jus too prrreeettty to walk away.
ha-ha.
and the crowd was... mountain ppl mountain sea.
i think u get wat i mean.

i'm feelin so lazy now.
i see a pile of clothes lyin next to me.
i dun feel like foldin 'em up and keepn' 'em.
but i have to.
lazy. real lazy.

i should be stoppin. otherwise
i won't be slpin anytime soon...
with the cloths still sitting quietly next to me.

I back in like less than 5 hours!
to blog about some freaking incidents
that has been occuring lately
around bugis (at least it's where i witness)

i'm so irritated with these china-men
with their doings. i think i should blog it out
LOUD. hopefully. enough to warn those
who are doin cashiering.

ok look. it goes like this:

there's been 3 personal cases (HAPPENED TO ME!)
where 3 different china men
at 3 different occasion (but all of recent cases)
2 on one same day and 1 jus happened today
came to buy tako ball from me.

firstly, he hands me a 50 dollar note.
to make things simple, as usual,
i asked for a 20 cent. coz takopachi is $2.20
NOT $2. PLEASE READ. dun act blind when u are not.
next, the man will dig out some coins
and ask u to damn give him $48 dollars change
while he digs for his 20 cents.
it sounds perfectly fine rite?
NO IT'S NOT!
when u try to take the 50 dollar note from him
(to be safe) and give him the 48 bucks change,
he DOESN'T let go of the 50 dollar note.
he holds it damn tightly and yells at u.
asking u to give him 48 dollars change.
and if u do turn back and get him the change
(personal encounter wif one of them)
he keeps his 50 dollar note BACK into his bag
and when u return wif 48 dollars
he'll pretend searching for that damn 50 dollar note.
trying to trick u into believing
that u took it.

why?
so that he can bloody hell have a box of takopachi
for 20 fucking cents! and earn 48 bucks from it!
3 cases. in less than a week.
i'm alert enough together wif the aunties and fellow collegues
to keep watch on such faggots.
2 on sunday. one today. bloody hell tues.
and if u are wondering am i making this up
or being over sensative
sorry. NO.
it does not happen to me alone.
for today's case, the aunty at corochan came to me after she saw him
at my stall. and told me to beware
coz he was fucking doing the same thing jus now.
at corochan. confusing ppl wif his dollars and cents.
and i heard some of the neighbouring stalls
got tricked and had to fork up 80 over dollars.
for compensation sake.

fuck these china men.
fancy you coming to SG to cheat.
go back! to ur china.
i'm gonna see wat i can do to raise an alert for this.
this is really BAD.

i so wana take time to blog.
coz i'm so disturb by this person.
and this person proves to me that photos
CAN BE DECEIVING.

it's not our nation's well known blogger.
she's proud to tell u
that she uses photoshop
and i really admire her photoshop skills.
at least she admits.
but this person i saw ytd
was totally a huge turn off in person.

i came across her picture on the net
quite sometime back.
i tot she look above average.
until yesterday...
i COULD NOT recognise her.
it's really far from average.
and wat's worse...
i dun even know her in person
and it's like she's had a huge prob wif me.
attitude. that's the only word i can use.
i guess.
being the sensative and on-guard me.
i know she takes a disliking towards me.
i din mention a single word
for my monster's sake.
and i know for freaking obvious sake
she was gossiping abt me.
i ain't stupid.

but i decided to ignore it.
i remember this:
never bother about what ppl say.
coz u're living for urself. NOT THEM.

cool.

It's off day for me today again!
but i'm working tml when he's not.
Hmmm... not fair.
haz... anyway, haven been feeling really well.

my cough have yet gone completely
and i'm plague wif a new prob.
havin runs... to and fro the toilet
throwing up was minor.
my stomach isn't really itself lately.
i've no idea wat is wrong
and obviously i do not like the idea
of visiting the doctor.
it's of minimum pain
but maximum gross after every run.

life's pretty aimless nowadays.
i gave up pursuing my dream of buyin a car
by the age of 21 when i decided to commit.
i stop thinkin for myself for the future
and let life live me for the past many months.
i can't say few. it's been quite long.
it has always been work. home. him.
nothing else.
Bernie recommmeded me a job and i applied for it.
(Thanks a lot girl.)
and even before i get shortlisted for interview
i'm starting to think about many possible stupid stuff
like there's gonna be no chances of going out together
if i start working there.
Urrrrrghz. i hate this feeling.
when will i ever stop thinking of such stuff???
Sighz.

suddenly i feel so slpy.
no idea why.

it's off day today!
am i suppose to go jogging?
my cough and flu subsided but it's still there.
i duno if the body can take it.
i dun wana create a scene (imagine myself fainting)
this is ridiculously STUPID.

nothing much nowadays.
it's always work.
not that busy. i mean how busy can i get
with a part time job?
been thinking lately.
what do i really want?
really i dun have a clue.
i need to settle down to think.
not 'float' ard like this.

my monster finally knows how to think.
he wans to start a joint savings account next mnth.
hopefully 5 yrs down the road
there's better news to come.
but i'm unsure myself.
it's the old lousy line.
"It's not you. But Me."
i duno. i jus feel uncertain nowadays.
i think i got to plan perhaps.
i think i'm resistant to change.
jus like wat i learnt in HR.
sighz.

another week of m.i.a
busy with work.
and some other stuff.
haven been getting enugh slp
and am really sick.

my monster finally got his license!
yAy! and the photocard license jus arrived an hour back.
no more worries.
my day at taka really sux.
complaints from myself are more than anything else
i can spent the whole day complaining non stop.
INCREDIBLY SLOW BUNCH OF PEOPLE.
kill me or watsoever.
i will never go there to work.

i'm goin joggin later
wif my running nose and cough
i duno if it's alrite for the body.
geeez.....

bad day today.
i kept asking myself
wat's wrong wif me.
i'm so afraid. i'm having doubts.
more doubts each day
towards my r/s.
xp calls him the monster.
i think it's a nice name for him.

i received a call today.
and was asked if i could work on sat.
but at... TAKASHIMAYA.
ehz... i accepted the offer.
but i'm really kinda scared.
coz i'm afraid of the crowd.
it's diff from bugis.
and i'm unfamiliar wif everyone there.
i hope i dun get into any trouble.
i hope.

initially, i planned to go jogging on sat.
but then... i got to work.
i think i need to start planning a exercise regime
for myself. anyone interested???
(Bernie??)
most probably jogging in the evenings.
on my off days. i mean off-days
when i'm alone.
but this week i think it's gone.

he's having his tp on thurs early morning
and i'm goin down wif him
and sat i'm working at the dreaded taka.
so no off days left this week.
should start next week if everything goes well.
i better start it asap.
before the fats weigh heavier each day.
to hell with the fats!!!!!!!

July already.
my last post was June.
about my hair colour.

nothing much goes on nowadays
i'm still holdin on to one job.
yeah.
at bugis. and tat reminds me...
of my promised list of facts.
not quite done yet still.
LAZY ok. i admit.

went to devil's bar the first time on 28/6
to celebrate ma fren'z bday.
nothing else interesting.
nice to see my frens. close pals.
esp xp.
and something joseph said made me think about
my bf. hmmmmm...
let's not go into tat.

i've finished reading the two books i bought.
got to get some more i guess. maybe 2 books for a mnth
how's that... cool.
anyway. i'm gettin real bored.
and getting real FAT nowadays.
i dun jus say FAT for nothing
i am really growing FAT
coz i see the change REALLY.
it's jus saddening.
urghz.

I tot i'll come and update.
coz i did something to myself today.

a change
in my
HAIR COLOR!!!

and it costs me a bomb indeed.
not a v recommendable place.
but i still love it in the end.
so it's not tat bad either.
supposedly a haircut.
but the hairdresser coax me into this.

'nugh said.
let the pics do the talkin for u...




and for the next pic, i was only tryin to act cute.
i swear i din put any blusher.
i duno y i look pink.
REALLY




and i tot i'll end it with a classic pic!

been really long since i last posted.

the previous post did rake up a bit of prob
causing me to lose my job.
but wat can i say.
it's how i feel.
it's my blog. and it was injust done to me.
and it's the truth. you dun like wat u saw.
and did wat u wanted to already.
so let it be. jus like wat i've said.
i'm fine. i wun starve to death not working in the morning.
and one impt thing. u dun ever mention abt him and my work.
his behaviour has got nothing to do with my work.
u are way too much to say tat.
and ur outburst had really set me thinking.
i shan't elaborate further. coz it's jus makin me boil.

it's been almost a wk since i stopped workin there.
i'm livin a v much relaxed lifestyle now.
and i actually stepped into kino and bought books
for self entertainment purpose. tat's so nooot me.
for a long long time.

i'm giving myself a break in the meantime.
jus workin at tako.
and tat reminds me that i've got a
"Facts abt Tako" to blog about.
let me sort out the list rite first.
coz i've been getting real irritated by those customers
nowadays.
no more 3 jobs. back to square one. 1 job. + cleaner
i'm satisfied at the moment.
gimme a break from those silent pressure
from the 3 jobs. where nobody knows.
and i've made it clear to him
tat he in any case do not interfere wif my choice of jobs.
i hope so.