as i allow myself to step into this relationship again,
i jus cross my fingers.

all i wan and ever wish for,
is jus simply,
for everything to go on well...

hopefully, it will not be like the past 2 times.

忘了有多久 再没听到你
对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很久 我开始慌了
是不是我又做错了什么
你哭着对我说 童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂 从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了
我愿变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里

你哭着对我说 童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂 从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了
我愿变成童话里 你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局

我要变成童话里 你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局

我会变成童话里 你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
一起写我们的结局

*童话*光良*

told me to remember to miss u.
haha.

and yes, i did.

miss u loads. rather than jus miss u.

=P

I seriously duno wat to say.
this is the second time you're asking for a
'patch-back'.
if i were to agree, it will be the third time.

i guess i'm in a dilemma.
i should really ignore u first.
should i?
maybe i should jus let things take its course.
i dun wan to make any of such bgr decisions
at this point in time.

wat can i say now?

all i have in mind is stillmy beloved grandma.

i have had a very long day today.
i slpt at 4 plus near 5 am
and woke up early morning for hssband's syf.

this is the first time after so long,
my heart goes out to the band once again.

My dear band,
i know u guys aim high.
it's good to aim high for a gold.
but then like wat i've said.
it's not wat u get. it's how much effort that you've put in.
and who says maintaining a sliver is easy?
i am really so proud of u guys.
my batch only did a bronze.
this is the first time i see a band who gets a sliver and cried so hard.
everybody cried... it was... indeed a sad moment.
yes, we'll stand firm
you guys din fail. neither did u fall today.
work hard for the next syf... juniors.
GO THE DISTANCE.
gold does not come overnight.
hssband went back to comp only from my batch. 3 syfs.
you guys did ur best. great job.
love u all... it was great to see the band spirit and teamwork once again.
i miss my band days...

oh.. i went to buy 2 books today!
wow. haha.
haven been reading for long time. and that reminds me...
i must go buy 8 days tml.
i bought 'Asking for Trouble' by Jason hahn, a writer for 8 days.
and this very interesting book entitled..
He's Jus Not Into You...

been quite sometime since i last blogged.
kinda abandon my blog.
it's not that i'm lazy to blog.
jus that i dun feel like.
there's nothing much for me to blog either.

my life's pretty much the same.
it's either work or home, slacking, bumming ard
playing sims 2.
oh yeah, it's hell lot of an addiction.

there's nothing much else to do...
actually there is.
pack up my bookshelf, head to the gym, arrange singing sessions...
blah blah...
did i mention b4 that i've found new interest in workin out in the gym?
well not much of working out.
jus sweating it out... make myself more alive?
oh... and i'm still hooked on to singing.
there's more things i can do.
jus that i can't seem to bring myself to do it.. lazy. ya. i know.
i've got nothing on today.
been ask to j0in movie.. but then, movie is not really my thing.
cept for the nachos. =X
i duno if i shld go or not.
or jus bum at home and
control my sims...

dun bother askin me if i'm feelin better...
coz, i will say ya. i am.
whether am i... this i do not know.
so dun bother askin.
now i feel like watching LOTR again... sheesh...

first and foremost,
thanks to everyone who care...
those who came down...

finally, it's over.
i mean, the 5 days long funeral.
back home from CCK cemetery.
the burial ritual.
it's indeed a very sad thing to come to accept the fact that
the one who took care of you,
watched you grew up,
taught you those things you ought to know,
jus left you. without a word.
i really do miss and love my grandma alot.
but things are not really over yet.
the 7th day ritual, 49th day ritual and 100th day ritual.
i'm dead beat.
four hours of slp for 5 days.
jus hope that i can energize myself by tml.
coz i got to work on thurs. and the 7th thingy as well.

jus as soon after i posted my previous post,
the phone rang.
non stop
i felt uncomfortable.
and there it is.
I LOST MY BELOVED GRANDMA.
I was still missing her on my way home.
Now, i LOST HER TOTALLY.
NEVER EVER will i see her again.
NEVER EVER will she hear me call her anymore.

You Have Good Karma

In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others. Your caring personality really shines through. Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out. But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots.

How's Your Karma?

Well, true or false, i dun know
jus for fun.
anyway, i think...
i'm goin to set myself free
yes.
be myself once more.
let go... and be free...

You Are Somewhat Honest

You do tend to tell the truth a lot But you also stretch the truth on occasion You figure a little lie isn't a big deal As long as it doesn't hurt anyone too much!

How Honest Are You?

had one of the worst paper today
was writing rubbish throughout the whole damn paper
let's jus hope that i dun have to go back
to take supp paper.

after tat went to meet chris and her mr L for KBOX
wah... first time i sang Sooooo much.
i mean... really alot!! first time i open my voice in public!
hahaahha
basically got hooked onto singing!!!!!!!!
i wana go singing again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha
anywayz, it did help me forget lots of things already.
so relaxed now.
tired also....
*yawnz*

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen. Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people. You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find! People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

i have a thousand and one things to say today.
i am so moody now.
i received 2 missed calls this morning.
damn.
why do i always never hear my phone ring?
why do i always not feel the vibration?
why? why? why?
i yearn to know who called me.
one of the numbers actually looked so freaking familiar
seems like your home phone to me.
why did i not leave the room to call back before sitting down???
why?
things often goes this way.
i tried callin back after my paper.
no one picked up.
i used to tell myself not to bother about missed calls
yes, often i don't. but this time round, i really can't help.
was out wif mama, ade, shan, wen and jean having lunch.
walked ard. but then the mind jus seems to stray off.
went in to K pool. saw the billard table.
OMG. it happened again. CNY eve is back.
i'm really lost.
right now, i have no mood for anyting.
not even my paper for tml.
i guess, i have to take a long break first. hopefully, make myself study at nite.
and brace the courage to find out who called me.

oh... it's your birthday today.
Happy birthday.

Its your birthday in about 20 mins time.
jus wana wish you happy birthday.
may your dreams come true.
enjoy yourself.
i'm sure you will...

You Are Bold And Brave

But daring? Not usually? You tend to like to make calculated risks. So while you may not be base jumping any time soon... You are up for whatever's new and (a little) exciting!

How Daring Are You?

You Are A Loyal Sidekick

While you aren't the most visable one in your group... You're always up for a good time or conversation And you stick with your friends no matter what You may feel underappreciated - but it only seems that way!

What Kind of Friend Are You?

i dreamt of you last nite again.
you hoping for reunion.

IT WAS JUST A DREAM

*Shruggs*

You Are 50% Normal (Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

went to work today.
changed shift wif chui yee for this wk.
your sis dropped by for a box of bacon and cheese
first thing she asked me was:
"are you still with my bro?"
me: "no." (trying to react cooly to it)
sis: "he broke up with you?"
me: "no... it was like... no contact and tat kind of stuff..." (trails off)
sis: "..." (aggitated expression)

after she left, i sorta lost my concentration in work for a while.
what does this means?
i guess, nobody else knows better than i do...
i'm not feeling too good about it.
esp when u turn up for cleaning today.
nagging about your coming bday.
i know... in less than a wk's time.
what can i say?
i jus wanna wish u happy birthday. that's all.

yawnz...
jus woke up... haha...
it's like 7pm now...
i woke up at 6 plus though.
had a long long day ytd.

went to work.
after work went down to Singapore Conference Hall
to watch the band's final round of rehersal for SYF
at the concert hall.
went back to sch with them and ended up staying overnite there.
did some silly stuff...
'slpt' along the corridor...
haha... it's cool... you watch the sky changes
and the wind's definitely chilly enough!
went home at 7?

reached home at around 8+
bathe, wash clothes, surf the net for a while...
surprisingly, i WASN'T slpy at all?!?!
till about 9.
made myself slp... and here i am posting this.
if i'm not wrong, mama, you did ask if i wana go back sch wif ya today rite?
erm... there's no call from you...
so i jus slpt tru the day lor....
hehehee......

Your Brain is 46.67% Female, 53.33% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?