The minute you walked through my door
I knew this love was forever more
But then you told me all these lies
See the tears filling up my eyes

All i want
Is a little piece of heaven
All i need
Is a little piece of heaven

You taught me right from wrong
And told me always to be strong
But now i'm better off alone
Searching for a better home

-Piece of Heaven 2004-

When's the last post? now i duno.. gotta open another xpLorer to teLl.. haha.. aLrite, it was tues.. to be eXact, it was Monday nite.... i remembER now...

So.. tues... is a boring day. i shaLL not relaTe anything.

wEdnesday... wEnt to peixiN baNd with jermainE... PlaYed hot Latin... last played few years back!!! haha.. i miss those days... coz there were performances at sentosa and all tat... meMories. then after went to tiong bahru wif Jerm for dinner at... simply tHai. then Went to teLoK blaNgah. went hOme At 3+ aM. thanks to Mum.

so.. it's thursday today.. slpt very little... shaLl not explAIn.. it's not anything Worth mentioning... then went back hss for baNd praCticE~~~~~~ arh. long awaited..... finalLy. but.. did nothin much. coz they were plaYing the competition piece.. and guess wat, there's no practice on sat! WTF.. haIz~ everybody wans a praCtice man... so happy to see the Members.... felt weLcomed.. hahaha... coz of ppl like cute eunice, Qin and Of coz, my dearest mei... aWwwwww.... haahaha..

went for dinner wif eFfendi, ganeSh and.. xw.. chatted for sumtime... then i blurted out that tonite Is gonNa be boring... and gueSs wat, effendi juz say let's go Play pOol~~~ hahahaha..... so we wEnt.. but exPensive.. i still plaYing aT bukit timahx... hehe...

tml Got driving in the morning... nothing in the noon i guess.. and a dinner with... ppl i haven beEn seeing for Years! my Primary sch mates!!!! Omg.. i duno wat's gonna haPpen.. after so many years... i guess, i might juz End up.... keeping quieT tru' out.. haha.. giAng offered to put me up over the nite... but.. i tink better not lahx... even though... her parents and mine are close pals.. not So nice after all.. and we haven been talking for long while.. well.. it all dePends.....

papa and jerm... and together wif SP band (singapore poly) are flying to perth tis wkend...... envious. hAha.. i'll misS them...

i duno wat's wif blogger.. so hard to log in and log out.. hope the change is for the better... anywayx, i din blog on sat and sun... well, it's past midnite.. so i miss out mon as well.. i shall all say it now~~ haahaa... let's start wif sat...

wEll, i was kinDA rotting At home When effendi called... so in the end, aSri, effendi, jermaine and i went down peIxin pRi. Mr faizal's bAnd.. so... speNt my day there lah... nothing much actually.. haha...

then On sun, i predicted i'm Gona rOt to death aT home.. buDden he callEd... went to get sOme otaRs from hiM.. then.. nothing much haPpened either.. haha... wEll... he's heading for anotHer op tomorrOw early morNing. then was onliNe chatting wif my mei mEi evelyn, when She said she waNa go take phOtos... haha.. so i helpeD ask around and Made aRrangemeNts to go bugis on moN eVening coz i Got driving in the nooN....

so for today.. oppx.. yesterday.. haha.. driving Ended at 4~! wTH?? 2 hours. mANz.. haha.. then rusHed down to bugis straIght after to meEt theM... so went walk walk, maKan, walk walk, maKan, taKe phOtos, MaKaN.. haha... Ate once only lah... budEn, aCcompaNied diffeReNt ppl to eat.. so in the end.. 3 timES.. geddIt?? hahaa.... so after taT, eFfeNdi, aSri and i wENt to watCh TROY... at.. Tiong bahru PlaZa.... hahaha... 9.20, aDvertisment tilL 9.38 then movie sTaRts.. tiLL 12.12? not tOo sure.. around there... waHx... ButT wan to rOtx.... haahaa.. juz kidDing Lah..

Rush out to check for laSt train after tat.. coz Asri wanted to taKe train.. but tOO bad.. so toOk cab HOme.. sO... i'm home! hahaa... and yesh.. i've uplOaded the pics we TooK today... thougH onLy got 4, one of them i gueSs iS dAMn hiLArious.. enugh to maKe u Laugh tiLL u drop..... hahaha.... check 'eM out yeah..

Today Is EffeNdi's birThday!

hAPpy birthday paL.. hopE u enjoy urself...

got to know it yesterday While chatTing wif my 'mEi' eVelyn. yestErday was KinDa borIng.. haha... and haD a haRd time to coax effendi to come out todAy....

wEnt to buy effendi's PreSent At hougaNg MaLL... the saLesperSon was KindA faRni.. haha.. there wAs a 20% storEwide discouNt and he was telling me tat the dIscount waS done only Because the Boss employ ppl LiKe him (cheap and uglY)... not i saY one har.... all he say one.. haahaa.. rubBIsh lah.. so aftEr buying, wEnt to CleMenti to meEt asrI and the birthday boy...

so we wEnt 'PaK' PooL agaIn... for a while Only.. coz our table is so near the reFreShment bar, that evEry breAthe we inHale is fiLLed wif the ArOma of fooD..... haahaa.. until we can't take it Anymore.. wE head for lUnier (lunch + dinner) hahaha... cHatted for sumtime... before Effendi go meEt up wif papa and his friends while asri and I headeD hOme...

tOOk a long and BorIng bus Ride... and this Lady, So irritatIng! sat neXt to me... she thinks that she's the only one who's feELing cOld.. and sHe tUrn both the Air cOn thing awaY from her aNd TOwaRds Me! daMN...... freak... hahaha.. bus ride was sucKy. coz kinda Long tOday... and.. i never reaLLy feLt like Going Home.... As usUaL, i wana go.... C-L-U-B-B-I-N-G... hahahaha....

tOday.. is jus pLAin ReLaxAtion Day.....

HmmMz.. Veri relaxed. Gd.. haahaa... coz if i gEt tat job, Soon, i wuN be relaxing..

Of coZ, i wANa get that JOb.. for my dreaM, it ISH A MUST to Work even when sCh StaRts.... hahaa...

see, i'm sO lost of words... coz.. i'm bOred..

wAs listening to this sOng, stuck on you, in the evening.. tis song juZ maKes me Smile.. duno fOr wat reasOn.. haha.. laMez.. but Keeps me haPpy ok already.. and i really like this song titled, the moon! nicE nice... haahaa..

wokE up so thiS morning wIf thanks to LInnET ONG.... call me to LoOk for ah wEN.. anywAyx, went for driving.....

first time in circuit. so HaRd... canot drive faSt.. onLy gear 1. sumtimes dun even neEd to accelerate! the the S-course and the wat.. crank course Ah... i duno Lah... so hardz.. haha.. i mount the Curb during the C-course...

forGoTten compleTely How TO dO ParKinG! Both.. end up oNly did PeRpendicular.. next Lesson gOt TO do Parallel.. haiz....

todAy is So BorIngZ~

WAT haPPEneD to BLoGGer????? New LOOk Huh..... COoL! hahaha.. i tot serVer DOwn Or SumtiNG.. haha... i'M QuitE tirEd... haha

wOKe up AT 8 when eUgEne Msg Me... Met him At 9 at sengkANg MRt.. k.. i waS laTe.. hahaha... then wEnt fOr InterVieW togeTher... not toO confideNt of gettIn the Job... But i beLieVe they WiLl Hire him...

after Tat Met niSe in Novena mRt then wEnt ORchaRd.. :D waLK wALk.. and nise dId her eyebRow.. wif that.. 'guy'? hahaha... then walk sumore... Then wE wENt to bugIs.. wanTEd to find Mama... but she not tHere Lehx....... maMA! wHeRe Are u?? no Work?? haIz.. hahaha... then SaW li eR and Wan Fen.. Kinda suRprised.. anywayx..... walked sumore.. hahaha.. saw tiS tOp.. quite nice.. but dIn buy.. coz i dun TInk i wana wEar to sCh.. so i wun be wearing Often.. like wat nise say.. so.. kinda no Point Lahz.. Then after awhiLe Went Home..

reAChed Home at 7.30, aS estimaTed by mysElf.. haha.. i'm Bit nuTs now.. coz i'm bOred...... and i still dun feel gd coz of the aChes... can't ReaLly run.. haIz~!! hahahaa...

cHEez... i'm tirEd.. my body's AChing.. the Shoulders... mY paLms aRE aChing TOo... and not fOrgetting....... MY BUTT ACHES LIKE THERE'S NO TOMOLO!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaaha.... my whole body juz dun feeL rIte! feels like living zombie... aIigHt.... let's Talk bout yesteRdayz!

well, i meT up wif Asri and Effendi at bedok at round 5+ near 6. then We toOk bus to eaSt cOaSt... and danieL joineD Us... we went to reNt bIkes... sUsPeNsion, overnite, cost $10?? considereD ExtrEMely cheaP compaRed to... paSir RIs. thEn wE cycled ard ecp, trying tO lOok for this TunneL thAt leads us out and can go sTraIght to chaI cheE seC.. but no avaIl.. tunneL could not Be found.... so.. at 7+, wE heaD back to mcDonaLds, to waIt for my Papa, jermaine and papa's beLoved angeL.. hahaa..

after thEy reached, venessa Got chaNged and then we PrOceed to rent more bikes... haa.. 7 bikes in tOtaL.. then wE cycled to fooD viLLaGe for dInneR..... craMp. the taBle so smaLL, not Enugh Seats.... wE had to sQueEze.... haHaa...... and also. the table waS fULL OF FOOD... hAhha.... finisHed eating at ARound 10 coz venessa neEded to go back mcdOnaLds... then wE cycLed back, while Papa went Wif her, to sEe her off, the rest of us heaDed for PoOl whiLe waIting for kaI wEi... finally saW my Papa plaY pool..... gd gd.. haahaa..

Played tiLl slightly Past 12 then wE decIded to set Off.. wEnt down, fixed the back lights with Help Of aSri's spaNner , screWdriver.. haahaa, we sEt OFf!!!!!!! we cycLed, and heaDed to one tunnel, which waS definitely not the one wE were looking for. but it was near it... then came Out. effendi, staRted maP reading, while asri did sumtin to the Bike and papa tried to help jeRmaine with the gears and ME... VerI gOod, PuLLed out the Back light from danieL's bikE.. and eNd up havin to Let him hav mine... hAaha.. but both backlights belonged to me anywaY..hahaa..

we set off from there and it was 1++ already.. cycled to look for chai cheE sec... Effendi, went the Wrong waY! haha.. we Had to u Turn man.. asri and i told him and papA that it was the Other Way..... but then..... hahaa.. Nvm.... so wE jus cycled... found chai cheE sec.. no Stop Over.. wE juz neeDed the LandmaRK to help us identify the way.. haha.. so we cycled from there to, tampineSe! waHz... long way.. ByPassing changi hospital.. cYcled to tampinese.. wEnt to buy drinks from the Huge 7-11 opposite the interChange.. had a sHort rest.. then wE continued the journey.... to pasir ris....

Cut through Sun plaza Park, went to PaSIr riS! but no STop over... we juz carried on cycling, By pass downtown eAst.. loyang point.. but stiLLl straight..... then stopped At a junction for a while coz there was this veri long slope.... eXhausted after the slope! haha.. then we carried on... cycle cyle and head to chanGi!!!!!!!!!! waT a Long long ROad..... Man.... Long and dark to be exact.. lotsa trees.... very little landmarks all that la.. then finall reached changi village at 4+! wEeEe.. haaa... saW those... erm. u shld know lah.. then went to one of the coffeeshops.... suMbody wanted to eaT, but dun hav wat hE wan then dUn wan.. gRr... we took sOme rest There.... waTched socceR... papa was aLready dozing OFF! haha.....

sEt off at near 5... then cycle back the saME route..... back to chai chEe.... but this tiME round, wE decided to lOok for that misSing tunneL.. and wE found It! daMn..... there wEre no SLopEs... so, sum pusHed the bike down and sum juz hav to caRry it down!! getting out of the TunneL is Exactly the SAMe.... no slopes.... so..... hand caRry joB! wAh.... reaChed the 'first time i tink it's wonderful to be there' east coast at 6+. WAT? we took 2-3 hRs to go Changi aNd 1 hr + to gEt bacK??! haha...

cyCled to mcdOnaLd for BreaKFAst... kaiwei, jermaine and I went to buy, while the Guys some alive.. and some dozin off... eSP papa.... haha... look at those mcdonald's coupon and feLL aslp.. finisHed breakfast, daniel wEnt off... then wE returnEd the bikes... and walked slowly... to take bus.. took 16 togeTher wif 'em... stiLL alive for awhile.. the bus was so noisy coz of us.. but after sumtime, ZzZzzZzz..... hahaha...... everybody fell aslp except for aSri... duno y he stiLL so aWaKe..

droppEd of At dhoby Ghaut.. and took a CAb home.. supposed to Take train.. but tirEd... shagged..... reaChed home, BATHE!!!! then went to slp aT 10... woke up at 4... and here i am.... :D havin aChes everywhere..... i shaLl stop already.... this entry is daMn LOng...... hahahz~

LAlala.. i jus can't waIt for TML!!!!!!!!!!!

haha.x. today..... had a not Veri long daY lahx.. went to meet Asri and efFEndi aT cleMEnti.. then acCompaNy ASri To his ScH... NP.

HaD bRuncH at NP then hidayat came To join us.. aFter taT we Went to buKit TimAh.. to play POoL....... yeahx.... haaha.. i'm new to It.... alrite.. PlaYed for 4 hrs+ i tink.. and finaLLy, i get the Hang of it.. and won onE or two rounds? i myseLf aLso not sure.. haha..

by the time Finish PooL, it's dinner tiMe.. wE went to eat.. and cHat chat and discusS about TMl... then waLked to duno where.. hahaha.. taKe bus to clementi and Head home...

tml's gona Be Fun.. i juz can't waIt!!!! wat's goin On?? well, i'm goin for An Overnite Cycling tml, wif aSri, effendi, papa, jermaine! and guest starring, venessa, papa's angeL.. hahaha........ Coolz!!!!!! haha........ goNa slp earLy Tonite!

weeEeEee...... i'm kinda.... ermz.. happy? duno.. hyper.. all of a sudDen.... hahha

the Adrenaline boost from drivinG? i dunoz~ haha.. weNt for driving juz now.. drove fRom HOme to ubi... and ubi bacK hOme.... and.... aGain.. sumbOdy called me. but dunO wHo.. 64455... aNybody knoWs the Location??

Today got 2 missed calls by duno who........ dun carez lahx... haHaz.. todayx drove a lot more like it.. haha.z... maybe tat's y i'm like tat now... oh yeah, i'm Looking forward to tml... and THe WKend!!

aND of coz... aSri to finish exaMZ! haa. then i got More Online companions..z hEhehhe.... weEeEe...

gd Luck to everybody taKing exaMz.... Qin, Benjo and all.. hahaz..

i'm bOred. bOred. bored. uLtimate BoreD... hAha.z... meGabored. gigAbOred.

wAtever Shitx it is....

I'M BORED!!!!

Green You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature. Find out your color at Quiz Me!

Love Test Results:

1. You are attracted to those who have split personality, like cold
as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is optimistic.

4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too
moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is that both of you can talk about everything and
anything, no secret is kept.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.

7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.

8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties

Quite tRue for Me...
try it

ohhhhhh...... i'm so tired.. my body's goin to acHe tml i tink.

wEll wat exactly happened? after i blog the previous entRy, i was ChaTtin on mSn wif my gd fren effendi... so we chatted and he try to cheer me up.. and in the end, aSri joined in too.. then... we decided to go east coaSt. yUpx... so we planned.. and get ready to set off...

then edwIn call me... Edwin.. familiar huh.. yePx. he's the Ah beNg, who came to my hsE long AgO.. haha. hE called and also tried to cheeR me up.. by tellin me his life La.. he's a funny chaP... anywayz, aFter that i set ofF To bEDok to meEt the GUys. and they were Late fOr hALf an hour.. but i dun blame them la. i waS glad that they were willing to join me... aSri staYs at CCK aReA man... and eFfendi, tELok bLaNgah.

sO we weNt EaSt coast... reNt BiKEs.. and cycLed.. reacHed the deaD end of tHe Rd In half an Hr.. so... wE cycLed pretty faSt.... then aFter that, wE reaLisEd we havEn eaT... so wE cyCled to the FOod viLLage to maKan... haha... they OrdERed LOADS of food.... and we had to Like 'gobble' the FOod DOwn.. coz wE need to retuRn the bikes by 10 and it waS already 9.50++ .. haha

then In the End, We SpeD Back to the rentaL shoP.. then wEnt for pOOl.. i duno how to Play la. but they Were preTty nice to teach me... and of COz, Veri PatiEnce wif me.. coz i sucK at PooL.... PlaYed tiLL 11++ then dEcided to go HOme.. coz they might juz Miss their LaSt bus.. esP asrI... who stays so far....

whiLE on our way Back, we're DeCiding to Go for aN ovErnite cyCLe this WkeNd.. so... i'm kinda LooKin fOrward to it.. hopefuLLy it'll haPpen... coz.. i love nite cyCLes.. so.. we Went home after tat Laz.... tat's pretty much bout my tiring day... as u can sEe... i wEnt for this Waste-of-TIme OrientaTion in the morning... and Suffered from a brOke up session in the Noon.. and had Long HOurs of eXErcise + relaxation....

so tirEd.... now, waiting for my hAir to dry... then i shaLl gO slp.....

Asri, Effendi: Thanks bros. you guys are great... : )

mama: thanks for trying to Cheer me up, but those were kinda the WrOng songs To Sing Laz.. lucky u nevER sing AN JiNg.... if not i sure Flood taMp. haha... anywayz.... tAke care.. and luv ya~!

dearies: i MisS aLL of ya~ and i luv aLL of Ya too~!

*yawNzzz*

it's over... finally.

after one month... even though u went out with her, i just kept quiet. but still, it's over.

i still thank you for those happy memories that you've given to me for the past six months. i wun blame you. it's nobody's fault that you chose her. Perhaps, it's jus not meant to be. nobody wanted things to turn out this way. but still it happened.

take care. i'll miss you.

安静


词曲：周杰伦


只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴 安静的旧旧的

我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我 也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你

i need to relax myself. i need to relieve the stress from this darn relationship.

will sumone jus help me?????

go club with me. tat's my way of relieving ... thanks. interested parties pls call me. definitely not today lah. it's sunday. well, anyday, soon.. i'll be available.

the next best thing to do... is perhaps to call me. jus for chat. i'll be glad to do so.

i seriously need a break... too many things goin on. it's more than a rollar coaster ride. it's in fact, drivin me up to the wall. i'm so afraid that one day, i might get invovle in an accident while driving all because of this.

calling for interested parties only.

thanks.

Wat a sToRy.. Mr Lee. LeoPard never change its spots huh. i can't Be bothereD alreaDy... like wat u say, watever will be.... will be lah.. rite? i'm keeping COol.

Million Tears by Groove Coverage jus suits mE Best...

a million tears for you...

but then aGaIn.... wat's the point rite.. ?

*MiZuNdErStoOD*

finally, i got to know the barrier on your side... it's about that incident that took place more than a month back... and you finally told me...

you used to be afraid of losing me... but eversince that incident, you jus leave it to fate... you still can't forget. i dun think you ever will... yes. the truth hurts. well, if my presence no longer affects you, i dun really think my existence in your life matters... despite wat happened yesterday. i believed that you were really happy to pick me up. but i tink... maybe, it's time to let go... hopefully, let that incident rest...

but still, i'm happy that i had once held a very important place in your heart... and you know... i love you still...

BiG WidE SMiLE...... is ALl i haV on my faCe now...

it's beEn a Long Time ever sInce i feLt like this... Thank you. i Love you. and u know that. :)

yeAPz.. it's him. sPeCiaLLy caMe to pick me up in his... OtAH van.. hehe.. then leT Me Drive wiF it... bEfore he dROve it back to his grandma's PlaCe... it's considereD a surPrise i tink... anywayz.. i'm reaLly haPpy...

I'm jus trying to IgnoRe all the other feeLings... and Of coz.... i hoPe..... tis is For reAL...

*Praying Hard*

feELlin super ResTless... not in a gd Mood eIther.. and i hav no idEa Y....

y? y? y? pERhaPs.. i din slp Long Enough. wEnt FOr dRIving... grr.. it suCKz.. dRove to UBi.. and the rOad there waS hOrrible... you know.. losta consTructions... then the it's curve eveRywhere... tRaffic Not sMooTH eIther... gRRR.......

Then foRGot to gIv waY to crossing PedestraIn... sUmonE caLled while i was dRiving.. Lost conceNtration...... almosT colLide wif a Van.... DaMN. WAt's wRong with me todaY?
HurT myself a fEw times accidENtally.. ANd PlUs.... soME irRitating insecT bit Me twO days Back and i'm sTIlL feeLing the ItCH and the Red MarKs aRe sTiLL thEre!?!?! 10 of 'em on my right lEg. PiSSed.

Jus SO NOT my day. sCReW it!
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