I tot i wanna blog quickly here
and then go ZzZzZ...

Went M.I.A from home since Friday evening.
went to darl's house... and stayed over...



he left me alone while he went work on sat.
for those online at MSN will know!
i was Rotting all the way man!

He came back and we went town!
supposed to go for my tattoo touch up...
ya i know i have been talking about it... sighs...
probably some other week...
shop for a top for him...



and heels for myself (no pics sorry! shoes at darl's house now.)
coz we're meeting the poly girls!!!!!!! (AFTER SO LONG!!! I MISS THEM ALL!!!!)
for pubbing session... who? (Mama, ade, shan, jean, ah boon! and more!)
Lots of fun...



and him being cute:



went home at 3 plus.... woke up at 9 plus...
acc darl for bowling session and nap again in the nooon...
nothing much...
am a happy girl now. why?

1) I got a understanding bf.
2) I lost weight again! hahaha

I am so bored!!!!
ahhhh!!!!
nothing to do.
can't find anyone to chat online. = (

Planning to go get my dolphin touch up today.
am at darl's house right now.
waiting for him to come home.
din eat anything since ytd noon after i came back from Navy.
afterall, all i had there was... cheeseballs and 2 cans of ice lemon tea.
surprise that i wasn't really feeling that hungry enough to make me dig for food.

anyway, i weigh myself jus now using darl's weighing machine.
duno if it's accurate... but if it is, i'm gonna be darn happy lor!
hahaha... hitting my targetted weight soon tat means!
I haven been jogging for two weeks
coz i'm down wif cough and flu.
not very advisable rite? Unhealthy also.
but i'm still happy! hahaha... I'm a happy girl lah...
for now. and for a longer period of time? i hope so!
shall cross my fingers!

anyway, went out to buy mcdonalds for brunch.
yet to eat. but now like not hungry lehz.
must be the soya bean that makes me full.
waiting for time to pass... it's real bored...
5 pm faster come!!!!

i wana complain!!!!!
ok i'm not tat angry but i'm irritated!
by this freaking TAXI DRIVER.
SO FREAKING RUDE!

I was taking the cab wif dar.
and being the first time sending me home,
of course i have to giv directions to the BLOODY RUDE TAXI DRIVER.
so i was telling him to turn right.
but guess wat?
HE IGNORED ME!
i told him to turn left to the carpark and he IGNORED ME AGAIN.
i had to tell my darl to TELL HIM TO TURN RIGHT.
he TMD RUDE LOR.
ANGRY.
MEI LI MAO!

anyway, i'm on leave today.
hahaha... wasn't in the mood to work this whole week anyway.
partially cos i am still sick.
down with flu and slight cough.
sighz... and i was involve in the Movie Gala ytd.
pretty fun and interesting.
i mean it's some new experience to gain.
and not to forget, we get to watch PIRATES FOC!!!!!!!!! hahahahaha
and yes the movie itself wasn't really satisfying.
but still i love it!
i jus love this movie triology lah...
jus like LOTR. I'm a LOTR fanatic.

and today went to navy open house!
it's open today for navy personnel.
so my bro brought mum and me there.
darn hot weather! just kept sweating.
and i'm so slpy now.
prob will be napping soon...

still sick.
tired.
slpt for almost 12 hrs today.
slpt at ard 5 am... or was it 5.15 am?
and woke up at 4 plus nearing 5 pm this evening.

and today, i can't feel my tongue. it's numb.
and my mouth taste bland.
sickening feeling.

went st james last nite wif chris and her bro and frens again
scold me... ya... for clubbing when i'm still sick.
i know i deserve it la.
but then it feels worse to coop up at home the whole day.

had fun dancing yesterday.
been sometime since i stand near the stage.
got pretty hyper last nite.
but it ended a lil' early.
guess coz i was sick la...
and the ang mo really make me laugh until i drop....
waHaHAHahAHA...

sick sick sick...
the whole world is sick.
including me!
this new virus is so bloody damn strong.
and it's spreading faster than fire!

my office is going to be half filled wif sick ppl!
it's really bad.
and i'm not feeling gd either.
the damn virus makes u feel down most of the time.
sighz...

went to SIM to apply for RMIT's july intake this morning.
i can only hope coz i know the chances of getting in is pretty slim.
i din meet the criteria of having 2 yrs of working experience.
but jus give it a try. no harm rite?
and i called up SHRI to check
they dun require you to have and experience...
so next week i'm goin there for another hit.
wat's with the working experience?

feeling kinda drowsy.
maybe shld go get a nap soon...

Ehyeh... this blogger's toolbar is so out of place...
ain't the administrator gonna fix it?
watever! stupid...

Jus back from Boiler Room (again)...
I had a lil' more fun dancing today coz...
i was there for a longer period of time?
Was there wif Chris, and her friends.
hahaha.... and guess wat...
I saw the 'hooded' guy again!
He's still 'hooded' haha... and groovin' his funky move...
The place still v much crowded as before...
and there's alot of 'Ang Mos' tonite...
and thus, there's a lot of spg there as well...
Anyway, would like to say a big thank you to Chris's friend
for signing us in and for the drink.
and not forgetting Chris as well... for sending me home.
Thank you v much!

Feeling a lil' tired.
Have been trying to clear the 'mountians and valleys' of p-files on my table.
I did it. and now they are back.
and next wk i hope to clear them all off once and for all for the rest of the month.
hahaha...

went around town wif Ms Yien n Gracey after work today.
bought another pair of pants!
almost bought alot of things
luckily, i din.
hahaha otherwise i'll be broke lor.
anyway, we had dinner at ichiban... hmm... and they are already planning for next friday.

Have been thinking read hard for the past 2 hours... and yesterday noon.
cos ms gracey asked if i've plans to further study.
and of coz my reply is YES.
she was suggesting for us to apply for it together... she actually did it already.
it's jus the thought of going for classes together... ain't that bad. = )

So i sat there and think... i stopped thinkin due to work.
but tonite, i think again!
i'm caught in the middle of SHRI wif a B Commerce (awarded by Curtin)
and SIM wif a B Bus (awarded by RMIT)
I wan to do HR for sure. but at this point in time,
i'm not sure do i really wan to specialise in it fully ?
i still have a long way to go!
and it's bothering me why SHRI awards it as B Commerce
when the whole module is nothing but... HR modules.

I seriously think i need some guidance and advice...
anyone there to help???

Hmm... is there something wrong wif blogger? Why is the layout so weird?!?
It says there's error on page.
And i've been wanting to blog since sunday.
and i din. I shall jus heck care and try blogging today!

anyway, I almost forgot wat i wanted to blog about!
aiyeh... recalled.
it's about boiler room.
finally went there on sat! after missing out for 1 mnth!
one full month!!!!!! shucks!
hahahaha...
well am kinda disappointed...
coz my fav Alia and the Raw Energy (tat includes Zuley!)
is no longer performing there!!!!
WTF?!!?? where have they all gone to?
I seriously miss Alia! Really! and the all so lovable Raw Energy!
and now it's Soul Fusion i think...
dun like = (
but i still wan to club lah. hahahaha...
at least they play my fav song (at the moment) when i was there.
somehow, seems like the DJ's changed too.
the music mix n style and vocals is so much different from the boring chinese DJ.
but i still miss the Indian DJ who was there when i first visited boiler.
Oh ya, i saw that guy who was helpin me and the girls down the table top dancing on sat.
such a coincidence! anyway, boiler's really getting squeezier!
hahaha... tat's not a bad sign la..

Was at St james wif Chris and her bro and gang...
hung out at Powerhouse for few hours b4 heading to my long awaited boiler.
Strangely enough i din get rashes this time round.
despite her bro tried to feed me wif more alcohol.
which smells so alcohol! but actually din taste that alcohol. Geddit?
quite already though. but sad to say when i went back to look for my drink
it's gone!
hahahaha... i bet his frens drunk it all... bottoms up.

anyway, i'm looking forward to go club again!
I wanna go MOS, dblo, Momo, Devils', Clinic... yada yada yada...
the list jus goes on and on...
any takers?
please feel free to let me know ok...

haha... in the very mood of clubbing.
and i'm lookin forward to go for touch up on my dolphin.
and maybe sometime later get my tribal done up.
Hey bud! where are u?
hope u are doing fine!
I miss u! take care!!!!!!!!!
everyone else too!

First entry of the month...
ain't quite a gd/memorable one:

I've no idea what has gotten into me.
been feeling kinda restless lately.
anyway, slpt early last nite...
was dozing off even b4 the clock strikes 12.
tis is pretty unusual for me...

woke up... after a long slp.
din really feel good coming online and chancing upon this three words:
多莉丝
dun bother to ask. seriously.
so today's weather kinda describs my mood.
no sun...

feeling ain't great. but still not that bad.
somehow still dun wanna lose the idea.
but then dun wanna get carried away.
gotta keep reminding myself. and this is not helping...
not really sure what can i do about this.
it's more like bitter-sweet memories.

rotting myself at home...
missing the feel of being on big boy's toy
where the wind gushes on ur face...
feeling slpy again.
i duno wat i wan... emo emo emo.
very emo... frustrations rise from within.
but not emo enugh to make me cry.

seriously, it's not a gd feeling.
i miss clubbing!
when can i go again?!?

I'm basically so bored today.
that i'm back in to blog...

i've got ironing to do... but i'm so lazy.
i've got minutes to write...
but i'm soooo bloody lazy.
recalling the meeting was really a turn off.
so much said. and thinking of who's gonna vet my minutes...
really stop me from goin any further.

ahahahaa..
kinda sianz.
i've been lookin at my dolphin for duno how many times already!
and am applying moisturizer to it...
it's scabbing! so fast...



can't really tell from the pic. but it is.

my artist told me not to pick my scab...
but lookin at it... i so feel like wanna help it scab faster...
ahahaha... but then
i'm very obedient lor.
i din! and the min i woke up, i washed my dolphin...
and applied the 'cream' he gave me.
twice a day. no swimmin for 2 wks.
all clearly printed into my mind.

i want my dolphin to look nice.
so better take gd care of it... hope it heals real fast...
and maybe dun have to go for any touch up...
that actually depends on the scab...
i'm so worried now that my pants is gonna affect the scabbing!

if only i can wear jeans to work!
coz they are all either loose or really low cut.
well....
you can see i'm really so bored that i'm starting to talk to my blog.

I'm seriously not myself lately.
Thanks to .... = )

Hmmm... happy!
excited.
coz i spent money again today!

$340 gone jus like thaT!!!!!!!
i got a new pair of specs.
will be collecting it some other day.
initially was goin to spend more
coz i like another specs... it's bloody expensive
coz it's D&G.... match my phone huh...
but then thanks to chris...
she somehow managed to stop me!
ahahaha... otherwise i may be really regretting now.
but i still like it alot!!!!!!
maybe nextime when i earn alot huh...
cool lor...

and i got something else...

tat's going to stay wif me for the rest of my life....



this is wat i got.. dun bother to ask too much...

i saw it online before.... and the original looks like this...



and i told the artist, to leave out the color and that round thing...
and he's so cute.... he can't spell dolphin... hahaha...
alrite v mean of me...
but he's cute la...
primitive... not a bad place...

oh ya, i've been receiving this same comment "Matrix!" from ppl who see this:



wat do u think??

sorry for the serious lack of updates...
back to the busy work life of mine...
it's getting harder to manage... = (

anyway, i had super long day yesterday...
and now i have no idea wat's wrong wif me...
i can feel my heartbeat... not settled down...
puzzled*

i started yesterday with office!
back to office for data entry as the new SAP system goes 'live'.
initially was planning to rot at home after work.
hopefully someone will ask me out.
but... my gd fren chris ask me out while i'm still working
and ended up shopping!!!!!!!!!
arghz... i spent alot again. yes...
once again!
counting down to payday... 3 more days. ahahaha...
anyway, after the long afternoon/night of shopping,
we went to chill in starbucks @ suntec.
talked alot... about life, work, and yes, my plans.
gd catch up. = ) i'm meeting her out next sat for new specs!

yeah, i'm going/planning to get a new pair of specs.
Jerry msged me at ard 12 plus to ask me out...
was still at suntec then.
so i met up wif him at around 4.45 am!
he came down to fetch me after a long long wait.

tat explains the long long day. i almost din slp for one whole day!
coz i woke up at 7 wat. need to work on sat.
good thing i slpt at 6 i guess?!?
he jus send me home and i've freshen up...
but still feelin a lil' tired...

tomorrow's another day of work........ monday blues!
Looking forward to sat again!!!!!

I am so FUGGING PISSED OFF with this guy. I swear this is not the first time things like this happen... a conversation that can jus make me blow!

Nce says:
bored to max
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
haa
Nce says:
den u shld train to amx den wun bored mah
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
.........
Nce says:
really mah
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i'm not training for anything wat
Nce says:
for ur figure health
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
tat is not training... that is call losing weight
Nce says:
same leh
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
different lor
Nce says:
very simple i'll put tis way, tats y last tiem i told u run longer distance training urself and same tme lose weight faster
Nce says:
1 stone kill 2 bird
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
very simple, i'm not training - > not pushing myself to feel turn off by my routine jog
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i'm fine wif the pace
Nce says:
human always go for best and more
Nce says:
1 very imp thing, mentality muz be strong
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
one must always know self content
Nce says:up to u bah nt my figure anyway
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
ya... i'm fat n ugly mah
Nce says:
i nv say anything
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
ya...... u din say anything... i said everything lor
Nce says:
each person is born wat to be, i cannot say u fat ugly
Nce says:
let alone talk abt myself
Nce says:
but if u say u r fat, den u shld use the methods told u
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
is some form of obligations?
Nce says:
wat obligations
Nce says:
chim
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
nvm.. . .
Nce says:
actually u r , tats y i told u to train more
Nce says:
nt all gals willing to spent time go jogging
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i am not training
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i told u
Nce says:
tats y i c u gt self motivate y tn tel u some tricks to perform beta
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i dun wan to train
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
to me jogging is not training
Nce says:
train mean intentsive or continous performing den u'll c results
Nce says:
den ur concept is wrong lor
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
u have the rite definition ?
Nce says:
of cos la
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
as u already said
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
it's intensive
Nce says:
tats y cal train mah
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i'm not going on intensive but routine
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
it's different
Nce says:
if u apply tat, ur wt definetely will drop another 7 kgs
Nce says:
and u feel more healtier
Nce says:
energetic
Nce says:
etc
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i jog....... not train
Nce says:
u still dun c the pic mmm nvm
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
and u dun get my point either
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i know i'm fat and ugly and heavy and not healthy n lerthagic ok ?
Nce says:
up to u la
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
does tat satisfy u ?
Nce says:
satis ur head
Nce says:
i say at its becos u gt self motivate u willing to spend time on jogging
Nce says:
if nt i dun even bother
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
well u know i am willing to jog
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
tat's gd
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
enough
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
and i've been saying i'm not training for anything
Nce says:
i noe u wana lose weight mah, tats y i told u the methods nt only lose weight ur stamina is also
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
to me jogging is not training
Nce says:
lose wieght right
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
lose weight is not training either
Nce says:
yah la lose weight if u use the technic i told u it can eb faster.
Nce says:
faster and beta
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
u're telling me to undergo training
Nce says:
to push urself more abit
Nce says:
yes and tat will helps u beta alot
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
tat is also not training
Nce says:
if u jog for fun den dun waste time la
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
forget it
Nce says:
u jog w/o correct targets or technics u'll nv acheive ur dreams, or faster
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i told u forget it
Nce says:
i dun c any thing wrong wif wat i say, cos is all for u
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i also dun see anything wrong wif me going jogging
Nce says:
1 word, improvment
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
and now u're saying that i'm wasting time
Nce says:
i ask u la, hw much can u reduce right anot
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
improvement is upon self. not upon demoralizing
Nce says:
if w/o correct technic isnt it a waste of time
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i already said... i do not wish to train
Nce says:
i always tel u, if gt people say some comments, if its i'll take it, if its nt den leave it mah
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
training is not wat i wan. if i train i'll be goin the wrong way
Nce says:
wrong way
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i'm not saying ur comments is wrong
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
or bad
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
forget it
Nce says:
mmm ur mentality is somehw weak i can say
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
u dun know me well enought
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
that's all i can say
Nce says:
theres nth gt to do wif all this
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i have already said
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
forget it
Nce says:
from wat u say olredi tells me ur mentality is weak mah den strong ah
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i'm not saying whether i'm mentally stronger / weaker
Nce says:
if u tel me no time or wat maybe i understand lor
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
all i'm saying is that u dun know me well enugh
Nce says:
nth gt to do wif this
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
and wat seriously makes u think i have all the time in the world?
Nce says:
i nv say u hav all the time la
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
forget it
Nce says:
like tat den 4get it
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i've said many times forget it i dun wan to talk about this issue anymore
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i'm joggin still
Nce says:
anar anar
Nce says:
as u wish la
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i dun see y u get upset wif me jogging.
Nce says:
i nv upset
Nce says:
y shall i upset
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
ya u shldn't
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
why should u rite
Nce says:
as a friend, i hope u can seEk beta results den i intro u saf training methods
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i nv stop u from tat....
Nce says:
my objective is dun wan ur hard wrk becum wasted
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
like wat u've said...... as u wish
Nce says:
yah la
Nce says:
maybe i dun understd y u dun wan beta effects or result tats the main thng
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
maybe it's jus that u dun understand wat i'm talking after all
Nce says:
i dun tink so
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
as u wish lor
Nce says:
from wat i c, is either, u really push further, or simply dun wan
Nce says:
but simply dun wan den y take up jogging leh mmm
Nce says:
but take up le, gt methods y dun try leh
Nce says:
only tis puzzle me
Nce says:
if gt things which can wrk, i'll try, and if sHows no results i'll take the person as talk nonsense, or from there i'll improve more
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
from wat i see u dun know me and my situation well enugh
Nce says:
u nv tel me hw i noe
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
u nv ask
Nce says:
if its health issues den maybe i can understand
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
and i've been sayin that
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
and u kept insisting that it's not an issue
Nce says:
maybe ur heart cannot take 2 much pressure den i nth to say bah
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
so i do not wish to talk about it anymore
Nce says:
u nv say
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
as u wish lah....... as long as u are happy wif wat u've said
Nce says:
if u tel me u gt health issues do u tink i'll tel u to push
Nce says:
no right
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
it doesn't matter / affect u wat the receiving party may feel or perceive
Nce says:
life only gt 1 leh
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
so case closed
Nce says:
i'm open so anything u can jus say mah and dun nid hide 1
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i'm not hiding
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
it's perception issue rite now.
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i dun wan to talk about it anymore
Nce says:
wat reception or perception la
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
watever
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
as u wish
Nce says:
if its health issue, den dun push urself 2 much
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i have nv been pushing myself too much
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i've told u i'm not training
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
so i dun have to
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
tat's all

Watch those in green esp! wat a freak!

I'm so firrirated by this idiot!!!!!!
It's my life after all.
it' very nice of u to share. thank u very much.
so if u seriously think that it's so gd... y haven u bcum any fitness instructor?
and yet u're here yakking awaY??!

it's not as if i'm not open to comments.
but then, who are u to judge.
wat's more, u dun even know me that well.
frens' of mine know that i am open to comments
and they know how i handle/take it.

wat a freaking idiot!

Caution! Long long post ahead wif pictures specially brought to you from the "land of thousand smiles..." credits: XP.

On the arrival of Changi Airport on 29 March 07, here's wat we brought there:



and so... we're happily on board in the plane!



and the first day was pretty much spent on arrival and checking in.
we went to Platinum shopping centre in the evening...
the shops there close so early! at ard 8, the shutters were almost all down!

we went back to our hotel area... and i had my very first massage for the past 22 yrs of my life:



after that, we had a 7 course dinner which we only finish 6. hahaha... tat's pretty much for the first day...

30 April, it's rise and shine... bathed, all ready to go out:



we went to a salon near our hotel for hair straightening...

in the streets of Bangkok...



and shopping comes next!!!!

we took a cab... and pictures in the cab... coz of the heavy traffic in BKK.





see the jam?

we went to...



and we had our lunch at this Fuji Jap Restaurant... we're kinda famished while waiting...



she's really hungry yeah?



so am i! and i'm giving the ke lian face again...



then the playful cum act cute me:



finally after a long wait, the food arrives!!!!!





wat shall i eat first??? let me see... while dear xp starts her cha soba





that's chicken...



it taste...... YUMMY... in fact everything there is so yummy!

over and done with lunch...



after hours of shopping we went back to hotel for a short rest...
but we busied ourselves with photo taking again...
you know the dressing table chair is pretty useful?





geddit?!?

This is a nice pic of my buddy:



and i Lurrrve this pic of us... too bad it's a lil' blurred:



we head to Suan Lum Night Bazaar at night... and this is what caught our attention:



the huge ferris wheel! Singapore's building our own too!

and there's a pretty place there too :



had dinner at the western restaurant opposite our hotel:



and so, we call it a day after that...

31 March...

we went chatuchak market but it's so hot that we din take any photos there...
the place's too big to let u stop walking... hahaha...
so we went back hotel... for some cooling down and head to:



and we had sashimi again!!!!! yeah!!!!!



31 march was basically alot of shopping, v little photo taking....

at nite, we went to chinatown... for xp's prawns and my sharkfin soup!



she loves the prawns!

and then, we went back to the hotel to pack... coz we're coming back on 1 April...
and here's what we bought:





alot of stuff!! not enough though? ahahahaha....

1 April...

rise and shine, breakfast was soup at this western restaurant opposite our hotel
before the soup arrives we decided to take some 'artistic' photos...





but hey! i'm not suitable!



arrival of the soup... and she lovesssss the chicken soup!



well, back to the lobby to check out...

she's my buddy



and i'm looking forward to the next trip!



and before we go....



That's all!!!

life's pretty much the same ever since i'm back to work...
except for the lighter workload...
i think i better take back my words...
coz i see another hurricane of work coming in again!

haha...
i'm bored at home.
i've bought my sims 2 expansions and am mad playin it as and when it's my off day.
i'm missing boiler room...
can't seem to find any companion to go wif me = (

and i'm missing out on my buddy!
hey where's the photos?

anyway, i just did something tat at least keep me excited for a few hours.
I pillion on a CBR 600 for the FIRST TIME.
ok la. I know i'm freaking sua ku.
I've nv sat on anything bigger than 2B wat!
the biggest was X9...
it feels big, and gd.
ahahaha... Thanks to Jerry.
new friend. rode out to get wet in the rain...
tat's the main aim... like wat rite?!?
but then it stopped raining after a while.
so it kinda defeats the purpose.

but it's enugh to keep me excited?
coz it's a big bike ma.
hahaha... tat's all for my nonsensical post.

I'm online at this weird hour!
this is rare...
well of coz, i'm back! from BKK.

well, i had fun of coz!
it's really a shopping trip.
i din really buy alot of things for myself.
but i'm happy coz i bought things for my family
and esp my bro, who is super delighted with the clothings i bought for him.
gd thing all fits him!
and mum is keepin that bag in place.
and dad is so happy wif his 4 pairs of sunglassess.

hahaha...
and i'm happy with all my purchases!
i love all the things i bought!!!!!!
and really wana thank my bud, xp for makin it happen.
thanks for the perfume too!
we'll go somewhere again next yr ok?
i'll have another savings lot call travel expenses apart from the school and car
which i'm having now.

and i tot i bought a new bed for fluffy too!
she loves it i think?! coz she does go into in and laze there...
tat's great! and it's damn cheap lor!!!!!!
compared to those in SG which is bloody expensive!
i can get 3 of them in BKK by jus comparing to the one i bought the previous round!
and she got loads of snacks too!
everyone's happy!
hahaha...
oh... the weather there is like so hot?!
but i kinda like the sun shining hard on me when i was in chatuchak. (is that how u spell?)
it was burning hot but it certainly feels like sun tanning.

and it's 3.30 am! i'm goin to bugis tml to pass the gifts to the aunties!
and then i'm goin to buy game... my sims 2 expansions.
and the one that went missing.
till today i freakin still believe he took it.
but i will buy new one. dun care!
hahaha...

no photos for now...
wait till i get them i'll upload some here...
meanwhile, it's goin to
zZzZzZz

it's like....12 more hours and i'm flying.
checkin in the airport at 10.25am.

met mama yesterday for dinner.
it's like eeeonsss since i last saw her.
i still love and miss her.
She's my mama ok.
i'm sorry to keep her waiting.
and having her to shop wif me...

and today... work was hectic.
coz half the day i was administering offer letters at SGH.
then i'm left wif only 2nd half to clear my work and do up my handover list.
argh!!!!!!! going crazy then... and the recept. kept coming to ask me this n that...
almost gone crazy. sorry to let my dear ms may and ms yien wait for my handover list.
but everything's ok... i left out something in my list.
but i remember already. gonna tell ms yien tml.

and then again, sorry to xp and bf for makin u guys wait for me.
see, i've been making ppl wait for me.
i feel so bad!!!!!!! but i can't seem to tear myself away from work.
i dream of my work...... tat's the worst part.
i hope i dun dream of any during my holidays!

i'm goin away in 12 hours time....
i'm feelin excited. tired. worried (abt work AGAIN).
guess... it's wat they call...
Zhi Ye Bing.

hmm... i tot i'll come in and talk a lil' bout work.
have i mention b4 that i work in the recruitment team in my company?
and i'm in the admin n ancillary team for recruitment.
apart from that there's the paramedical team and nursing team.
wat's wif all these teams?
basically we split the positions up for hiring.
so to speak, my team hires all positions that falls under
Admin & Ancillary
which is a huge group.

and something so much of coincidence is that...
there are 3 ppl (including myself) in the admin team...
they are, my A.M and my J.E not forgetting myself A.
AM = Assistant Manager
JE = Junior Executive
A = Assistant
and then? we all belong to the same family 5000 yrs ago.
and our initials are all about the same.

AM - > LML
JE - > LYL
myself - > LWL

geddit?!? So we always joked about creating the surname "LIM" empire.
anyway, my dearest AM popped the qns today.
my JE hinted me sometime back.
it's regarding my conversion.
she was telling me it's up to me whether i wan to renew or convert. -_-"
coz my job scope involes this for other staff...
wat an open ended choice.
i'm thinkin about it...

I'm feeling kinda lost.
Guess it's the quietness at home.
Even though my parents are home, they are in their room.
and i'm in mine.
we live in our own rooms.
our own lives.
had lots of tots lately about my near future.
dun dare to think too far... yet. haha...

studies? car? job? career advancemnet? new friends? new environment?
got to know alot of ppl over the net ever since it ended in Jan.
over different networks. i've got to enjoy myself more too.
i've learnt to live for myself totally. and am now lovin' it.
and not to forget, seen many diff faces of friends around me.
the ones who were and will always be there.
those that were merely there to find out more...
i was sitting down goin tru some past memories. some still pricked me.
but i've decided to seal it all up. once and for all.
i'm never ever goin to let it affect me anymore.
i'm sorry, but i dun see the need to remember anything u've done even though they were really once so sweet. even though there were difficult times we've gone through. the tough times. the good times. how much tears i've shed for the past 2 yrs.
it's all goin to be sealed up.

it's not as if i've not gotten over it. trust me i have work hard to come to where i am today.
i may not have fully gotten over it but it shall be.
i'm happy where i am now. doin wat i love to do at my own timing.
i dun have to watch the clock.
i dun have to worry about anything else.
i'm myself. i'm happy.
and i'm so much more happier.
coz i'm goin on a holiday soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and yes. W/O u.

i'm not feelin sore. i'm jus pouring out my thoughts.
and i'm done with it.

Hot. Sweaty. Shagged. Flushed.
Tat's exactly how i'm feeling now!
not angry. not blushing.
then???

just back from jog...

I think i completed my 1.8km faster than the previous previous round.
(note: double previous! coz last round i only managed 1.5km due to pain from improper breathing)

i hope i'm gettting faster and not my clock getting slower.
if i'm really goin that fast... then i'm goin to add another 600m to the routine.
tat's gonna make it 2.4km a wk!
Wow... thinking of 8 times to and fro... really dun make me feel like jogging anymore.
Wahahahahaha... i think i shall stay on to 1.8km till the day comes...

i'm still trying to convince myself to jog 1.8km twice a week. (tat's 3.6km!)
it sounds more attractive than 2.4km at a go...
i'm like doin my 3Xs table here. (mathematics sux!)
hahaha... i'm jus working out to see if i can work out! (geddit?)

i seriously think that the jog has caused me to type rubbish here.
probably too high from it.
but coming to think of it again, i still dance for at least 2 hrs weekly (non stop)
so does it help? i think so...
but if i dun go st james does it means i work out less?
then do i have to balance by jogging another 1.8km?
or do i have to dance at home for 2hrs?
i've done it b4 few yrs back and a few times a wk in fact!
but then, there was no dog.

i wun do it wif fluffy staring at me...
i bet she must be wondering if i'm mad/wtf am i doin?!?!?
hahaha... and i dun like her stares too. make me feel so uncomfortable!
so how... must i offset?
dilemma now... stupid of me to get into a dilemma out of this issue...
i guess, i'll see how it goes.
i'm starting to feel slpy.
better go bathe to freshen up. still've got laundry to do!

and i really love the pair of boots Zuley wore that nite.......
I REALLY WANT IT........ really....

jus reached home from boiler room!
first time so early.
hmm.. coz Mr Eugene need to go home
hope he ain't bored... he looked kinda.

but i had fun. today it's damn packed again!
and i told the 'hooded' guy i'll be back next week...
erm... duno if i can make it.
left her alone at there i hope she's not upset.
L: if u're reading this... i hope u're alrite? btw, i saw the 'hooded' guy at the entrance area! there got more space for him la. ahahaha.

starting to feel tired. i miss alia's cute dressing.
and i love zuley's white boots!!!!! it's so bloody damn nice!
i want it...... exactly the type i'm looking for.
shoe laces all the way up and a cute shiny heart shape!
if i see it, i'm gonna get it. and it's shoe like!

ah... tired... duno wat's gonna happen tml. i hope i will be slping at 3.
and it's monday coming again! sadded!

blog again...

had a v boring sat nite.
but a not too bad sunday!
started wif family going for lunch at Sakae.
wee... then lou hei there... din get enough salmon satisfaction though.

then brother drove me to hougang mall
to get the hi-fi that i've been eyeing for less than a week.
nice nice... love it. it's now sitting next to my laptop.
squarish.. so kinda cubic.

it rained when we got home...
cleaned up my side 'table' and the mini bar fridge.
really din tough it since he left.
he really made the poor fridge look disgusting lor
wat a freak.

din get to use pc today at all not until like 30 mins ago.
bro was hogging on it whole day doing his project.
anywayz, i'm still hoping to buy more beautiful tops!
and of coz, shorts.
i also wana go ikea! buy some stuff. i can't remove the mirror i stick on!
irritating... i wan to change it's location...

oh did i mention that i went to the dog gathering yesterday?
the most fun part of all is meeting up wif nise and her 6 cheeky poms!
haha... all so lovely.
but poor fluffy was so disturbed the whole day.
good thing she got warmed up a lil' wif nisey's poms...

it's going to be monday again...
another 6 working days this week..
hope everything will be smooth sailing this week.

oh yeah, i, for the 2nd time indirectly, caused ppl to strike 4D again!
this time is ms yien... hahaha...
i jus say buy 4D and she really bought and it's 3rd prize!
hmm... I never buy 4D so i guess, i only pass my luck to ppl ard...
hope so?!? better pass some to my mum.
she's complaining why do i always let others have the luck...
maybe it'll be her turn...
or maybe... i'm not her lucky child... haha...
maybes....

i'm friggin bored!
not goin st james tonite... after like 6 consecutive sats...
it certainly feels BORING.

Been pretty lethargic lately at work.
no idea why...
seems like the workload is piling up again
or is it me? who has become inefficient?!?

feeling kinda guilty for not joggin this wk.
i missed out jogging last wk coz i was sick.
i dun really have a gd excuse now. apart from the weather.
and the OT?
I gotta make myself jog twice next week then.
MUST go TWICE. sighz.

feeling kinda bored rite now. nothing much to do.
don't know wat to do either! damn.
dun feel like playing games either.
tomorrow is the dfs doggie gathering... fluffy's going.
and my stupid bro has yet to tell me if he's gonna lend me his car
or if he's gonna send me there.
i've got a list of things that i wana buy.
i need a more shorts! more tops! more pretty tops!
more shoes! more boots! more bags! and not forgetting...
more MONEY!!!!!!!!! hahahaha... that's the most impt i guess.

Saw a player the other day at harvey norman. it's white.
very nice. Philips. and it cost 179.
a little ex for home mini hi fi... but the gd thing is that i can jus plug in my ipod.
i'm still considering...
and i'm hoping to go st james tml nite despite the fact that
i've been there for the past consecutive sats!
I miss... Alia and the Raw Energy~~ haha...

feeling kinda slpy. but dun really wana slp...
wat can i do...

hmm... it really feels different to be using my laptop on the desk.
feels.... professional...lol wat crap.
at least i dun feel like at work. that's the most impt thing! but it feels gd.

was out ytd noon wif jo and kenny for k lunch.
hmm... was down wif flu so wasn't really singin much.
the lunch has changed since duno when.
and i only know of it ytd. wat sua ku man!
hahaha... u gotta understand the fact that the last time i hit k lunch was 2 yrs back.
otherwise, was all the v expensive hours.
and i din know they dun let u swipe ur card when ur bill is under 50 bucks.
wat is that... -_-"

anyway, was out walking ard and i finally bought the laptop cool pad!
it's for my lappy to sit on it wif 2 fans underneath cooling it.
i'm so freaking worried that my lappy will go chao ta or even be smoking...
due to the heat it produces esp when i'm playing sims 2.
it goes on for hours... and it really gets v heated up!
but now i'm alrite wif it... and that cool pad (according to the box it's called cool pad)
is transparent piece of plastic... and that guy was saying it's arcyllic. so no fear...
i tot it might melt... haha...and it produces blue light when u on it... jus like my mouse.
so now my table is v blue..... together wif my room phone which is also blue!

anyway, enugh of that... i also spent a deal at nike.
i bout a top! i tot it was beautiful despite the fact that it's pretty translucent.
well i guess my sats are pretty much a spending spree for me.
was down at st james ytd again. oh it was damn packed ytd.
i duno why... but not too bad still...... = )

tml's back to work again..... and it's gonna be a 5 full week.
where's the next PH gonna be????????????

it's friday~
time passess super fast tis wk.
in fact....
it's just the holidays that made the wk look so short.

hmmm...
nothing much.
jus here to blabber some nonsense.....

New skin for the new year?

I kinda like this though.
at this moment...

CNY is jus like 10 hours plus away.
but i'm really not at least bothered.
no shopping for CNY.
i did shop alot. but all are meant for other purposes...

tot i should jus drop by and blog a bit.
sorry for abandoning my blog for 2 wks!
alrite, was as usual, down to st james on sat nites.
it'll still be the same tonite. irregardless if it's CNY.
to me, it's jus "who cares?"

well, i miss aunty loh suddenly since yesterday.
i duno why. but no plans to go back (yet).
i'm still enjoying my sats out...

looks like it's gonna rain again...
bad weather...

was duper busy the whole of last wk.
OT was throughout the wk in fact.
Mon - 930
Tues - 10pm
Wed - 10.30
Thurs - 10.30

imagine... and every nite slp at 1.30.

went for a jog on monday still!

damn shag... and Fri was the big move out.

caught up wif xp, er, ke, jen and fen wif her boy on Fri nite.
gd to catch up... although i din talk much it's still gd to see them.
went for lunch wif bro on sat.
bought 2 pairs of shoes from U.R.S. (pissed wif the one at Tiong Bahru Plaza)
slacked at home till nite.

st james again at 11.
sad thing
ytd's crowd wasn't as great as last wk.
was a little boring though.
left at 3 plus... hit tamp mcdonalds for a drink
hit the sack at 830 am. gdness.
woke up at 1530... hahaha...
still feeling slpy though...

tml's a new war at a new zone...
oh did i mention i kinda love my new office?

Tired.
but can't slp anymore.

St James last nite...
been a long while since i last club.
at least i was havin better fun than the last spot at devils.
energizer is back!
hahaha...
from floor to table top and back to floor again...
the place was damn pack and squeezy.

club till 4 (they close at 4! so early ?!?)
and went for a drink (tea la... no more alcohol)
reached home at 6... and did something stupid accidentally again
i deleted all my inbox messages!!!!!
#%%@^@
wat crap load! i guess i was dead beat then.
coz i slpt at 6 on fri nite too...

arise and shine at 12... can't slp anymore... no idea why.
and now there's no water coz someone's reparing pipes.
finally... sighz...

Dreading tml's arrival coz it's the week that we're shifting office!
and there's tonnes which i've yet to do.
wanted to get back office ytd. but slpin at 6 doesn't help at all...


Looking forward to next wkend though~

well, if u've been readin my blog for the past 2 days
u'll know that there's some childish kids running around
trying to destroy my reputation once again.

watever, i know who never grows up in the end...
i've decided to be generous...
not to be bothered.
jus get rid of those stupid nonsense this particular kid has done.

no brainer for using the same ip.
think i'm stupid?
think again.

you know who you are.

Shaggggggggged...
despite the emotional drain,
i'm still trying very hard to pick myself up.

jus back half an hour ago from a jog.
went joggin wif my bro.
first time he offered to pick me up from office to send me home.
then we went for dinner together.
and finally for a jog...
not v flattering though... only 1.6 km.
will go again probably Thurs or Fri.
anybody wana join me?
pls gimme a call.
I hope i have companion though.

need to help myself fight all those may it be sweet or bad memories
throw them all away.
help me get past this stage... till the day,
when i recall those days for the past 2 yrs...
the won't be any pain... probably just the sweet memories will remain?
I hope so... like how i manage to get over the past 3...
I hope...

my life's been wrecked.

Thanks to the shameless couple.

Past week was jus so hard to get by.
So is now.
Betrayal and cheating is enough.
Yet making up lies to cover for himself, destroying my reputation,
protecting her seems to be wat he wants.

Seeing her on his FS4459M yesterday bypassin my area.
Still denying the fact.
Yes I know.
We're over. Please grow up and stop being such a coward.
not admitting to it when being asked.

I HATE THEM. TAY CHONG SIONG. the once my everything.
who took away my everything. the one who seek my trust. which now turns into...
betrayal. YVONNE GOH KAI XIN. the bitch who kept lying.
HATE.

I've been like the living dead.
I can't slp everynite.
I have to make myself drop dead tired.
finding ppl to talk to over the phone.
the min i hang up, wide awake again.
the pain... is overwhelming.
Even if i do slp, every short while i wake up.
It's mentally torturing.
I tried... i failed.
I lost.
I duno wat can i do to make myself feel better.

Sincere thanks and appreciation to all friends who talked to me.
Esp XP. the number of hours you spent
has really touched me.
Wenbin too. Thanks for talkin to me wee hours into the nite.
despite feelin tired. Thanks for enlightening me.
Thanks effendi, both kelvins.
Thanks jojo, for helpin me seek the numbers.
I'm still in pain.

I still need ppl to talk to.
yet i can't bring myself to call anyone else.
please my dear friends,
I need friends to be by my side at tis veri moment.
please help me...

jus when i tot u were being heartless.

one freaking truth came out.

u weren't heartless. u were and still IS COLD BLOODED.

Fuck u for using my phone to call her.

Fuck u for saying those to her USING MY PHONE.

FUCK U YVONNE GOH KAI XIN. wan to know her?

go to takopachi look for YVONNE.

wat can i say...

speechless.

i'm having one of the worst new yr's eve and new yr itself...

i've to pick myself up from wat u just left.

selfish. i see.

how u hurt me. 2 yrs.

i'm jus plain dumb and stupid.

I tried to slash. but i admit. i dun have sufficient courage.

maybe for now. maybe not.

how heartless can u be. wat u said. simply jus doesnt seems to be.

tearing for 1 and half days.

bad fall. pain. shattered. lose my will. lose my mind.

insane.

tat's wat u've given to me.

thanks. wif love.

Oooo well, long time no update.
Busy la. as usual.

work work work.
damn tiring and stressful till i fell sick last wk.
was catching the korean drama Goong aka Princess Hours for the past weeks.
So caught up with the show till now.
Am still listening to the OST. or rather... bought the OST.

Well, X'mas round the corner!
Merry X'mas in advance everyone!!!!

time for some pics...

more of fluffy to be exact...

firstly... may i present fluffy acting fierce...



coming up next... fluffy WITHOUT EARS!!!!



still more to come.... fluffy acting babyish....



Lastly... best pic of fluffy ever since she entered into my family....


before i go...

a glimpse of me... in my new specs... wif a my shuai ge... LOL