Hmmm... happy!
excited.
coz i spent money again today!

$340 gone jus like thaT!!!!!!!
i got a new pair of specs.
will be collecting it some other day.
initially was goin to spend more
coz i like another specs... it's bloody expensive
coz it's D&G.... match my phone huh...
but then thanks to chris...
she somehow managed to stop me!
ahahaha... otherwise i may be really regretting now.
but i still like it alot!!!!!!
maybe nextime when i earn alot huh...
cool lor...

and i got something else...

tat's going to stay wif me for the rest of my life....



this is wat i got.. dun bother to ask too much...

i saw it online before.... and the original looks like this...



and i told the artist, to leave out the color and that round thing...
and he's so cute.... he can't spell dolphin... hahaha...
alrite v mean of me...
but he's cute la...
primitive... not a bad place...

oh ya, i've been receiving this same comment "Matrix!" from ppl who see this:



wat do u think??

sorry for the serious lack of updates...
back to the busy work life of mine...
it's getting harder to manage... = (

anyway, i had super long day yesterday...
and now i have no idea wat's wrong wif me...
i can feel my heartbeat... not settled down...
puzzled*

i started yesterday with office!
back to office for data entry as the new SAP system goes 'live'.
initially was planning to rot at home after work.
hopefully someone will ask me out.
but... my gd fren chris ask me out while i'm still working
and ended up shopping!!!!!!!!!
arghz... i spent alot again. yes...
once again!
counting down to payday... 3 more days. ahahaha...
anyway, after the long afternoon/night of shopping,
we went to chill in starbucks @ suntec.
talked alot... about life, work, and yes, my plans.
gd catch up. = ) i'm meeting her out next sat for new specs!

yeah, i'm going/planning to get a new pair of specs.
Jerry msged me at ard 12 plus to ask me out...
was still at suntec then.
so i met up wif him at around 4.45 am!
he came down to fetch me after a long long wait.

tat explains the long long day. i almost din slp for one whole day!
coz i woke up at 7 wat. need to work on sat.
good thing i slpt at 6 i guess?!?
he jus send me home and i've freshen up...
but still feelin a lil' tired...

tomorrow's another day of work........ monday blues!
Looking forward to sat again!!!!!

I am so FUGGING PISSED OFF with this guy. I swear this is not the first time things like this happen... a conversation that can jus make me blow!

Nce says:
bored to max
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
haa
Nce says:
den u shld train to amx den wun bored mah
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
.........
Nce says:
really mah
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i'm not training for anything wat
Nce says:
for ur figure health
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
tat is not training... that is call losing weight
Nce says:
same leh
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
different lor
Nce says:
very simple i'll put tis way, tats y last tiem i told u run longer distance training urself and same tme lose weight faster
Nce says:
1 stone kill 2 bird
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
very simple, i'm not training - > not pushing myself to feel turn off by my routine jog
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i'm fine wif the pace
Nce says:
human always go for best and more
Nce says:
1 very imp thing, mentality muz be strong
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
one must always know self content
Nce says:up to u bah nt my figure anyway
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
ya... i'm fat n ugly mah
Nce says:
i nv say anything
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
ya...... u din say anything... i said everything lor
Nce says:
each person is born wat to be, i cannot say u fat ugly
Nce says:
let alone talk abt myself
Nce says:
but if u say u r fat, den u shld use the methods told u
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
is some form of obligations?
Nce says:
wat obligations
Nce says:
chim
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
nvm.. . .
Nce says:
actually u r , tats y i told u to train more
Nce says:
nt all gals willing to spent time go jogging
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i am not training
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i told u
Nce says:
tats y i c u gt self motivate y tn tel u some tricks to perform beta
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i dun wan to train
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
to me jogging is not training
Nce says:
train mean intentsive or continous performing den u'll c results
Nce says:
den ur concept is wrong lor
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
u have the rite definition ?
Nce says:
of cos la
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
as u already said
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
it's intensive
Nce says:
tats y cal train mah
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i'm not going on intensive but routine
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
it's different
Nce says:
if u apply tat, ur wt definetely will drop another 7 kgs
Nce says:
and u feel more healtier
Nce says:
energetic
Nce says:
etc
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i jog....... not train
Nce says:
u still dun c the pic mmm nvm
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
and u dun get my point either
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i know i'm fat and ugly and heavy and not healthy n lerthagic ok ?
Nce says:
up to u la
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
does tat satisfy u ?
Nce says:
satis ur head
Nce says:
i say at its becos u gt self motivate u willing to spend time on jogging
Nce says:
if nt i dun even bother
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
well u know i am willing to jog
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
tat's gd
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
enough
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
and i've been saying i'm not training for anything
Nce says:
i noe u wana lose weight mah, tats y i told u the methods nt only lose weight ur stamina is also
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
to me jogging is not training
Nce says:
lose wieght right
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
lose weight is not training either
Nce says:
yah la lose weight if u use the technic i told u it can eb faster.
Nce says:
faster and beta
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
u're telling me to undergo training
Nce says:
to push urself more abit
Nce says:
yes and tat will helps u beta alot
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
tat is also not training
Nce says:
if u jog for fun den dun waste time la
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
forget it
Nce says:
u jog w/o correct targets or technics u'll nv acheive ur dreams, or faster
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i told u forget it
Nce says:
i dun c any thing wrong wif wat i say, cos is all for u
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i also dun see anything wrong wif me going jogging
Nce says:
1 word, improvment
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
and now u're saying that i'm wasting time
Nce says:
i ask u la, hw much can u reduce right anot
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
improvement is upon self. not upon demoralizing
Nce says:
if w/o correct technic isnt it a waste of time
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i already said... i do not wish to train
Nce says:
i always tel u, if gt people say some comments, if its i'll take it, if its nt den leave it mah
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
training is not wat i wan. if i train i'll be goin the wrong way
Nce says:
wrong way
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i'm not saying ur comments is wrong
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
or bad
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
forget it
Nce says:
mmm ur mentality is somehw weak i can say
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
u dun know me well enought
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
that's all i can say
Nce says:
theres nth gt to do wif all this
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i have already said
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
forget it
Nce says:
from wat u say olredi tells me ur mentality is weak mah den strong ah
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i'm not saying whether i'm mentally stronger / weaker
Nce says:
if u tel me no time or wat maybe i understand lor
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
all i'm saying is that u dun know me well enugh
Nce says:
nth gt to do wif this
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
and wat seriously makes u think i have all the time in the world?
Nce says:
i nv say u hav all the time la
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
forget it
Nce says:
like tat den 4get it
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i've said many times forget it i dun wan to talk about this issue anymore
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i'm joggin still
Nce says:
anar anar
Nce says:
as u wish la
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i dun see y u get upset wif me jogging.
Nce says:
i nv upset
Nce says:
y shall i upset
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
ya u shldn't
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
why should u rite
Nce says:
as a friend, i hope u can seEk beta results den i intro u saf training methods
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i nv stop u from tat....
Nce says:
my objective is dun wan ur hard wrk becum wasted
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
like wat u've said...... as u wish
Nce says:
yah la
Nce says:
maybe i dun understd y u dun wan beta effects or result tats the main thng
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
maybe it's jus that u dun understand wat i'm talking after all
Nce says:
i dun tink so
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
as u wish lor
Nce says:
from wat i c, is either, u really push further, or simply dun wan
Nce says:
but simply dun wan den y take up jogging leh mmm
Nce says:
but take up le, gt methods y dun try leh
Nce says:
only tis puzzle me
Nce says:
if gt things which can wrk, i'll try, and if sHows no results i'll take the person as talk nonsense, or from there i'll improve more
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
from wat i see u dun know me and my situation well enugh
Nce says:
u nv tel me hw i noe
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
u nv ask
Nce says:
if its health issues den maybe i can understand
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
and i've been sayin that
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
and u kept insisting that it's not an issue
Nce says:
maybe ur heart cannot take 2 much pressure den i nth to say bah
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
so i do not wish to talk about it anymore
Nce says:
u nv say
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
as u wish lah....... as long as u are happy wif wat u've said
Nce says:
if u tel me u gt health issues do u tink i'll tel u to push
Nce says:
no right
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
it doesn't matter / affect u wat the receiving party may feel or perceive
Nce says:
life only gt 1 leh
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
so case closed
Nce says:
i'm open so anything u can jus say mah and dun nid hide 1
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i'm not hiding
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
it's perception issue rite now.
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i dun wan to talk about it anymore
Nce says:
wat reception or perception la
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
watever
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
as u wish
Nce says:
if its health issue, den dun push urself 2 much
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i have nv been pushing myself too much
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
i've told u i'm not training
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
so i dun have to
wEL - * bored to max! * says:
tat's all

Watch those in green esp! wat a freak!

I'm so firrirated by this idiot!!!!!!
It's my life after all.
it' very nice of u to share. thank u very much.
so if u seriously think that it's so gd... y haven u bcum any fitness instructor?
and yet u're here yakking awaY??!

it's not as if i'm not open to comments.
but then, who are u to judge.
wat's more, u dun even know me that well.
frens' of mine know that i am open to comments
and they know how i handle/take it.

wat a freaking idiot!

Caution! Long long post ahead wif pictures specially brought to you from the "land of thousand smiles..." credits: XP.

On the arrival of Changi Airport on 29 March 07, here's wat we brought there:



and so... we're happily on board in the plane!



and the first day was pretty much spent on arrival and checking in.
we went to Platinum shopping centre in the evening...
the shops there close so early! at ard 8, the shutters were almost all down!

we went back to our hotel area... and i had my very first massage for the past 22 yrs of my life:



after that, we had a 7 course dinner which we only finish 6. hahaha... tat's pretty much for the first day...

30 April, it's rise and shine... bathed, all ready to go out:



we went to a salon near our hotel for hair straightening...

in the streets of Bangkok...



and shopping comes next!!!!

we took a cab... and pictures in the cab... coz of the heavy traffic in BKK.





see the jam?

we went to...



and we had our lunch at this Fuji Jap Restaurant... we're kinda famished while waiting...



she's really hungry yeah?



so am i! and i'm giving the ke lian face again...



then the playful cum act cute me:



finally after a long wait, the food arrives!!!!!





wat shall i eat first??? let me see... while dear xp starts her cha soba





that's chicken...



it taste...... YUMMY... in fact everything there is so yummy!

over and done with lunch...



after hours of shopping we went back to hotel for a short rest...
but we busied ourselves with photo taking again...
you know the dressing table chair is pretty useful?





geddit?!?

This is a nice pic of my buddy:



and i Lurrrve this pic of us... too bad it's a lil' blurred:



we head to Suan Lum Night Bazaar at night... and this is what caught our attention:



the huge ferris wheel! Singapore's building our own too!

and there's a pretty place there too :



had dinner at the western restaurant opposite our hotel:



and so, we call it a day after that...

31 March...

we went chatuchak market but it's so hot that we din take any photos there...
the place's too big to let u stop walking... hahaha...
so we went back hotel... for some cooling down and head to:



and we had sashimi again!!!!! yeah!!!!!



31 march was basically alot of shopping, v little photo taking....

at nite, we went to chinatown... for xp's prawns and my sharkfin soup!



she loves the prawns!

and then, we went back to the hotel to pack... coz we're coming back on 1 April...
and here's what we bought:





alot of stuff!! not enough though? ahahahaha....

1 April...

rise and shine, breakfast was soup at this western restaurant opposite our hotel
before the soup arrives we decided to take some 'artistic' photos...





but hey! i'm not suitable!



arrival of the soup... and she lovesssss the chicken soup!



well, back to the lobby to check out...

she's my buddy



and i'm looking forward to the next trip!



and before we go....



That's all!!!

life's pretty much the same ever since i'm back to work...
except for the lighter workload...
i think i better take back my words...
coz i see another hurricane of work coming in again!

haha...
i'm bored at home.
i've bought my sims 2 expansions and am mad playin it as and when it's my off day.
i'm missing boiler room...
can't seem to find any companion to go wif me = (

and i'm missing out on my buddy!
hey where's the photos?

anyway, i just did something tat at least keep me excited for a few hours.
I pillion on a CBR 600 for the FIRST TIME.
ok la. I know i'm freaking sua ku.
I've nv sat on anything bigger than 2B wat!
the biggest was X9...
it feels big, and gd.
ahahaha... Thanks to Jerry.
new friend. rode out to get wet in the rain...
tat's the main aim... like wat rite?!?
but then it stopped raining after a while.
so it kinda defeats the purpose.

but it's enugh to keep me excited?
coz it's a big bike ma.
hahaha... tat's all for my nonsensical post.

I'm online at this weird hour!
this is rare...
well of coz, i'm back! from BKK.

well, i had fun of coz!
it's really a shopping trip.
i din really buy alot of things for myself.
but i'm happy coz i bought things for my family
and esp my bro, who is super delighted with the clothings i bought for him.
gd thing all fits him!
and mum is keepin that bag in place.
and dad is so happy wif his 4 pairs of sunglassess.

hahaha...
and i'm happy with all my purchases!
i love all the things i bought!!!!!!
and really wana thank my bud, xp for makin it happen.
thanks for the perfume too!
we'll go somewhere again next yr ok?
i'll have another savings lot call travel expenses apart from the school and car
which i'm having now.

and i tot i bought a new bed for fluffy too!
she loves it i think?! coz she does go into in and laze there...
tat's great! and it's damn cheap lor!!!!!!
compared to those in SG which is bloody expensive!
i can get 3 of them in BKK by jus comparing to the one i bought the previous round!
and she got loads of snacks too!
everyone's happy!
hahaha...
oh... the weather there is like so hot?!
but i kinda like the sun shining hard on me when i was in chatuchak. (is that how u spell?)
it was burning hot but it certainly feels like sun tanning.

and it's 3.30 am! i'm goin to bugis tml to pass the gifts to the aunties!
and then i'm goin to buy game... my sims 2 expansions.
and the one that went missing.
till today i freakin still believe he took it.
but i will buy new one. dun care!
hahaha...

no photos for now...
wait till i get them i'll upload some here...
meanwhile, it's goin to
zZzZzZz

it's like....12 more hours and i'm flying.
checkin in the airport at 10.25am.

met mama yesterday for dinner.
it's like eeeonsss since i last saw her.
i still love and miss her.
She's my mama ok.
i'm sorry to keep her waiting.
and having her to shop wif me...

and today... work was hectic.
coz half the day i was administering offer letters at SGH.
then i'm left wif only 2nd half to clear my work and do up my handover list.
argh!!!!!!! going crazy then... and the recept. kept coming to ask me this n that...
almost gone crazy. sorry to let my dear ms may and ms yien wait for my handover list.
but everything's ok... i left out something in my list.
but i remember already. gonna tell ms yien tml.

and then again, sorry to xp and bf for makin u guys wait for me.
see, i've been making ppl wait for me.
i feel so bad!!!!!!! but i can't seem to tear myself away from work.
i dream of my work...... tat's the worst part.
i hope i dun dream of any during my holidays!

i'm goin away in 12 hours time....
i'm feelin excited. tired. worried (abt work AGAIN).
guess... it's wat they call...
Zhi Ye Bing.

hmm... i tot i'll come in and talk a lil' bout work.
have i mention b4 that i work in the recruitment team in my company?
and i'm in the admin n ancillary team for recruitment.
apart from that there's the paramedical team and nursing team.
wat's wif all these teams?
basically we split the positions up for hiring.
so to speak, my team hires all positions that falls under
Admin & Ancillary
which is a huge group.

and something so much of coincidence is that...
there are 3 ppl (including myself) in the admin team...
they are, my A.M and my J.E not forgetting myself A.
AM = Assistant Manager
JE = Junior Executive
A = Assistant
and then? we all belong to the same family 5000 yrs ago.
and our initials are all about the same.

AM - > LML
JE - > LYL
myself - > LWL

geddit?!? So we always joked about creating the surname "LIM" empire.
anyway, my dearest AM popped the qns today.
my JE hinted me sometime back.
it's regarding my conversion.
she was telling me it's up to me whether i wan to renew or convert. -_-"
coz my job scope involes this for other staff...
wat an open ended choice.
i'm thinkin about it...

I'm feeling kinda lost.
Guess it's the quietness at home.
Even though my parents are home, they are in their room.
and i'm in mine.
we live in our own rooms.
our own lives.
had lots of tots lately about my near future.
dun dare to think too far... yet. haha...

studies? car? job? career advancemnet? new friends? new environment?
got to know alot of ppl over the net ever since it ended in Jan.
over different networks. i've got to enjoy myself more too.
i've learnt to live for myself totally. and am now lovin' it.
and not to forget, seen many diff faces of friends around me.
the ones who were and will always be there.
those that were merely there to find out more...
i was sitting down goin tru some past memories. some still pricked me.
but i've decided to seal it all up. once and for all.
i'm never ever goin to let it affect me anymore.
i'm sorry, but i dun see the need to remember anything u've done even though they were really once so sweet. even though there were difficult times we've gone through. the tough times. the good times. how much tears i've shed for the past 2 yrs.
it's all goin to be sealed up.

it's not as if i've not gotten over it. trust me i have work hard to come to where i am today.
i may not have fully gotten over it but it shall be.
i'm happy where i am now. doin wat i love to do at my own timing.
i dun have to watch the clock.
i dun have to worry about anything else.
i'm myself. i'm happy.
and i'm so much more happier.
coz i'm goin on a holiday soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and yes. W/O u.

i'm not feelin sore. i'm jus pouring out my thoughts.
and i'm done with it.

Hot. Sweaty. Shagged. Flushed.
Tat's exactly how i'm feeling now!
not angry. not blushing.
then???

just back from jog...

I think i completed my 1.8km faster than the previous previous round.
(note: double previous! coz last round i only managed 1.5km due to pain from improper breathing)

i hope i'm gettting faster and not my clock getting slower.
if i'm really goin that fast... then i'm goin to add another 600m to the routine.
tat's gonna make it 2.4km a wk!
Wow... thinking of 8 times to and fro... really dun make me feel like jogging anymore.
Wahahahahaha... i think i shall stay on to 1.8km till the day comes...

i'm still trying to convince myself to jog 1.8km twice a week. (tat's 3.6km!)
it sounds more attractive than 2.4km at a go...
i'm like doin my 3Xs table here. (mathematics sux!)
hahaha... i'm jus working out to see if i can work out! (geddit?)

i seriously think that the jog has caused me to type rubbish here.
probably too high from it.
but coming to think of it again, i still dance for at least 2 hrs weekly (non stop)
so does it help? i think so...
but if i dun go st james does it means i work out less?
then do i have to balance by jogging another 1.8km?
or do i have to dance at home for 2hrs?
i've done it b4 few yrs back and a few times a wk in fact!
but then, there was no dog.

i wun do it wif fluffy staring at me...
i bet she must be wondering if i'm mad/wtf am i doin?!?!?
hahaha... and i dun like her stares too. make me feel so uncomfortable!
so how... must i offset?
dilemma now... stupid of me to get into a dilemma out of this issue...
i guess, i'll see how it goes.
i'm starting to feel slpy.
better go bathe to freshen up. still've got laundry to do!

and i really love the pair of boots Zuley wore that nite.......
I REALLY WANT IT........ really....

jus reached home from boiler room!
first time so early.
hmm.. coz Mr Eugene need to go home
hope he ain't bored... he looked kinda.

but i had fun. today it's damn packed again!
and i told the 'hooded' guy i'll be back next week...
erm... duno if i can make it.
left her alone at there i hope she's not upset.
L: if u're reading this... i hope u're alrite? btw, i saw the 'hooded' guy at the entrance area! there got more space for him la. ahahaha.

starting to feel tired. i miss alia's cute dressing.
and i love zuley's white boots!!!!! it's so bloody damn nice!
i want it...... exactly the type i'm looking for.
shoe laces all the way up and a cute shiny heart shape!
if i see it, i'm gonna get it. and it's shoe like!

ah... tired... duno wat's gonna happen tml. i hope i will be slping at 3.
and it's monday coming again! sadded!

blog again...

had a v boring sat nite.
but a not too bad sunday!
started wif family going for lunch at Sakae.
wee... then lou hei there... din get enough salmon satisfaction though.

then brother drove me to hougang mall
to get the hi-fi that i've been eyeing for less than a week.
nice nice... love it. it's now sitting next to my laptop.
squarish.. so kinda cubic.

it rained when we got home...
cleaned up my side 'table' and the mini bar fridge.
really din tough it since he left.
he really made the poor fridge look disgusting lor
wat a freak.

din get to use pc today at all not until like 30 mins ago.
bro was hogging on it whole day doing his project.
anywayz, i'm still hoping to buy more beautiful tops!
and of coz, shorts.
i also wana go ikea! buy some stuff. i can't remove the mirror i stick on!
irritating... i wan to change it's location...

oh did i mention that i went to the dog gathering yesterday?
the most fun part of all is meeting up wif nise and her 6 cheeky poms!
haha... all so lovely.
but poor fluffy was so disturbed the whole day.
good thing she got warmed up a lil' wif nisey's poms...

it's going to be monday again...
another 6 working days this week..
hope everything will be smooth sailing this week.

oh yeah, i, for the 2nd time indirectly, caused ppl to strike 4D again!
this time is ms yien... hahaha...
i jus say buy 4D and she really bought and it's 3rd prize!
hmm... I never buy 4D so i guess, i only pass my luck to ppl ard...
hope so?!? better pass some to my mum.
she's complaining why do i always let others have the luck...
maybe it'll be her turn...
or maybe... i'm not her lucky child... haha...
maybes....

i'm friggin bored!
not goin st james tonite... after like 6 consecutive sats...
it certainly feels BORING.

Been pretty lethargic lately at work.
no idea why...
seems like the workload is piling up again
or is it me? who has become inefficient?!?

feeling kinda guilty for not joggin this wk.
i missed out jogging last wk coz i was sick.
i dun really have a gd excuse now. apart from the weather.
and the OT?
I gotta make myself jog twice next week then.
MUST go TWICE. sighz.

feeling kinda bored rite now. nothing much to do.
don't know wat to do either! damn.
dun feel like playing games either.
tomorrow is the dfs doggie gathering... fluffy's going.
and my stupid bro has yet to tell me if he's gonna lend me his car
or if he's gonna send me there.
i've got a list of things that i wana buy.
i need a more shorts! more tops! more pretty tops!
more shoes! more boots! more bags! and not forgetting...
more MONEY!!!!!!!!! hahahaha... that's the most impt i guess.

Saw a player the other day at harvey norman. it's white.
very nice. Philips. and it cost 179.
a little ex for home mini hi fi... but the gd thing is that i can jus plug in my ipod.
i'm still considering...
and i'm hoping to go st james tml nite despite the fact that
i've been there for the past consecutive sats!
I miss... Alia and the Raw Energy~~ haha...

feeling kinda slpy. but dun really wana slp...
wat can i do...

hmm... it really feels different to be using my laptop on the desk.
feels.... professional...lol wat crap.
at least i dun feel like at work. that's the most impt thing! but it feels gd.

was out ytd noon wif jo and kenny for k lunch.
hmm... was down wif flu so wasn't really singin much.
the lunch has changed since duno when.
and i only know of it ytd. wat sua ku man!
hahaha... u gotta understand the fact that the last time i hit k lunch was 2 yrs back.
otherwise, was all the v expensive hours.
and i din know they dun let u swipe ur card when ur bill is under 50 bucks.
wat is that... -_-"

anyway, was out walking ard and i finally bought the laptop cool pad!
it's for my lappy to sit on it wif 2 fans underneath cooling it.
i'm so freaking worried that my lappy will go chao ta or even be smoking...
due to the heat it produces esp when i'm playing sims 2.
it goes on for hours... and it really gets v heated up!
but now i'm alrite wif it... and that cool pad (according to the box it's called cool pad)
is transparent piece of plastic... and that guy was saying it's arcyllic. so no fear...
i tot it might melt... haha...and it produces blue light when u on it... jus like my mouse.
so now my table is v blue..... together wif my room phone which is also blue!

anyway, enugh of that... i also spent a deal at nike.
i bout a top! i tot it was beautiful despite the fact that it's pretty translucent.
well i guess my sats are pretty much a spending spree for me.
was down at st james ytd again. oh it was damn packed ytd.
i duno why... but not too bad still...... = )

tml's back to work again..... and it's gonna be a 5 full week.
where's the next PH gonna be????????????

it's friday~
time passess super fast tis wk.
in fact....
it's just the holidays that made the wk look so short.

hmmm...
nothing much.
jus here to blabber some nonsense.....

New skin for the new year?

I kinda like this though.
at this moment...

CNY is jus like 10 hours plus away.
but i'm really not at least bothered.
no shopping for CNY.
i did shop alot. but all are meant for other purposes...

tot i should jus drop by and blog a bit.
sorry for abandoning my blog for 2 wks!
alrite, was as usual, down to st james on sat nites.
it'll still be the same tonite. irregardless if it's CNY.
to me, it's jus "who cares?"

well, i miss aunty loh suddenly since yesterday.
i duno why. but no plans to go back (yet).
i'm still enjoying my sats out...

looks like it's gonna rain again...
bad weather...

was duper busy the whole of last wk.
OT was throughout the wk in fact.
Mon - 930
Tues - 10pm
Wed - 10.30
Thurs - 10.30

imagine... and every nite slp at 1.30.

went for a jog on monday still!

damn shag... and Fri was the big move out.

caught up wif xp, er, ke, jen and fen wif her boy on Fri nite.
gd to catch up... although i din talk much it's still gd to see them.
went for lunch wif bro on sat.
bought 2 pairs of shoes from U.R.S. (pissed wif the one at Tiong Bahru Plaza)
slacked at home till nite.

st james again at 11.
sad thing
ytd's crowd wasn't as great as last wk.
was a little boring though.
left at 3 plus... hit tamp mcdonalds for a drink
hit the sack at 830 am. gdness.
woke up at 1530... hahaha...
still feeling slpy though...

tml's a new war at a new zone...
oh did i mention i kinda love my new office?

Tired.
but can't slp anymore.

St James last nite...
been a long while since i last club.
at least i was havin better fun than the last spot at devils.
energizer is back!
hahaha...
from floor to table top and back to floor again...
the place was damn pack and squeezy.

club till 4 (they close at 4! so early ?!?)
and went for a drink (tea la... no more alcohol)
reached home at 6... and did something stupid accidentally again
i deleted all my inbox messages!!!!!
#%%@^@
wat crap load! i guess i was dead beat then.
coz i slpt at 6 on fri nite too...

arise and shine at 12... can't slp anymore... no idea why.
and now there's no water coz someone's reparing pipes.
finally... sighz...

Dreading tml's arrival coz it's the week that we're shifting office!
and there's tonnes which i've yet to do.
wanted to get back office ytd. but slpin at 6 doesn't help at all...


Looking forward to next wkend though~

well, if u've been readin my blog for the past 2 days
u'll know that there's some childish kids running around
trying to destroy my reputation once again.

watever, i know who never grows up in the end...
i've decided to be generous...
not to be bothered.
jus get rid of those stupid nonsense this particular kid has done.

no brainer for using the same ip.
think i'm stupid?
think again.

you know who you are.

Shaggggggggged...
despite the emotional drain,
i'm still trying very hard to pick myself up.

jus back half an hour ago from a jog.
went joggin wif my bro.
first time he offered to pick me up from office to send me home.
then we went for dinner together.
and finally for a jog...
not v flattering though... only 1.6 km.
will go again probably Thurs or Fri.
anybody wana join me?
pls gimme a call.
I hope i have companion though.

need to help myself fight all those may it be sweet or bad memories
throw them all away.
help me get past this stage... till the day,
when i recall those days for the past 2 yrs...
the won't be any pain... probably just the sweet memories will remain?
I hope so... like how i manage to get over the past 3...
I hope...

my life's been wrecked.

Thanks to the shameless couple.

Past week was jus so hard to get by.
So is now.
Betrayal and cheating is enough.
Yet making up lies to cover for himself, destroying my reputation,
protecting her seems to be wat he wants.

Seeing her on his FS4459M yesterday bypassin my area.
Still denying the fact.
Yes I know.
We're over. Please grow up and stop being such a coward.
not admitting to it when being asked.

I HATE THEM. TAY CHONG SIONG. the once my everything.
who took away my everything. the one who seek my trust. which now turns into...
betrayal. YVONNE GOH KAI XIN. the bitch who kept lying.
HATE.

I've been like the living dead.
I can't slp everynite.
I have to make myself drop dead tired.
finding ppl to talk to over the phone.
the min i hang up, wide awake again.
the pain... is overwhelming.
Even if i do slp, every short while i wake up.
It's mentally torturing.
I tried... i failed.
I lost.
I duno wat can i do to make myself feel better.

Sincere thanks and appreciation to all friends who talked to me.
Esp XP. the number of hours you spent
has really touched me.
Wenbin too. Thanks for talkin to me wee hours into the nite.
despite feelin tired. Thanks for enlightening me.
Thanks effendi, both kelvins.
Thanks jojo, for helpin me seek the numbers.
I'm still in pain.

I still need ppl to talk to.
yet i can't bring myself to call anyone else.
please my dear friends,
I need friends to be by my side at tis veri moment.
please help me...

jus when i tot u were being heartless.

one freaking truth came out.

u weren't heartless. u were and still IS COLD BLOODED.

Fuck u for using my phone to call her.

Fuck u for saying those to her USING MY PHONE.

FUCK U YVONNE GOH KAI XIN. wan to know her?

go to takopachi look for YVONNE.

wat can i say...

speechless.

i'm having one of the worst new yr's eve and new yr itself...

i've to pick myself up from wat u just left.

selfish. i see.

how u hurt me. 2 yrs.

i'm jus plain dumb and stupid.

I tried to slash. but i admit. i dun have sufficient courage.

maybe for now. maybe not.

how heartless can u be. wat u said. simply jus doesnt seems to be.

tearing for 1 and half days.

bad fall. pain. shattered. lose my will. lose my mind.

insane.

tat's wat u've given to me.

thanks. wif love.

Oooo well, long time no update.
Busy la. as usual.

work work work.
damn tiring and stressful till i fell sick last wk.
was catching the korean drama Goong aka Princess Hours for the past weeks.
So caught up with the show till now.
Am still listening to the OST. or rather... bought the OST.

Well, X'mas round the corner!
Merry X'mas in advance everyone!!!!

time for some pics...

more of fluffy to be exact...

firstly... may i present fluffy acting fierce...



coming up next... fluffy WITHOUT EARS!!!!



still more to come.... fluffy acting babyish....



Lastly... best pic of fluffy ever since she entered into my family....


before i go...

a glimpse of me... in my new specs... wif a my shuai ge... LOL

Had a v enjoyable bday the day b4.
Although din go anywhere...
but shopping whole day is really...
SHIOK!

started with fri,
xp and i went for steamboat at parkway.
i must say it's really nice.
highly recommendable 4 stars out of 5.
anyone wana go there makan?
loook for me ok.

then the bday prezzies note: prezzieS
not prezzie. she gave me really touched me.
thanks my dearest friend.
really love the pendant.
and of coz the dinner.

bday itself, went shopping...
bought the v3i gold... and the gold bluetooth.
bargained for a free hp pouch using my bday as excuse.
hahahaha...
got myself a memory card as well.
then bought a top and a jacket too!
finally, made a pair of new glasses!!!!!!! love it.
haha... will post it next time.

my grandmother, (paternal) passed away on 26 Nov.
well, we are totally not close to her.
thus... i'm kinda nonchalent about it.
i still miss my ah ma (maternal) alot though...

Am waiting for the D&G pouch and gold earpiece to be launch in SG
duno wat to get for me for x'mas?
get the hint. drop by motorola service centre then.
hahaha...

Change a new blog skin...
coz the previous one got complaint
probs browsing it.

Hope tis is better...
do giv ur feedback.
Thanks!

I'm still on the lookout for V3i Gold...

I really want that D&G V3I.

REALLY CLASSIC.

PRETTY...

Work...
is jus soooooo BUSY.
simply never ending!
my tasks jus piles up everyday.
but i'm really glad
that my collegues and my assistant manager
have been v tolerating.
Esp my assistant manager.
they are all v fun ppl in fact.
My da shi jie and er shi jie
both always teach me whenever i approach them.
also, the lovely Lydia from one of our contacting agencies.

Anywayz, brought fluffy to the vet ytd.
she's healthy. and she's 5! not 7!
yeah!!!
and we bought fluffy a new polka dot bed!
looks pretty cute n retro.
Lazy to load here la...
jus go to my friendster to see(if u like)

alrights. got to go now...
need to rest... tml is yet another day for war....

Updates!
Din blog for about a week.

Started work.
am still fine and happy with my job.
still able to cope coz the person i'm takin over
is still here...
and tat marks her official last day today.
20/10/2006.

Good thing i manage to pick up some stuff from her
and that my collegues are nice ppl.
The person i'm taking over is DORIS.
She's really a v lovable woman.
she dun really look her age (younger)
and she's really fun to be with!
her constant laughing and silly jokes
together with her animation acts jus make her
such a great collegue.
I actually felt lost today
coz i know from monday onwards,
life w/o her is gonna be hellish for me.
coz i'm taking over ALL of her work.

anyway, tat's about it.
BIG THANKS once again to DORIS.
Well wishes to you.
Oh, i do enjoy today's dinner with both you and susan.
and Thanks to Jessie for taking me to lunch at swensens.
really nice collegues i've got.
i hope my 1 yr with SGH recruitment office
would be a wonderful one...

p/s: my new tagboard is up. Guess tag-board.com is gone... =(

starting work next week.
kinda nervous.
have to undergo medical check up first.

x( coz of tat
i have to go through serveral blood test
from a normal one to a more detailed one
coz i have low haemoglobin counts.
anaemic? maybe.
bad experience with the polyclinic.

almost fainted this morning
coz they can't located my vein
and the doc kept pushin' the needle ard.
it hurts and the loss of blood jus make me giddy.

brrr.......

Updates!

life is pretty much the same.

work, fluffy, him and home.
more working days now
coz of the shortage of manpower
someone's down wif chixpox.
and someone's goin for a tour yet AGAIN
sighz.
5/6 days work for me every wk.
shiok huh.

btw, i went for another job interview today.
and it's a success.
and i'll be joining SGH in less than a mnths time.
it's like 2 wks from now.
everyone's thinkin of NURSE when i mention SGH
pls la... SGH also got HR department rite.

Ha-ha-ha.
wish me luck
coz they kept emphasizing on the level of stress there...
i better keep my fingers cross...

No idea what is wrong wif my internet/blogger.
been quite laggy...
anyways, i'm in to show u the
botak fluffy!

remember fluffy?



now, she's fluffy no more!!!



and i seriously think she looks like a soft toy at times....



well... that's all.
wun be bloggin much this week
coz i'm workin 6 days! damn tiring.
arghz...

A week or so since i last posted.
i know i'm getting lazier
towards blogging but hey,
my life's getting hectic!

here's how my daily routine goes:

Wakes up at 1030
Takes Fluffy for a walk at 1050
Return home by 1130
Wash Fluffy's feet, prepare food, clear papers by 1145
Wakes monster up at 1145
Prepare to go to work by 1215
Set of for work at 1215
Have brunch at 1250
WORK
WORK
WORK
knock off at 2200
if doin cleaning than 2245
Have dinner at 2315
Reach home, take Fluffy out for a walk till 2340
Feed Fluffy again, Dig Fluffy's ears, clear papers
which last up to 0030
BATHE time for US.
0100...
rest, sayang Fluffy. Internet, TV
up to 0300/0400
before sleeping
TIRING... or not huh...

quarrels been hiding ard the corner for the past 2 days.
sighz. when i'm already so tired.
why does his bike have to cock up again
jus like the owner huh.

i hope i can still on wif our plan in november.
and spend more time with Fluffy whenever possible.
oh yeah, Fluffy's BOTAK now.
hahaha. she's groomed till BOTAK!
WAHAHAHAHAHA

okay, as promised.

a photo of fluffy!



another one is at the left 'X' eye of the cyborg.
i only took 3 pic.

in case u are wondering, or concern,
i'm still ok. but the damn scratch wound does hurt...

din blog again.
was busy...

working tru-out over the wkend.

and apart from that,
i got a dog.
ok, i din buy it.
it was straying ard
when yee called.

anyway, i'm gonna post her pic soon
and her name's fluffy.
we got her a chinese name too...
xiao mao qiu... literally small fur ball.
LOL.

and today, i got attacked by a DAMN FREAKING STRAY CAT
jus bcoz i was tryin to protect fluffy.
FUCK THE STUPID CAT.
i had already pulled fluffy away.
and it came charging at fluffy.

today's my mummy's bday.
but a bloody day for me.
coz of that cat.
and i hurt myself while doin laundry
coz my wound hurt.
FUCK.

watched ghost game yesterday.
dun quite catch the ending properly.
lots of qns...
anyway, it's quite scary.
ooo.. i missed the cheesy hotdog they sell at GV.
mmmmmmmm... yummy...

went for the selection test today.
the place is kinda ULU.
and the test lasted for 4 hours.
not easy. REALLY.
i duno if there's any chance...
there's like 20 other delegates.

and after the test, i was drenched...
thanks to the rain.
even though i waited till it subsided...
it din really help
coz MFA's really located in a secluded area.
esp via the public entrance
it was raining cats and dogs.
and damn cold... BRrrrrr...

hope i dun fall sick

Been receiving missed calls for the past few days.
and all from PRIVATE NO.
so irritated with it.

first was on sunday evening
then monday evening there was 2.
then when i complained,
it stop for two days.
and today, at 9.15 or so
i got 2 missed calls again.
once again,
PRIVATE NO!
ARGHHHHH who on earth is that?!
it's v irritating u know.

and another irritating incident
i dun understand why singaporeans
when given free air at 90% of the coffeeshop space
still wana fight with the 10% of polluted area of smokers!
it's not as if there's no place for them to sit
there are a few more seats!
and this aunty in green
a blk 401 hougang ave 10
24 hours coffeeshop, SAT AT THE SMOKING AREA
at around 1040 pm on 24-08-2006
when SHE IS NOT SMOKING. NEITHER HER PARTNER WAS.
this is so inconsiderate!
still complaining about smokers?
think again. damn these no brainers.
act high class only.

received a call this morning
asking me if i'm interested in a job
which i agreed to in the slpy mode.

after thinkin when i woke up...
i realised i regret.
LOL
i hope they dun call me again.

and i'm going for an assessment test
next week at Ministry of Foreign Affairs
for a position i applied for ytd.

we'll see how it goes than.
i better not say too much
or expect anything yet.

i wonder is it tat nobody tagged
or izzit that my tagboard can't be found...
ha-ha

maybe i should clarify...
the navigations are on the 'X' on the cyborg
tat is, the boy/man.
and the tagboard can be found
by click on the 'X' on the pants of the cyborg
which is also coincidentally
located at it's private area.
savvy?!

anyway, been having my bro ard the house for a few days.
he's back. wif us.
in the past, dinner was him, her and me.
nowadays, or rather, these 2 days,
dinner was him, monster and me.
and i do think my bro is a PIG
we had BRUNCH together in the noon time
and after tat while monster and i was watching a dvd
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS (thanks to my bro huh.)
my bro went to slp.
he woke up at 6 plus
where monster and i were watchin tv and net surfing.
and asked: "Shall we go for dinner?"
i'm like...
WE JUS HAD A DAMN FILLING LUNCH!!!
and u slpt rite after that and wake up looking for dinner!!!
omg... he's a PIG.

yeah, the wake up, eat, slp, eat kinda routine.
anyway, we did went out for dinner.
my stomach's gonna burst...
and then he went out again...
my bro's a funny man still.
it's fun having him ard.

got to work tml. no news from the other jobs applied for yet.
and i did another application today.
still trying out...
wish me luck.

Tiring day today.
No idea why so.

Went for the interview.
i duno.
they sound more interested than I do.
LOL.
serious. but i'm still keepin my options open
for the other four i applied for.

We'll see how it goes...
gonna bathe now...
feelin sticky all over.
Eeewwww...

new blog skin DONE!
i think it looks great...
Comments are welcome!

interview at 2 tml...
Thanks xp for helping me print my resume!

Time for a new post!
and a new skin! (When i'm really bored)

this week was not as busy as usual...
but i had a lot to do as usual... = (

still it's his bike.
so many probs.
Big fight wif him tat nite.
2 nites.
but it's over.

i'm busying myself wif more job applications.
5 jobs applied on thurs.
and one got back ytd.
and interview on monday.

that's pretty much of life.
nothing else.

sighz.
i din make it.
well...
time for another one.

so frustrated wif myself.
not being able to think straight.
and only manage to sort out wat i should say
when i was on my way back.
wat am i doing.
stupid brain.

nothing to be glad about.
and i spent so much buying stuff
preparing myself
and bothering ppl ard me.
well...
i guess to cheer myself up
is to think of the lovely bag
and shoes i bought
and the way my monster looked at me
when i was ready to go for the interview...
and Na* dearie was in town today~~!!~
yippie! i love seeing her.
coz i really miss her.
mama, dun get jealous...
i miss u too. ok.

oooo... i got the interview tml.
i'm so stressed.
in fact, it's today.
like many hrs away...

and for tat,
i went shopping.
and i bought...
a pair of pants,
a pair of shoes...

and a new bag!

i love the shoes and the bag
the look kinda matching...
don't they?
hehehe...

and that reminds me
that i can't spend money anymore.
coz monster's bike is in the workshop (AGAIN)
piston jammed.
alot of money is v much needed.
sighz.

omg.
i'm so nervous
tensed up
scared.
stressed!
about tml's interview...

yawns...
tired. kinda long day today.
woke up and went for brunch.
then to tamp. to fixed up the headlights
of the bike. (troublesome)

then went to catch the movie...
stupid english name: dragon tiger gate.
it's long hu men
not much of comments
my monster said the storyline sucks.
i tot it was kinda PREDICTABLE.
i kinda forgot that i actually
watched the movie like 2 hrs later.
ha-ha-ha.

went walking ard marina sq
and suntec after that
before heading for dinner
and then home to do laundry.
and bike washing.
so tiring.

oh ya, bernie's bestie 'small girl'
called me today.
it was regarding the job that i'd applied for.
i got to go for the interview on friday.
and now i'm kinda stressed.
coz i'm thinkin of all the qns and
most imptantly,
my image. as they always say:
First Impression Counts
getting worried.
gonnna get some tips from Bernie
(u there?) ha-ha-ha.

i wanted to blog last nite
but i was too tired to.

anyway, went meeting up
wif my dear poly mates...
they are:

da jie: Jiewen
er jie: Jean
No. 3 : myself
si mei: Weishan
No. 5 : my MAMA
xiao mei : Adeline.

was fun seeing then again.
miss those school days.
and was quite demoralized
when they are all doin so well
as in schlin, working.
not like me.
arghz. no news from the job.
i duno wat to do.
life is getting aimless
i'm feelin so lousy.
sighz.
but i still love them all.

and it was Na's dearie birthday ytd!
i hope she got my sms.
anyway, happy belated my dear.
hope u have had a great time.

oh yeah, we caught the fireworks ytd.
i remember before that,
we were pretty reluctant to watch.
but then after seeing a little,
it's jus too prrreeettty to walk away.
ha-ha.
and the crowd was... mountain ppl mountain sea.
i think u get wat i mean.

i'm feelin so lazy now.
i see a pile of clothes lyin next to me.
i dun feel like foldin 'em up and keepn' 'em.
but i have to.
lazy. real lazy.

i should be stoppin. otherwise
i won't be slpin anytime soon...
with the cloths still sitting quietly next to me.

I back in like less than 5 hours!
to blog about some freaking incidents
that has been occuring lately
around bugis (at least it's where i witness)

i'm so irritated with these china-men
with their doings. i think i should blog it out
LOUD. hopefully. enough to warn those
who are doin cashiering.

ok look. it goes like this:

there's been 3 personal cases (HAPPENED TO ME!)
where 3 different china men
at 3 different occasion (but all of recent cases)
2 on one same day and 1 jus happened today
came to buy tako ball from me.

firstly, he hands me a 50 dollar note.
to make things simple, as usual,
i asked for a 20 cent. coz takopachi is $2.20
NOT $2. PLEASE READ. dun act blind when u are not.
next, the man will dig out some coins
and ask u to damn give him $48 dollars change
while he digs for his 20 cents.
it sounds perfectly fine rite?
NO IT'S NOT!
when u try to take the 50 dollar note from him
(to be safe) and give him the 48 bucks change,
he DOESN'T let go of the 50 dollar note.
he holds it damn tightly and yells at u.
asking u to give him 48 dollars change.
and if u do turn back and get him the change
(personal encounter wif one of them)
he keeps his 50 dollar note BACK into his bag
and when u return wif 48 dollars
he'll pretend searching for that damn 50 dollar note.
trying to trick u into believing
that u took it.

why?
so that he can bloody hell have a box of takopachi
for 20 fucking cents! and earn 48 bucks from it!
3 cases. in less than a week.
i'm alert enough together wif the aunties and fellow collegues
to keep watch on such faggots.
2 on sunday. one today. bloody hell tues.
and if u are wondering am i making this up
or being over sensative
sorry. NO.
it does not happen to me alone.
for today's case, the aunty at corochan came to me after she saw him
at my stall. and told me to beware
coz he was fucking doing the same thing jus now.
at corochan. confusing ppl wif his dollars and cents.
and i heard some of the neighbouring stalls
got tricked and had to fork up 80 over dollars.
for compensation sake.

fuck these china men.
fancy you coming to SG to cheat.
go back! to ur china.
i'm gonna see wat i can do to raise an alert for this.
this is really BAD.

i so wana take time to blog.
coz i'm so disturb by this person.
and this person proves to me that photos
CAN BE DECEIVING.

it's not our nation's well known blogger.
she's proud to tell u
that she uses photoshop
and i really admire her photoshop skills.
at least she admits.
but this person i saw ytd
was totally a huge turn off in person.

i came across her picture on the net
quite sometime back.
i tot she look above average.
until yesterday...
i COULD NOT recognise her.
it's really far from average.
and wat's worse...
i dun even know her in person
and it's like she's had a huge prob wif me.
attitude. that's the only word i can use.
i guess.
being the sensative and on-guard me.
i know she takes a disliking towards me.
i din mention a single word
for my monster's sake.
and i know for freaking obvious sake
she was gossiping abt me.
i ain't stupid.

but i decided to ignore it.
i remember this:
never bother about what ppl say.
coz u're living for urself. NOT THEM.

cool.