i'm back to blog.
i really can't bear to blog.
the previous post
personally i think i quite love it
with many many pics.

actually i dun have anything to blog
jus tat
i've been having this sushi craving for
almost 2 weeks.
and i jus started to have this
craving for ba zhang.
urghz.

things are work are getting complicated.
can i say it's politics?
between the directors.

oohh.. i caught the da vinci code the other day.
i haven read the book.
and know nothing except that
it's suppose to talk about some paintings
and the sangreal.
din know it was such loooong movie.

and i saw the poster.
i know.
i want to watch Pirates of the Carribean!
Dead's man Chest? issit?
can't remember.
jus call it part 2.
must watch...

and still at the back of my brain
i'm asking myself.
when is my sushi coming...
when can i have ba zhang...

and... i think i might be goin to genting
and kl in july again.
not so sure.
but he wans to go.
we'll see about that then.
i need more $$$

i'm back!
CAUTION: long post wif Pics!
in case u are wondering,
i'm back from malaysia.
the genting - kl - jb trip.
din get a chance to blog before i leave.
wanted to.
but he was hogging on to my lappy (lap top).

we set off for the trip early sat morning.
the bus left left golden mile @ 7am.
had problem slpin in the bus.
even though it was comfy (grassland)
the movie tape played was too distracting!
the show was a gross one.
with many screamings.
how do i get to sleep?! when all i hear
is screaming from the TV.
the second show was Fearless
can't slp. cos i was watching the show.
oh well.
only managed to slp when we reached KL.
which is about only an hour to our destination.

HOTEL FIRST WORLD. Aye. wat's so great about tat...
budget hotel.




oh we reached in the noon. but i took this pic at nite.

and wat happens the minute we checked in?




time is precious! only one day.
so we went around and this is the freaky place
in first world plaza...

check this guy out.





scary. we went outside.
it was cold and super hazy...







and before we go back to rest...




and i really like this pic alot.

down to KL the next day.

a pic which i tot it was a MUST take if u go KL...




we checked into federal hotel.

way better than first world.

bigger spacious room, wif bathtub for jus $8 more.
complimentry breakfast too!







and the nice lift lobby. unlike first world
which has only lifts.




from the view of my room, i see...
PLAZA LOW YAT! KL's 'funan'/'sim lim sq'




and down the streets... yummy food!
i forgot to take pics of the food we ate.
this hongkong restuarant serves great food.
and the outside of it... street hawkers...




and lastly, on our way back to jb in the bus...
we were really bored.

there's him acting cute...




and me acting fierce...




and us together...




tat's all~~~

yawnz.. i'm tired.
and time for ZAP ZAP.

down with flu.
and slightly feverish.
two damn days jus before my trip
less than 2 in fact.
it would be a miracle
if i recover by tml...

no meeting wif dearies for this wk.
why so, mama's busy.
and i was told ytd
i have to work today.
Awww.

Spent and will be spending quite a lot of $$
for this month.
i'm now very broke.
i have yet to pay my bills.
damn. should have stopped him.

we've book tix.
and i'm off to genting, kl and jb for this wkend.
we actually made a decision jus to go jb for one day.
but i have no idea.
how we both as though was being hypnotised,
could jolly well went to golden mile
and booked the damn tickets to genting and kl.
I TOT WE SAID NO GENTING till my Bday jus before over lunch???!!??
i have no idea why we go jus go straight into the agency
and talked... and pay up.
and then realised.
i tot we are jus goin jb and by ourselves???
he din notice too. till i asked him.
we were both in a dazed.
anyway...

as the previous paragraphs mentioned,
i'm goin genting on sat.
setting off on early sat morning.
then down to kl on sun noon.
and back to jb on mon morning.
then back to sg.
sounds like a busy trip.
and it costs me 300 over bucks.
minus the expenses of 150 bucks.
it's on dutch.

oh. i got a UZAP ytd.
he bought it for me.
well... i'll try to ZAP myself everyday
cept for those where i'm out of town.
and i heard my bro's movin back this sun.
no idea is it true or not.
he's always saying.
kor, action speaks louder than words.
dun disturb my peace can already.

and rite now,
i'm sitting in my office.
FREEZING away.
while chui yee, who's usually the one
freezing away... today it's me.
and wat's worse.
she's jus wearing a racer back.
and my nose fallin off from the sniffs.
and the usual. throat inflamation
due to too much heaty food.
diagnosed by ur's truely.
DUN TELL ME I'M SICK.
i still wana go genting.
i dun wan to feel so sick there.
and i have to take care of someone who
has greatly high potential of long distance
CAR-SICK.
AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

nothing to blog about yet.

This post is specially for my dearies.
as promised.

I WILL BE FREE ON TUES EVENING!!!!!!

that's all folks.

I AM NOT HAPPY
i saw the kitten died b4 me.
I AM NOT HAPPY.

i saw the dead fist in the sea.
I AM NOT HAPPY.

WE HAD A BIG FIGHT YTD.
I AM NOT HAPPY.

i think about giving up all the time.
I AM NOT HAPPY.

i think of how much i've given
i think of how much i love you
i think of how you treated me.

I AM FUCKING NOT HAPPY.

I could jus die.

i duno how should i start.
i always start wif
tired
sleepy
indeed. i am feeling tired
and sleepy everytime.
coz i'm really v tired.
even the cashier at the petrol pump kiosk
could see.
i was quite touched
by the way that she took note of her customers
jus a few gestures,
she could tell him straight.
i'm in a bad mood.
and i look damn tired.
i feel cared for at that point of time.
i actually smiled back.
although i was havin my full-face on.

started helpin at eelingo ytd.
was quite worried that i could'nt catch up
yes. still quite a bit
due to the many small buttons on the cashier
and i'm too quiet.
i still dun quite like to talk to ppl tat much.
i mean the customers.
hope tml will be better.
He doesn't know that i'm helpin at eelingo

was feelin sad the past 2 days
am still feelin sad today.
the no-end fights we had.
really tire me out.
i'm startin to lose hope.
startin to give up
with his nonchalent attitude.
i'm not sure wat will happen to me.
i realised
i'm changing.
i'm starting to talk less
i dun wan to talk anymore.
i'm afraid i will be Zi Bi one day.
everyday,
i wake up not happy
go to slp
in tears
nobody knows.
and as for his fren.
i really hate him
wat kind of fren is tat of his.
he still consider him as his best fren...
i'm too disappointed.
i hate him.

sure a tiring wkend for me
i was workin since fri
and the crowd at bugis was
WOW!!
been a long time since we see such crowd
esp at tako.

really tired from all the working
next wk is gona be more tiring.
stress is piling coz of my admin work.
i need to do the report.
but i'm not given the info to do.
and i HAVE no EXACT idea
wat i have to do for the report.
really wan to scream help.
or feel so pek cek
tat i wan to throw back the work.
but my boss will kill me.
i dun think he understand la.
when u wan to complete a job.
and u dun hav the resources and info.
and u see the deadline pressin near.
u feel like dying~

anyway, thanks to effendi.
i love u la bro.
for orderin mcdonalds delivery
as a surprise lunch for me.
really. i was v touch.
thanks.

next wk, i'm v busy.
i'm workin at tako on
mon, wed, thur, fri and sun.
and total of 5 days.
and as for i found this (Wat my boss calls his co.)
tues to fri.
arghz........