stressed out.
exams coming.
can't seem to study.

ytd was a looong day.
went to sch in the morning.
went to meet anderson, kel, chui yee, soo peng and wei zhen
for dinner at marina bay in the evening.
'takopachi-bugis-youngsters' gathering?
nah... the 3 guys are OLD.
got scare by a prawn.
the prawns there are so fresh, that they are alive.
and are put in a tupperware.
irritating kelvin went to poke at one of it
jus bcoz i said they dun seems to be moving.
and guess wat?
one of it jumped out.
on the table. i almost screamed.
had fun during dinner.
after that we went to the arcade for some games.
and left at 9 plus.

went to dear's place late nite ard 2345.
we went mustafa again.
saw this phone nokia 6101.
dear quite like it.
as if wan buy together.
i get the white, he get the black.
even if he does, it'll be few months down the road.
his 800 bucks SP (bike) target is his main aim now.

ytd, we had a 'fun' time together in his room,
try to catch a hornet.
he calls it a bee.
wait, not one. but 2!
he caught one without any difficulties.
the second took him a long time.
disturbing. first time see him so disturbed.
by an INSECT.
tried to study events management at his place.
but the hornets are attracted to the lights.
i wonder why.
so can't study. plus, i kept doozing off.
slpt at ard 6 in the morning.

am so tired.
waiting for dear to reach home.
he called to say that he's going for dinner
or rather, supper wif H.L.
am supposed to be studying.
but...
as usual...

am a little bored.
so did this quiz:

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

quite accurate here and there.
hmmm...

i am soooo tired.
back from work.
my feet aches. duno y.
still gotta do HRD paper later.

today's first day of work for dear.
first time we worked together at the same shop.
he got rank C1! ok la. he deserved it.
coz he used to work at taka.
even lady boss knows him. bad name. haha.
anyway, i tot his skill is still commendable.
good effort. good behavior. haha...
tml is yet, another day for him.

as for myself, tml is a darn long day. = (
i swear i HATE tuesdays. lesson starts from 10.
ends at 6. with both events management lecture and tutorial
one after another STRAIGHT.
Gosh. Tiring.
today, i saw Na* dearie at the bridge!
goodness! i really haven seen her for the longest of G5.
really miss her.
btw, i wonder if Na*'s blog is down or i have some stupid brain
that doesn't knows how to navigate my way through.
Haha. coz that's wat happened to chriss's blog...

i'm missing Nisey too... and Zhen as well...
Duno when will we see each other again... = (
it's been ages since we all met up and head town!
u know, shopping... but always window shop for me.
Oh yeah, *MaMa*! i WANA cut hair! i'm waiting for u!!!!!!

decided to come and blog about the past few days.
i wasn't in the mood to blog.
was more of like running away.
even though all projects submissions were over.

acc dear to interview the other day at shangri la.
he got the job. it was through referral.
we woke up at 1 when he was suppose to go for the interview at 2 plus.
couldn't find a proper shirt to wear.
thank gdness i wore the top dear gave me.
so we 'xchanged'
i wore his 'can't make it' t shirt and he wore the polo tee.
so funny on the thought of that.

but this silly boy, on second thoughts, decided not to work there.
a very last min decision.
now, he's waiting for employment at takopachi.
ya... my work place.
hopefully aunty grant him a vacancy.
then he'll be the cook cum cleaner at our shop.
dear jus told me he really wanted to get that bike from B.X
800 bucks. wonder where can he dig out money.

anyway, was feeling super down ytd.
i think i suffered a broke-down or depression.
i was super irritated in the evening.
and super depressed at nite.
good thing i'm okay now.
oh... bernie and wai ping have been commenting about me.
they said i lost quite some weight.
but they see me everyday.
i wonder how they tell.
they kept saying i took tat xtrim product endorsed my zoe tay.
and kept goin "cha-cha-cha"
that made me laugh like mad.
even anderson also said so.
if this carries on, maybe soon, i will lose a great deal of weight.
that's something really worth celebrating for.
was jus talkin to mama and shan about my weight loss plan the other day
at jean's birthday chalet.
we ended up lookin for 'samples' of me before and after.
i dun mind lookin like the girl in the purple racer back top
in the next unit.

teeheehee....

i got nothing to blog about.
same old thing.
v v v tired.
need lotsa lotsa rest.
miss dear lots lots.

Finally! it's fri tml!
3 projects submission and left wif P&C
tat is, performance and compensation.
i keep thinkin that the deadline is on next fri.
but in fact, it's this coming mon.
Omg. tml goin to do project whole day i hope.
really hope to finish by tml so that sat dun hav to go back.
i really dun wan to go back sch on sat!
i need to slp.
really.
i haven been slping!
work has been tiring.
i'm so tired that i almost fell aslp while working for the past 2 days.
today i help dear wif his cleaning.
coz this boy was still slping when i called him at 945.
we finished work at ard 11 then we walked to take 147 together.
btw, dear haven gotten his pink ic yet. = (
maybe tml or mon... hee... then it's really
gdbye to sembawang airbase!

i feel like running away. i'm having split personality.
i'm lost.
i think i'm goin to break down soon
if i can't get over this fri.
the projects are stressing me up.
i duno how to work wif ppl anymore
i jus wan to do it ON MY OWN.
but i'm so tired.
i dun have time.
i really can't take it anymore.
i can't sleep later.
coz i got to do some shit. (sch work)
tml, i'm goin to see my group.
i duno wat to tell waiping.
i'm avoiding her.
coz i really duno wat to do.
seem's like we can't do projects together.
i'm afraid to think who is goin on the wrong track.
i duno. i am muTha-FuKin confused.
screw it.

one the other hand, i'm a happy girl wif dear ard.
met dear on fri nite. but we din go to extend his pdl on sat.
coz tat lazy bummy wana play game.
i am happy tat dear trust me somehow.
though i tried to hint to him something about J.K
but then he too trust him.
i duno if i shld jus tell him the truth.
but the gd thing is that...
dear believe i wun go over.
and yes. i WILL NEVER go.
i duno whether plans for this thurs will carry on
coz dear hasn't confirm whether will he get the bike.
btw, he's riding w/o a license.
i'm tired. v tired. i feel like slpin.
but i can't. tml i'm workin.
so is tues.
i duno how to face my project grp...

Yawnz.
in the sch free asccess lab now.
doing SIT report. stupid report.
stupid LKK. the report is EXCEEDING!!!!!
slpt at 1+ last nite, work up at 5am to complete my part
reached sch at ard 9.20.
so tiring.

ytd too. slpt pretty little.
slpt at 3+ and woke up at 8+ coz dear called.
he overslept. went to meet him at ard 12.20.
laze ard till 3.15 then went to work.
work was tiring even though there was little customer.
why? coz i was DAMN TIRED.
i need slp!
now in lab hoping tat the stupid SIT can finish ASAP.
i wana go home!
meeting dear tonite.
tml morning goin to drivin centre wif him to extend his PDL for class 2.
lookin forward... = )

lalala...
i'm floating somehow...
so happy.
dear's gona ORD next thurs when both of us tot it was next next mon.
anyway, we have been talkin more nowadays...
he told me next thurs he's goin to fetch me to and fro
sch. and send me home and to work as well.
i hope so...
hope. really. hope.
lookin forward to next thurs.

back to reality...
i have tonnes of work to be done for my project.
but i can't bring myself to do it!
i'm like a total free rider now.
i think i have to start something soon...
stressful school life.