i am so slpy.
i am goin to slp real soon.
i have a love-hate relationship with my intuition.
anyway, it was half right.
ytd, i met up wif dear.
supposed to be over at his place tonight too.
but something cropped up. his case. not me.
leaves me wondering wat's goin on now...
Sunday, July 31, 2005
Friday, July 29, 2005
have been on the phone with dear these few days.
and ytd nite, i went over.
he said tonite, and tml nite too.
but then... i have a bad feeling.
i keep feelin tat tonite will be called off.
i duno. am i too paranoid? or wat?
i duno. really duno.
anyway, i had a bad day ytd.
was pretty fed up.
wasn't myself.
and i fell down at the steps near the atm towards the bridge.
so embarassing!
now i got one patch of blue black on my leg.
ouch.
i'm workin... tml, sun, and mon.
i think i'm gona die...
and ytd nite, i went over.
he said tonite, and tml nite too.
but then... i have a bad feeling.
i keep feelin tat tonite will be called off.
i duno. am i too paranoid? or wat?
i duno. really duno.
anyway, i had a bad day ytd.
was pretty fed up.
wasn't myself.
and i fell down at the steps near the atm towards the bridge.
so embarassing!
now i got one patch of blue black on my leg.
ouch.
i'm workin... tml, sun, and mon.
i think i'm gona die...
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
jus off the phone from talkin to dear.
he's been callin me these few days to talk.
really a good thing to look forward to.
oh ya, dear went to pull out his wisdom tooth today.
Ouch. i dun even dare to pluck mine.
after all, i have to pay a huge sum for them
whereas, he pays $0.
why? NS guy.
good right?!
mc for 5 days.
next wk he's goin for another one.
another 7 days mc.
then it'll be bye bye! to NS.
went to geylang serai today for SIT project.
SIT = Special Interest Tourism.
fri have to go Kampung Glam.
haiz. been spending $$ on muesum
waste money. somemore no reimbursment!
i curse that damn LKK.
stupid module.
hahaha...
he's been callin me these few days to talk.
really a good thing to look forward to.
oh ya, dear went to pull out his wisdom tooth today.
Ouch. i dun even dare to pluck mine.
after all, i have to pay a huge sum for them
whereas, he pays $0.
why? NS guy.
good right?!
mc for 5 days.
next wk he's goin for another one.
another 7 days mc.
then it'll be bye bye! to NS.
went to geylang serai today for SIT project.
SIT = Special Interest Tourism.
fri have to go Kampung Glam.
haiz. been spending $$ on muesum
waste money. somemore no reimbursment!
i curse that damn LKK.
stupid module.
hahaha...
Monday, July 25, 2005
i am back.
ok i din really went away for a long time
was jus fully offline for 1 and a half day.
anyway, i shall not elaborate wat i did this wkend.
was pretty pissed of with ppl.
ppl, who treat my existence with no respect.
I WAS FILLED WITH RAGE.
but still i kept coooooool. really cooooooooooool.
i NEVER talked at all to those ppl.
one good thing to mention...
even though i din get to see my dear this wkend,
he actually called me for 2 days. jus to talk to me.
with was quite unexpected. of coz, i was ELATED.
even till now.
esp on sat nite... we talked... for 2hrs plus near 3 hrs.
we only talked a little today. coz he did called me earlier b4 he went to work.
but i din hear my phone. so there was 3 missed calls.
i jus hope this will go on...
at least now, there's more communication goin on...
ok i din really went away for a long time
was jus fully offline for 1 and a half day.
anyway, i shall not elaborate wat i did this wkend.
was pretty pissed of with ppl.
ppl, who treat my existence with no respect.
I WAS FILLED WITH RAGE.
but still i kept coooooool. really cooooooooooool.
i NEVER talked at all to those ppl.
one good thing to mention...
even though i din get to see my dear this wkend,
he actually called me for 2 days. jus to talk to me.
with was quite unexpected. of coz, i was ELATED.
even till now.
esp on sat nite... we talked... for 2hrs plus near 3 hrs.
we only talked a little today. coz he did called me earlier b4 he went to work.
but i din hear my phone. so there was 3 missed calls.
i jus hope this will go on...
at least now, there's more communication goin on...
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
i wan to blog.
but i duno wat to blog about.
was reading my previous posts.
i always refer him as a he or jus him.
i wonder does my readers know who exactly is this fella?
lol. apart from mama... and those who are regularly updated
about my life in real life, i guess, it's jus a HIM
to everyone else.
maybe i shld make it clear...
this him, is ah xiong.
the cleaner at my work place, who asked me to 'marry' him
about half a year ago.
initially, i tot he was jus foolin ard and jokin.
but he was serious then. so yes, we were and are together.
however, it was pretty on-off.
it was until late april when we got back together,
there wasn't any off YET till now.
coming to think about it seriously, i have no confidence STILL
in this relationship.
it's too independent. it's like living life as each day passes by.
not daring to think or have any hopes. jus takin it really easy.
i know i WILL get hurt. for sure.
but i'm still willin to risk it. wif big thanks to him
for being able to make me fall for him, from a like to a love.
sometimes, i talked a lot about how i spent my day with him
for one simple reason. i wan it to be a beautiful memory.
with one same fear of losing him.
i remebered that when i lost him durin the first 2 break ups,
i often dream of him... well... is this wat they call real love?
sometimes i wonder, am i stupid or am i naive.
to believe or make myself believe that he loves me a lot.
due to the persistance he showed.
i guess his existence does matters a lot to me
after all tat i've done for the past few months.
i really have to admit... i have fallen real deep shit in love
with this darling of mine.
he might not me really nice to me.
not really playin the role of a typical bf. but love is blind.
i'm still willing to give.
for how long? i really have no idea.
perhaps... until the day, when i give up, which is something,
i have been refraining myself from.
maybe that day will never come? or will it?
i duno. nobody knows.
only fate, something i believe in, will know.
and only time will tell.
anyway... i also duno y am i talkin about all these.
any link to any stuff?
readers may get confuse.
but this is the time yet again,
i'm jus sayin how i feel.
i've been lying low wif regards to tis relationship.
tat's y i need to let it out after so many months.
k... this post is gettin v personal.
i guess i shall stop here.
i miss him though.
but i duno wat to blog about.
was reading my previous posts.
i always refer him as a he or jus him.
i wonder does my readers know who exactly is this fella?
lol. apart from mama... and those who are regularly updated
about my life in real life, i guess, it's jus a HIM
to everyone else.
maybe i shld make it clear...
this him, is ah xiong.
the cleaner at my work place, who asked me to 'marry' him
about half a year ago.
initially, i tot he was jus foolin ard and jokin.
but he was serious then. so yes, we were and are together.
however, it was pretty on-off.
it was until late april when we got back together,
there wasn't any off YET till now.
coming to think about it seriously, i have no confidence STILL
in this relationship.
it's too independent. it's like living life as each day passes by.
not daring to think or have any hopes. jus takin it really easy.
i know i WILL get hurt. for sure.
but i'm still willin to risk it. wif big thanks to him
for being able to make me fall for him, from a like to a love.
sometimes, i talked a lot about how i spent my day with him
for one simple reason. i wan it to be a beautiful memory.
with one same fear of losing him.
i remebered that when i lost him durin the first 2 break ups,
i often dream of him... well... is this wat they call real love?
sometimes i wonder, am i stupid or am i naive.
to believe or make myself believe that he loves me a lot.
due to the persistance he showed.
i guess his existence does matters a lot to me
after all tat i've done for the past few months.
i really have to admit... i have fallen real deep shit in love
with this darling of mine.
he might not me really nice to me.
not really playin the role of a typical bf. but love is blind.
i'm still willing to give.
for how long? i really have no idea.
perhaps... until the day, when i give up, which is something,
i have been refraining myself from.
maybe that day will never come? or will it?
i duno. nobody knows.
only fate, something i believe in, will know.
and only time will tell.
anyway... i also duno y am i talkin about all these.
any link to any stuff?
readers may get confuse.
but this is the time yet again,
i'm jus sayin how i feel.
i've been lying low wif regards to tis relationship.
tat's y i need to let it out after so many months.
k... this post is gettin v personal.
i guess i shall stop here.
i miss him though.
Monday, July 18, 2005
today, i almost almost.
BLEW my top. wif my project grp.
so pissed.
see... the stupid fact of 6 ppl to submit 1 damn report is already
STUPID. wat's more, reachin at 830?
and the worse thing is... i spent 15 bucks to reach school!
i am alrdy on the verge of bankruptcy after such a long time.
and i still spent 15 bucks?!?! wtf.
and when i was at the entrance of the sch, they told me they submit the report alrd.
oh well... wat's the point of meeting then?!?!?
i know i was late but it was like 845. there's still 15 mins to 9.
wat's the hurry? and then they told me they're goin opp sch to eat.
OH FUCK IT. i was damn pissed.
i turn them down straight. NO. I AM NOT GOING OVER.
thank goodness... my dearest mama came sch early enough...
i love u mama!!!!! haha...
i really do! haha....
BLEW my top. wif my project grp.
so pissed.
see... the stupid fact of 6 ppl to submit 1 damn report is already
STUPID. wat's more, reachin at 830?
and the worse thing is... i spent 15 bucks to reach school!
i am alrdy on the verge of bankruptcy after such a long time.
and i still spent 15 bucks?!?! wtf.
and when i was at the entrance of the sch, they told me they submit the report alrd.
oh well... wat's the point of meeting then?!?!?
i know i was late but it was like 845. there's still 15 mins to 9.
wat's the hurry? and then they told me they're goin opp sch to eat.
OH FUCK IT. i was damn pissed.
i turn them down straight. NO. I AM NOT GOING OVER.
thank goodness... my dearest mama came sch early enough...
i love u mama!!!!! haha...
i really do! haha....
Sunday, July 17, 2005
i haven been bloggin..
actually i did. the other day.
but something was wrong wif blogger.
so the post din came out.
i wasn't bothered either.
the past week was really tedious despite the fact that
i was havin my one wk break after mid-sem test.
i worked for 4 days. including today.
had project discussions EVERYDAY. except today.
wow. my whole week was GONE.
i din hav a gd chance to rest.
instead i got more tired.
i really wish this sem to END soon.
SIP comes. 11 wks will FLY by. and then the LAST sem of my 3 yrs in TP.
but will i survive tat long?
will i be able to take it?
i duno.
i went singing on fri nite after work wif anderson, kel, ace, hongling and ah beng.
he refuse to go. saying he was not happy wif anderson.
duno y. we sang till 3... i slpt at 4 plus.
and woke up at 8, havin to meet my project grp at 830.
WOW. i got home in the late noon.
took a nap at 9 plus. after feeling super sad.
duno y.
i set an alarm at 2345 to wake myself up.
and at 0000, he called me...
reached his place at 1. slpt at 2? i suppose.
woke up at 12 or something.
this boy, keeps waking up. i duno wat hour he woke up once.
askin if i wan water and then he went to watch tv.
came back and slp. till 10 plus he woke up to play game.
huh. guess i was super tired tat's y i kept slping.
i mean the 3 plus hrs of slpt on sat all tat...
tml, got to meet them at 830 again.
i feel so silly. y? coz 6 ppl... meeting to submit one report...
tired... really tired.
actually i did. the other day.
but something was wrong wif blogger.
so the post din came out.
i wasn't bothered either.
the past week was really tedious despite the fact that
i was havin my one wk break after mid-sem test.
i worked for 4 days. including today.
had project discussions EVERYDAY. except today.
wow. my whole week was GONE.
i din hav a gd chance to rest.
instead i got more tired.
i really wish this sem to END soon.
SIP comes. 11 wks will FLY by. and then the LAST sem of my 3 yrs in TP.
but will i survive tat long?
will i be able to take it?
i duno.
i went singing on fri nite after work wif anderson, kel, ace, hongling and ah beng.
he refuse to go. saying he was not happy wif anderson.
duno y. we sang till 3... i slpt at 4 plus.
and woke up at 8, havin to meet my project grp at 830.
WOW. i got home in the late noon.
took a nap at 9 plus. after feeling super sad.
duno y.
i set an alarm at 2345 to wake myself up.
and at 0000, he called me...
reached his place at 1. slpt at 2? i suppose.
woke up at 12 or something.
this boy, keeps waking up. i duno wat hour he woke up once.
askin if i wan water and then he went to watch tv.
came back and slp. till 10 plus he woke up to play game.
huh. guess i was super tired tat's y i kept slping.
i mean the 3 plus hrs of slpt on sat all tat...
tml, got to meet them at 830 again.
i feel so silly. y? coz 6 ppl... meeting to submit one report...
tired... really tired.
Thursday, July 14, 2005
i am so like not tired.
u know... my whole week is PACKED.
there's totally like no break...
projects from mon to fri.
maybe sat.
work for four days. how gd is tat... huh.
i'm so slpy.
everyday make myself dead beat b4 i slp.
tat makes me suffer.
insufficient slp.
went for field trip today.
after tat went to meet kel.
walk ard orchard while on the phone wif him.
haha. poor kel... like walkin alone. and was holding my cds for me.
we were merely walking ard orchard.
there's like a thousand and one things i feel like buying
but i know i dun have enough to spend.
i have yet to buy my contact lens yet. i must get them first
before buyin the tv.
yawnz... time to sleep...
another field trip tml...
u know... my whole week is PACKED.
there's totally like no break...
projects from mon to fri.
maybe sat.
work for four days. how gd is tat... huh.
i'm so slpy.
everyday make myself dead beat b4 i slp.
tat makes me suffer.
insufficient slp.
went for field trip today.
after tat went to meet kel.
walk ard orchard while on the phone wif him.
haha. poor kel... like walkin alone. and was holding my cds for me.
we were merely walking ard orchard.
there's like a thousand and one things i feel like buying
but i know i dun have enough to spend.
i have yet to buy my contact lens yet. i must get them first
before buyin the tv.
yawnz... time to sleep...
another field trip tml...
Sunday, July 10, 2005
happy or sad?
like i was telling effendi.
i am happy for the way things are goin now.
but i am sad. for that he haven really plan properly.
i am slpy.
duno y. slpt alot or so i tot...
ytd, after he called, went to meet him wif his
long awaited chicken rice.
haven seen him for ard 2 wks.
he LOST weight. is officially BOTAK now.
and is TANNED. he got a V shaped tanned ard his neck.
he's gained muscles. (on the arms)
he told me... how horrible it was inside.
CHANGI PRISON is BETTER.
the food esp. no wonder he kept eating the whole of ytd.
stayed over at his place.
he woke up early today. due to the construction noise.
i managed to half slp tru it.
he went to buy breakfast when i woke up. and watched tv together.
slpt at ard 3 and woke up at 9 plus at nite.
how sad. he asked if i wan to go home.
i said i hav no choice. coz my uniform is at home.
and i am workin tml.
i was really surprise when u said the 3 words.
tat's y i replied wif a HUH. and u said again.
and i said i can't hear. made u said it 3 times.
i really hope it's true...
like i was telling effendi.
i am happy for the way things are goin now.
but i am sad. for that he haven really plan properly.
i am slpy.
duno y. slpt alot or so i tot...
ytd, after he called, went to meet him wif his
long awaited chicken rice.
haven seen him for ard 2 wks.
he LOST weight. is officially BOTAK now.
and is TANNED. he got a V shaped tanned ard his neck.
he's gained muscles. (on the arms)
he told me... how horrible it was inside.
CHANGI PRISON is BETTER.
the food esp. no wonder he kept eating the whole of ytd.
stayed over at his place.
he woke up early today. due to the construction noise.
i managed to half slp tru it.
he went to buy breakfast when i woke up. and watched tv together.
slpt at ard 3 and woke up at 9 plus at nite.
how sad. he asked if i wan to go home.
i said i hav no choice. coz my uniform is at home.
and i am workin tml.
i was really surprise when u said the 3 words.
tat's y i replied wif a HUH. and u said again.
and i said i can't hear. made u said it 3 times.
i really hope it's true...
Friday, July 08, 2005
tml is the final final final mid sem paper!
or rather in 9 hrs time!
oh... tat means, i will be slpin for less than 9 hrs!
less than 8! abt 6 plus.
Awwwwww... insufficient slp!
haha...
went to starbucks to study before goin to work today.
those regular 'la-kopi' khakis will know tat i DUN drink coffee.
i always order the same few drinks.
so i ordered my ice coco. and guess wat.
this guy next to me ask the counter girl:
'wat's that? Milo Dinosaur?
i duno how shld i react. after a few secs, i turn to look at him.
ArghX. NOT BOTHERED.
i took my stuff and sat down.
started studying.
went to work.
lai yuan yuan asked me whether wan to go sing song tml nite.
tml need to go bugis get cleaner pay from aunty loh.
NO $$ already.
got my pay cheque today. so little $$$. coz i was late twice last month.
so total deduction of half hr pay. haiz.
hope my HRD will be fine...
tired tired.
1 last day...
or rather in 9 hrs time!
oh... tat means, i will be slpin for less than 9 hrs!
less than 8! abt 6 plus.
Awwwwww... insufficient slp!
haha...
went to starbucks to study before goin to work today.
those regular 'la-kopi' khakis will know tat i DUN drink coffee.
i always order the same few drinks.
so i ordered my ice coco. and guess wat.
this guy next to me ask the counter girl:
'wat's that? Milo Dinosaur?
i duno how shld i react. after a few secs, i turn to look at him.
ArghX. NOT BOTHERED.
i took my stuff and sat down.
started studying.
went to work.
lai yuan yuan asked me whether wan to go sing song tml nite.
tml need to go bugis get cleaner pay from aunty loh.
NO $$ already.
got my pay cheque today. so little $$$. coz i was late twice last month.
so total deduction of half hr pay. haiz.
hope my HRD will be fine...
tired tired.
1 last day...
Thursday, July 07, 2005
yawnz...
feeling slpy.
had M.A today...
i think i would JUST PASS.
made a lot of mistake i believe.
u know i dun have the habit of checkin my notes after papers.
i mean... wat's the point. u already submitted it! so... NOT BOTHERED.
havin my last paper, HRD on fri.
HRD = human resource development.
it's about TRAINING + PERFORMANCE MANAGEMENT.
haiz... haven studied yet.
tot i wanted to mug once i reached home.
who knows i ended up spendin on entertainment.
i forgot my fri paper is on an EARLY MORNING 9am.
and i have to work tml. which means,
i got NO TIME to study.
i better whip my ass tml morning to study.
i have to becum sadist to make myself study...
Urghz... scary? i got a lot of scratch marks earlier...
only if i have those pics... u wld have tot i was abused.
anyway, if u dun understand wat i am talkin, nvm the shit.
btw, i am learning 3 songs now... haha... 1 of it is for future ktv sessions.
2 of them are from initial d the movie. i doubt they hav the song yet.
the one song... 楼下那个女人 by 游鸿明 is so bloody hard to sing.
haha. but i love it. it's nice...
2 more daysssss.....
feeling slpy.
had M.A today...
i think i would JUST PASS.
made a lot of mistake i believe.
u know i dun have the habit of checkin my notes after papers.
i mean... wat's the point. u already submitted it! so... NOT BOTHERED.
havin my last paper, HRD on fri.
HRD = human resource development.
it's about TRAINING + PERFORMANCE MANAGEMENT.
haiz... haven studied yet.
tot i wanted to mug once i reached home.
who knows i ended up spendin on entertainment.
i forgot my fri paper is on an EARLY MORNING 9am.
and i have to work tml. which means,
i got NO TIME to study.
i better whip my ass tml morning to study.
i have to becum sadist to make myself study...
Urghz... scary? i got a lot of scratch marks earlier...
only if i have those pics... u wld have tot i was abused.
anyway, if u dun understand wat i am talkin, nvm the shit.
btw, i am learning 3 songs now... haha... 1 of it is for future ktv sessions.
2 of them are from initial d the movie. i doubt they hav the song yet.
the one song... 楼下那个女人 by 游鸿明 is so bloody hard to sing.
haha. but i love it. it's nice...
2 more daysssss.....
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
i am re-doing my M.A tutorial.
M.A = Managerial Accounting.
to me... it's MADNESS ACCOUNTING.
LOL. i hate numbers.
i hate accounts.
i'm having my M.A test tml. ok now i know.
my HRD test is on fri 9 am!
shit man. i like got so much time to study for my hrd huh?
i'm working on thurs! SHIT.
weird. i'm not really stressed up by these upcoming tests.
i dun think i'm confident enough. all i know is tat...
i need UNDERSTANDING... as for HRD... hmmm... duno la..
i'm finishing my M.A soon. left with 2 qns. so tired to continue.
the stupid clock qns got me stuck for a long while.
watever.
hopefully tml's paper's easier...
back to 'mugging'
3 more days.
M.A = Managerial Accounting.
to me... it's MADNESS ACCOUNTING.
LOL. i hate numbers.
i hate accounts.
i'm having my M.A test tml. ok now i know.
my HRD test is on fri 9 am!
shit man. i like got so much time to study for my hrd huh?
i'm working on thurs! SHIT.
weird. i'm not really stressed up by these upcoming tests.
i dun think i'm confident enough. all i know is tat...
i need UNDERSTANDING... as for HRD... hmmm... duno la..
i'm finishing my M.A soon. left with 2 qns. so tired to continue.
the stupid clock qns got me stuck for a long while.
watever.
hopefully tml's paper's easier...
back to 'mugging'
3 more days.
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
my my.... bones are cracking
i NEED a full body MASSAGE!!!
haha... really tired.
these two days, the crowd at bugis is like never ending!
i mean... it's as though u're getting FREE FOOD?
ppl come and go... but it jus doesn't seems to end there?!
ya... loads of ppl.
and faced pretty few spoilt bitches today.
i mean kids nowadays.
REALLY DO NOT KNOW HOW TO BEHAVE THEMSELVES.
pls stop being ignorant.
and the food i'm selling is NOT FUNNY.
stop laughing at it. if u think it is, why on earth are u eating it?
stupid girls.
lol. i'm not angry. i jus wana scold them u know.
i feel like slappin them in fact.
blame it on the fact that today is youth day.
where the kids i call them KIDS. not youth.
come to bugis like nobody's biz.
oh yeah, papa and mama came to bugis today!
haha... my papa wanted to eat according to mama.
ps: pls do not mistake the mama i'm refering here as min.
anywayz, u guys look great together! and i miss u guys.
i mean u evil papa so long never see u
and u never come online. din even know mama was back in sg.
lol. it's nice seeing ppl u haven seen for ages. RITE? G5... LOL.
k... i'm getting prretty shitty here.
wat? why? i duno.
i'm havin M.A test on wed. or is it HRD? omg.
wat a great student. i dun even know which paper comes first.
lol. i gotta start studying tml. i MUST.
suddenly feel like playin sims 2... hmm... we'll see abt tat...
i was thinkin a little tad too much in the noon.
i was thinking about wat xp had told me few days back wif regards to my current relationship.
i duno... i think i should take one step at a time?
grrr... i duno! i really duno... all i know is...
4 more days...
i NEED a full body MASSAGE!!!
haha... really tired.
these two days, the crowd at bugis is like never ending!
i mean... it's as though u're getting FREE FOOD?
ppl come and go... but it jus doesn't seems to end there?!
ya... loads of ppl.
and faced pretty few spoilt bitches today.
i mean kids nowadays.
REALLY DO NOT KNOW HOW TO BEHAVE THEMSELVES.
pls stop being ignorant.
and the food i'm selling is NOT FUNNY.
stop laughing at it. if u think it is, why on earth are u eating it?
stupid girls.
lol. i'm not angry. i jus wana scold them u know.
i feel like slappin them in fact.
blame it on the fact that today is youth day.
where the kids i call them KIDS. not youth.
come to bugis like nobody's biz.
oh yeah, papa and mama came to bugis today!
haha... my papa wanted to eat according to mama.
ps: pls do not mistake the mama i'm refering here as min.
anywayz, u guys look great together! and i miss u guys.
i mean u evil papa so long never see u
and u never come online. din even know mama was back in sg.
lol. it's nice seeing ppl u haven seen for ages. RITE? G5... LOL.
k... i'm getting prretty shitty here.
wat? why? i duno.
i'm havin M.A test on wed. or is it HRD? omg.
wat a great student. i dun even know which paper comes first.
lol. i gotta start studying tml. i MUST.
suddenly feel like playin sims 2... hmm... we'll see abt tat...
i was thinkin a little tad too much in the noon.
i was thinking about wat xp had told me few days back wif regards to my current relationship.
i duno... i think i should take one step at a time?
grrr... i duno! i really duno... all i know is...
4 more days...
Monday, July 04, 2005
Sunday, July 03, 2005
i'm sleepy...
after bloggin ytd, i went to slp for like 2 hrs.
before waking up.
went to CCK cemetery to pay respect to my late grandmother.
and my grandfather as well.
...sad... miss my grandma dearly...
bro sent me home at ard 2 plus i suppose.
slpt at 3 plus... and woke up at 11 plus...
from a phone call... WRONG NUMBER.
i could hav slpt past the nite. DAMN U.
decided to come online to do the regulars before goin back to slp.
hell. who knows wat's wrong now.
i'm facing slow transfer rate of a zip file.
photos.
yawnz. tired. been sneezing today...
wat's wrong?
the moment i woke up, i sneezed...
oh... i realized! i only ate a plate of rice and one small bread for the whole day.
coz i slpt my day away..... grrrrrreat...
counting...down...6...more...days...
after bloggin ytd, i went to slp for like 2 hrs.
before waking up.
went to CCK cemetery to pay respect to my late grandmother.
and my grandfather as well.
...sad... miss my grandma dearly...
bro sent me home at ard 2 plus i suppose.
slpt at 3 plus... and woke up at 11 plus...
from a phone call... WRONG NUMBER.
i could hav slpt past the nite. DAMN U.
decided to come online to do the regulars before goin back to slp.
hell. who knows wat's wrong now.
i'm facing slow transfer rate of a zip file.
photos.
yawnz. tired. been sneezing today...
wat's wrong?
the moment i woke up, i sneezed...
oh... i realized! i only ate a plate of rice and one small bread for the whole day.
coz i slpt my day away..... grrrrrreat...
counting...down...6...more...days...
Saturday, July 02, 2005
jus got home not too long ago.
went to catch initial d AGAIN.
it's keke's bday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dear fren.
glad to see u in a happy relationship now.
anywayz, wasn't very pleased today.
actually, everything started well.
then when i met up wif kel to acc me for the movie,
i tot i made a stupid mistake.
i could have gone w/o him
i would rather be alone.
it's not tat he was mean to my frenz or wat.
jus tat, i tot it's not quite rite
to call him a spare. alrite.
i din wanted to go to the movie with 4 couples and left alone.
i'd felt damn left out.
that's y i got myself a fren. not a spare.
i'm ok with those jokes.
but i din expect this fella to be kinda anti social this much today.
esp when u went 'M.I.A' when we're ready to go.
i felt like a fool.
oh well. an idiot. i'm feelin horrible now.
i duno if what i did was rite.
xp, if u're reading this, dun get me wrong.
i'm not angry with u for poking fun at him.
i swear that i'm alrite with it.
i jus tot that... i'm being put in a spot.
pls dun get me wrong ok. i'll be fine.
we're still frenz. forever. for life.
is it the time? or wat?
i'm feelin so down now.
listening to the soundtrack from initial d, Yi Lu Xiang Bei.
feel like giving up something.
but wat?
i'm tired.
i miss him alot.
it's already past 12. so... it's 7 more days...
7 MORE DAYS.
went to catch initial d AGAIN.
it's keke's bday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dear fren.
glad to see u in a happy relationship now.
anywayz, wasn't very pleased today.
actually, everything started well.
then when i met up wif kel to acc me for the movie,
i tot i made a stupid mistake.
i could have gone w/o him
i would rather be alone.
it's not tat he was mean to my frenz or wat.
jus tat, i tot it's not quite rite
to call him a spare. alrite.
i din wanted to go to the movie with 4 couples and left alone.
i'd felt damn left out.
that's y i got myself a fren. not a spare.
i'm ok with those jokes.
but i din expect this fella to be kinda anti social this much today.
esp when u went 'M.I.A' when we're ready to go.
i felt like a fool.
oh well. an idiot. i'm feelin horrible now.
i duno if what i did was rite.
xp, if u're reading this, dun get me wrong.
i'm not angry with u for poking fun at him.
i swear that i'm alrite with it.
i jus tot that... i'm being put in a spot.
pls dun get me wrong ok. i'll be fine.
we're still frenz. forever. for life.
is it the time? or wat?
i'm feelin so down now.
listening to the soundtrack from initial d, Yi Lu Xiang Bei.
feel like giving up something.
but wat?
i'm tired.
i miss him alot.
it's already past 12. so... it's 7 more days...
7 MORE DAYS.
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