i realised i have been spending quite alot lately
esp on indulgence.
lotsa nice food.
coffee club weekly for 2 wks
and i always give my frenz treat.
swensens today.
Oh... i swear i MUST mention the service i got today.

See, shifu and i went to swensens bugis for brunch.
we ordered baked rice. chicken and fish.
if u know me well enugh, u'll know i eat FISH.
when we were served, the server herself asked
"chicken baked rice?" so i pointed to my fren.
and she served the 'fish baked rice to me.
after a few bites, i stared at the 'fish' on my rice
they DUN look fish to me.
being a fish lover... how can i not know how fish meat look like?!!
so i asked the waiter. and he said that shifu has gotten the fish baked rice.
oh well... his attitude SUCKS big time.
anyway, disappointed, i continued eating the 'fish' baked rice.
and i saw some plastic thingy inside!
i asked for the service crew.
and this lady attended to me... she was at least better then the guy.
but after she checked, she told me it's not plastic. it's sum strings from the rice bag.
i'm like... ok.. fine... i dun wan a new serving anymore.
What's the point of tellin me wat's that? i mean it's inedible anyway?!
ok i know u wanted to explain but then, it makes no difference.
it's not like my shop... those bloody damn fish flakes being mistaken for onion skins or watever shit.
anyway, i have to say that the baked rice tasted horrible.
i mean... it's not the usual cheesey baked rice u eat from swensens.
it's SUPER tasteless! YUCKS!
thank goodness i still have my sticky chewy chocolate to indulge in.
the last thing i tot is worth of my stay in swensens.
oh.. at least they bother to cancel my order and not charge me for that
'plastic-fish baked rice'. LOL.

anywayz, after that, shifu and i went to shop around.
and i bought 2 tops...
and i tot... i should have bought one for him
that's something that i've always wanted to do...
buy him a top. i duno y. but i always wanted to...
yawnz... it's been a long post.
there's more to update tml. another LONG DAY.

counting down... freedom from DB. 9 days...

i feel a little lost.
you're now inside db.
in for 10 days.
i'm happy that it's jus 10 freaking days.
but i duno how's life in there for you.
i'm worried for u.
why...
i really wonder why i care so much for you.
i'm glad that u informed me about this before u go.
i jus hope that what u told anderson will be true.
i duno if i'm the one.
but then, i jus wan to see u well..
these 10 days, hopefully, will fly by soon.
hope that they wun make things difficult for u inside.
missing you...always.

initially, i wanted to bring myself to let u go.
but you actually bothered to ask y
y am i so angry.
and the three words u typed in msn.
and having see you again ytd
your smile and ur jokes...
made me laughed.

but... this very afternoon,
u called me and told me that u are goin to db.
which means, they are charging you for AWOL.
and u're definitely goin in.
and i will not be able to see u again soon.
i duno how long will u be away.
u said that if it was light, 40 days. else, it could be 80 days.
i'm so confused.
i duno what to say....

i feel miserable
not bcoz i'm sick.
yes i am sick
sick of waiting.

i remembered you called me on wed to ask me out today.
but then...
i'd spent the whole day at home
watching vcds. trying to take my mind off.
i decided to stop watching.
and time spent wholly on waiting for the damn phone to ring
is jus like waiting for the whole of my life to pass by.
you told me that you will call me in the noon.

i'm still waiting.
how late am i suppose to wait?
tired. really tired of waiting.

so sick
ouch. my knee hurts.
i duno why.
my eyes HURTS even more when i touch them.
i had a hard time slping last nite.

the doc told me ytd that if my fever doesn't subside
in two days, i have to see him again.
he was thinking of dengue fever when he told me this.
let's jus wait and see.

ytd u called me and was really trying to be funny.
surprise surprise that u actually called me jus to talk...
even ask for opinion about the 3 hps u liked.
anywayz, nice polo t of ur's.
i think u really look GREAT in it...
but wat a waste to wear it to work...

hot... my body is hot
my palms are freakin cold.
my throat is BURNING...
my head weighs a tonne.
yeah rite.
i am sick.

oh.. happy belated 19th birthday
to our dear 'si-mei' aka shan shan aka weishan!!!
we celebrated at chinablack.
my first visit there.
and i'm sick now.
lol. what does that mean?
watever.

am pretty surprised and glad that
u chatted wif me for 1 hr plus online ytd.
the usual u wun bother to do so...
and even more happier that u actually called me
jus to tell me that you are goin to collect your phone.
i appreciate the effort u took...
oh well, ppl may think tat it's jus a call
but then, your call means more than anything.... alrite...
i wonder is it that the talk u had wif anderson working??

TIRED. EXTREME.
had a long day?
it all started from ytd.
i woke up in the noon.
but went to meet my trio bros.
namely, effendi and asri.
for pool... well, it's been a long time.
i love it guys.

reached home at ard 1 am.
as usual, online...
at abt 2 am, u msged me in gb.
askin me if i was free...
and practically told me tat u forgot...
FORGOT... to ask me over.
how can u ever forget such things?
well, anyway, i went over and meet u ard 2.45?
watched a little of initial d (anime)of coz.
went to slp at duno wat god damn hour.
early morning 9 am plus,
the construction work downstairs gave me the stupid morning call.
but managed to catch up another 2 hrs plus of slp.
b4 i really woke up.
went to work from ur place... damn, it was so much faster.
of coz! ur place is like so easy to go everywhere!
takes less then half hr to reach sch too!

anyway, today, i look the shabbiest!
my uniform was ultimately crumpled.
thanks to u... for the last min meeting...
leave me wif no time to iron my uniform.
and... today, i was allowed to cook ball ball!!!
YEAH!! i am so happy.
aunty actually asked me if i wld like to learn!
and i asked if i really could.
and she let me tried 2 plates!!!
so happy.
it's not easy! i still can't get the '7 o'clock' angle thingy
and hold my left hand...
hopefully i get more chances.. as i heard aunty saying
she wants to train me to cook ball ball!!!

ok... too long a post.
i better go do my M.A tutorial.

i went out today....
tiring.
my feet aches from those walkin
but nothing hurts
as much as
my heart does.

i bought a ring...
which i really like though.
the word on it is kinda kinky
or cool...
u define it...
watever..
like wat nisey says.
as long as i like it!

haven heard from u these 2 days.
duno how's things.
i dun wan to guess either
i'm not workin tml.
so i wun know..
coz i wun be seeing you anyway.

hope to hear from you on fri
jus like last week?
i duno...
everytime i hope...
i fall...

a pic of u cropped out.... cutting out H.L. sorry!
the ktv nite...

back home..
freshen up by a nice bath.

was out last nite.

you called me at 9+ and 10+
so met up and went over to meet u
enjoyed the moment...
the real playful u
played game.
went to mustafa at 2+ am to buy your optical mouse, which i still think it looks like an alien...,
milk... and chocolate... and had 'mum-mum'
walked back...
bathed, slpt, woke up at 2...
went for 'brunch'
slack ard... till 6 b4 i head back home...
can i say it's quality time spent?
i duno. anyway, i left my toothbrush at your place...
hope u keep it properly...

deepest condolences to j.y's grandmother
who passed away last nite...

PIZZZZZed...

something's wrong wif my X70.
either that or the batt.
ppl have to call me TWICE...

i hate this.
esp when u dun call me all the time
and now ur hp is down.
F-up. u called me 3 times.
and 2 out of which u had to call back again.
tat makes it a total of 5 calls.
except for the last on which my phone died on... again
read tat! AGAIN!!!
few mins back.
you have yet to call back.
guess... you're goin home?
hope to hear from you tml...
i'm sorry. din expect that.

but i do appreciate that u call...
miss you.