anything new?

yes.

ME = SICK.

first came the throat inflamation.
then down to cough.
then now, runny nose + nose block.
oh... wat's next?
FEVER?? coool... i dun mind.
it gives me excuse to rest myself more.

went singing despite my sore voice.
yes yes.. super went off key like nobody's biz.
NEVER am i goin to sing again when i have a throat like this.
after tat, went yes, yes, shopping again.
spent ard 100 bucks?
on shoes and bag.

no more spending!
somebody tie me up pls!!!!

sleepy...

haven not slpt enugh for the past 2 nights.
having u callin early morning at 9+
and having spending last nite over.
gives me 100% transformation :

P-A-N-D-A.

esp last nite.
tossing and turning. can't sleep.
though it was raining. but the construction work
upgrading all tat happening in the early morning...
so hard to get sleep.



took the pic b4 while slping... wonder how long will we be holding on...

there's no school tml.
finally can catch more slp...
i hope so? i duno.
it's a gd thing i get slp.
but if i din get ur call...
it's disturbing.
contradicting.

tIred.

very tired.

had a superly long day.
and havin slpt at 3+ last nite doesn't help a single bit.

wasn't working today.
coz i WORKED yesterday.
woke up early
went for K lunch wif special guest,
ANDERSON LAI aka yuan yuan.
lol
after singing, spent the rest of the day SHOPPING!

i spent quite a lot today.
100 over bucks. 'Kaaa-chhiiiinnng'
one new top, skirt, 'shoes', bag, toiletries.

feeling slpy.
working tml.
and then, sch starts.
sighz.

tired.
glad u called me ytd and today.
watever it is
nice to hear from u
always.

time to slp.
there's a long day tml.

i duno wat u wan...
really...
u've been callin for the past 2 days.
not sure if you'll call tml?

are we or are we not...
only u will know.

i'm goin to not think about it anymore.
leave it as it is.
i'm not goin to be the one clearing up
nor am i the one who messed it up.
i'll jus see wat u do.

hopefully find out more from your friend, J.K.

tired.
physically. mentally. emotionally.
been tru a tough emotional roller coaster ride.
too tired to think.

i'm caught up.
it's juz like jolin's song
dao dai.
i really had enough of waiting.
a constantly off-on relationship
which had already dragged on for 4 mnths.
really leaves me drained.
plus, my grandma's death, which,
had a huge impact on me.

these few days
u really do annoy me alot.
i do not know why am i so irritable.
putting a stop to everything
is the only thing on my mind now.

star gazing // fire works night?
still holdin on to those
CNY eve memories. yes.
so wat. they are fond ones
though it hurts me.
reminds me of my foolishness.
watever.
i guess, DAO DAI is the only song i can sing.

duno y am i blogging when i got nothing to blog about.

sometimes i feel that we clicked.
we know what each other is thinkin about.
however, there's still distance
and gap in between us...

Am soooo tired.

slpt at 4 plus last nite.
woke up at 8+ this morning
suppose to wake up at 8.
somehow, i din hear the alarm.
syndrom = EXTREME TIREDNESS.
haha.

uncle came to pick mum and i up.
went over to pay respect to my late ah ma.
geez. how time flies. 49 days already.
still remember the day, 27th nov 2004...
Jay's concert. Jojo acc me to visit my grandma in the hospital
SICU. at level 3. and now...
51 more days to a hundred and we'll all be heading to
the cemetery.

left soon and met up jojo! after sooo long
(refer to above)
for a 4 hr plus long singing session.
why the plus? guess only we know.
haha. anywhere food's yummy at k lunch cineleisure.
after tat, went to snip my hair.......
long awaited day.
not too bad. satisfactory.
did it at a salon at far east.

went to bugis in the evening.
suppose to go airport wif kelvin.
but too bad. sudden changes.
so we went for dinner instead.

wat a long and tiring day...

Err...
i duno if i shld blog or not.

i'm now back to the downside of my life again.
had wonderful uphills for the past few wks.
wat to do,
ur's faithfully is forever naive.
somehow, it's not bothering me tat much.
perhaps, i've manage to relate my emotions to songs.
whatever.
i no longer wan to dream.
even though my dream in my previous posts came true.
Read this: F-R-E-A-K-I-N-G C-A-M-E T-R-U-E
i jus tot...
lets jus leave it to fate again.

i met u 5 years back.
saw you few times during the past few yrs
even b4 we really got to know each other.
and now really know u from work.
ain't this call fate?

my same line: Let's jus see how it goes.

well, haven been updating.
been busy working
tiring weeks for me...

me life is pretty much the same.
work and work.
school's starting soon... (why am i reminding myself?!?!)
it's been a mnth plus since my grandma passed away.
how time flies man...
all the ceremony and rituals only seems like yesterday.
i still get flashback of the whole thing.
can't help. wat to do...
it really affects me alot.

it's a sat. this is the first sat,
i haven gone singing for the past 3 wks.
and i'm missing it!
this officially shows that i'm addicted to singing.
yes yes.

my life hasn't been different from being single...
it feels exactly the same.
this is the first time i'm heading into a relationship
where i duno where it'll bring me to.
of coz, i hope for a happy ending like all fairytales.
who wouldn't? but then, lookin at how things goes,
i guess it'll be..... a very very low keyed one.
no nothing...
rumors at work place have been flyin ard.
i guessed it's no longer kept in the dark.
it's such a headache. but... still
i dun wana think about it.

jus hope that everything will go smoothly.
you're sick. very sick. i can see that.
i suppose it's the effect from your growin wisdom tooth
i had that too. so... pls take good care of yourself k.
miss you.